Adventure story. 398. Insects of nightmare

                                              Insects of nightmare

Isha started to go to sleep. She always liked to sleep. She started to feel hopes of those wonderful dream. She always kept hopes of beautiful dreams which were creating positive impact on her thoughts. She began to feel different feeling which would give new start on soul. She always dreamt in pleasant way. She began to feel hope of pleasant dream on every night. She began to see different concepts which show new thought to dream. Every night she hoped for pleasant sort of dream which would show new world to thought. She began to create pleasant sort of hope at each night. She might feel as much tense as she desired. She started to hope for new world of different dream on every night. She began to feel different world in each dream she could anywhere of her choice. She began to feel so happy about all. She began to sense different night which would show pleasant sort of hope in night. She started to dream different world. She began to create different world which showed those steps which created new concept to create different thinking that showed path to positive chapter to dream that gave new world to her thoughts. She started to dream on every night. She started to create different world and dreams. She began to create new step on each dream world. She began to feel different sort of dream. She had seen many worst and good days of life but she never had nightmare. She heard about people who had nightmare but she never had one. She looked towards her. Jay was sleeping peacefully on it. She looked at her side of bed in frustration. Jay managed to destroy her side of bed. Her side of bed was damaged. Her bedsheets were not proper. She wanted to sleep on bed in proper style. She started to sense different dreams which needed proper bed. She began to create bed in right way. Jay didn't understand it. He kept moving in bed during sleep. She started to arrange it all in proper way. They needed to arrange bed properly. She always needed it properly. But after her marriage it never happened. Still she always dreamt in nice way. She went to sleep with hope of positive dream. In fact she was sure that she would dream in good way. She went to her bed. She slept with smile. She was hoping for something nice when she suddenly entered in forest. It was so dark. She was so confused. She kept running from one side to another. She was so shocked. She didn't even know road. She shivered with fear. It was so upsetting. She needed to breath peacefully. She was stuck in that dream in strange way. She didn't understand when she planned this trip to forest. Then suddenly Jay came from behind and asked her " What happened?" She turned around. Jay was smiling happily. He was not scared of forest. He never understood her fear. He didn't understand it at all. Jay was smiling and asked her " Did you like this forest?" She screamed " I hate it... I hate it." She suddenly woke up from dream. She started to feel happiness in soul. She wanted to come out of that dream. She was so confused. She never had any sort of nightmare. It was as something so new for her. She shivered with fear. She never dreamt this way. She wanted water. She looked around. Soon she sensed that she forgot to keep water. She was sitting alone. She looked around room. It was totally dark in room. She began to shiver with fear. She stood up. She needed to go in kitchen. There was small distance. But when she started walking, it seemed like big one. She started walking slowly. She stood up and sensed. She was shivering with fear. She started to remember that forest. She began to walk in dark. She kept walking step by step. She went in kitchen. She slowly opened refrigerator. She opened but didn't found water bottle. She began to search hard in refrigerator. But she didn't find it for long time. She was pso scared. She began to get upset. She didn't even able to find water. She shivered with fear. Then she closed her eyes and meditated for sometime. After she opened her eyes but world around her was still moving. She took deep breath. Then she opened her eyes again. She saw everything was normal. She smiled with relief. She took water bottle out of refrigerator. Then she drank water out of it. She began to feel so frustrated. She began to drink water. But she felt so upset. She sensed that she needed to cook something which would give energy to her. She needed to cook something tasty. She decided to drink some coffee. She knew that it was wrong to drink coffee in night. But she felt strange desire for it. She started preparing coffee. When she started to smell coffee, suddenly she began to find herself in another world. She was with her friends. She was sitting on beach and enjoying cold coffee. It was so wonderful. She began to sense wind from sea shore. She started to feel so happy by those memories. She started to feel relief. She thought that she could be happy in that memory. Suddenly that house filled with darkness no longer look scary. She began to see her wonderful memories in it. She managed to make one nice cup of coffee. Then she sat on table while drinking it sip by sip. She tried to bring back her positive memory on every point. She started to feel of positive side of life. She began to feel confident about her positive dream. Then she went towards bed. She sat on it. She took deep breath and smiled. She was sure now that entire sleep would be pleasant one. She smiled and slept on bed. She kept watching in unknown universe for long time. She began to feel different dream from thoughts. She started to fall asleep again. She was sure that this time she would see positive dream. She started to sleep again. Slowly sleep began to take control of her mind. This time she was on beach. She began to feel totally alive in dream. She started to feel fresh in that air. She sensed that she was waiting for someone. She knew that it must be some special person. She was so happy to see that person but then suddenly a big tide from shore came towards her and she started drowning. She couldn't breath in that water. She began to get totally breathless and sick. She needed to breath. She wanted to breath so she started to breath hard.

