Just a random person
Samir started to do drawing on canvas. He was carefully selecting colors one by one. This was his first try. He never drew or painted on canvas ever. But this time he forced to do it. His teacher was insisting on different relaxing techniques. He didn’t understand why did his mom insisted him to join this class which was teaching him relaxing techniques. He was feeling fine. Then he remembered that incidence. He knew that it was his big mistake. He felt so guilty. His younger sister Hina got so much hurt. But it was mistake of Hina. She was not supposed to act that way. Hina was still in college. She needed to concentrate on her career. It was important for her. She felt so stressed. She wanted to feel hopeful. But for that Hina started to talk sweetly with different guests. He disliked when she began to talk that way. He hated it. He was so angry. He just went towards her & without second thought he threw water on her face before all guests. Everyone was shocked. Their parents began to scream on him & he went in his room as he always did whenever he did something wrong like that. He never changed. But he hoped one day he would. He went in that room. He began to think about what he did & he started to reflect on it. He needed to think about his behavior. After that incidence Hina never came before. She tried her best to avoid him. Their house was big one so it was not hard. He knew that one day they would need to sell this big house since his dad was not making profits in business any more. He was so upset. He went to his dad one day & said “Dad, I don’t want you to sell house.” His dad gave shocked look. Dad “Who told you that we are selling this house?” “With our limited earning we need to sell it.” His Dad looked so angry. He knew that his dad wouldn’t accept this truth & his dad wouldn’t. Dad “We have no issues regarding money. My earning is good.” Samir gave sad smile & nodded. Then he patted on Dad’s shoulder to show his support. His Dad looked angrier. Then his dad screamed “What’s wrong with you? First you harassed Hina & now you are after me!” His dad was looking towards him with such anger. He could see odd look in eyes of his dad but he was not scared. He felt sad. He knew that they were going to lose that house & entire property. After that his mom came in his room one day & told him to join this class to learn different hobbies. They taught different skills daily. He supposed to choose one of them. At this point they were teaching painting but side by side he was also learning singing which was last hobby to learn. His voice was not good but still he did it. He was doing painting same way. He was not good at these sorts of artistic things.
Samir’s mom was
so nervous. She knew that she needed to go in Samir’s room. Samir was not
exactly violent. He did hit Hina once but then he never acted like that. But
Hina was so scared of him. Hina never went before him until when it was
impossible to avoid him. Hina hated him. Hina kept saying that they tolerated
Samir since he was boy. They wanted him to become their heir. It was not
exactly wrong. They had one company & they wanted Samir to handle it. Hina
supposed to marry some rich boy & go out of this house. They kept costly
jewellery & other properties for Hina but Hina was not going to get hold of
company. They needed to give it to Samir since they felt that Samir would stay
with them not exactly in this house. He might want different house after
marriage but still Samir would stay with them as family & take care of them
at old age. So, Samir needed to remain sound mind & he needed to handle
business. Samir needed to act in control. She couldn’t imagine their life if
Samir proved mad. Samir was biggest anchor for her. She wanted a boy since her
in-laws wanted grandson then only, they would have given them company. Samir’s
dad kept insisting on having son. She needed that money & position too.
Since she knew that her husband’s brothers & their wives were waiting for
one opportunity to take away everything from them. She didn’t want to give them
any. She was so happy when Samir was born. Immediately her husband got this
company & this house. She still remembered look on all other relative’s
faces. They all were hoping that she would give birth to daughter & they
would get chance to own property. But Samir needed to act in sound mind. If he
started to act like mad person. She preferred that her in-laws might change
everything again. They had company but still her in-laws had lots of control if
her in-laws decided to stop customers company would be bankrupt in seconds. Her
in-laws were truly powerful people. But her husband was not so smart. Most
importantly as time went ahead she sensed one thing that something was wrong
with her son Samir. She didn’t understand cause. She was not interested in it.
