Poem. 7425. Thought to touch

                          Thought to touch  

Thought to touch that form new move to feeling which start new chapter towards soul to life

Thought to touch that give new hope to concept which form new brightness towards path to life

Thought to touch that create new dream to chapter which give new knowledge towards step to life

Thought to touch that show new shine to way which create new appeal towards smile to life

Thought to touch that start new knowledge to light which show new hope towards shine to life

Thought to touch that form new route to direction which give new move towards world to life

Thought to touch that give new step to dream which start new feeling towards hope to life

Thought to touch that show new path to strength which form new brightness towards route to life

Thought to touch that create new spirit to hope which show new understanding towards light to life

Thought to touch that form new world to step which create new strength towards word to life

Thought to touch that start new light to chapter which give new dream towards feeling to life

Thought to touch that give new word to spirit which form new learning towards hope to life

Thought to touch that show new route to concept which create new appeal towards light to life

Thought to touch that form new soul to strength which give new feeling towards touch to life

Thought to touch that create new world to shine which form new knowledge towards path to life

Thought to touch that give new smile to world which show new direction towards route to life

Thought to touch that show new way to soul which create new strength towards meaning to life

Thought to touch that start new direction to word which give new hope towards appeal to life

Thought to touch that form new brightness to soul which start new light towards route to life

Thought to touch that create new hope to dream which form new spirit towards word to life.

Poem. 7424. Shine start new appeal

                     Shine start new appeal 

Shine start new appeal to move which form new brightness to route that show new chapter to life

Shine start new appeal to touch which give new knowledge to hope that form new strength to life

Shine start new appeal to soul which create new thought to dream that give new direction to life

Shine start new appeal to light which show new concept to path that create new learning to life

Shine start new appeal to spirit which form new dream to world that show new route to life

Shine start new appeal to world which give new move to chapter that form new feeling to life

Shine start new appeal to path which show new world to spirit that create new thought to life

Shine start new appeal to route which create new touch to learning that open new world to life

Shine start new appeal to thought which form new way to soul that show new chapter to life

Shine start new appeal to dream which show new path to smile that form new knowledge to life

Shine start new appeal to path which create new light to touch that give new direction to life

Shine start new appeal to step which form new strength to word that show new touch to life

Shine start new appeal to soul which give new knowledge to soul that form new way to life

Shine start new appeal to hope which create new thought to move that give new brightness to life

Shine start new appeal to dream which form new concept to spirit that create new thought to life

Shine start new appeal to wind which give new strength to word that show new learning to life

Shine start new appeal to step which show new world to route that give new feeling to life

Shine start new appeal to soul which give new knowledge to path that form new route to life

Shine start new appeal to way which form new brightness to soul that give new hope to life

Shine start new appeal to word which create new touch to spirit that show new meaning to life.

Poem. 7423. Just while flying near

                         Just while flying near 

Just while flying near by butterfly give new hope to sky start lovely colours which form new world on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly become new step to spirit form beautiful ways which give new touch on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly start new route to concept show enchanting steps which show new path on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly form new brightness to light create wonderful words which start new move on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly show new appeal to touch give unique smiles which create new route on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly give new word to step start enchanting paths which form new brightness on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly bring new thought to soul form wonderful routes which show new dream on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly create new hope to route give lovely souls which start new strength on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly show new move to chapter show enchanting ways which form new light on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly form new world to strength form wonderful smiles which create new dream on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly open new soul to concept start beautiful pictures which start new knowledge on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly show new route to thought give lovely chapters which give new direction on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly start new path to chapter show enchanting worlds which form new word on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly form new soul to strength create wonderful words which start new light on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly give new shine to concept form beautiful dreams which give new hope on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly create new light to path start lovely steps which show new route on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly show new thought to step create enchanting ways which form new hope on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly start new appeal to touch form wonderful smiles which give new step on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly form new brightness to soul give beautiful flowers which show new word on each try

Just while flying near by butterfly give new chapter to hope show enchanting ways which create new move on each try.

Poem. 7422. Appeal to soul

                            Appeal to soul

Appeal to soul that bring new route to dream which form new brightness to path in mind

Appeal to soul that create new light to thought which give new strength to shine in mind

Appeal to soul that form new world to chapter which show new feeling to hope in mind

Appeal to soul that give new concept to shine which start new knowledge to route in mind

Appeal to soul that start new direction to hope which form new learning to move in mind

Appeal to soul that show new move to strength which create new understanding to path in mind

Appeal to soul that open new smile to chapter which show new world to direction in mind

Appeal to soul that create new soul to strength which form new brightness to word in mind

Appeal to soul that form new shine to learning which give new spirit to touch in mind

Appeal to soul that give new knowledge to hope which show new feeling to direction in mind

Appeal to soul that start new touch to spirit which create new concept to thought in mind

Appeal to soul that create new light to world which start new direction to meaning in mind

Appeal to soul that show new move to thought which form new dream to shine in mind

Appeal to soul that form new start to feeling which create new knowledge to chapter in mind

Appeal to soul that give new word to hope which show new shine to understanding in mind

Appeal to soul that start new path to direction which give new hope to world in mind

Appeal to soul that create new shine to touch which start new thought to route in mind

Appeal to soul that form new brightness to dream which show new chapter to spirit in mind

Appeal to soul that give new direction to hope which create new strength to word in mind

Appeal to soul that show new light to thought which give new knowledge to step in mind.

Poem 7421. When new shine towards

                     When new shine towards

When new shine towards soul that create new chapter to world which form new dream to feeling of soul that give new spirit for mind

When new shine towards step that start new direction to thought which give new move to smile of route that form new spirit for mind

When new shine towards hope that form new appeal to touch which create new path to strength of way that open new spirit for mind

When new shine towards word that give new knowledge to path which show new soul to direction of smile that bring new spirit for mind

When new shine towards way that bring new thought to route which open new touch to learning of touch that give new spirit for mind

When new shine towards appeal that show new dream to touch which form new step to knowledge of world that start new spirit for mind

When new shine towards path that open new strength to soul which start new chapter to hope of light that form new spirit for mind

When new shine towards smile that start new direction to move which give new appeal to word of way that show new spirit for mind

When new shine towards light that form new step to dream which show new meaning to concept of touch that give new spirit for mind

When new shine towards feel that give new path to move which create new strength to route of start that bring new spirit for mind

When new shine towards dream that start new route to touch which form new way to thought of light that open new spirit for mind

When new shine towards way that create new direction to appeal which give new step to strength of way that form new spirit for mind

When new shine towards route that show new chapter to route which form new direction to path of thought that create new spirit for mind

When new shine towards soul that form new knowledge to meaning which show new smile to word of touch that give new spirit for mind

When new shine towards touch that give new dream to strength which start new move to appeal of route that form new spirit for mind

When new shine towards way that open new soul to thought which give new chapter to step of learning that create new spirit for mind

When new shine towards direction that show new step to feeling which form new knowledge to concept that start new spirit for mind

When new shine towards hope that create new soul to understanding which give new light to strength that show new spirit for mind

When new shine towards move that form new touch to meaning which bring new appeal to hope that open new spirit for mind

When new shine towards path that open new thought to strength which show new world to soul that form new spirit for mind.