        Jay woke up by loud sound of breathing in sleep. He looked by his side. Isha was breathing loudly in sleep. He didn't understand why did she was breathing like that. He took his hand towards her to wake her up. But he was too scared so he took it back. Isha was so aggressive. He didn't understand her attitude. He always tried his best to please her but everytime he got messed up. He was always so frustrated by this. They were married for two years but still he couldn't guess what she could say next. It was always unexpected. He couldn't guess what would happen it always lead to trouble. He always kept thinking about her. But he never able to guess what would be in her mind. Now she was breathing fast in her sleep. He looked at her. His one heart wanted to touch her and woke up from sleep to ask her what happened. He imagined her asking for his support and comforting her but other imagine totally different story. She could scream on him for waking her up. She always loved her sleep. She might say that deep breathing was common for her. Then he would land in trap if he woke up her and she started abusing him. He didn't want to land in that trouble again. They were living together in joint family with his parents. He wanted to buy flat but it proved impossible. It was too costly. He needed to invest money for it. But his budget was less. He could manage to get flat away from main city but he didn't want to try it. He was too far away from place of his job. If he shifted there, he could need to wake on 5 o' clock to reach on time. It was too much traveling beyond logic. So he decided that he should stay with his parents. If he did something against Isha's will and she screamed, it would worst nightmare for him. From first day they had some arguments with each other. He didn't understand that why they didn't sense them before marriage. They met each other and chattted. Every thing seemed so perfect. They never sensed any difference of opinion. He didn't understand how could that happened. But he felt that it might be possible that on that point they didn't have responsibilities so they didn't understand those differences. It was just casual chit chat not discussion regarding their future investment and house budget. On that point when they discussed about their baby. Isha's cheek used to get red. She used give shy smile then he used to discuss how cute that baby would be. But now when they began to discuss baby, Isha started discussing purchase of flat. Her first line was. " This house is too small. We need to buy big one if we are planning kids." Jay knew that it was hard so he argued " Come on. Didn't people give birth to babies in world in smaller houses and bigger families!!" " Sure and there are many Jay who earned lot more than you!!" Jay was so upset by this statement. He was trying hard but it was not easy to earn so much money. Isha was so angry and upset. She kept running from one thought to another thought. She was getting so angry. She wanted everything to be perfect which was not possible for him. He had his financial troubles. Then he got another idea. He decided to compromise on this traveling. He smiled and explained her areas in which he could purchase flat. Isha looked frustrated. " We all know they are useless since they will be far away from job."" But they might useful for our kid.. I mean they will be developed by then." She kept looking at him with strange way. It was that look which made him look like some worm. He hated her attitude. But it was not wise to argue with her. Once he said to her that he didn't like the way she look at him. She began to scream on him. She began to say that he must be after some other girl why else she suddenly began to hate him. He tried to convince her but it was totally useless. Slowly he began to get angry too. Their screams became loud. They kept arguing. Finally door of their bedroom was knocked. He controlled himself and opened door. He was so shocked to see his father who was pale and nervous. His father asked " What happened? We heard screams." He knew very well that his father never screamed in this house. His father was simple and peaceful man by nature who always talked in sweet voice with everyone. It was shocking for his father to hear such screams. Jay convinced him that nothing was wrong. It was horrible embarrassment for him. He decided that he would never argue again. From that day he started to keep away from subject of argument and it worked properly until today. So even today he saw her breathing heavily in sleep he decided to