Dancing on her own tune
Sunita was trying hard to learn different steps of dance. She was not much fond of dancing but this time she was going to do it to please her brother Mohit. Mohit always admired her. Sunita was so fond of him. Sunita wanted to give her best. Sunita used to dance in childhood. Her every step was important. She was taking them carefully. She wanted happiness & success for her soul. She kept practicing. She wanted new hope. She was so happy since when she started dancing, she began to feel it. Her heart started to feel positive. She smiled happily. Her thoughts began to move towards her dream. She started to create unique dream. She began to collect different moves of dance. She began to feel pleasant impact on every step. She was dancing happily. She never sensed that her soul had so much desire to dance. She was doing that dance in wonderful way. Her every movement was taking her in unique world. She never sensed that she loved dance so much. She enjoyed pleasant feel with those steps. She was enchanted by those steps. She could sense one new dream in her mind. She was feeling so shocked. She knew that she used to dance as child. Then slowly she quit dancing. She felt too exhausted & most importantly she felt that she didn’t get suitable boy to marry if she danced. She knew that thought entered in her mind due to her family. But she never fell in love with any one until now. She left her plan of marriage behind. But she was not fond of dancing that much. Mohit was not planning to marry. She felt that it was perfect moment to start dancing. She began to dance happily. She felt certain that Mohit would admire her dancing. As child Mohit always supported her dancing. She felt so certain that he would like it. She was practicing on that point suddenly Mohit came. Mohit “What are you doing?” “I was just practicing few steps of dance.” Mohit smiled nervously. He didn’t say anything. He just said “Oh!” & he immediately went in his room. She smiled happily. She was glad that he didn’t object her dancing. She had freedom to do it. She was so happy. She kept dancing. Mohit was trying hard to ignore all but still he kept looking behind. Finally, he came in his room. He didn’t have objection to dancing. But he felt one thing that this dance was disgusting. He didn’t want to offend his sister but he knew that it couldn’t be admired. She was dancing so odd. He needed to tell her to stop it but he didn’t dare. He knew that it would hurt her feelings. He decided to let her dance. She was dancing so loudly & out of proportion. Her every move was so wrong. She was making so noise with it. She kept dancing on every try. It was so wonderful & pleasant for her
As Sunita began to dance, she started
to get more & more confident. She knew that her every step was perfect. She
knew that she was dancing like some swan now. She was truly moving around like
Swan. Her every moment had that delicate style. She smiled so sweetly to
herself. She was getting better & better by every step. She was confident. She knew that her
dancing was so great. She kept feeling every rhythm. She was so sure. She
started to sense pleasant on every move. She knew that she needed to keep
dancing. She needed to feel so happy in her world. She was so confident. She
was feeling so exhausted. She was sweating so much. Her every step was getting
unsteady still she kept dancing. She began to get so weak. Finally, she was
literally about to faint. She started to feel her legs were paining so much. It
was so painful. She began to feel hurt. She looked towards her legs. They began
to get so odd. There was swelling on her legs. There was red colour on her
legs. She could see that she did too much. She needed to relax. She decided to
sit for some time. She knew that she needed to cook afterwards. She started to
think that she was exhausting her hours unnecessarily in cooking. She began to
feel so uneasy. She started to think that she needed some cook. Now she was
going to live alone in this house. After marriage Mohit would shift in his new
house. He would begin his new life. She would be alone. She could practice
dancing for hours. She knew that she had some investments. She could effort one
cook easily. She was feeling so happy at that thought. She would have entire
house just for herself. She smiled & she began to call Mohit. Mohit came
out. She slowly asked “So when do you plan to shift?” Mohit had already started
to arrange all. His future wife was taking care of that. He smiled & said
“After marriage I will spend my first night in my own house.” She smiled
happily. Her smile managed to disturb him. She was looking to different. It was
clear that something was wrong with her but Mohit didn’t want to argue. He knew
that if he said something then everything would look bad. Sunita would assume
he was acting that way since he was getting married & she was unmarried. He
just smiled back & went back in his room. He was shifting so he needed to
let Sunita enjoy her freedom he must not interfere he kept telling this to
himself again & again.