Poem. 7420. Dream open new way

                    Dream open new way  

Dream open new way which form new move that bring new world towards direction of spirit in life

Dream open new way which give new appeal that start new word towards soul of spirit in life

Dream open new way which create new touch that show new strength towards light of spirit in life

Dream open new way which show new route that create new knowledge towards word of spirit in life

Dream open new way which form new path that give new feel towards understanding of spirit in life

Dream open new way which give new world that show new direction towards hope of spirit in life

Dream open new way which show new smile that give new concept towards route of spirit in life

Dream open new way which create new light that form new brightness towards step of spirit in life

Dream open new way which form new touch that create new chapter towards move of spirit in life

Dream open new way which give new word that bring new route towards knowledge of spirit in life

Dream open new way which create new soul that show new move towards thought of spirit in life

Dream open new way which show new route that create new appeal towards smile of spirit in life

Dream open new way which give new shine that bring new touch towards appeal of spirit in life

Dream open new way which form new hope that show new knowledge towards way of spirit in life

Dream open new way which create new word that give new learning towards soul of spirit in life

Dream open new way which show new route that form new direction towards hope of spirit in life

Dream open new way which give new step that bring new appeal towards word of spirit in life

Dream open new way which create new path that show new chapter towards touch of spirit in life

Dream open new way which form new brightness that start new path towards shine of spirit in life

Dream open new way which show new world that give new thinking towards move of spirit in life.

Adventure story. 733. Incidence in shadows

                                          Incidence in shadows

Roma was observing all incidence carefully. She was watching it carefully from window. She could see in shadows. Someone was hitting another person. She shivered with fear. She couldn’t see anything clearly. She didn’t understand what was going on. She ran inside house in kitchen. She started calling her mom. Her Mom came towards her & asked “What happened?” Roma “Mom someone in house of next building hitting someone. I feel some thief must have entered inside house.” Her Mom came running towards window too. Her Mom began to observe. Her Mom said “This house belongs to Mr. Akash now. His father just died. He must be inside house only. Let me call him.” Then her mom immediately called Akash & the one who was hitting immediately ran towards table in shadow. Her Mom looked scared. Mom wanted to disconnect call but it was too late. Mr. Akash took her call. “Hello!” Mom didn’t want to enter in matter aggressively. Mom slowly said “I hope I have not disturbed you.” “No…No not at all.” “I want to know when we suppose to come for your father’s funeral. I don’t want to disturb you unnecessarily.” “Oh! It’s okay. You are neighbor you can come whenever you want.” Roma’s Mom didn’t want to talk further so she just said bye & disconnected call. Mom didn’t want to interfere too. Mom “Roma you don’t need to keep watching out of that window. It’s another person’s house.” “But Mom someone was hitting other person.” Mom suddenly got angry & screamed on Roma “Why did you need to keep talking with me like that?” “Mom, I didn’t talk in wrong way with you! I was talking nicely. I am good girl. I just told you…” “Keep away from that window.” Roma shivered. Mom screamed on her & Roma didn’t understand why. Roma just decided to obey. Roma closed that window. They were living this house for long time. One old Uncle & Auntie used to live there. Roma used to watch them for hours. They were such pleasant couple. While her parenting used to argue many times these uncle & Auntie always used to joke & laugh. But then Uncle died. Auntie left that house. They said Auntie went to stay in some house which belonged to elder people. Auntie didn’t want to stay there alone after death of Uncle. It was too painful for Auntie. She didn’t understand meanings of those things but she used to nod to them. She never thought things would become so bad. When son of Uncle & Auntie shifted there, Roma continued watching through that window. It was her habit. But today it managed to scare her a lot. She knew that this house was no longer pleasant house. Roma locked that window. She managed to keep it out of her sight. Roma still kept feeling upset in her mind. Roma didn’t tell anything to her mom after that incidence but Roma could clearly hear voices. Roma went to school as she always did. She enjoyed her school time. She didn’t like studying so much still with her friends & her teacher. She could always concentrate on fun side of her school than her studies but still she always got good marks. Her teachers admired her. She felt so positive about entire thing now. She was feeling hopeful. She came back home from school. As she always did, she once again went in her room. She was about to open window when she felt suddenly so scared. She just closed. She didn’t tell her parents about it. She just kept it in her heart. She was so scared.

       Roma’s mom was not happy after observing the way Roma was reacting. Roma’s mom wanted to complaint but she couldn’t. Her mom was not ignoring matter entirely. She went to visit Mr. Akash’s house next day. She talked with his wife. But his wife was clearly happy with her life. It was problematic to even prove that Akash was hitting his wife. Akash’s wife was admiring him so much. Roma’s mom decided to ignore matter. But slowly Roma’s mom began to sense that Roma was feeling so scared. Roma was not comfortable in her room. Roma used to play & laugh whole time in her room. But now Roma didn’t laugh at all. Roma’s mom wanted to discuss this with her dad. So, one day Roma’s mom started to discuss it with her dad. Her dad looked so upset when her mom started to talk about. Her dad immediately said “We don’t need to look in their house.” Then Dad called Roma. Mom tried to stop him but he didn’t listen. Roma entered in parent’s bedroom. Roma immediately shivered after watching her dad’s angry look. Roma slowly asked “What happened Dad?” “Roma, don’t you know that it’s bad manners to look inside other person’s house?” Roma nodded. Roma sensed that it was entirely her fault. She was not supposed to look in that house. It was their personal life. She was the one who did mistake. Roma immediately said “I am sorry Dad. Now I keep that window closed.”  Dad looked towards her with angry eyes & said “Good! Now you must not ever look in that window.” She felt so nervous. She immediately nodded. Roma wanted to feel positive about all but she was feeling so nervous. Roma knew that she couldn’t help herself. She would look towards that window. She knew that she had developed bad habit of looking out of that window. She told herself to not watch out of it. Her Mom got so angry with her dad. Mom “Come on! It’s not her mistake. Kids look out of window it’s normal.” “Really? So, you use to look in other’s bedroom as small child?” Her dad asked her mom accusingly. Her mom didn’t say anything. It was clear that her mom was on verge of crying. Her dad said something totally wrong. Her dad was laughing in strange way. Then her dad added “Even if you were doing this as child, I don’t want my daughter to follow your example. You need to disciple her. She is my daughter too. She uses my name.” It was very painful for even Roma. Roma could understand what did her father mean. She never understood why did her father talk this way with her mom. Her mom belonged to such good family. She was certain that her mom never made any mistake in her life. But one day she heard her Auntie. Her Auntie said to her mom “Just because our father was not rich man your husband kept taunting you. When you have such good character looks & education.” Her mom said “What is use of this discussion? No one agreed to marry him so I needed to marry this man. Now I even have one daughter from him. I can’t change anything now.” “Your marriage was biggest mistake in my view.” “But it can’t be repaired so what’s use of thinking about it.”  Roma didn’t like that discussion. She wanted to think positively about her dad. But she knew that her dad was not nice man. She couldn’t change it. Still, she once again started to convince herself that her dad was nice man. She needed to believe her dad.