ignore. He just went back towards bed and fall asleep. He was feeling so upset but soon he was in his dream world again. He wanted to stay there. He wanted to be away from reality of his marriage. He knew that they were nothing but two souls locked in one cage. He started dreaming. It was wonderful dream but suddenly he began to feel pain in his hand as if someone was craving in his hand with nail. He was so shocked. He didn't understand what he supposed to do. He just looked at his hand. In dream it was scorpion. He started to push it away. He began to hit it. Then he woke up when he heard loud scream. It was Isha's hand. It was red because of her slap. She was so upset. She kept looking at her hand. Isha " Why did you hit me like that?" He said in apologetic way " So sorry I was in sleep." Isha began to get angry. Now Jay was hitting her even in sleep or he was pretending that he did it in sleep. But she didn't believe that he was doing it in sleep. Isha " You hit me with intention. I will not sleep with you now." Jay was so confused. He knew that it was wrong. But it was giving him relief too. She never liked his style of sleeping. But he didn't like idea of sleeping separate. His parents might sense it. Jay " But what about my parents?" Isha looked at him with anger. She sensed his primary concern was just his parents. He didn't might if she stayed away normally. Truthfully she was feeling same way. Isha " Don't worry. I will sleep sofa." He looked at her with shock. She couldn't sleep in hall. Jay stood up. He looked towards Balcony. He smiled and said " I will sleep there and tell all I like to sleep in open sky." Isha nodded. Truthfully she didn't care about him. She just wanted to sleep peacefully.

      After that incidence entire night Isha kept getting worst dream. When she woke up in morning, it was worst start of day. She looked around room. She seemed so exhausted as if she couldn't move around room. She was not confident regarding even walking ahead. She was so frustrated. In this house she needed to keep working whole day. In this house she couldn't say she was sick. Her in-laws gave frustrating look if she talked about sickness. She needed to think some way to feel okay. She looked at other side of bed which was empty. She sensed that Jay must had shifted his bed or already getting ready for breakfast. She was so upset. She needed to clear her mind. She closed her eyes and started taking deep breath. She needed to relax when she opened it she sensed everything was perfect again. She stood up and went in kitchen. Her in-laws were in hall. They were watching TV. Her mother-in-law was addicted to TV. She couldn't live without it. On each day her Mother-in-law found more serials. It seemed as if outside world didn't exist for her. It was so upsetting. She just hated those loud voices. She wanted to her mother-in-law to stop watching them. But it never stopped. She was so frustrated when she heard sound in such early morning. She went in hall. It was her father-in-law. He was listening to lectures of some great priest. When he saw her, he smiled. Her father-in-law " You must listen to this Saint after hearing him all tension of your life just vanish in air. He is such great man." Isha just nodded and ran in kitchen. She didn't want to upset him by suggesting his suggestions were wrong. She just went in kitchen. Every day she loved to start day with cooking. She began to feel so upset. She started to feel so hopeless today so she decided to make something which easy to do. Then she did tiffin for Jay. When Jay came in kitchen everything was ready, he didn't say anything. He just took everything that was cooked by Isha. Jay knew every item was something he disliked to eat. Once he used to open every pot with hope to having something tasty which he liked. By now he knew that this was dream which never going to become true. He just took whatever she cooked. He didn't want to argue. Isha smiled happily since she knew too that he disliked those items which were cooked. She was scared that he might argue. But he didn't. He took tiffin and ate whatever given. He didn't argue. She liked it when he acted that way. Then he went out of house. She smiled happily. She cooked lunch and decided to go back to sleep. She knew that she didn't sleep properly yesterday. She needed that sleep now. She went in her room. She looked at her bed. It was looking so hopeful. She felt so nice that she was having that entire large bed for herself. She wanted that whole bed. She was feeling so happy about it. She needed that entire bed to sleep peacefully. Jay was so irritating during his sleep. Sometimes he threw his hand on something and managed to create noise in room and sometimes he just managed to destroy whole bedsheet. She didn't understand why did she decided to marry such type of person. He was so frustrating. Then she suddenly stopped her thoughts. She didn't need to have negative thoughts before going to sleep. She decided that she needed to change them so she took out her Mobile and started music on it. Suddenly everything became hopeful to her. She smiled happily. She was feeling so fresh with music that she decided she wouldn't mind if she didn't fall asleep. But slowly she began to fall asleep. She could sense that she was falling asleep soon she started to dream. She went in wonderful garden of flowers. Everything was so pleasant. She started touching one flower after another. It felt so nice when she absord their smell. Then she suddenly sensed pain on her face. She was so upset. She touched her cheek. She sensed one boil. She thought that it was some reaction. Then she sensed another. Soon her entire face was covered with boils she started screaming in pain. She began to feel so upset. She didn't understand what was wrong. She looked at flower. It was full of insects. She shivered. All insects were attacking her face. She screamed in sleep. She started removing those insects. She started to protect herself from insects. She was so frustrated. She was feeling so scared. She needed to remove all. She started to throw flowers away on every point. But soon she understood that she was surrounded by flowers. She sensed that there were flowers everywhere. She began to look around. She kept seeing flower every on each corner which was creating worst effect. She started to remove every flower. She sensed that they were destroying her entire garden. Those flowers were trying to eat entire garden. She kept looking flowers. Entire scenery was creating impact on her. She needed to protect her garden at every cost. She needed to create pleasant sort of garden. She felt that  she  worked hard in that garden every day. She needed to protect it at any cost. She started pulling of all those flowers. She needed to protect her garden. She was at same time removing those insects too. She was trying so hard to remove them from her face. She was screaming on top of her lung. She wanted them out of her face. She kept trying to protect her face and same time she was trying to protect her garden too. It was hard but she had to do it and she was determined to do it at any cost. She must protect every thing belonged to her. She kept trying hard for it.

          Isha's father-in-law heard her screams. He felt so scared. He ran towards room. But then he noticed closed door. He felt so confused. It didn't seem right to push door. After all his daughter-in-law was alone in room. He didn't know what she might be doing at this moment. He ran towards his room. He started to wake up his wife who immediately woke up. She asked " What happened? Do you need to start my day like this?" Then suddenly she heard sound of bang. She felt shiver. " What happened? Who is throwing away things like that?" Her father-in-law " I don't know.. maybe thief?" Mother-in-law gave angry look to him. " There is thief in house and you are waking me up to fight with thief instead of calling Cops or watchman?" " No..no before this I just heard scream of Isha. I thought she might have fallen in bathroom.." Mother-in-law stood up and ran towards Isha's room. Father-in-law followed her. They were shocked by what they saw. Isha was scratching her entire face in sleep. She was looking so horrible. Her nails managed to damage her skin. Her face was wounded in worst way. Then she was also trying to push away something with hand. They kept looking at her. They were so shocked for few seconds. Then they moved near her and started screaming her name. Isha woke up. She sensed that she was having nightmare again. She didn't understand why nightmares were hunting her since last night. She suddenly began to sense that her in-laws were looking at her in strange way. They were looking at her face with disgust and fear. She smiled and asked " What happened?" Her mother-in-law looked towards mirror to indicate that she must watch her face in mirror. She began to feel scared. She thought those insects and those infections happened by them were entire nightmare. She was so confused. But when she saw her face, she shivered with fear. Her face was totally damaged. She could see scratches everywhere. She see many wounds on her face. All were red. She shivered and screamed " That insects from dream did this to my face. I am looking so ugly." Her in-laws looked confused. They started look around in room but they saw nothing that suggested there was no insect there. That insects which had done so much harm couldn't be something small. They didn't able to see insects. Her mother-in-law came near her. " Isha we must call Doctor!!" Her mother-in-law shivered after seeing her face. She was looking so ugly. Her mother-in-law couldn't able to control her fear. She saw those faces where out of horror. She shivered with fear. Isha saw different looks on face.  She knew that she was looking horrible. Isha's mother-in-law " We must call." Isha started crying. Her father-in-law " Yes. Those wounds are so horrible. But I can't see insects." Her father-in-law was searching hard in room. But her mother-in-law " No need to search it. It might be hidden. No need to instigate them. We will call pest control." Isha stood up and ran out of house. Her in-laws managed to pack as best as they could and ran out of house. Her father-in-law called Taxi. Father-in-law " Now we will go directly to Doctor!!" Isha was crying loudly. She could sense everyone was watching her face. It was creating worst effect for Isha. Isha began to feel so upset. Her face was so worst. She started to hide her face with handkerchief. She was so upset. But soon she sensed that those handkerchief was sticking her face. It was horrible. She knew that her blood was creating marks on handkerchief. She started to shiver. Her father-in-law called their Doctor. But when he told all, Doctor advised him to come immediately. Her father-in-law shivered. He sensed that things were not easy. When Taxi came, they sat inside. Whole time Isha was trying to control her tears since they were making it worst. Due to drop of tears her pains were increasing so much. She didn't understand anything. She was so scared. She wanted to close her eyes but she didn't even dare to do it. She didn't want to have one more nightmare. It started just on yesterday. She started to get so much involved in them. Then she started thinking. What was her dream on before this nightmare. Then she suddenly sensed that she didn't remember it. She was so confused. She didn't remember any dream after her marriage. She began to feel so scared. She didn't remember any dream before. She was so confused. She never sensed that her pleasant dreams stopped long ago. Her mind was just blank regarding dream. It was creating worst effect on her mind. In her dream Isha saw different hopes which would give impact on mind. But she needed to sense darkness in mind regarding those wonderful dreams. She began to find positive 
Each word can open new door to life that show different paths of strengths of mind in life. Her dream were creating different effects. Those dreams were creating different steps to their mind. But she didn't remember any dream. Then she suddenly sensed that they might be just nightmares. Why else she didn't remember them. She shivered with fear. She observed her face in mirror carefully. She saw that her face was going to look horrible. Her face was looking so horrible. She began to see that her wounds were having horrible effect on body which was so painful. She kept sensing that she was having temperature. Those infection was having painful impact on life. She began to get fever. Her skin started to get hot. She began to feel pain and blood. It was horrible. It was painful impact which was giving her worst effect on her. She kept looking out of window. She kept feeling sleepy. But she didn't want to see nightmare. She kept fighting against sleep. But she couldn't control her sleep. She was getting worst effect on mind. She began to feel so sick. She thought that she needed some thing to reduce pain. Finally they reached to Doctor. When she came in clinic, Doctor called her inside immediately. Other patients who sat on bench normally should have odjected early entry. But remaining patients could see her face which were horrible. Her face was looking horrible. Her tears were causing pains on wound. It was creating effect of body. Her face was giving so worst effect on everyone. Finally she went inside Doctor's clinic. Doctor observed her wounds. Doctor looked carefully towards her skin. Then Doctor said " These are wounds created by her nails. They are not insect bites. Tell me properly what happened!!" Isha started to feel nervous. Everyone was looking at her for reasonable answers.

        Isha took deep breath and started telling " I had nightmare." She started describing dreams. Everyone who looked shocked and scared. She needed to tell all. She didn't want to hide anything. She began to sense that those dreams were horrible. She started to tell all. Finally Doctor took deep breath. Doctor " I will give you medicine to relax and cure your wound but you need to be careful." Isha " Yes. What if I dream again. " She shivered. " Maybe I should tie hand to bed!" Doctor took another deep breath. Doctor " I will give you name of psychiatrist which will show new effect on thinking. " Doctor wrote name of psychiatrist on paper. Then Doctor gave that to Isha. Isha was so upset regarding visiting psychiatrist. Isha " I am fine. I am not mad." She was feeling so stressed. Isha knew her in-laws were looking at her with suspicion. She shivered with fear. Isha didn't want her in-laws to look at that way. She began to feel so upset. Then she took medicine. When they went home, she took immediately those medicine. She started searching for rope. Finally she found one. She smiled. Now she could sleep like this on every night. When Jay came home, his parents explained everything. Jay asked about name of psychiatrist. But Isha laughed. " I don't need psychiatrist just for nightmares" Jay laughed. He didn't want to go to psychiatrist either. Then she showed his ropes. She said " I just need to tie them during sleep." He shivered. He didn't like that idea at all. It was horrible. Jay " You can't tie like this every night?!!" She looked angry. " Why?" " Because you are human not some animal who could tied for entire night by master since they feel their pet might wander away somewhere and manage to hurt themselves. Human are not supposed to be tied." Isha " And what other options I have?!! Even in mental hospital they tie patients." " Who told you that anyone will send you in mental hospital and they tie their patients like that?" Isha was confused. She just guessed it by watching movies. They knew movies were fake and fiction but still they all believed them. They felt that they were true. She didn't answer for few seconds. Jay gave her angry look. In spite of their differences and arguments they loved each other. He knew that they couldn't imagine to live without each other. He couldn't treat her like animal. Jay " I will not permit this every day. It will be painful for me to watch you in this state even for one night." She cried. " I am looking so ugly." " So what? It is like having measles. It will vanish after few days." " And what if marks remain?" " They will not remain. If they did we will do more treatment and if they didn't go after that then we will get use to them. Come on!! I am not changing my wife just because she got few scars on her face." She smiled. "Thanks." " No need to thank you just need to promise same thing in return if one day I get handicapped you will not left me!!" She shivered at that thought. " Stop this nonsense. Nothing like that would happen." She was clearly angry. Jay " Did you noticed how upset you got even at thought of my handicap!! And you expect me to watch you tied like that every day?!!" " We will take appointment tomorrow." That day was horrible for them both. Isha kept getting series of nightmares one after another. Even Jay started to get nightmares. They literally kept waiting for morning. When Sun rise, they both began their day immediately. Jay took number of psychiatrist. He kept watching it with impatience. He wanted his bell to ring first in that clinic. He kept trying. Even when he knew, clinic was closed. Then his Dad came out. His Dad told him to take shower while his Dad kept trying. Finally receptionist took call. They managed to get appointment of that evening. But they were ten numbers before them. It was clear that psychiatrist was busy man. When Jay told this to Isha, she looked shocked. Isha " So many people visit psychiatrist?" Her father-in-law " Yes but they didn't confess. Now tell me that Saint who lecture me on every morning is also my counselor. Isn't he?" Isha nodded. Her mother-in-law came out. Her mother-in-law " I want you to take appointments from now and take full treatment. Don't feel shy regarding this. Entire responsibility of this house is on your shoulder!! You must remain healthy." Isha nodded. She was glad that no one taunted her. It was clear that this time every one was scared and her in-laws didn't want to blame if anything happens to her. Normally they never cooperated like that. They kept taunting but today everything was different. Then Jay called office and took off of one day. It was hard to manage it but he managed it for her. Finally they reached. Every one in room was watching her face. She wanted to hide it. But Doctor advised against using any cloth to hide it. Then they went inside. She sat before Doctor and told him her entire story. Psychiatrist " Those dreams were nothing but reflection of your tense mind. You are thinking too much about your future. Do you want kid?" She nodded. " Then take chance!! Don't worry. By the time he or she grow up you will manage finance. And most importantly you don't need to manage all for kids. They come with their skills and destiny too. You need to provide them with few basic things like shelter, education and little bit capital that is enough. And your one flat is enough as start. There are many kids who managed even without this capital so don't feel scared." Isha " But in this condition!!" " What condition? You are just getting nightmares. It is not worst condition in psychology. Show me your hands!!" She showed them. " Why did you grow your nail like that? Cut them properly. Then they will not cause damage until then put gloves on your hands when you feel. Now I give you some medicines for relaxation. Don't plan baby now. When I stop medicines, you can plan. In few days we will shift to just counseling. Trust me everything is just perfect. And start discussing positive with your husband. Then you can see positive around you. In simple words those insects from dream are your negative thoughts." She felt shocked but step by step she understood all. She started to feel relaxed just by this start. Jay smiled happily too. They knew that this psychiatrist was not just curing her but saving their marriage too. They both started to listen to him with full attention.

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