Sunita was
so happy when she began to plan all. She remembered her entire life. Her
parents were never supportive to her. They were just interested in progress of
Mohit. They needed to do all for Mohit. She was just one burden. She felt so
sad. She wanted to settle too but her life never got that opportunity. But
Mohit always stood with her strongly. Mohit supported her on every step. Now
Mohit was finally getting married & going to get freedom. She would get her
freedom too. It was so important for her. She needed to feel hopeful. She started
to think from where she could find a maid. She needed one. She wanted to find
one who would be useful for her. She even decided to find cook. She kept
cleaning & cooking. She needed to keep servants. She needed to enjoy her
life now. She sensed that it was essential for her. She wanted to find
servants. She needed someone who would cook & clean. She started to find different
sort of servants on internet websites. She began to different ways to find
servants. She felt so confused. Finally, she decided to call one servant. She
soon found that she could find servants easily. She even called people who gave
past references of employees. She started calling those past employees. She
finally selected few servants & called them for interview. She called Mohit
excitedly & told everything to him. Mohit kept nodding. He was glad that
his sister was happy. He was ready to manage all even if she needed some extra
expenses her happiness was important to him. He didn’t discourage her at all.
So, she managed get servants. She even got her house decorated by her future
sister-in-law. She began to watch different design on walls. She started to
feel positive regarding all. There was unique look in that house. She began to
feel positive about all. She decided that she needed to dance for hours. She
kept was so certain that she would become best dancer soon. She smiled happily
at that thought. She started dancing at each rhythm. She began to concentrate on
steps. She was so confident that she was doing great. Soon servants whom she
had appointed began to come. She felt so nervous at beginning but soon she
sensed that it would make her job easy. She could easily relax whole time. She kept
dancing whole time. She was so happy. People from downstairs started to feel so
frustrated when they started hearing odd sounds in upstairs. They were loud
one. She could sense rhythm in it but for them it was just loud voice. It was
so scary. One day even maid felt so scared when Sunita started dancing. Maid
was cooking peacefully but those loud sounds of dance managed to scare her. Maid
started to feel nervous due to them. Maid came out & said “Madam why you
are jumping like that?” She felt so shocked. She said angrily “I am dancing.”
Maid nodded. “I don’t understand dancing. It might need practice. But your
steps are strong one I feel you need to dance on ground floor or something…”
She sensed that maid said. She needed to practice in garden. She needed to put
all her efforts. “You are right. I will do that.” She decided that she would
dance in garden. Maid was so shocked. Maid didn’t mean that. Maid tried to stop
her but it was too late. Sunita went out & started dancing in society
garden in odd way. Entire society was watching it. Her neighbors were glad to
get rid of noise. She kept dancing & people kept laughing. She didn’t pay
attention to her pains. Soon stones of garden started to hurt her feet. But she
didn’t care. There was blood on ground. People from society began to see it.
They started to get tense but nothing was working. Finally, they called Mohit.
Mohit was in office when he heard all. He was so shocked. He just told his Boss
that it was emergency at home & ran out to catch Cab.
When Mohit
reached to society all crowd was around his sister. They were trying to
convince her to stop dancing but she was not ready. She kept saying that she
was going for some trial of dance talent show. It was so important for her. He
felt so nervous by all. He didn’t understand what was going on. He forcibly
took hold of her hand & told her to stop. Sunita stopped. She looked in his
eyes with innocent look & asked “What happened? I was just practicing for
talent show.” She began to describe about talent show. He knew one thing that
something was wrong. He slowly looked towards her legs. “Do you observe how
much you managed to hurt your legs?” “But I was just dancing!” “Stop this
madness. You will hurt yourself.” She felt so scared. She couldn’t walk. People
needed to hold her. They called doctor. Soon Doctor came. Mohit talked with
doctor. Doctor gave medicines. But clearly Doctor suggested psychiatrist.
Sunita started crying. She wanted to dance but she couldn’t. It was madness.
She stayed on bed until her wound didn’t heal. She started to get so depressed.
Finally, one day Mohit came to take her to psychiatrist. She went there. Mohit
told all. She didn’t say anything. She just kept quiet. But she was shocked
when psychiatrist asked “Why did you feel you done wrong by permitting her to
dance?” Mohit felt very shocked. Mohit “But she got hurt…” “No. It was not due
to her it was due to her parents. She faced trauma due to them. You gave her
freedom it was right thing. But she did too much. Since she was locked &
she suddenly got freedom she used too much of it. She needed some counselling. She
needed training from proper dancing school. She can dance.” Sunita smiled.
After that she started talking. Mohit smiled & he decided to sit outside. He
felt that she needed privacy. She began to feel positive. She told all. Slowly
her fear reduced. She took one course of dance. She learnt to dance beautifully
on her own tunes. When she danced in talent show all admired her. She felt so
happy. She even danced in Mohit’s marriage. All smiled & laughed. Finally,
she became that dancer which she wanted to become for long time. Due to her counselling
slowly she stopped thinking about her parents & their negativity towards
dance. She learnt to live in present not past. She learnt to dance on her own tune not tune of her parents.
The End
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