       Roma was totally convinced that it was her mistake that she looked out of her window. She could clearly hear her dad targeting her mom again & again for supporting her. She always made sure that this mistake couldn’t be repeated. She kept that window locked. One day Roma came out of school bus when she started to walk towards her home. She saw that woman who stayed in flat which was visible from window. She came down to take her kid. Roma could see red marks on her face. Her husband was hitting her. Roma was growing up. She could understand every meaning of that shadow now. She shivered with fear. She never saw anyone actually hitting other person in her life like that. But she knew that her dad often threatened her mom to do that. Roma shivered with fear. She was feeling so nervous. Roma didn’t want to go home. She just wanted to go in some other place. But she knew that it was not possible. She felt so scared. She began to feel that she needed positivity in her life. But her life was stuck in negative world. That day when she came home, she immediately ran towards kitchen. Her mom was cooking. She knew that her mom was planning to join some office soon. Roma sensed that it was perfect time to tell her fears. Roma began to tell mom how much scared she felt. Mom “Don’t worry. No one will harm you. I just wish only if you can avoid that room & shift somewhere else.” Roma smiled. It was wonderful idea. Slowly Roma began to shift her things in hall. Her dad noticed it. Roma felt scared but her dad didn’t mind. He began to shift his things in Roma’s room instead. Soon Roma’s dad managed to take entire room. So now he had one bedroom & another room as his study. When her mom tried to suggest that they might give their room to Roma but her dad said “This is my house. I work & I earn. I need more place why waste any room for that girl? She is just useless.” After that her mom argued for long time. But Roma knew that it was useless. She disliked her room but now she began to dislike everything in house. Her dad was screaming so loudly. She just wanted to hide somewhere. She went to mom & started to convince her mom that it was okay. Finally, her mom gave up. Roma once again sat in hall. Roma began to feel that it was end of argument. She knew that she could never see those shadows now. But her dad kept talking about those people again & again. Whenever Roma came in hall & started TV her dad began to talk about them. Roma felt so scared. She was no longer interested in cartoons or dramas of TV. Her dad didn’t permit her to listen. She stopped watching them too. She began to entertain herself by her books & her tablet. Her mom managed to get one for her. Roma was living in her world but her dad’s comments managed to scare her. Slowly she began to feel scared of all. She was not sleeping even in her room. Finally, one day her mom decided to discuss it with their family Doctor. Doctor “It can’t be happening just due to neighborhood flat! There must be more issue. Take her to this counsellor.” Roma was so scared. Once again, she knew her dad wouldn’t agree. But this time her mom managed to arrange payment through her own savings. They visited that Psychiatrist. When conversation with Roma was over Psychiatrist told her mom that stress was due to Roma’s dad not due to neighborhood’s voices. It was so frustrating for her mom. But slowly Roma began to understand issue. Roma wanted her room back. She once again started sleeping in it. Her dad tried to object but he couldn’t exactly have cause. Slowly Roma once again settled in her room. Her dad kept irritating her. But Roma knew that he was cause not those shadows. Slowly Roma began to handle. It managed to impact her but still she learnt to adjust with it in her life.

                                                   The Endै

Poem. 7419. Just light tell us time

                         Just light tell us time

Just light tell us time to smile form new hope on each day with hopeful soul that bring new route for mind

Just light tell us time to step create new path on each day with pleasant start that show new word for mind

Just light tell us time to  show new appeal on each day with positive move that bring new world for mind

Just light tell us time to move give new touch on each day with enchanting step that open new soul for mind

Just light tell us time to path form new shine on each day with wonderful route that show new smile for mind

Just light tell us time to word create new thought on each day with hopeful word that bring new dream for mind

Just light tell us time to dream show new concept on each day with pleasant soul that form new way for mind

Just light tell us time to thought give new spirit on each day with enchanting touch that give new start for mind

Just light tell us time to concept start new direction on each day with positive step that create new word for mind

Just light tell us time to strength form new concept on each day with hopeful word that bring new dream for mind

Just light tell us time to appeal show new touch on each day with pleasant dream that show new path for mind

Just light tell us time to knowledge give new spirit on each day with enchanting step that form new route for mind

Just light tell us time to direction start new touch on each day with positive way that create new move for mind

Just light tell us time to world create new word on each day with wonderful soul that show new step for mind

Just light tell us time to touch give new knowledge on each day with enchanting spirit give new route for mind

Just light tell us time to smile show new appeal on each day with hopeful move start new direction for mind

Just light tell us time to feel give new strength on each day with positive shine form new way for mind

Just light tell us time to touch start new route on each day with wonderful step create new appeal for mind

Just light tell us time to shine form new world on each day with enchanting hope show new route for mind

Just light tell us time to strength give new touch on each day with hopeful spirit form new brightness for mind.

Poem. 7418. Step told me day say

                         Step told me day say

Step told me day say something which impact our life that form new brightness to feel of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which bring our hope that create new knowledge to start of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which show our route that give new thought to path of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which form our light that show new learning to route of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which open our world that start new appeal to touch of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which start our strength that form new direction to way of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which bring our concept that give new strength to hope of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which show our knowledge that start new word to concept of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which form our thought that show new move to feeling of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which give our smile that form new brightness to move of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which show our feeling that start new understanding to path of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which start our shine that create new thought to route of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which create our appeal that give new dream to feel of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which form our light that show new hope to concept of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which open our touch that create new thought to way of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which show our direction that start new appeal to move of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which give our appeal that show new touch to spirit of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which form our light that give new strength to word of soul in mind

Step told me day say something which start our route that form new chapter to light of soul in mind.

