Adventure story. 673. Arpita's betrayal

                                 Arpita's betrayal 

Arpita was working for hours. She did all exactly as they told. She was working in this office for ten years. She did her job perfectly. She never chatted much with anyone. She preferred her privacy that was lifestyle of Arpita. She hated to permit anyone in her private circle. She always liked to remain in her world & keep working. She didn’t like anyone trying to enter in it. She was arranging all when her Boss Rakesh came. Rakesh “ Today we are going to find another help. You are working so hard for so many years & number of clients was increasing we need some help.” Now Arpita didn’t want anyone around her. She didn’t like this idea. So she said “ I am doing all happily.” Rakesh laughed & said “Don’t worry. I will not cut your salary this assistant would just help you.” Arpita smiled. But in her heart Arpita knew that this indicated interference in her work. She knew that this would cause trouble. It always caused trouble for her. It was so upsetting. She didn’t understand cause but she knew that she would be troubled. She just smiled & declared that she didn’t want any assistant once again. Rakesh didn’t say anything but he didn’t like her opinion. His eyes told it. Rakesh “ You are not smart enough to understand when you get help you must take it. Why you want to object assistant?” She didn’t say anything. Rakesh “ From first day I saw that you avoid people. That’s your big problem. Why did you keep avoiding people?” She didn’t say anything. From childhood many people told her that was her issue. She didn’t like to mix with people so she immediately felt nervous. Rakesh continued “ You need to accommodate other people in your life too. Look towards you.” She felt so nervous. “ You look so lonely & lost. You need to understand life have positive sides. You always feel so negative.” She didn’t say anything. She just kept nodding. Rakesh kept lecturing her. “ You are not normal. Normal people enjoy life go to parties. They don’t like to be alone.” She felt so sad. She knew that she was going to cry but she controlled her tears. She smiled & said “ I think I can have one assistant. After all I am not going to lose anything.” Rakesh smiled. She worked hard as she always did & went home. In her home her son Raju was waiting for her. As always she was late so babysitter left him alone. She didn’t like when this happened but babysitter had her hours & Raju was in fifth grade so he was grown up kid now according to babysitter. Her husband Subhash was going to come more late. This was totally normal for his work schedule. They were staying in rented house & they needed to purchase one so they needed all increments which they could manage. It was so upsetting for their budget if she would lose some money. She opened door Raju immediately came running in her arms. Raju didn’t like babysitter. Babysitter was harsh towards him. Clearly doing it just for money babysitter didn’t have any emotions towards kids. Raju “ Mom I was waiting for you.” “ Yes Sweetie Mom was stuck in traffic.” Raju nodded. “ I wish only if we become rich & you can stay at home like that Auntie from upstairs.” She laughed. “ That Auntie is landlord & we are just tenants.” Raju didn’t like that idea. “ When we will become landlord Mom?” “ We will not become landlord we will just become owner of house when Mom & Dad save enough money. Then we will shift in nice house but we can’t own entire building to keep tenants.” Raju nodded. “ Whatever? But when will it happen?” Now Arpita wasn’t sure about it. She just smiled & changed subject. “ So what do you want for dinner? You must be hungry!” Even when she was totally tired still she cooked special dinner for Raju every day. Of course nothing costly something that was possible in their budget. Raju was good boy. He never demanded too costly things but he was always excited about it so he immediately began to tell what he wanted. Then she began to cook in kitchen while Raju was doing his schoolwork. She was so happy that her son did all his studies properly she never heard complaint about him from school. She was glad about her positivity in her life. Subhash was nice & gentle man too. She knew that how hard he was trying to built a house. They needed a beautiful house for her family. It would be pleasant one. She wanted to live happily in her house. She was hoping one day she would buy one. She knew building house & becoming landlord was impossible dream. She was lucky to even able to buy one small flat. She looked around. This rental house was nice large one. But actual house they purchased couldn’t be such big. Sometimes she felt that they might be better in rental house. They would keep house they could purchase for Raju. She began to cook what her son like. Raju was smiling too. Raju loved it when his Mom did cooking & he sat nearby. She knew that Raju wanted her in home. Sometimes she just wished only if she could manage to do it. But she couldn’t. She began to feel so happy when she started cooking. She loved her office work. But she felt that she was in heaven when she was cooking in kitchen. On that point Subhash came home. Now her heaven was complete. She was so happy. Soon entire atmosphere of kitchen changed. They started laughing & enjoying. She kept smiling. She was on top of the world her entire exhaustion of day vanished in minutes. Her life was perfect now. She was feeling so hopeful & her life was so pleasant. She served dinner. Then they ate together after that they played with Raju until he didn’t  sleep then they took Raju on his bed. Raju fall asleep quickly as he always did. It was so nice for them. Now she spent some quality time with Subhash. This was precious moments for her. She wanted happy life & she could manage to get it. She just needed to adjust with new assistant. She decided to share all with Subhash. Subhash listened & laughed. “ Come on you get scared easily like Rabbit. Just use that assistant & come home early. Raju miss you so much.” After hearing his line she felt so sure that everything was fine. She nodded & decided to go ahead with positivity.

           Next day Arpita went back to job. With Rakesh there was another man. She smiled but she was nervous. She wasn’t expecting one assistant so soon. Then Rakesh introduced “ This is Chetan. He will help you.” She nodded nervously. Then she began to work. She didn’t want to talk much with Chetan. But Chetan immediately stood by her. Chetan “ You must teach me work. That’s your duty as senior. Boss told me you will do that.” She didn’t like his tone. But she didn’t want to feel upset. She needed positivity in her life. She smiled & said “ Yes..I will do it but I needed to finish half done work first.” “ Ohh..” then Chetan sat observing her. She felt so uncomfortable that she left her work half done. She said “ I will explain you your work on that computer.” She pointed computer. Chetan immediately corrected her “ Your work. I am just helping. You are getting salary for it.” She didn’t understand his meaning. He was surely receiving salary too. But she didn’t want to argue. It was so odd that he was behaving this way. Still she explained & retuned to her work. She immediately sensed that her life was no longer easy since soon Rakesh came. Chetan began to talk with him nicely. Chetan started to receive admiration for his work. She wasn’t so skilled according to Rakesh any more. Rakesh “ I wanted more person. Skill is needed in this office.” She sensed that it was pointed towards her. Until today she felt that she was capable but now she began to doubt her capabilities. Rakesh looked towards her in different way. She began to sense that Chetan was employed since she wasn’t needed any more. She was shocked. She didn’t understand her mistake. She did her best but still it wasn’t enough. Her life was not moving in hopeful way. She was feeling like burden in office. She didn’t want to work any more. She could see looks that Chetan was giving her. It was telling her that she was most unwanted thing of office. She kept doing her work. In sometime her work was over. She began to do next file. She was doing in her faster way. She knew that in sometime she would complete many important files. She totally forgot one which she had given to Chetan. She didn’t noticed that Chetan took it to Rakesh & he was getting admired for work on time. She completed all then she went to Rakesh. Rakesh “ You are so slow. Chetan already done it.” “ Sir I completed all.” “ Now that is not way to talk with Boss.” “ Sorry Sir.” She just stood in corner while Rakesh kept talking to Chetan explaining Chetan about all clients. It was clear that she was just supposed to stand. Then Rakesh turned to her & said “ I hope you will assist Chetan properly.” She nodded & Chetan started laughing loudly. She knew her situation was changed. She didn’t mind insult. It was hurting but in her mind she just wanted to concentrate on her salary. She wanted it. She suddenly began to feel that this way her salary might get reduced too. It was so painful. She didn’t understand what she supposed to say. She just went out of her room. She tried to work but she couldn’t able to concentrate. Her brain began to feel strange. Still she tried to write but she suddenly began to keep typing just one Alphabet. It kept appearing on computer continuously. She didn’t want to change it. Then she suddenly understood that she was just typing “P”. She shivered with fear. She didn’t want that memory. She knew that he was gone from his life & he left her. She felt so scared. She didn’t want to remember him. She never remembered him until now. She knew that Subhash didn’t like mention of his name. She didn’t want to hear it too. She was so frustrated when her hand started typing. He felt her. He was rich & she wasn’t. Her father didn’t have money so he decided to break marriage with her. No..no she didn’t remember him. She closed her eyes. She tried hard to concentrate. She took deep breath. Then she suddenly heard voice. “ My God are you sleeping before computer!” She opened her eyes looked towards Chetan & said in control voice “ This is eye exercise after working for hours on computer.” She wanted to feel relaxed. But she was feeling so angry. Chetan didn’t see to mind her anger. He just laughed & went away. She needed to work for salary. But she didn’t understand why she kept thinking about a man who cheated her. Subhash was her love. She loved him but still she kept seeing name of Pradip. She was feeling so sad. She concentrated on her work & started doing it. She went back home. Raju was waiting for her. She wanted to enter in that world. But she felt odd tension. She asked him “ What do you like to eat?” Her voice came so dry. She could see fear & sorrow in Raju’s eyes. She didn’t want him to suffer. She knew that it wasn’t her mistake that her office life was getting worst. She smiled. Raju gave her smile too. Then slowly she picked up Raju. She was patting him. He looked relaxed. Then he told her what he wanted. She began to cook. Once again she entered in that world. She was feeling positive. She needed that sweet & pleasant smell. She smiled. Then Subhash came in kitchen. He was early from work. She smiled but she was nervous & guilty. She kept typing Pradip. She didn’t understand why. She began to feel that she was cheating on her husband. She controlled her tears. On that day she pretended her best. They all looked happy & convinced. But that day Raju didn’t fall asleep on usual time. She began to sense that all wasn’t normal. Subhash was watching her in different way. She began to get nervous. She started to shiver. She wanted to control her shivering but she could. Subhash immediately took her temperature. He said “ My God you have fever.” Raju “ I bring medicines.” Subhash immediately brought glass of water. Raju brought box of medicines. She took one & went to sleep. She felt so lucky that she was not needed to talk. Subhash felt that all her nervousness was due to fever. She felt that it might be just due to fever. She thought that way & then she went to sleep peacefully.

      Subhash was checking Arpita’s fever. It wasn’t increasing. It was stuck on that point. He didn’t even felt sure that she was had fever. He just checked temperature with hand. He knew that he needed to check properly but she was shivering so much. He felt so scared that he forgot everything. He told himself to relax. He didn’t understand what was happening to Arpita. When he married to her, she was heart broken due to Pradip. But then she went over him. He knew that she was happy. He was so angry when he thought that she was still thinking about Pradip. On that point she spoke that name. She said “ Pradip..” in her sleepy voice. He was so angry. He didn’t want to abuse her. He just decided to go out of room. He was so upset. He needed someone immediately his Mom came in his mind. He decided to call her. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He might needed to just Divorce her. But he couldn’t leave Raju. They had one son. Then suddenly one worst thought came in his mind. He began to think that she might be dating that Pradip behind her back. It was so painful. He wanted to kill himself. He couldn’t face world. He wanted to ask her questions. He decided to skip calling his Mom & he just went inside. He wanted to ask but he didn’t understand what he would do if she confessed. But he knew that he needed to ask. He started to waking her up. She slowly woke up. “ Are you dating Pradip?” She looked confused. She said “ I don’t know even if he is alive or dead! Why you think like that?” “ Why did you took his name in sleep then?” She was so shocked. She started crying. She slowly told him all. “ I don’t understand. What’s wrong with me?” “ Maybe you are still hurt by his betrayal? You are still remembering those sad memories!” “ But why? Suddenly after so many years? Am I losing my mind? I mean some people began to forget present then slowly began to forget all.” Then she looked towards him & said “ Now you will consider me dishonest & disgusting. You will dessert me.” Then she started crying in strange way. He was so scared. Raju came running in room. He screamed on Raju “ Go away. Stay in your room. Your Mom is fine.” Raju didn’t go. Raju began to look angrily towards him. Subhash controlled his feelings & said “ We can’t take her to Doctor in middle of night. We can do it in morning.” But Subhash was scared to wait. “ We can take her to hospital.” Subhash felt confused. He knew that Doctor wasn’t going to take his call so hospital was better option. But Subhash didn’t know much about hospital. He was so confused. She was starting to get breathless. Subhash immediately called Security with hope to find number of hospital. Security called Landlord who knew one hospital. Immediately he made call. Then they waited with patience. Landlord's  wife also came running. Their neighbours also came. Finally Ambulance came. Raju needed to stay at home alone. Their neighbour told Subhash that they would keep watch since Raju didn’t want to sleep in neighbour’s home. Raju went in his room. He closed his eyes & pretended that he was sleeping until that neighbours didn’t left. They discussed for long time that some adult needed for Raju. Soon Raju heard his Grandmother was coming. He took breath of relief. He needed his Grandmother. She was much nice angel. He waited with patience for her while Subhash was running around in hospital. He didn’t understand what was wrong with his wife. He slowly told all to Doctor. Doctor asked angrily “ You are not telling cause of anxiety? Did you had argument?” He slowly nodded. “ Tell me about it.” He didn’t want to hide anything any more. He began to tell all. Doctor said “ She have very high Blood Pressure. We start medicine for it. Her heart beats are also abnormal but I feel we can manage to make them normal with treatment. She needed to stay in hospital for sometime.” He nodded. But he was tense. He called his Mom & hoped that she would come soon. So he needed to stay in hospital. When Subhash’s Mom reached to his house, it was nearly midnight. She didn’t mind. She was concerned about her son’s family. She knew that something was wrong. She went towards flat & rang doorbell. No one opened door. On that point security came running towards her. “ Are you Mom of Subhash Sir?” She smiled sweetly & nodded. Immediately Security opened door & told her all about ambulance & hospital. She nodded but she knew that there was more. She went inside. She called Raju slowly. Immediately he came out running in her arms. Raju told her all. Raju heard all argument between his parents. “ My Mom didn’t cheat Dad!” “ No..no it happened since she was sick.” Raju nodded. Then he slowly slept in her arms. Then Subhash’s Mom called him. “ I heard all. I fear she needed psychiatrist. She couldn’t be in love with Pradip & if she was then it isn’t love it’s mental issue.” Subhash suddenly felt so relaxed. He knew that his Mom could correct all. He said slowly “ Mom I screamed on her I was so jealous.” “ Now just find psychiatrist.” Next day Subhash asked Doctor about Psychiatrist. Doctor told him about one. Subhash immediately took appointment. He wanted to discuss all. He went on that time. Instead of telling Arpita he wanted treatment for himself. He was feeling so suicidal. He went inside & he immediately told everything to Psychiatrist. “ I don’t understand what I supposed to do? I can’t live like that why she didn’t love me?” “ Let me talk with her.” “ She is in hospital.” “ & I am doctor so I can talk with her & her doctor.” Then they went near ICU. Psychiatrist went inside & came out. “ I don’t feel it’s about your love I feel it’s about her job. I want you to inform her employer. She had heart attack so can’t come on job. If he didn’t give this month salary say okay.” Subhash immediately did it. Rakesh sounded angry. Rakesh “ I send a letter to fire her from job on email. She is doing drama since she is jealous of Chetan.” Subhash controlled anger & said “ Fine.” Then he waited for email. Finally he got it. He smiled. He said “ We wanted house but now I want just her happy & smiling again,” after sometime she got discharged. Subhash told her that she lost her job. She began to feel stressed but he said “ Raju need you at home more than house & by retirement I will manage one house. Don’t worry.” She nodded. After getting better she took treatment but she never went on job. That job created worst impact on her. But Subhash didn’t complaint. He didn’t want Pradip’s name to enter in his life. He knew that Pradip represented betrayal so when Rakesh started betraying Arpita in work place. She remembered Pradip. He didn’t want any fraud in his wife’s life. They learnt to live happily in less money with rental house. One day they dreamt to buy one. They didn’t got money but they got happiness.

                                      The End  

Poem. 7059. Sky bring new

                                 Sky bring new 

Sky bring new light to thought of mind which form new brightness to spirit of soul that create light

Sky bring new touch to concept of mind which give new knowledge to way of shine that create light

Sky bring new move to chapter of mind which start new touch to world of smile that create light

Sky bring new appeal to start of mind which form new appeal to hope of step that create light

Sky bring new soul to knowledge of mind which give new dream to move of route that create light

Sky bring new step to direction of mind which show new route to thought of path that create light

Sky bring new world to smile of mind which start new strength to touch of knowledge that create light

Sky bring new shine to touch of mind which form new brightness to dream of hope that create light

Sky bring new path to strength of mind  which start new spirit to concept of way that create light

Sky bring new route to smile of mind which form new knowledge to touch of soul that create light

Sky bring new thought to step of mind which give new appeal to world of hope that create light

Sky bring new dream to shine of mind which show new route to chapter of spirit that create light

Sky bring new appeal to move of mind which start new hope to dream of concept that create light

Sky bring new touch to path of mind which form new brightness to soul of strength that create light

Sky bring new shine to dream of mind which show new concept to step of word that create light

Sky bring new thought to step of mind which give new knowledge to hope of soul that create light

Sky bring new chapter to route of mind which start new start to world of dream that create light

Sky bring new thought to path of mind which form new appeal to word of step that create light

Sky bring new concept to shine of mind which give new knowledge to way of hope that create light

Sky bring new route to way of mind which form new brightness to soul of concept that create light.

Poem. 7058. Move start from dream

                         Move start from dream

Move start from dream give new knowledge to step of life which create new path to direction of soul that give light

Move start from dream create new chapter to route of life which show new smile to strength of step that give light

Move start from dream form new concept to smile of life which start new appeal to thought of start that give light

Move start from dream show new spirit to appeal of life which give new shine to touch of strength that give light

Move start from dream give new soul to direction of life which form new thought to way of chapter that give light

Move start from dream create new path to smile of life which show new knowledge to spirit of touch that give light

Move start from dream form new appeal to way of life which create new direction to soul of chapter that give light

Move start from dream create new touch to shine of life which form new strength to path of concept that give light

Move start from dream give new hope to strength of life which start new appeal to move of path that give light 

Move start from dream show new move to touch of life which create new smile to direction of world that give light

Move start from dream form new way to thought of life which show new touch to route of appeal that give light

Move start from dream create new route to spirit of life which give new knowledge to step of thought that give light

Move start from dream give new direction to step of life which show new smile to shine of appeal that give light

Move start from dream show new knowledge to way of life which start new step to touch of soul that give light

Move start from dream form new appeal to concept of life which create new route to thought of way that give light

Move start from dream create new strength to path of life which show new direction to world of soul that give light

Move start from dream show new chapter to way of life which form new strength to concept of step that give light

Move start from dream create new direction to soul of life which give new appeal to touch of spirit that give light

Move start from dream form new concept to shine of life which create new smile to path of touch that give light

Move start from dream show new knowledge to way of life which start new hope to spirit of appeal that give light.

Poem. 7057. Day bring new

                               Day bring new 

Day bring new shine to thought of mind which start new chapter to soul that create new path to life

Day bring new touch to strength of mind which form new appeal to light that bring new route to life

Day bring new path to concept of mind which give new knowledge to word that form new way to life

Day bring new word to chapter of mind which create new strength to move that bring new soul to life

Day bring new spirit to dream of mind which show new light to thought that start new hope to life

Day bring new thought to step of mind which form new brightness to path that show new appeal to life

Day bring new move to route of mind which create new direction to shine that open new knowledge to life

Day bring new knowledge to way of mind which show new route to touch that create new light to life

Day bring new smile to strength of mind which start new thought to word that form new soul to life

Day bring new spirit to concept of mind which form new brightness to soul that give new chapter to life

Day bring new hope to knowledge of mind which give new appeal to hope that create new word to life

Day bring new shine to direction of mind which show new strength to path that start new direction to life

Day bring new touch to thought of mind which start new direction to word that show new dream to life

Day bring new step to chapter of mind which form new brightness to hope that give new route to life

Day bring new appeal to soul of mind which create new knowledge to touch that form new path to life

Day bring new concept to start of mind which give new hope to strength that start new world to life

Day bring new shine to route of mind which show new appeal to direction that form new smile to life

Day bring new soul to chapter of mind which form new concept to word that show new dream to life

Day bring new light to direction of mind which start new knowledge to soul that give new touch to life

Day bring new move to world of mind which create new appeal to touch that form new brightness to life.

Poem. 7056. Sometimes voice start to tell

                 Sometimes voice start to tell 

Sometimes voice start to tell new direction of life which give peace to soul that create new shine to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new dream of life which create route to thought that form new spirit to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new touch of life which form shine to direction that give new hope to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new route of life which show step to knowledge that start new world to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new path of life which create chapter to strength that bring new move to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new soul of life which form touch to appeal that show new route to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new hope of life which give direction to thought that create new light to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new shine of life which show new route to step that form new brightness to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new thought of life which create new word to touch that give new soul to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new spirit of life which form new dream to soul that create new step to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new chapter of life which show new touch to spirit that form new light to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new strength of life which create new appeal to step that give new thought to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new touch of life which give new concept to soul that show new hope to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new move of life which form new feeling to smile that show new path to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new thought of life which show new path to concept that open new way to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new direction of life which start new route to chapter that show new route to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new step of life which create new knowledge to soul that open new hope to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new shine of life which form new brightness to way that show new world to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new spirit of life which give new learning to word that form new brightness to mind

Sometimes voice start to tell new touch of life which create new appeal to step that give new knowledge to mind.

Poem. 7055. World open new

                              World open new 

World open new path to concept that form new dream to spirit towards move which form new start in life

World open new dream to touch that show new soul to hope towards strength which give new knowledge in life

World open new chapter to word that start new route to touch towards shine which show new smile in life

World open new concept to move that bring new spirit to move towards touch which start new thought in life

World open new soul to smile that create new touch to appeal towards light which form new light in life

World open new shine to path that form new brightness to smile towards way which show new route in life

World open new touch to hope that give new thought to route towards direction which give new concept in life

World open new dream to way that show new strength to way towards smile which form new soul in life

World open new thought to route that create new light to appeal towards word which show new shine in life

World open new way to touch that form new brightness to hope towards soul which start new thought in life

World open new start to direction that give new knowledge to spirit towards way which form new dream in life

World open new shine to appeal that show new strength to word towards light which show new route in life

World open new soul to thought that form new chapter to word towards appeal which start new move in life

World open new step to concept that create new shine to thought towards strength which give new path in life

World open new smile to chapter that show new route to concept towards word which create new light in life

World open new light to move that bring new chapter to touch towards path which show new touch in life

World open new appeal to touch that show new thought to step towards dream which form new brightness in life

World open new thought to way that create new appeal to route towards shine which start new light in life

World open new knowledge to step that form new concept to way towards hope which give new path in life

World open new shine to route that show new knowledge to route towards touch which form new way in life.

Poem. 7054. Road to smile

                                 Road to smile

Road to smile open new path towards shine of life that form new brightness to dream of step in life

Road to smile show new route towards hope of life that give new knowledge to touch of start in life

Road to smile form new move towards spirit of life that start new thought to world of soul in life

Road to smile give new knowledge towards word of life that create new light to thought of shine in life

Road to smile create new word towards path of life that show new strength to touch of soul in life

Road to smile show new touch towards move of life that start new appeal to way of hope in life

Road to smile bring new soul towards concept of life that give new hope to light of start in life

Road to smile start new hope towards direction of life that create new world to spirit of light in life

Road to smile create new way towards strength of life that show new appeal to path of concept in life

Road to smile give new thought towards spirit of life that start new direction to dream of route in life

Road to smile show new touch towards shine of life that give new chapter to soul of direction in life

Road to smile create new light towards world of life that show new route to hope of knowledge in life

Road to smile form new brightness towards soul of life that start new thought to step of word in life

Road to smile start new dream towards step of life that form new feeling to concept of move in life

Road to smile give new light towards route of life that create new strength to touch of spirit in life

Road to smile open new word towards light of life that show new appeal to shine of touch in life

Road to smile bring new route towards path of life that start new chapter to hope of direction in life

Road to smile show new way towards shine of life that give new knowledge to way of strength in life

Road to smile start new soul towards step of life that create new thought to step of concept in life

Road to smile form new word towards dream of life that show new route to word of soul in life

Road to smile give new spirit towards move of life that form new brightness to way of hope in life.

Adventure story. 672. Priya's friend

                                    Priya's friend 

New sound of music started. It was creating pleasant & positive touch for mind. Priya was listening to it for sometime. It was so pleasant. She kept listening to every rhythm. She was feeling so happy with each rhythm. She was trying to calm her mind for long time. But her mind kept getting negative. She wanted to feel positive in her mind. She was feeling hopes. Her mind was so stressed out. She was thinking again & again about those negative incidence. She didn’t want to remember it but it kept coming. She knew that she needed to get over it .She knew that she was not part of that tragedy but still she felt as if she was. It was so odd that on every time whenever she saw some newspaper with sad news she began to relate it. She was feeling so nervous after watching one news after another. She didn’t want to do that but she couldn’t avoid it. Actually it was her job to take care of one elderly lady. She didn’t plan to do that in her life but  life didn’t always offer what person want. She wanted to feel peaceful. But she kept remembering about Tara. Tara was her best friend. They were always together as child. They shared all like sisters. She was so happy when she used to play with Tara. They used to go for shopping. Priya wasn’t from rich family. Tara was daughter of one cloth merchant. Tara’s family was rich but they have many children in family. Tara’s father was one of the heir from joint family. There were not so much wealth. They belonged to upper class. Still Tara had bad great chances to find rich husband who could take her to higher level in wealth. On each day Priya & Tara used to talk about their future & husband. They wanted nice husbands. They had plenty of dreams about it. One day Tara’s marriage was fixed. Her husband wasn’t much handsome but he was rich. Priya wasn’t feel look was essential but Priya felt that Tara’s husband should be pleasant person. When Priya was introduced Tara’s husband talked very sweetly. He kept admiring Tara so much. They began life with positive feeling. Priya was little bit sad to lose such good friend like Tara but she was happy for Tara. Priya was feeling so nervous. Priya began to think that she needed to find some way to replace Tara. Priya used her hobby of dancing as replacement. Priya kept practising for dance. She used to dance for hours. She could hear pleasant music & started to dance each step. Priya was watching very carefully every move of dance. Priya knew that her family didn’t permit her to dance before world & she didn’t dare to go against their wishes so she kept dancing inside her house for hours. Luckily her house was on ground floor so no one objected. She could dance for hours. Her parents didn’t like her dancing but inside house it was okay. No one was going to object. She knew that she could spend some money for dress up too. She began to get dressed up & started dancing. Then she slowly began to do videos. She didn’t want people to see her face so she started hiding it with some beautiful cloth which could hide her face. By hiding her face she sensed that she was looking more tempting & attractive. She was so happy. She began to do her videos with dance moves & started loading them on internet. She was doing each one  happily. She liked to load them. She was watching them for hours. She loved her performance. Soon people started to admire it too. She began to feel happy. It wasn’t giving earnings to her. Still she was happy. She was so upset when people taunted her. She supposed to earn money but through the way her parent’s suggest. She couldn’t dance. She tried hard to take interest in other things. But whenever she decided to do some work it went against her parent’s thinking. They wanted her to keep doing what they desired not what she wanted. She couldn’t properly able to settle in any profession. She kept loading her videos & enjoying herself while considering it as her career. She was so happy. But she knew that people around her didn’t appreciate her. She worked hard to please people but she couldn’t please them. Her heart started to get upset by that thought or desire to find happiness. She decided that she needed to follow her heart. One day she was dancing when her mobile rang. It was Tara. She felt so happy. She immediately took her call. Priya “ How are you Tara?” Tara’s voice sounded nervous. She said slowly “ Can we meet somewhere?” Priya generally didn’t go out but Tara was special. Priya “ Sure wherever you like.” Tara said “ I send car come to my home.” Priya agreed happily. Priya ran in room. She selected her best dress & got ready. She waited soon one car appeared. She looked towards it. She was so confused. She didn’t understand why Tara send empty car. She was hoping Tara to be inside it. Then she sensed that why did Tara travel so much instead driver would take her to Tara’s home. But when Driver stopped car before one cottage she shivered, she asked “ What happened?” “ Madam is waiting inside for you?” She couldn’t believe. “ This isn’t a house.” “ No it’s hotel Madam stay in it.” She was so shocked. She didn’t understand why Tara was waiting for her in hotel. She began to feel that Driver might be lying but still she needed to go inside. She could sit just in car with driver. She slowly nodded. Then she came out. She went towards cottage. She knocked. One woman opened door. She slowly told her that she wanted to meet Tara. That lady showed her sofa & said “ Let me ask Madam.” She nodded. Now she couldn’t meet her friend Tara without appointment. She didn’t understand why did Tara called her if Tara was too busy. But she didn’t want to show anger. She just smiled & sat down. Then she looked around. She liked that cottage. It was full of beautiful objects that made room look lovely. She felt that entire room was like some room in Palace or she thought that way should be Palace. She never went in Palace so she didn’t know how did they look. She waited with patience until she was not called inside. Finally she went inside. When she went inside she never thought she was going in crisis. Now she hated her decision. That moment took away her positivity totally. It was so upsetting.

     On that day Priya waited with patience for sometime. She still remembered it. She didn’t understand why she was waiting when she was called by Tara. If Tara didn’t have time why did she invited. It was so stressful for Priya. On that day she felt that Tara didn’t care for her. Priya felt so impressed by that beautiful cottage that she felt scared to go out. She didn’t want to insult Tara. In fact Priya always tried to control her anger. She knew that she could get angry quickly. She sat for sometime then finally she went inside. Tara was sitting in her chair. Tara was looking so beautiful. But still Priya didn’t like something about her. Priya felt that might be her jealousy. After all she had nothing & Tara had everything. She looked around. She saw one picture of one beautiful boy. Clearly he was Tara’s son. She was watching it when Tara spoke “ That is my son Rishi. He is so nice. I am lucky to have him.” Priya didn’t understand what she supposed to say. She wasn’t happy to about entire incidence. Still she just nodded. Then Tara pointed her towards table. “ Will you serve us those juice & pastries? You like pastries don’t you?” She nodded slowly. She immediately served juice & pastries. She began to drink & eat but Tara just kept playing with food like child. Priya didn’t understand what was going on. Priya asked “ What happened?” “ It’s my husband! I think he is having an affair.” Now Priya suddenly lost appetite. She didn’t understand these things. In past she used to handle all. But now she couldn’t. She was so frustrated even on that point she wanted to just go back to her house. But she couldn’t. Tara began to tell her about married life. Tara started to tell her how did Tara’s husband was abusing her. Tara explained how did he pushed whatever she wanted & break it. Then Tara suddenly began to talk about their childhood. Tara “ I wish I can turn time back.” On that point suddenly Tara’s husband entered in room. He smiled sweetly towards Priya. “ Ohh you are here. I was so confused..” Priya smiled. “ Actually we were discussing our childhood memories.” “ Yes..yes childhood is childhood. Money can’t buy it. I can give all to Tara except her childhood. You can see she have all. Does she?” Priya smiled & nodded. “ She is happy in her life but as you said childhood is something different after watching your son..” “ Rishi! Of course! He must remind her of those old days. But you never climb on trees?” “ No..no we don’t have much a big gardens.” He smiled. He was happy that Priya was admiring his wealth & Tara was happy too. This was making him happy. Tara “ I wanted to show her all.” “ Ohh..yes..yes you must show her. I insist Priya you must stay with her today.” “ But..” “ No excuses. I will take permission of your parents.” Priya didn't like that idea. She stood. “ No..no I must go home.” Tara laughed. “ She always prefer to stay in home.” Then they both laughed on her. Priya came back but her mind was not happy. She began to feel so negative. Her positive thinking managed to just vanish from her thought. She was trying so hard to find some cause. But she didn’t understand. She didn’t like Tara’s husband. She didn’t want to marry man of that time. Tara’s life was horrible in her view. She felt like caged bird in that cottage but still when she returned home, she was upset. She tried to feel positive but she was not feeling that way. Her mind was full of negativity. Priya wanted to forget that visit but she couldn’t. Tara kept coming in her mind. She didn’t want to see Tara’s face again. Priya was watching her face for hours. Priya began to feel so sad. She was not so bad but still her life was not settled. Tara was taunting her because of it. Priya wanted to smile & enjoy her life but Tara became reminder of things which she couldn’t get. She didn’t understand why Tara called her. Tara looked very happy with husband still. On that point her mobile rang. Tara was calling again. She didn’t want to take her call. She decided to keep her mobile on mute mode. She didn’t want to see Tara’s face again. She was so uneasy. She needed some positivity so she began to play music but it was not working. Her music didn’t manage to relax her. It was disturbing her more. She began to hear their voices of laughing. She kept dancing for hours. She didn’t pay attention to time. She was ready to dance until she didn’t drop due to exhaustion. She needed to keep her every move perfect. She was so involved but then suddenly she sensed knock on her door. She was confused her Mom never knock. She suddenly felt scared. She knew that Tara was there. She didn’t want to see Tara but she knew there was no option. Her parents wanted her to talk with Tara. She gave nervous smile & asked “ Who is it?” She wasn’t shocked when Tara came before her. She felt so sad. Tara could have came on that day but Tara didn’t. Tara invited her to that cottage. She wanted Tara to go away but she knew that it wasn’t going to happen. She smiled. She knew that she had negativity on her face. Tara could see it but Tara immediately declared “ So he managed to upset you. Doesn’t he?” Now Priya was confused. Priya didn’t feel it was just due to Tara’s husband. Tara was laughing with him. But then she began to feel that Tara was doing it out of fear. Priya knew that it was possible. Tara looked around nervously & sat. “ Yesterday I was planning to come but he objected. He didn’t want me to go out.” Priya looked shocked. Then Tara slowly began to explain that how did her husband kept scaring her. It was horrible personal stories. Priya didn’t want to hear them. Priya didn’t wanted to understand what was happening in her marriage. But Tara sat there. Tara kept telling about her bad marriage for hours. Then Priya’s Mom invited Tara to stay for lunch. Tara did it happily. Priya soon sensed that Tara had her bags with her. Tara was clearly staying with them for sometime. Priya didn’t understand what was going on. Her parents were so supportive to Tara. Priya sensed that it was money but Tara was not going to give them anything still Tara was important. Tara entered there as her friend but soon Tara began to become daughter of her parents. Priya was so angry. She didn’t understand why Tara didn’t went to her parent’s house.

           Priya was so frustrated when she sensed that Tara was going to keep staying in her house. Tara managed to get one job. Tara declared that she would once again shift there. Tara managed to get one flat in their Society too. Priya was upset by entire incidence. Tara was bossing her. When Tara stayed in their house Tara was guest so Priya supposed to do all. Tara got one flat but Priya’s Dad insisted that Tara should stay with them which Tara agreed so easily. Priya was watching Tara. It was so odd. Neither Tara’s son nor Tara’s husband was taking interest in her returning home. Tara was no longer criticising her husband. Tara began to admire him. It seemed as if Tara just didn’t want to go & stay with him. Priya couldn’t force Tara out of house since Priya’s parents didn’t want it. Priya’s Dad was admirer of Tara. He kept admiring Tara’s earning through her new job. Tara kept chatting with Priya’s Dad for hours. Priya was burden to him but Tara was pleasant person. Priya was expecting Tara to leave their house but she kept waiting. At beginning Priya was hoping then after some point her hopes vanished too. Priya started to feel so inferior. Soon Tara’s husband & son also began to come in her home. Tara became second daughter. In fact Priya felt like only daughter. Priya didn’t understand what she supposed to do. She was listening to her music. She was posting videos of her dance daily. She started to dance. Her dance became only way to present her feelings all other ways were vanished. She managed to just get one small room for her dance. Even while recording it she felt scared that Tara or her Dad could enter in her room. She still kept dancing. She had many fans. Suddenly one of them began to talk on chat. It was lady so she felt that it was okay. She began to chat with that lady. At beginning she avoided telling issues inside her house but soon she began to type them. That lady was very nice towards her. She kept listening to that lady. Until now all told her to just do whatever people around her wanted her to do. But this lady began to tell her different things. She slowly began to demand few things from her Dad. Her Dad wasn’t ready to give them. But when her Dad rejected she started to question her decisions of obeying him. Her Dad was nice person according to all but she didn’t feel that way. She felt hurt when all told her to obey her father. Her Dad didn’t admire her. She couldn’t dance because of him. She forced tp give up dancing but her Dad never admired her sacrifice. He treated her in worst way. She wanted her life in her way. Slowly she began to go out to wander around. Sometimes she sat in park. Sometimes she talked with different people. Soon she sensed that she could find few people who admired her. Then one day when she was walking in park she noticed on one bench. Tara was sitting with some man. They were talking with each other in friendly way. They were so involved in their conversation that they didn’t sense that she was there. Tara said “ I had enough. I want divorce from that man. He is bossing too much. But then I can’t survive without him. I needed that money.” “ I know as friend I tell you now that you are married with one boy don’t divorce him. Does boy stay with you?” Tara didn’t say anything then Tara said “ He dislike me. I get angry sometimes. I irritate him..he prefer his father.” “ Then don’t think of Divorce.” After this Priya didn’t listen further. She sensed that Tara was pretending. She didn’t like her husband so she needed to shift so she used Priya’s Dad. Priya laughed. Of course in low voice Priya didn’t want Tara to hear her. Priya sensed one thing on that point. She was scared & feeling inferior about Tara who couldn’t live without money & Tara couldn’t able to get place in heart of Tara’s own child. So Tara was failed. She immediately opened chat & started messaging. That lady took some time. Then that lady typed “ Tara have life full of failures since Tara is selfish. She can’t see behind herself. She kept admiring just her qualities which are becoming limited. You have many qualities so she is jealous of you. She admired it when your Dad criticised you.” Tara wrote “ So true.” Then that lady wrote “ Join this Dance Academy they will teach you free. But you need to do some charity shows for them.” Priya immediately took address. Priya didn’t wait. Priya just went to that address & joined it. Then she declared in her house that she was dancing for charity show. Her Dad made faces. Her Dad kept trying his best to scare her but she didn’t feel scared. She decided her life & she planned to move ahead that way. She was lucky that she didn’t needed money. Then she felt tense until she didn’t go there. But when she went there, she was so happy. She started enjoying her dance. She began to feel so nice. When she came home her Mom was interested in her new job. Her Mom was admiring it while her Dad was criticising it. She decided to ignore him. She kept telling stories to Mom. Then her Mom asked “ Who told you about it?” “ You must thank that person.” She told Mom about that lady. Then her Mom sat beside her when she messaged that lady for thanking her. Then her Mom slowly typed “ Who are you?” “ Don’t worry. I am not some fraud I am psychiatrist. Your daughter was depressed so I helped her. I hope you don’t mind her friendship with psychiatrist.” Her Mom laughed & typed “ I welcome it. I like to be your friend too. But it’s wrong to use your talent like that.” That lady typed “ Your daughter showed her dance free of cost for long time for such long time so I can surely advise you free of cost” then that lady typed two smiley. After that they found true friend. Tara couldn’t harm them by help of Priya’s Dad since they were strong now.

                                        The End 

Poem. 7053. Hope open new dream

                           Hope open new dream 

Hope open new dream which form new appeal to strength of mind that create new knowledge to path of life

Hope open new dream which create new route to concept of mind that show new direction to path of life

Hope open new dream which show new soul to direction of mind that start new feeling to path of life

Hope open new dream which start new way to knowledge of mind that form new brightness to path of life

Hope open new dream which give new spirit to thought of mind that show new strength to path of life

Hope open new dream which show new route to feel of mind that create new touch to path of life

Hope open new dream which form new light to world of mind that give new thought to path of life

Hope open new dream which create new move to chapter of mind that start new direction to path of life

Hope open new dream which give new dream to strength of mind that form new world to path of life

Hope open new dream which start new light to understanding of mind that show new route to path of life

Hope open new dream which give new move to touch of mind that create new word to path of life

Hope open new dream which show new route to world of mind that start new feeling to path of life

Hope open new dream which give new thought to step of mind that form new chapter to path of life

Hope open new dream which start new strength to move of mind that create new word to path of life

Hope open new dream which create new touch to concept of mind that give new thought to path of life

Hope open new dream which show new way to direction of mind that form new brightness to path of life

Hope open new dream which form new route to thought of mind that give new soul to path of life

Hope open new dream which start new feeling to touch of mind that show new appeal to path of life

Hope open new dream which create new spirit to chapter of mind that form new shine to path of life

Hope open new dream which give new smile to knowledge of mind that create new light to path of life

Hope open new dream which show new dream to spirit of mind that form new brightness to path of life

Hope open new dream which start new shine to appeal of mind that give new thought to path of life.

Poem. 7052. Move start new day if

                            Move start new day if

Move start new day if hope can gifted with dream which start new fly in direction of soul that give light

Move start new day if chapter can gifted with word which follow new way in appeal of step that give light

Move start new day if strength can gifted with thought which form new touch in path of concept that give light

Move start new day if appeal can gifted with smile which give new concept in feeling of spirit that give light

Move start new day if thought can gifted with route which show new light in touch of step that give light

Move start new day if soul can gifted with direction which create new word in route of way that give light

Move start new day if shine can gifted with knowledge which form new chapter in path of spirit that give light

Move start new day if touch can gifted with appeal which show new concept in strength of word that give light

Move start new day if path can gifted with route which create new thought in way of direction that give light

Move start new day if dream can gifted with path which form new step in touch of spirit that give light

Move start new day if word can gifted with step which show new knowledge in soul of way that give light

Move start new day if touch can gifted with strength which create new direction in step of word that give light

Move start new day if shine can gifted with route which show new chapter in shine of step that give light

Move start new day if appeal can gifted with hope which form new strength in route of word that give light

Move start new day if route can gifted with appeal which create new touch in way of chapter that give light

Move start new day if path can gifted with soul which show new appeal in shine of direction that give light

Move start new day if touch can gifted with shine which form new smile in path of concept that give light

Move start new day if spirit can gifted with dream which create new way in step of strength that give light

Move start new day if word can gifted with appeal which show new direction in route of thought that give light

Move start new day if appeal can gifted with route which form new knowledge in way of chapter that give light.

Poem. 7051. Soul bring meaning

                                  Soul bring meaning 

Soul bring meaning to dream which form new hope to life that start new appeal to route of life

Soul bring meaning to hope which show new move to life that form new concept to route of life

Soul bring meaning to shine which give new path to life that create new knowledge to route of life

Soul bring meaning to touch which start new light to life that show new chapter to route of life

Soul bring meaning to direction which give new concept to life that give new touch to route of life

Soul bring meaning to appeal which form new brightness to life that create new path to route of life

Soul bring meaning to thought which show new strength to life that form new brightness to route of life

Soul bring meaning to shine which give new direction to life that show new thought to route of life

Soul bring meaning to path which start new concept to life that give new knowledge to route of life

Soul bring meaning to world which form new shine to life that create new touch to route of life

Soul bring meaning to chapter which give new smile to life that show new strength to route of life

Soul bring meaning to direction which show new light to life that start new world to route of life

Soul bring meaning to concept which start new spirit to life that form new brightness to route of life

Soul bring meaning to hope which form new chapter to life that give new touch to route of life

Soul bring meaning to strength which give new light to life that create new path to route of life

Soul bring meaning to chapter which show new dream to life that form new light to route of life

Soul bring meaning to touch which create new direction to life that show new move to route of life

Soul bring meaning to dream which start new appeal to life that create new brightness to route of life

Soul bring meaning to smile which give new knowledge to life that form new strength to route of life

Soul bring meaning to step which form new hope to life that show new knowledge to route of life.

Poem. 7050. Path show new touch

                           Path show new touch 

Path show new touch to dream of mind that form new brightness to soul towards route which open new life

Path show new touch to hope of mind that create new appeal to way towards spirit which start new life

Path show new touch to soul of mind that give new knowledge to step towards dream which form new life

Path show new touch to spirit of mind that start new light to thought towards move which give new life

Path show new touch to world of mind that form new hope to concept towards word which create new life

Path show new touch to thought of mind that give new word to shine towards route which start new life

Path show new touch to route of mind that create new smile to step towards world which form new life

Path show new touch to chapter of mind that start new light to direction towards shine which give new life

Path show new touch to concept of mind that form new chapter to route towards smile which start new life

Path show new touch to strength of mind that give new appeal to dream towards word which create new life

Path show new touch to move of mind that start new direction to world towards soul  which give new life

Path show new touch to smile of mind that create new learning to shine towards step which form new life

Path show new touch to hope of mind that form new brightness to dream towards route which start new life

Path show new touch to dream of mind that give new soul to appeal towards light which show new life

Path show new touch to start of mind that create new light to soul towards word which give new life

Path show new touch to way of mind that form new concept to shine towards soul which form new life

Path show new touch to spirit of mind that start new direction to world towards light which give new life

Path show new touch to thought of mind that create new step to concept towards word which start new life

Path show new touch to chapter of mind that form new appeal to shine towards route which create new life

Path show new touch to strength of mind that give new hope to direction towards shine which form new life.

Poem. 7049. Spirit of smile

                                Spirit of smile 

Spirit of smile bring new touch towards soul that create new knowledge with shine which give new route to mind

Spirit of smile create new path towards touch that bring new route with direction which show new way to mind

Spirit of smile form new hope towards word that show new strength with chapter which create new thought to mind

Spirit of smile give new knowledge towards soul that form new brightness with way which start new chapter to mind

Spirit of smile start new strength towards move that create new appeal with soul which form new route to mind

Spirit of smile show new appeal towards light that bring new world with step which create new concept to mind

Spirit of smile form new brightness towards soul that form new route with start which show new appeal to mind

Spirit of smile give new concept towards word that show new thought with soul which form new dream to mind 

Spirit of smile open new route towards shine that bring new hope with spirit which give new knowledge to mind

Spirit of smile start new light towards world that form new brightness with path which show new hope to mind

Spirit of smile form new chapter towards soul that create new thought with route which start new light to mind

Spirit of smile give new knowledge towards step that show new concept with path which give new touch to mind 

Spirit of smile show new thought towards route that form new brightness with dream which start new light to mind

Spirit of smile create new strength towards way that show new direction with hope which form new word to mind

Spirit of smile start new soul towards hope that create new dream with chapter which give new touch to mind

Spirit of smile form new brightness towards soul that give new knowledge with path which show new move to mind

Spirit of smile give new light towards direction that start new soul with touch which create new word to mind

Spirit of smile show new route towards hope that form new brightness with shine which show new path to mind

Spirit of smile create new thought towards world that show new route with dream which give new step to mind

Spirit of smile form new appeal towards soul that create new knowledge with step which start new light to mind.

Poem. 7048. Way to bring new

                                Way to bring new 

Way to bring new touch to spirit of mind which show new strength to move that form new light to life

Way to bring new shine to soul of mind which start new direction to touch that give new hope to life

Way to bring new dream to step of mind which give new knowledge to world that start new touch to life

Way to bring new hope to move of mind which form new brightness to shine that show new route to life

Way to bring new start to word of mind which create new appeal to chapter that open new path to life

Way to bring new concept to path of mind which show new world to thought that form new light to life

Way to bring new smile to touch of mind which start new direction to light that give new shine to life

Way to bring new light to concept of mind which give new knowledge to soul that create new start to life

Way to bring new hope to strength of mind which show new dream to touch that form new brightness to life

Way to bring new soul to chapter of mind which start new strength to word that bring new concept to life

Way to bring new word to dream of mind which form new brightness to path that create new move to life

Way to bring new shine to thought of mind which give new spirit to concept that open new world to life

Way to bring new route to strength of mind which show new world to touch that start new direction to life

Way to bring new light to touch of mind which start new appeal to strength that form new light to life

Way to bring new move to smile of mind which form new brightness to light that open new path to life

Way to bring new concept to spirit of mind which give new knowledge to path that start new word to life

Way to bring new step to direction of mind which show new thought to soul that create new touch to life

Way to bring new appeal to word of mind which start new understanding to route that show new spirit to life

Way to bring new start to move of mind which form new direction to shine that give new knowledge to life

Way to bring new hope to world of mind which create new light to concept that open new smile to life.

Adventure story. 671. Life without hard work

                            Life without hard work 

Pradip was looking towards his house. It was so small. He knew that he never lived in big house but still he was hoping to get one. He just wanted to get some money out of someone. He knew that he needed to find some rich girl. But it was hard. He worked hard to impress girls but he never managed much. Girls didn’t like him. They might talk sweetly with him for sometime but when it came to giving serious commitment he knew that girl didn’t admire him. He wanted different sort of future so for that purpose he was trying so hard to impress rich girls. He knew that tomorrow he was going to some party. He needed to get ready for it. He went towards his cupboard. He was full of expensive stuff. He didn’t purchase it but he got it from his Uncle. His Uncle was rich. His Uncle used to give him stuff which his Uncle didn’t needed. He smiled happily. Pradip was so happy that he could managed to get expensive stuff. He touched those clothes & laughed. It was easy to fool people while using it. He was so happy. He selected most expensive one for party. On that point his mobile rang. His colleague was calling him. He sensed that he needed to go in office. He hated working in office but he needed to. If he stopped earning his salary then his parents surely began to create issue. He didn’t want his parents to throw him out of house. He needed to stay in house with respect. He took call. “ Boss is waiting for you when you bring that file.” “ I am coming.” He didn’t want to do work but he didn’t have much option so he decided to do it. He knew that now he needed to go in office. He got ready. Then he went on bus stop. He waited for bus which was empty. Then he sat in bus peacefully. Finally he reached to office. He entered in it. He went to his chair & started to do work. He needed to complete his file. He was late but he didn’t mind. He was just not interested in impressing his Boss. He just needed to do his job. He completed & went in cabin with his file. Boss observed him & immediately called secretary. When secretary came inside Boss said “ Pradip completed his work so you know very well spell check is needed. He never did it properly.” Secretary gave frustrating look but Pradip began to smile. Pradip “ Boss computer have spell check!” “ But you select even wrong word out of it.” Pradip smiled. He didn’t care. He began to target Boss on other issues. His arrogance was too much for his Boss but Boss couldn’t fire him without cause. It was so frustrating for Boss. Boss was feeling so nervous & negative. Pradip was someone who could give depression to all. He didn’t have any positivity in his attitude. He kept giving negative atmosphere to office. His Boss wanted to throw Pradip out of office. But Boss didn’t have enough excuse. Boss took floppy from Pradip & gave another task. Pradip nodded & went away. Boss said “ I don’t understand why I kept this man?” Secretary “ That was your big mistake. I never saw man who is useless than him.” Pradip began to feel so sad when he started to work. Pradip was working hard for long time to get money & reputation but not in this office. He managed to join one group where they discussed different topics. They always discussed how could they manipulate people. He wanted to learn all. He wanted to earn money. He needed to learn how to manipulate people for it. It was important. He knew that group would taught him to do it. He began to work. He needed to go there as soon as possible. It was very important for him. He was trying hard to make his group successful. He worked half heartedly for office work & finally he managed to find way to finish it. He knew that it was half wrong & half right but he didn’t care. He wanted it to be completed. When he finished it, he immediately gave it to Secretary who took it with grudging look. Secretary “ You get salary from office but you don’t care for office you just wanted to go to that group.” “ Come on! That group does lots of great things for community.” “ No. I feel it just show you shortcuts to become rich.” He smiled. It was true. They all just discussed how could they get power. It was important for him to get that power. He said “ I am trying so hard to get positivity in life but it wasn’t working until this group doesn’t appear.” He began to talk about his group. He continued for long time. He didn’t care when Secretary started to get frustrated. He was concerned just about himself. It was so frustrating. Finally Secretary said “ Boss will come. Let me complete work.” Pradip smiled & said “ You are so scared about Boss. On every step you tried hard to please Boss you need to get over it. You are not slave. You keep trying so hard. I feel pity for you.” Secretary was feeling so depressed. Pradip was targeting him for working hard. Secretary decided that he didn’t need to listen to Pradip. Secretary said “ I work hard for my money. For long time I am doing my job. I get increments which I deserve. I want to do actual work & get success through it. I don’t want to pretend.” On that point Boss came out. Pradip immediately began to pretend he was talking about work. But entire office knew that he was not. Pradip was feeling so upset. Pradip just returned to his chair. Pradip was sure that he was right. Pradip was having so much stress in his heart when they all called him lazy but now he was hero. He was feeling upset by everything. But after joining this group positivity entered in him. He did nothing. He just heard what they said & try to follow them. They told him that he was special & he needed to just use other’s skills. He liked this idea. He was trying his best to do everything in right way. He knew that he was best. He was totally sure that he would get right sort of person very soon. He was trying hard for such a long time. He needed a life partner who could manage to make him rich & successful. He was so obsessed. That day he was planning to discuss all with his group. He decided that he needed to manage all. He was working so hard to get right sort of people on that day he decided to discuss it with group. He needed life partner & his group would give him one.

         Pradip stayed for some hours in office. He kept thinking about just group. His Group was his favourite. He kept feeling so nervous about all. He was so positive regarding his future. But sadly his future was not so good. He knew that he always managed to stay away from big successes. It was sad for him. When office hour was finished, he immediately got out. He wanted to go to meet that group. He immediately took Cab. Then he told about destination. When he came out of Cab, he noticed that girl for first time. She was so beautiful. She was watering plants of that bungalow. He kept looking towards her. He knew that she was maid. Her dressing style was telling it. He smiled towards her. He knew that he would never marry her but he could smile sometime & he could enjoy life. He wasn’t planning to look towards beauty or any other things when it came to marriage. He needed to find just contact which would make him confident regarding his future contacts. He wanted certainty in his life. But he could smile towards maid. That girl gave him angry look. There was fire in her eyes. It was shocking. She couldn’t reject him. He couldn’t believe it. She couldn’t break that basic rule which always told to all that they needed to follow line of status. He couldn’t believe a maid rejected his smile. He went inside. He began to talk with his friends. But today he couldn’t concentrate on what group was telling to him. It was so shocking. He loved those discussions. That girl kept coming in his mind. He wanted to talk with her. When he came out he looked towards that balcony again. She was not there. He slowly went to watchman & asked “ Who was watering plant today?” “ Why?” He already found one fake excuse. “ When I was walking water fall on my head?” Now this managed to nervous watchman. He immediately said “  Sorry Sir. I will tell them. It must be that temporary tenant.” “ I feel it was maid.” “ Yes Sir but that tenant is staying for just weekend so maid will be going away too. I don’t understand why she needed to water those dead plants. Those plants will not survive in any case. From tomorrow no one will water them.” “ What? You will permit them to die like that?” “ What option do we have?That tenant was temporary & now flat will be closed again. No one can reach to that Balcony.” He looked towards that Balcony in odd way. He understood one thing that he wanted to water those plants. First time he felt concerned about something else other than him. He didn’t like it. He wanted to just think about himself. He was working so hard to achieve some success. He went home. He began to think how much he wanted to work hard but he couldn’t. He just needed to manage with using people. He saw many times whenever people did hard work they failed. He remembered his grandfather. His Grandpa used to work so hard. He saw Grandpa returning from work at midnight. It was stressful for Grandpa. He remembered very well how did his Grandpa used to come in midnight. Then he used to go for shower & then he immediately started dinner but he was mostly sleeping when he was in middle of dinner. He couldn’t keep his eyes open. He was too exhausted by all. It was upsetting for Pradip to watch his Grandpa like that & his father used to say that all this was happening since his Grandpa worked too hard instead of doing tricks which could give him earnings. His Dad used to put hand on his little shoulders & say “ This happened due to honest work. If you keep working honestly for long time your future will be similar too. You must work in limit & must learn few wrong ways to use skills of other people otherwise you will not get any thing. You will become like your Grandpa.” Even now Pradip felt as if those words were repeated in his mind. He wanted to keep remembering them in his thoughts. It was so painful. But still it was important. He didn’t want to work hard. He told it to himself again & again. He wanted to avoid working & he was doing it. He felt so upset by it. He told himself that he didn’t need to water those plants. He went back home. He sat on computer. He kept thinking about his Dad. His parents would soon come back from their visit to Uncle. He didn’t understand what he supposed to say about his Dad. His Dad supposed to give respect to him since he followed his advice but his Dad wasn’t happy since he couldn’t managed to find shortcut. It was so wrong that now he began to wish to work like that Secretary of his office. He knew that working was crime. He didn’t need to work. He started computer when his door bell rang. His parents came. His Dad immediately started “ So you are working again? Now you will soon start working until midnight like your Grandpa. I am telling you. This boy is useless.” His Mom gave angry look to his Dad but Pradip knew that in heart his Mom agreed with his Dad. His Mom wanted him to work. His Mom didn’t feel that way. According to her his Grandpa worked hard & lived one useful life while his Dad was just burden on world. His Dad earned nothing except whatever his Dad earned by remaining stuck one job which his Dad got due to his Grandpa. His Mom never wanted him to become like his Dad. His Dad was useless creature as per his Mom. He was stuck between two opinions. He didn’t understand what was right choice. He should go to ahead with his same route or change it. His Dad kept taunting him for working hard unnecessarily while his Boss & his office people said that it was useless. It was so stressful. He wanted to work hard to move ahead. It was so upsetting. He couldn’t do like that. He needed to take rest & still get rich his Dad told it. He stopped working immediately. He went to sleep but his night wasn’t pleasant. It was full of pain & hurt. He wanted to feel positive but his heart didn’t want to. In his dreams he kept trying to go for work but he couldn’t. He just couldn’t manage to reach that point. He suddenly woke up due to fear. It was so stressful. He didn’t understand what was wrong with him. He didn’t understand why he couldn’t sleep peacefully.

         Pradip was feeling so nervous. He woke up next morning feeling uneasy. It was clear that he was not feeling normal. He didn’t understand what he supposed to feel. He didn’t need to get upset. He was going in office & he was planning to act normal. He wouldn’t work. He went in office & suddenly his dream became alive. He didn’t understand what was happening. He supposed to work but he couldn’t. His hands were not moving. He was trying so hard to move them. He began to try harder. He didn’t sense that he was making noises. He was just obsessed with using his hands. He began to get so restless. It was so stressful. Then he went he sensed touch of his shoulder his hands moved. He looked towards his hands with shock. It was so upsetting. He didn’t understand what happened to him. He was totally normal again. Then he sensed Boss’s Secretary kept hand on his shoulder & now asking “ What happened?” He smiled & said “ Nothing.” “ You were trying to pull something & we don’t see anything.” He looked towards his hands. Then he said “ Ohh! It’s nothing.” He began to look around. He wanted to feel positive about all but he couldn’t. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He knew that he could pretend. He began to laugh loudly. He said “ It’s alright. We can relax & feel happy.” All office staff was looking towards him in odd way. It was so odd. They were not there to make him relaxed. He didn’t understand that. Pradip was explaining them now relaxed he was. Finally one person said “ This isn’t beach to relax. It’s place to work so we were expecting you were working not relaxing.” Pradip became more nervous. He looked towards his hand. His hand was not moving. It was steady on that point. He was working so hard to get that hand moving but now his hand was totally normal. He didn’t feel that it could be normal that way so soon. He didn’t say anything. He just sat down & began to work. He was getting so restless. He wanted to feel normal but he was feeling so hurt. He began to think about options he had. He didn’t see any. On that day for first time he felt that something was wrong with him. He saw all. They were working. They wanted to get promotions & salary but with work. He knew that he was just burden for Boss. Boss wanted to fire him but it wasn’t happening since he was working for long time. He sensed for first time that he was unwanted. He wanted to prove himself rich but it wasn’t happening. He wasn’t becoming rich & he was becoming useless. He didn’t understand what was happening in his life & who would help himself to get over this. He began to type on computer. This time his hand worked. But he wasn’t sure that it would work every time. He suddenly began to feel that he needed to go to Doctor but he felt so scared. His father might started to taunt him. He didn’t want to appear sick. But he kept watching his hand. He was so tense. He started to work. He completed it perfectly this time. He didn’t diverted his attention. Finally he sensed that office hour was over. Then he went to his group meeting. But it was so frustrating when he didn’t feel peaceful in mind even after discussion during meeting. His mind was no longer happy. He began to feel confused & stressed. He didn’t feel positive at all. It was so frustrating. He knew that in night he might once again dream in odd way about trying to work for hours. He knew that his life was cursed in odd way. He couldn’t work but he wanted to work. It was so upsetting. He was trying so hard to get things as per his choice but it wasn’t happening. He was feeling so negative. He decided that he needed Doctor. He went out after group discussion. He once again looked towards Balcony. