Sandip's plans
Sandip was cooking in kitchen. He never cooked much. He never tried to cook lunch or dinner even cooking breakfast was burden to him. He spent his entire life in his own house with his family. He never needed to cook. He still remembered those summer vacation when his sister used to cook. He once tried but his Dad immediately objected. Dad " Let your sister do it. You need to play outside and built your body. You are so weak. You need to be strong. You must do something to increase your strength. Why don't you join exercise classes? Like Karate classes or there must be some exercise gyms for kids too?!! I don't want you to spend entire time in kitchen." Dad turned to Mom. Dad " Why don't you take him to some Gym or class?" Mom clearly looked frustrated. Mom " I need to cook and take care of entire house. I don't have extra time to do all these things." His Dad clearly felt upset. Dad " Come on. You are his mother!!" " Yes and I am doing all that is possible for me." Dad looked red with anger. Dad " Useless woman!! You don't even manage to do small things. I work so hard for this house. I provide so much money to you but you are so stupid and selfish that you don't even have intelligence to value it. You are just burden on me. You don't even earn a rupee still talk as if you are some super rich woman. You are alive because of my earnings always keep this in your mind." Sandip hated it when his Dad started cursing Mom. He wanted to interfere but he knew that it was useless. On that time he felt that it was happening since he didn't earn. He kept crying slowly. But he didn't make any sound since if his Dad sensed that he was crying then he would began to abuse more. His sister Smita always kept working during such moments. But Sandip could see that she started to shiver. Sandip decided to interfere tactically " Actually Dad I was planning to join course and I was telling about it to Mom when you came." Dad looked impressed. But his Mom didn't like it. She never liked it when he lied to save her. But it was his habit. He started to discuss and while discussing he slowly took Dad away from them. Sandip kept telling him different stories about those classes where boy were trained to become man. He kept telling big things which were far away from truth. He was not interested in such things. He desired for simple life and planning to do it. But his Dad was nightmare of entire household. Whenever he entered in house everyone get upset. And Sandip was not going to let him terrorize his family so he just kept telling him different stories which were far away from truth. He was not even sure what was his story last time. But he told his Dad some story every day. Still he started to shiver when he remembered his father's face when he decided to go for fashion designing. His Dad was ready to kill him. He was so upset. He argued with his Mom to stand against Dad but she said that she was without money she was not much help. He was so upset. He wanted to create future in that course. But after his Dad's approach he sensed that he couldn't so he shifted to accounts. But in his heart he always loved dress designing. He kept it like hobby. Even today there was one canvas in corner of his room on which he designed dresses. He sometimes even designed clothes for himself. He liked that skill. But he was not that much of cooking. He knew that he didn't know much. Still today he decided to try. So he took pot and started to cut vegetables. He was happy at beginning. But then suddenly his mobile rang. He saw that it was Smita's call. He immediately took it. Smita said in sad voice " Our Dad is sick." He was shocked to sense sorrow in her voice. He was so glad. He knew that feeling joy due to someone's death was not right but he was happy about it. He didn't want to see his Dad's face. He destroyed his life. He wanted to be something else and he forced him in becoming something else. It was totally wrong. His future and career was destroyed. He knew that he got good job but his remaining colleagues were happy with their future. They wanted to earn just more money. But he was totally unhappy about everything. He didn't sense that he had suffered so much but after hearing news of his Dad's death he literally jumped with joy. He sensed that he was still feeling anger inside. He was so upset regarding his life. He was doing those things which his Dad wanted him to do. He just wished only if his Dad had died earlier. He could have managed to move as per his choice. Dress designing was not even that costly course. But his Dad was alive on that time. He didn't understand cause of sorrow in Smita's voice. But then he sensed that he was supposed to feel sorrows too. His Dad was dead. He started to create sorrow in his mind but it didn't work as he wanted. He didn't feel them. He was going to that funeral but he was not even sure that he would feel sad about it. But still he needed to show sorrow. He took deep breath and said " Ohh my God!! What happened?" He started to show off concern regarding his Dad. Smita was clearly truly concerned so she started telling story about their Dad's sickness. She began to describe all. He felt so happy when she started to talk about Dad's pain. He suddenly began to feel desire to observe them. He wanted to observe Dad's pain. He was feeling joy about it. At one side of his mind he knew that this was wrong but he still felt it. He was so wonderful. He wanted punishment for him. He was so confused. On that point Smita began to insist. Smita " I did all I can but now I need to pay attention to my family too so you must go there. " He knew that he was not concerned but still he wanted to visit his Dad. He never wanted to see his face until now but today he was feeling differently. He wanted to see those pains on his face. He wanted to sense that Dad was getting punishment for his sins. He suddenly without second thought agreed. He said " Fine. I will book ticket tomorrow." Smita seemed so happy that she sounded pleased even on phone. Smita " I will never forget your this favour." He said happily " This is not favour but this is pleasure."
Sandip regretted his decision after disconnecting call. He agreed to take care of that person who he hated from heart. He knew that he was not planning to go there in increase Dad's life or to make his Dad's life easy. But he was going there to increase his pain. He wanted to observe him screaming in pain. He didn't want to do this. He decided that he should just sent nurse. But then he sensed that his Dad was not easy person who handle. His Dad might get abusive or violent. He had heard once he even threw glass of water on Smita. Truthfully he didn't understand how could Smita care for Dad after that incidence. But Smita was just like that. She once used to work as nurse in hospital. She wanted to become Doctor but she didn't manage to get good marks. She kept failing in exam year after year so she finally gave up. She decided to do course of nursing. Dad was happy about it. Since according to him woman supposed to just take care of people which was nice thought normally. But when it came by his Dad, he hated it too. Sandip felt that Dad was making her nurse because he wanted to bully on her. One day he expressed his this thought to his Mom. His Mom started laughing. Mom " Why did you give so much importance to your Dad in everything? Smita love to take care. She wanted to become Doctor but she couldn't score that much marks. In fact she didn't even scored average marks so she decided to shift to Nursing. You can see it all in your sister. She have kind nature. She is so nice and peaceful. She wanted to do something for sick people so I suggested it. She was happy. Your Dad didn't have any part in it. In fact at beginning he was against it. Then he sensed that it was best option so he took it. Sandip didn't believe her single word. He knew that his Dad was biggest trickster. Then in few days it was even proved. One day Sandip heard his Dad boosting before his friends that he forced his daughter to become nurse. Dad said " She was not interested in career but I forced her to do something. I don't want to carry her entire burden." He was so angry. Smita was doing wonderful job. It was noble profession. No doubt!! He was so proud of her but his Dad even turned entire thing in worst way by his greedy nature. Sandip hated his Dad. He never went to visit him. Once Smita insisted it but he denied. But today when he heard that his Dad was sick, he suddenly felt desire to see pain on his Dad's face. He knew that it was wrong. But then he sensed that he couldn't force Smita to do more. Smita was doing everything until now. She was so busy in hospital still she kept managing all. She needed to run and work on three fronts. One at her own house, another at hospital and their parent's house was third front. Their Mom used to manage many things but since Mom had fracture, Smita was so unhappy with situation. Sandip knew that he needed to do something. He suddenly felt as if he had some big plan in his heart but he was not ready to show it to even himself. He was feeling so much pain in his soul. He needed revenge. He decided to go. He started packing. He knew that Mom never punished his Dad. She was always nice to him. And he knew that he needed to do it for her. He was so happy. He booked tickets. He started packing bags. He went to railway station. He came early on station. He didn't want to miss train. Then he suddenly began to dial on his Dad's mobile. He didn't even sense why but it was giving him thrill. His Dad came after long time and he took call. Then he heard his Dad's pain in his voice. He immediately disconnected his call. He was so happy. He knew that it was not right but still he felt that happiness. Then he decided to think about different things but he couldn't. He began to sense he needed to do something to change his mind. But he didn't think of anything. Then he decided that he might watch movie on mobile. He started looking in list. He suddenly remembered one movie of serial killer which he never wanted to see in his life but today he felt different. He started watching it. They showed many tricks to harass person. He supposed to feel scared by them but he enjoyed them. He didn't sense that he was even laughing until another passenger didn't looked in his mobile. That passenger was so scared after watching that he just stood up and went away. Clearly that passenger didn't want to sit near him. He looked at that passenger. Passenger was scared of him. He tried to act normal but that passenger was fully convinced regarding his madness so kept ignoring him. Sandip was convinced now that watching video was wrong decision. Soon he noticed this passenger started sharing story with others. Every one started looking at him in strange way. He started to feel so frustrated. He decided that he should shift seat. He went in far away corner when his mobile rang. It was his Dad. He took call and said" I am coming." Dad asked " Who?" He smiled and turned mobile towards train which was making noise and said his name. He made sure that Dad would sense fear. He knew that Dad wanted to know his name. Dad wanted to know who was calling. He started laughing in uncontrollable way. He soon sensed a small child ran away from him and hugged his Mom. Every one was observing him. He sensed that they were scared of him. Soon a cop came towards him and asked " Are you alright?" He nodded. " Yes..yes actually my Dad was sick just got message that he might survive." "Ohh!! But you must control your emotions. I mean this might be risk to health. It might increase Blood pressure and lead to heart attack." He nodded. He made sad face but in his heart he was so happy. He waited for train now. But this time he decided to read book. This way no one would know what he was doing. He felt so much thrill and he created so many plans to entertain himself. He had big planning. He was a planning to turn this trip to his parent's house thriller trip for his Dad. He wanted to laugh but he controlled it. He didn't want people to feel scared of him.