Poem. 7417. Word open new move

                         Word open new move 

Word open new move towards dream which start new tide that bring hopes in our soul towards light

Word open new move towards shine which form new path that create steps in our route towards light

Word open new move towards hope which show new smile that form moves in our spirit towards light

Word open new move towards path which give new dream that show routes in our chapter towards light

Word open new move towards step which create new appeal that give ways in our direction towards light

Word open new move towards touch which form new brightness that start words in our soul towards light

Word open new move towards smile which show new strength that bring routes in our step towards light

Word open new move towards spirit which give new knowledge that show paths in our thought towards light

Word open new move towards route which form new feeling that create appeals in our move towards light

Word open new move towards thought which give new direction that form starts in our way towards light

Word open new move towards chapter which show new smile that give touches in our spirit towards light

Word open new move towards move which start new touch that show smiles in our soul towards light

Word open new move towards spirit which create new thought that start paths to our step towards light

Word open new move towards concept which form new brightness that give ways to our hope towards light

Word open new move towards dream which give new knowledge that create chapters to our world towards light

Word open new move towards hope which show new strength that form shines to our concept towards light

Word open new move towards path which start new direction that show steps to our hope towards light

Word open new move towards touch which create new appeal that form concepts to our route towards light

Word open new move towards soul which form new brightness that give starts to our dream towards light

Word open new move towards step which show new route that create strengths to our spirit towards light.

Poem. 7416. Hope show new route

                        Hope show new route 

Hope show new route to thinking of soul which start with new step that bring new chapter to touch of mind

Hope show new route to feel of direction which form with new spirit that create new appeal to touch of mind

Hope show new route to shine of concept which create with new smile that start new route to touch of mind

Hope show new route to spirit of thought which give with new dream that form new spirit to touch of mind

Hope show new route to touch of chapter which start with new step that give new knowledge to touch of mind

Hope show new route to smile of strength which form with new world that start new light to touch of mind

Hope show new route to way of learning which give with new hope that create new appeal to touch of mind

Hope show new route to word of touch which create with new world that form new brightness to touch of mind

Hope show new route to move of strength which start with new path that give new concept to touch of mind

Hope show new route to chapter of soul which form with new appeal that start new light to touch of mind

Hope show new route to spirit of way which create with new direction that form new word to touch of mind

Hope show new route to appeal of move which start with new light that create new dream to touch of mind

Hope show new route to dream of path which form with new start that give new feeling to touch of mind

Hope show new route to soul of step which create with new concept that form new world to touch of mind

Hope show new route to knowledge of move which start with new direction that create new appeal to touch of mind

Hope show new route to light of world which give with new strength that bring new smile to touch of mind

Hope show new route to chapter of step which form with new learning that start new direction to touch of mind

Hope show new route to word of thought which give with new spirit that create new knowledge to touch of mind

Hope show new route to learning of soul which create with new step that form new brightness to touch of mind

Hope show new route to move of appeal which form new path that start new thought to touch of mind.

Poem. 7415. Way form new dream

                         Way form new dream 

Way form new dream which create new hope to thought of mind that start new light from step of life

Way form new dream which give new direction to soul of mind that show new touch from step of life

Way form new dream which start new shine to concept of mind that create new soul from step of life

Way form new dream which show new path to strength of mind that give new appeal from step of life

Way form new dream which give new move to world of mind that start new strength from step of life

Way form new dream which create new spirit to knowledge of mind that show new route from step of life 

Way form new dream which start new light to word of mind that give new concept from step of life

Way form new dream which give new soul to start of mind that create new touch from step of life

Way form new dream which show new route to chapter of mind that start new soul from step of life

Way form new dream which create new move to strength of mind that give new path from step of life

Way form new dream which start new touch to knowledge of mind that show new hope from step of life

Way form new dream which give new route to concept of mind that start new feeling from step of life

Way form new dream which show new shine to soul of mind that create new light from step of life

Way form new dream which create new route to thought of mind that give new spirit from step of life

Way form new dream which start new smile to concept of mind that show new world from step of life

Way form new dream which give new spirit to strength of mind that create new appeal from step of life

Way form new dream which create new path to chapter of mind that start new word from step of life

Way form new dream which show new route to concept of mind that give new world from step of life

Way form new dream which start new direction to soul of mind that create new touch from step of life

Way form new dream which give new hope to knowledge of mind that start new feeling from step of life.

Poem. 7414. When one window of hope open

                  When one window of hope open 

When one window of hope open new spirit enter in life which show new world that form new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new path enter in life which form new brightness that give new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new route enter in life which create new touch that start new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new dream enter in life which give new knowledge that show new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new soul enter in life which start new strength that give new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new move enter in life which create new light that form new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new shine enter in life which form new knowledge that show new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new touch enter in life which give new direction that start new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new step enter in life which create new thought that form new appeal to mind 

When one window of hope open new dream enter in life which show new concept that start new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new hope enter in life which start new move that bring new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new thought enter in life which give new path that show new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new world enter in life which create new direction that start new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new way enter in life which form new brightness that create new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new concept in life which give new knowledge that show new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new smile in life which create new feeling that form new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new thought in life which show new understanding that give new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new shine in life which start new direction that show new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new spirit in life which form new concept that give new appeal to mind

When one window of hope open new way in life which create new learning that start new appeal to mind.