She just wanted to keep him in control. He must not slap any one in public. She
knew that she supposed to say he must not slap any one in any place but she
just said that she didn’t want him to slap anyone in public. Since she knew
very well that she couldn’t control him. She just hoped that Samir would select
some hobby & dedicate his time for it. She was so stressed. She kept hoping
that he would improve one day.
Samir was
completing his painting when he heard noise. He went in terrace & started
to look down. Once again Hina was talking with a man. She was laughing in such
a way that this man already began to dream about her. He could see it. He
didn’t understand why did his sister needed to keep acting like that. He
decided that he had enough. He needed to stop. He went back in his room. He
took out his canvas. He went in terrace with canvas & threw it down. This
way he wouldn’t hurt Hina or that man. He was so happy when that man looked
towards him with shock. Hina looked so scared. Hina started to talk with that
man. But that man couldn’t stop. That man started to enter in house. Now this
managed to scare Sameer. He was not expecting anyone to come inside. Sameer ran
inside room & he immediately locked door. That man came there & began
to knock on door. At beginning it was in low style then slowly he began to bang
on door strongly. That door started to make loud voice. It was just big noise
he kept telling himself. Then that man spoke loudly “It’s Police.” He shivered.
He threw canvas on a cop. He began to feel that his world was shattered. He didn’t
want to go in prison. He heard lots of horrible books about it. He didn’t care
if they were truth or fiction. He just didn’t want to try that struggle. He
shivered. He decided that it was better to kill himself. He started to find way
to do suicide. He suddenly remembered terrace. He could jump from it. He ran
towards it. He began to go in it. He started to feel uneasy. He needed to think
hopefully about it. He began to think what if he just got paralyzed. It was
worst. His steps slowly began to slow down. He started to remember suicide
failures. He began to feel so tense. He stopped in way to take deep breath. On
that point someone took hold of his shirt. It was cop. Cop “What was you
exactly trying to do?” He began to cry. Cop took him inside house forcibly. Then
entire family explained all to Cop step by step. Cop “Why don’t you take him
to psychiatrist?” They all looked towards Cop with shock. Sameer’s mom “He is
not mad.” Cop was so angry “He is throwing things on people without cause. He
is hurting people & still you are not ready to take him to psychiatrist?” His
dad was not there but his mom knew what exactly his dad felt so she said “He
needed to own company so he must not be proved mad. He is not getting
treatment.” Hina “Mom he is having mental issue. Are you going to permit him to
kill people or to kill himself?” Mom smiled towards Sameer sweetly & said “He
got new hobby now. He is going to hobby classes. One day he will find his hobby
then all will be okay. “Samir will be fine.” Cop was shocked by this statement.
He looked towards Samir & said loudly “Don’t trust them or you will land in
prison one day.” Cop left angrily. But his words didn’t left Samir’s mind. His
dad kept criticizing Cop. His dad even tried complaint & fire Cop. But it
didn’t seem to happening. All seemed to trust that Cop. Samir started feel confused.
Those hobbies were not helping. One day finally he called Hina. He told her to
take appointment of Psychiatrist. He was uncertain if she would do it. But she
did it. Then they went to that Psychiatrist together. Slowly his treatment
began. He learnt to control his anger. He began to sense that he was feeling guilty
for taking away all from his sister Hina which was leading to this anger. It
was odd reaction of his mind. He kept feeling Hina would do something wrong for
revenge & that would destroy her life. Then one day he took hold of
company. One day he even insisted Hina to join company. They began to work in
that company together against wishes of their father. His father just wanted
him to own it but he didn’t listen. Samir & Hina worked side by side in
company. They began to live their life properly. Now they were side by side in
every issue. Samir didn’t got any anger issue after this since Hina was always
with him for support. He didn’t needed hobby in life he needed support of
sister which he got finally. He was glad he understood it. He managed to get
over every issue while having his sister on his side. It was happy life for him.
He always thanked that Cop for suggesting that psychiatrist in heart. He never
met that Cop again. But he knew that Cop never wanted to meet him again too. Cop
had lots of work to do that meeting unknown person who he couldn’t even
remember. He was no one in eyes of that Cop. He was just random person.
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