Sandip took deep breath when finally train came. He was holding it for long time. He didn't sense it. He wanted to feel happiness in cruelty. But he didn't want people to sense it. In train everyone was busy in their world. He showed many emotions but they felt that they were related to some book. No one asked him name of book. Finally one asked. He answered. That man " I thought it is horror which make people scream you are laughing?!!" Other passengers nodded too. Few had read book and remaining managed to see movie. Some just heard review but all knew that it was horror supposed to scare person. Sandip " Actually I felt that it had worst plot. I mean those scenes are impossible to absorb. They are having so much artificial look. Do you feel someone can act so stupid? I mean open door while knowing that someone opposite side can kill you?" " Well!! That person must be hypnotized by ghost." Every one laughed at this thought. "True in movie ghost keep hypnotizing skills and use them time to time." Sandip nodded. Then they all started discussing horrible movies and incidence. He was truly enjoying this. He was getting one after another scary idea to scare his Dad. One was talking about cockroaches in food. Now Sandip wanted to try this. He knew that it was inhuman. But his Dad was inhuman too. One day he remembered. He went to one shop. He liked a pink shirt. He knew that his Dad was against pink but this one was nearly white. It was light pink. He wanted to buy it. He took it in his hand. But his Dad gave him angry look. Dad " You are not girl. Boy don't wear pink." He didn't have normally habit of arguing with his Dad but this time he wanted that shirt since it had his favourite character on it. He wanted it. So he decided to argue. " But Dad they are selling them to men so men are surely purchasing shirts!!" His Dad gave him angry look. He took hold of his hand. He started to take strong grip of it. He tried to rescue his hand but he couldn't. It was so upsetting. He needed to relieve his hand and it seemed so embarrassing that he couldn't. Finally he began to cry. His Dad smiled. Dad " This is what happens when you wear pink. You start to cry like girl. So choose something else." That day he didn't choose any shirt. He just kept trying every shirt. Actually he was crying in trial room. It was worst feeling. But soon he sensed that he must choose so he selected shirt which was shown by his Dad. He observed cockroach on floor of shop that day. He felt so disgusted. He never went to shopping with his Dad after it. Dad was so scary. But now his Dad was weak. He could seek revenge. But then he sensed that he couldn't get cockroaches so easily. He decided to skip that idea. Then he started to hear next one. That person told him about voice of dead person. Sandip thought that this was interesting. He began to think how many voices he had recorded. He had one hobby in childhood. It was recording different things as fun. He wanted to become detective. But he knew now those records were useless. They needed to find some way to get those voices. Then he heard suddenly one person saying " Ghost don't have perfect voice they just create appeal by sound effects." Sandip smiled. He had many voices which could create sound effects suddenly everything began to look more and more interesting to him. He started to plan. He was so happy. He began to wait for that moment when he could take revenge on his Dad. He needed more and more ideas. He began to plan everything step by step. He started to think a plan to harass his Dad. He kept planning all during his journey. He wrote everything down page by page. He began to concentrate on every line which he had wrote. He began to plan to collect things. He needed many things. He knew few out of them were easy while remaining were hard to get. He kept waiting for those things. He needed to just start all. He was so excited. He started waiting to reach his destination. Then his mobile rang. Smita was calling him. He was so confused. He didn't want to take her call. He began to feel that she might decide to come herself. She might sense that he had evil plans for their Dad. He knew that sometimes Smita sense what he felt in his heart. But he didn't know what she sensed this time. It was easily possible that she might be planning something different. He didn't took her call. He put his mobile on silent mode and he closed his eyes. He was so pleased with his plan. He didn't understand why did he waited for such long time. He should have taken revenge long time ago. But he convinced himself better late than never. He began to remember all those harassment that he suffered as child. One day his Dad took him to Boxing training camp. He didn't want to learn boxing. He didn't want to learn it. But his Dad forced him to come with him. Then he told one man to teach him. That person started teaching. He didn't want it. It was so painful. He felt that he might die with each punch. He was looking around. There were many kids around him and many people around him who were enjoying it. But he was scared and he was crying but his Dad kept screaming " Teach him more tricks." And that teacher kept trying to teach him. Finally that teacher gave up. He told Sandip to go out of ring. Then teacher told his Dad that Sandip was not interested. That day his Dad kept abusing him entire night. He was feeling so sleepy still his Dad kept him awake by screaming on him. His Dad kept telling him that he was such disappointment. Sandip cried. He couldn't able to hit that boxer but he knew that he could hit his Dad now. He could plan revenge. He didn't able to sleep that night. But today he could keep his Dad awake. In that train he collected many plans. Every passenger told him one story and he wrote them all. He managed to create a perfect plan. He didn't sense when he opened his laptop and started typing plans on it. He created all and it was perfect. He smiled happily.
Sandip finally reached to his destination. He got out of train after thanking each and every passenger. They all gave him plan. Now he could seek his revenge. He didn't tell them truth. He pretended that he was feeling homesick but due to their company he got patience to make this big journey. Every one was so happy. Then Sandip took auto for his home. He was so excited. But when he reached home, he felt first shock after watching crowd. He sensed something was totally wrong. Then he saw that they were taking body out of his house. First he felt that it might be his Mom. He wished on that point death for his Mom. He wanted revenge of his Dad. He loved his Mom but revenge was important for her than anything else. He needed his Dad alive for it. Then he sensed that his Mom was crying. He came ahead. He saw his Dad's dead body and sensed that Smita was calling to inform him. Smita said slowly " He died in few seconds after your call." He was so shocked. He didn't even able to harass that man little bit. He couldn't believe that it could happen to him. He started screaming " No..no he can't die." Other relatives gathered around him. They tried to console him. But he kept crying loudly. He couldn't able to control himself. He needed him alive to harass. He kept crying and screaming. People started discussing how could they perform ritual of dead if son didn't control himself. Sandip didn't want to burn dead body. He wanted to burn his Dad alive. He started screaming. " I want him alive. I want to burn him alive. " People kept looking at him with sad faces. Soon they advised his brother-in-law to do ritual. Body was taken away. Mom took Sandip in room. He started to tell her everything. His Mom looked shocked. Mom " What's wrong with you? You want to harass human like that!!" He started laughing. He said " Yes..yes I want it." He kept screaming those words again and again. Smita came inside. She tried to calm him but nothing seemed to work. Finally she gave him some medicine which made him sleepy. He slept. Smita " Mom he is not normal. You must call psychiatrist." " But he was perfect yesterday?!!" " He was. But not today. Mom I am not Doctor. Let's call one." Then they called. Psychiatrist told them to bring him to hospital immediately. They did when he woke up. Whole time he kept discribing his horrible plan. Finally when they reached to hospital, they told all to Psychiatrist. Psychiatrist " I feel he is keeping everything in his heart for long time. That lead to this stress. Did anything happen few days ago?" Smita " Yes. Dad forced him to marry one girl. He didn't like her that much but he didn't even dislike. He began to adjust. Then one day he finally told me that he was finally in love with her. I was so happy. But that girl ran away and Sandip is not normal after it." Psychiatrist nodded. Psychiatrist " Don't worry. I will keep him here for week then he will be fine." Smita " But will you hide it? This might harm his future." Psychiatrist smiled and nodded. Psychiatrist " This is up to you. If you want you can give me credit and if you don't hide it. My duty is just to cure patient and your duty is to pay me for it." They all nodded. And they went away while planning what excuse they would give for Sandip's absense. They found many. They just needed to choose perfect. But they knew that they could do it since Sandip's Dad made them perfect in that talent. They knew how to lie to protect themselves.
The End
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