Adventure story. 732. Ajay's fear

                                                             Ajay's fear

Ajay was typing as fast as possible. He wanted to go home early. He knew if he delayed, he couldn't able to spend time with his kids. He was completing his work on his computer when suddenly out of nowhere his boss came. Rajat Sir smiled towards him & said " Today I need to go to some important work can you do little bit extra work?" Ajay wanted to say no but he knew that was not option. He knew that if he said no then he would surely take risk on his job. His job was important to him. Ajay smiled & said " Of course!" " My daughter Rucha is coming today from abroad. I want you to go on airport & receive her." Ajay nodded nervously. Ajay knew Rucha very well. At beginning when he joined job he used to admire her so much. She was his dream girl. Sometimes he used to save money from his salary to buy gifts for Rucha. He never understood that he was making fool of himself. On that point she was precious princess in his views. Boss was also happy that he was admiring Rucha. Boss always wanted all to admire his daughter & whenever Ajay purchased something. It was one free gift in eyes of Boss. Rucha always used to take it with affection. He wanted to date Rucha but he knew that it was impossible. Then one day when he came in office & he was planning to go to pick Rucha from her music classes Boss informed him that Rucha went abroad for further education. He was so sad. He was expecting that Rucha would at a least tell him in advance as friend. But Rucha didn't. It was clear to him that Rucha didn't consider him any one important. That night he cried so much. Then his mom came for his help. His mom introduced him to few girls who belonged to their circle. He began to date & slowly he got over Rucha. He found his wife Gita. She was perfect for him. He was living happy married life with two children but Rucha always remained negative thought for him. She was a nightmare in his life. He didn't want to have any connection with her. He remembered how did he managed to make fool of himself before world for Rucha. It was so embarrassing. He didn't want Gita to know about it. He felt so certain that Rucha would tell all to his wife. He wanted to say no to Boss. But Boss already went out of gate. Boss ordered him. Boss didn't ask for his opinion so he supposed to do it or he would lose his job. He felt so upset by all. Ajay knew that he didn't have much options. He called Gita to tell her that he would be late. Gita was already too busy in her household chores. She didn't mind. Gita was not much interested in his issues & Rucha was big issue for him. He felt so stressed. He just wanted to talk with his mom but sadly his mom died last year only so he needed to do all on his own. He knew that he was doing to do all in wrong way but he decided that he would need to do it. He went in washroom. He checked his appearance & prepared himself to receive Rucha. He even practiced his perfect smile to please her. After all he needed bonus & perks for Gita & his children. He needed to please Rucha since he wanted to continue his job & get increments.

           When Rucha called her father informed her that Ajay would come to receive her. She smiled happily. Ajay was nice person. He used to throw so much money on her. She began to laugh on that memory. She loved it. She felt always more confident when men showered gifts on her. She was hoping that he wouldn't be changed but then she remembered that he never emailed her or sent message to her when she went to abroad so he was clearly changed. She knew that Ajay didn’t love her any more. She wanted him to keep admiring her but it was not happening but Rucha didn’t plan to take it to her heart. She could still use him as per her requirements. She always managed to make certain about one thing that she must keep her influence on everyone around her. Her father’s staff supposed to be under her thumb. She knew that Ajay would remain same way. She called Ajay. It was so stressful. She wanted to feel that she had control over Ajay. She felt so negativity in her soul. Rucha waited for Ajay to take call. Rucha began to feel negative in every way. Ajay finally took call. Ajay “Madam I am coming to pick you up.” His voice was so formal. She started to feel so much anger in his thoughts for her. She asked “Are you upset with me?” He didn’t want to answer for some time. He said slowly “Actually I had my plans with family…” He said pointedly. He wanted her to know that he wasn't suffering due to her moods. Rucha felt so angry. He was behaving like equal. He supposed to behave like inferior. He needed to sense that he was not someone superior. She felt so upset. Clearly, he was not considering himself inferior any more. It was so upsetting. But he immediately added “You need to understand Madam. My wife wants me to spend more time with her. If I come to receive her, it will be problematic for me.” Now she laughed. She sensed that he was scared of his wife. It was so stressful. She began to think about different angles. She needed to convince him that he didn’t need to feel scared of wife. Ajay was clearly upset by all. Ajay needed to feel positive but his life was going in negative way. Ajay slowly said “Madam I will come take you & drop your home. You don’t need to worry. I will come on time.” Rucha wanted to continue talking but he was clearly not interested. Ajay felt so upset. He was not chauffer but still he needed to do that job. He looked towards his seat. He was sitting on driving seat & driving seat. He was very careful while driving. He wanted to be perfect. He wanted every route carefully. He was feeling so excited. He needed to think hopefully regarding all. But he was feeling so inferior. He was feeling like someone who never seen success in career. He felt so sad. He decided that he needed to talk with his wife. He called Gita & without second thought he told everything to her. He started to get so tense. He didn’t understand why he told to Gita. But then Gita talked in calm voice “Now it was incidence of youth. In young age people always act that way. You never cross any limits so it’s not important.” “No, it is! That woman is not nice person. She will surely try to hurt me… I mean emotionally.” Gita didn’t say anything for some time. Then she finally spoke “I don’t feel she can harm you if you decide to not permit it.” She felt so sad. She began to get restless mentally. Gita didn’t want Ajay to continue with jot but they didn’t have much option.

             After driving for long time through traffic finally Ajay reached to airport. He was clearly exhausted. He wanted to feel confident. But he was not feeling confident at all. Rucha was waiting for him. Rucha was shocked to see his appearance. He was no longer stylish person. He was looking like normal man. She was no longer like his appearance. She literally regretted calling him. Ajay started walking towards Rucha. He was so shocked to see Rucha was looking exactly like old times. Rucha was not changed even a little bit. It was so odd. She didn’t seem to age at all. He felt so confused. He decided that it was not his problem. He smiled & came ahead. “Hello Madam let me drop you home.” She was so angry. She was expecting a handsome man but he was looking so ordinary. She screamed on him “I don’t understand why did Dad send you? I can drive on my own?” He felt so confused. He didn’t understand what he supposed to say. He just kept standing quietly. He just took out car keys & presented them to her. She took it from his hand forcibly. Then she sat in car & drove away fast. He was so confused. He left that Rucha was driving too fast so he decided to make call to Rajat Sir. He kept calling but Rajat Sir didn’t receive his call. He was standing there. He didn’t have any vehicle to go home. He was so frustrated. He decided to call Cab. He knew that he was wasting money out of his pocket but he had no options. He didn’t understand that why did Rucha got so upset with him. It was totally frustrating. After catching on Cab, he went home. He rang door bell. Gita immediately opened door. Gita asked without waiting “So what happened?” “I don’t understand.” Then he described entire incidence. Gita laughed loudly. Gita “You are not that much handsome anymore.”  He didn’t understand but he felt upset. He watched in mirror.  He was looking older. But frankly he didn’t care. He had his family. His children were growing up faster. He went to sleep peacefully. But he was shocked when early in morning Rajat Sir called & told him to don't  come to office. “But Sir you can’t fire me suddenly like that!” “I will give a salary of a year.” He was so shocked. A salary of a year without work was something he couldn’t resist. He immediately agreed. He went in office to take back things. He didn’t understand why did his boss fired him like that. But he didn’t want to confess it so he pretended that he was signing. It was so stressful. He went out of that office. He went home. He began to search for job. He needed a nice job. But he was not getting one. It was getting complicated. Finally, he found one. It was temporary. But he didn’t mind. He already had one year salary in his bank account so he was not worried. He felt so stressed out still. He knew that he had earning but still he wanted a job where he could settle down properly. After searching hard, he finally found one job. It was nice one. He settled in it. One day his Boss came angrily in office. Then his boss called him in cabin. His Boss asked “Do you know Rajat?” “He was my Boss.” “His daughter is odd!” Now Ajay felt so confused. But he didn’t want to hide anything from his new Boss. It was temporary job & he was hoping to become permanent. He told step by step. His Boss didn’t look shocked. Boss “I heard same sort of complaints. She seems like obsessed about some sort of men. You are lucky that she lost interest in you. She doesn’t look like sound woman.” Ajay nodded & pretended that he managed to escape without harm. But when Ajay came back to his table. He remembered. When he was in love with Rucha one day his mom gave him money for medicines. He took it. Then he went to one gold shop to purchase gold jewelry for Rucha. He spent all. He didn’t tell his grandmother about money his mom gave. He lied many times. He managed to collect money through these sorts of frauds to spend on her. He still felt that he was lucky that she went to abroad. Now he was no longer her choice. He was fired since she didn’t like him. He was glad about it too. But he still felt guilty about things he did for her. He felt that he was acting like unsound person on that time too. But luckily it was over. Rucha had mental issue but no one was going to tell it to her. They all just decided to avoid her. She was so rich & powerful that no one dared to question her. Ajay suddenly sensed that he lost too much time in thinking about her. She still had some influence on his mind. He shivered with fear & then once again he returned back to his work.

                                                            The End

Poem. 7413. Spirit open new way

                           Spirit open new way

Spirit open new way to thought of mind which form new brightness to dream that show new light

Spirit open new way to concept of mind which give new knowledge to hope that start new light

Spirit open new way to chapter of mind which show new route to appeal that form new light

Spirit open new way to strength of mind which start new move to world that create new light

Spirit open new way to direction of mind which form new smile to feeling that start new light

Spirit open new way to dream of mind which show new touch to thought that form new light

Spirit open new way to knowledge of mind which give new understanding to step that show new light

Spirit open new way to smile of mind which form new brightness to feeling that create new light

Spirit open new way to touch of mind which show new thought to concept that start new light

Spirit open new way to understanding of mind which create new path to word that bring new light

Spirit open new way to direction of mind which show new route to chapter that form new light

Spirit open new way to soul of mind which give new learning to strength that create new light

Spirit open new way to step of mind which start new knowledge to smile that give new light

Spirit open new way to route of mind which form new direction to touch that show new light

Spirit open new way to path of mind which create new appeal to dream that start new light

Spirit open new way to move of mind which show new strength to word that form new light

Spirit open new way to appeal of mind which give new shine to route that create new light

Spirit open new way to smile of mind which form new learning to path that start new light

Spirit open new way to touch of mind which create new appeal to concept that form new light

Spirit open new way to world of mind which give new feeling to soul that create new light.

Poem. 7412. Chapter start dream

                            Chapter start dream 

Chapter start dream that new appeal to soul of mind which form new brightness to path towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new shine to touch of mind which create new knowledge to route towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new move to word of mind which show new strength to world towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new light to hope of mind which form new feeling to concept towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new route to way of mind which show new direction to path towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new smile to touch of mind which start new strength to spirit towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new soul to direction of mind which create new concept to move towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new hope to knowledge of mind which form new brightness to route towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new light to strength of mind which show new touch to spirit towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new path to feeling of mind which start new appeal to route towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new spirit to path of mind which create new world to way towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new hope to direction of mind which give new move to word towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new word to soul of mind which show new touch to touch towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new appeal to way of mind which form new brightness to hope towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new world to shine of mind which give new knowledge to move towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new step to word of mind which create new thought to shine towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new spirit to light of mind which show new appeal to smile towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new hope to direction of mind which start new light to thought towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new route to word of mind which form new brightness to soul towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new shine to touch of mind which show new concept to move towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new appeal to smile of mind which give new knowledge to light towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new world to word of mind which form new brightness to move towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new hope to route of mind which create new path to concept towards step in life

Chapter start dream that new move to shine of mind which show new light to strength towards step in life.

Poem. 7411. World bring spirit which

                        World bring spirit which

World bring spirit which start new word of life which form new brightness to soul that show new route to life

World bring spirit which form new move of life which give new knowledge to step that create new route to life

World bring spirit which show new path of life which start new direction to touch that give new route to life

World bring spirit which create new shine of life which show new strength to path that form new route to life 

World bring spirit which give new appeal of life which create new thought to start that start new route to life

World bring spirit which form new feel of life which form new appeal to move that show new route to life

World bring spirit which start new dream of life which show new concept to hope that give new route to life

World bring spirit which create new touch of life which start new thought to step that form new route to life

World bring spirit which form new brightness of life which create new light to hope that show new route to life

World bring spirit which show new strength of life which start new knowledge to soul that open new route to life

World bring spirit which start new thought of life which form new smile to learning that create new route to life

World bring spirit which give new dream of life which create new appeal to chapter that form new route to life

World bring spirit which create new step of life which show new direction to shine that give new route to life

World bring spirit which show new spirit of life which start new concept to hope that create new route to life

World bring spirit which form new touch of life which create new strength to word that open new route to life

World bring spirit which give new chapter of life which form new dream to hope that show new route to life

World bring spirit which create new smile of life which give new light to thought that form new route to life

World bring spirit which show new spirit of life which show new appeal to touch that open new route to life

World bring spirit which form new path of life which create new dream to soul that show new route to life

World bring spirit which give new move of life which form new brightness to path that create new route to life.

Poem. 7410. Way to dream form

                           Way to dream form 

Way to dream form new strength to concept of mind which show new route to thinking in life

Way to dream form new dream to touch of mind which start new direction to thinking in life

Way to dream form new hope to direction of mind which create new light to thinking in life

Way to dream form new move to knowledge of mind which give new path to thinking in life

Way to dream form new soul to chapter of mind which show new concept to thinking in life

Way to dream form new light to route of mind which start new knowledge to thinking in life

Way to dream form new spirit to world of mind which give new touch to thinking in life

Way to dream form new world to appeal of mind which show new shine to thinking in life

Way to dream form new step to strength of mind which start new smile to thinking in life

Way to dream form new route to concept of mind which create new path to thinking in life

Way to dream form new light to chapter of mind which show new route to thinking in life

Way to dream form new touch to spirit of mind which start new appeal to thinking in life

Way to dream form new move to smile of mind which create new hope to thinking in life

Way to dream form new soul to word of mind which show new world to thinking in life

Way to dream form new chapter to smile of mind which start new smile to thinking in life

Way to dream form new route to strength of mind which give new move to thinking in life

Way to dream form new brightness to soul of mind which create new light to thinking in life

Way to dream form new smile to touch of mind which show new direction to thinking in life

Way to dream form new hope to light of mind which start new concept to thinking in life

Way to dream form new world to step of mind which create new chapter to thinking in life.

Poem. 7409. Soul towards hope

                         Soul towards hope 

Soul towards hope that form new brightness to touch which start new dream to thought of life

Soul towards hope that give new knowledge to route which form new appeal to thought of life

Soul towards hope that show new strength to chapter which create new feeling to thought of life

Soul towards hope that start new direction to world which give new meaning to thought of life

Soul towards hope that create new shine to concept which show new knowledge to thought of life

Soul towards hope that form new word to direction which start new concept to thought of life

Soul towards hope that show new route to shine which open new strength to thought of life

Soul towards hope that open new soul to appeal which bring new understanding to thought of life

Soul towards hope that start new step to concept which show new learning to thought of life

Soul towards hope that form new route to direction which start new spirit to thought of life

Soul towards hope that give new appeal to chapter which form new brightness to thought of life

Soul towards hope that show new touch to spirit which create new knowledge to thought of life

Soul towards hope that start new word to strength which show new appeal to thought of life

Soul towards hope that create new route to concept which start new touch to thought of life

Soul towards hope that form new chapter to world which create new light to thought of life

Soul towards hope that show new touch to spirit which give new learning to thought of life

Soul towards hope that give new direction to move which form new brightness to thought of life

Soul towards hope that start new move to chapter which give new knowledge to thought of life

Soul towards hope that form new step to soul which create new concept to route to thought of life

Soul towards hope that create new way to shine which form new brightness to chapter to thought of life.

Poem. 7408. Spirit bring step that

                            Spirit bring step that 

Spirit bring steps that show new world to mind which form new brightness to soul towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that create new appeal to mind which show new knowledge to route towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that form new direction to mind which start new strength to path towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that give new concept to mind which create new light to feeling towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that start new smile to mind which form new thought to step towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that show new move to mind which start new concept to shine towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that create new route to mind which show new chapter to touch towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that form new soul to mind which give new knowledge to hope towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that give new shine to mind which form new brightness to path towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that show new thought to mind which start new feeling to hope towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that create new light to mind which give new strength to touch towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that form new brightness to mind which show new smile to dream towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that give new knowledge to mind which form new appeal to thought towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that start new feeling to mind which create new world to concept towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that create new appeal to mind which start new direction to touch towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that show new route to mind which form new brightness to soul towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that form new touch to mind which give new chapter to smile towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that give new light to mind which show new appeal to hope towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that create new move to mind which form new concept to feel towards word in mind

Spirit bring steps that show new soul to mind which start new knowledge to path towards word in mind.

Adventure story. 731. Forgetting some time

                         Forgetting some time

Rani was reading every word carefully. She couldn't believe that every word would be such exact description of situation. She was reading it again & again. It was so confusing. She knew that it was such excellent work but she couldn't remember writing this. But still it was on her laptop so it belonged to her. She smiled happily. Until now she had submitted so many things but nothing got success. She needed to impress someone. She started to feel so nervous. She didn't know anything about this one. She was so confused & restless. She didn't understand that how could her laptop got this work. She didn't understand how could she totally forgot writing it. She didn't remember that was truth. She wanted success at any cost so she decided to just send it. She was not thinking clearly about anything. Her one company just told her to send her work immediately & she was going to send it. She was planning to work hard for hours but when she opened her laptop she found files which could be perfect for her. She was so happy. She decided that even when she couldn't remember those things. She could submit them & give it a try. She was little nervous at beginning but then she decided that she could take it easy. She told herself that everything would be fine. Then she came out of her room. Her mom was already getting her dinner ready. Her sister was sitting in chair. She looked towards her sister Tara. Tara was her elder sister. Tara was married but Tara found a husband who lived nearby & she was staying in parent's house approximately every day. It was frustrating for Rani. But no one was asking for Rani's opinion. They all always invited Tara happily. Rani was only one who got upset due to her visits remaining family was very happy. Rani didn't like the way Tara was acting. As soon as Rani sat on chair, Tara began to talk " So? What happened with your career plan?" Rani knew that her parents didn't talk against Tara. They wanted to keep Tara happy. Tara was married in rich family. Her husband kept giving different gifts time to time so it was important for them. Rani knew that she also needed those gifts so Rani smiled & said " I just got by new work submitted." "Oh! That's great!" Rani smiled but she noticed Tara was no longer returning smile. Tara was looking pointedly towards her. Rani slowly added " This time I have more hopes." " I hope you will manage to get some success frankly I don't want you to keep failing like that. I want you to marry that cousin of my husband. Do you remember him?" How could Rani forget that man? He talked with Rani sweetly for hours & when she began to hope he might discuss marriage or dating he just distance himself. It was clear that he didn't love her. He also never chatted with her even when she tried to chat. One day finally her mom indirectly suggested about dating but he rejected that idea totally. It was clear that he was not planning to marry on that time. She was feeling so upset when his name was suggested. She slowly said " He is not interested in me." Tara nodded. " I know but I was just hoping only if we can do something to generate that interest." She felt so nervous. She didn't want to do anything to impress any man & force him to date or marry her. She just hated that idea. She declared immediately " I don't want to marry. I will marry only when someone express love for me." Tara laughed in odd way. On that point Mom began to serve food. Mom shifted their attention on dinner & that chapter didn't drag further.

         Rani was so upset in her heart. She pretended everything as normal but she was so tense. Tara was upsetting her. Rani wanted normal life but Tara kept feeling negative whole time. It was stressful for Rani. On that point suddenly Rani's mobile rang. She looked towards her message box. She had email. She opened it. She was shocked when she sensed that it was positive reply. She began to read email. She was so happy. She didn't remember working on that idea but it was in her laptop so she could use it. She smiled happily. She decided to study it & understand. She was feeling scared & happy both at same time. Her heart was so nervous. She knew that inside her brain. But she also knew that she couldn't remember writing it. She began to feel so scared. She started to tell herself to feel confident in her heart. She wanted to study every word of her work carefully. She soon sensed that she could easily manage to complete it. She immediately replied positively. She was so happy. In excitement she ran out. She told all to her parents but when immediately her father called Tara she felt so upset. Tara always managed to drag her down. She didn't want to talk with Tara. But she couldn't stop her parents. She felt so stressed. She knew that now Tara would come home next day & began to comment. She didn't want to hear those comments. She knew that she didn't remember her own work. It was so scary. She just went back in room. She screamed loudly & said " I am going to sleep don't disturb I need to take rest for getting ready on next day." She began to close door when her father screamed "Tara is so smart. She will come & advise Rani tomorrow." Rani angrily answered back " I want to do it on my own. Let me do it." Her father started to talking against her " She will not understand anything & finally lose this work too. She is such stupid girl. She is nothing before Tara..." She didn't want to waste her energy further so she just closed door & tried to sleep. But she was so upset. Her father managed to scare her. She knew that she didn't remember that idea but she never doubted that it belonged to her. Now she even began to doubt it. She started to think. She didn't permitted anyone to touch her laptop. But her father's words kept coming in her mind. She was not smart enough. She began to feel so scared. She suddenly thought what if Tara worked on her laptop. She shivered. She must not say anything against Tara or it would create problem for her. She began to feel that she was taking Tara's work. She tried so hard to sleep but she couldn't. She began to feel so nervous. Next morning she woke up feeling tired. She was not certain that she was in good shape to do her work but she needed to do that. She didn't have much option. She felt so nervous by entire incidence. Her life was moving in totally wrong way. She was supposed to be happy since her work was approved but she was feeling so sad. She was feeling sleepy & negative. Still she got up. She began to get ready on that point she heard Tara's voice. Suddenly her entire world went upside down. Her hopes began to shatter. She was hoping for positive but whenever she heard Tara's comments suddenly all managed to become negative. She knew that Tara would manage to scare her. Tara was always negative about everything. She told herself that she could manage all but she knew that it was lie. She needed to go out. She dressed properly. Then she looked towards her reflection in mirror. She smiled sweetly to herself. She told herself that she was looking great. Then she came out to face Tara. She knew that Tara was going to taunt her. She told herself that she needed to remain positive. She kept taking deep breaths to control her fears. She told herself that she would be fine. 

        As soon as Rani came out Tara looked towards her. Tara didn't like Rani at all. Whenever she saw Rani immediately she began to feel strange sort of jealousy. She tried to think positively about all but it didn't work. She began to feel that she needed to taunt Rani. Tara " So you are going to present that idea?" Rani just nodded. " I hope you remember your idea properly! Presentation is not joke Rani!" Rani began to feel so nervous. She looked towards her parents with hope. Her mother tried to defend her. " Come on. Rani studied all properly. She will do it quickly." Her father began to talk angrily " What does you know about office work?" It was angry remark towards her mother. It was clear that Rani was useless in his view. Rani didn't want to argue on that point. She wanted to keep energy. Rani just watched herself in mirror. Then Rani took deep breaths. Rani knew that her eyes were swollen little bit since she couldn't sleep last night but her mind was alert so she could do it. Rani didn't say anything to Tara. Tara was laughing towards her in odd way. Rani felt so upset. Rani decided to ignore her. Rani didn't let her fears come on her face. She went to office. She did all perfectly. She was so happy to get that work. But as soon as she called Cab to return home. She began to feel nervous. She didn't want to return home. She just wished only if she had some other place to stay but she didn't. She knew that it was impossible for her to find rental place with her limited budget. She began to feel so scared. She started to think due to her father's interfere & Tara's attitude she might not able to complete work. Tara started to feel so tense. She finally reached to house. She didn't want to talk about her success so she pretended that they were just discussing things. She felt so scared & upset. Her entire life was getting confused. She opened her laptop for that project. She suddenly opened her eyes & she was sleeping on bed. Morning sunlight was falling on her eyes. She felt so scared. She didn't remember anything once again. But she knew at least one thing that she was doing all work. She didn't understand why she didn't remember working on it. She looked towards time. She needed to hurry up. Once again she woke up & got ready while Tara also came in morning. Tara was coming daily. Rani didn't understand why Tara didn't enjoy her life in her husband's house. But Tara didn't. Rani decided that she needed to go as fast as possible. Rani literally ran out of house. Rani began to feel as if that entire house belonged to Tara only. Rani once again reached to office. She once again started to work. She was working hard but in her soul she was scared. She was so nervous. She began to feel that she might just forget her project in middle. She kept telling herself that she was fine but she was no longer sure. She knew that every day when she did her work in home she didn't remember much. She was getting total blank out in memory. She didn't want to tell anyone about it. But she knew that she needed help.

         Finally one morning when Rani woke up she decided that she had enough. She needed to talk with her doctor. She didn't want her family to know about it so she found one friend of office who agreed to help her. That friend took her to their family doctor. She told everything to doctor without fear. She knew that this doctor didn't know her family. She began to look towards doctor with hope. Doctor " I give you few physical tests. You need to do them to confirm if you have physical issues." She shivered with fear. It was just beginning of her career she didn't want it to end like that. She knew that she might needed to tell her family too. She didn't want to hear pleasure in voice of her father & Tara over her misfortune. Sometimes she felt that Tara just wanted her to face pains. She never understood cause of Tara's jealousy. It was so upsetting. She knew that she didn't have any option. She took that prescription from doctor & came home. She immediately told all to mom. When they started to tell it to her father, he immediately declared " That doctor is trying to make money. You are fine." Rani felt so nervous. Then her father called Tara. He explained all to Tara. Tara came there too. Tara gave her angry look & asked " Why did you go to that doctor at all? You don't need to visit doctor." She felt so sad & upset. Rani didn't understand what she supposed to think. Tara " Gap in memory are just sign of low IQ. You are never much intelligent. We can't waste money like that when your earning are nothing on this point. You are living on just dad's earning. It is really sad that before making your earning you already started to waste them. You don't need a doctor." Rani nodded. She began to feel that she took wrong decision. She started to feel she wasted money. She went in her room. Slowly she began to sense that daily same thing was happening. She just forget some hours in her house. One day her friend from office asked about her health. When she told what her family said, her friend said " I will pay you can return step by step. You don't need to hurry up." She nodded happily. She needed to visit doctor. She didn't dare to say it before her family. They were not going to give her money it was clear. Finally they once again visited hospital & did tests. They were shocked when they understood reports were normal. Rani was on verge of depression but Doctor gave them card of psychiatrist. Doctor " It was not shocking for me. I just want to confirm you are physically okay." Rani nodded. Then finally Rani visited psychiatrist. Psychiatrist understood her problem & began to guide her to get over it too. She began to feel so much better. She slowly managed to sell some gold she had & gave back money to her friend. Her treatment managed to reduce gap of moments which she didn't remember at first. Finally it stopped. She sensed that she was doing it just to keep negativity out of her mind. Now with help of psychiatrist she learnt to just stop negativity & keep memory in her mind. It helped her a lot. She began to do her career. Her life started to move ahead. After sometime Tara didn't remain so important to her. Tara also began to get busy with her own life. Rani's father kept trying to bully but Rani learnt to ignore. She learnt to understand who was important & who was not important in her life. She began to live her life in positive way while ignoring negative.

                                                      The End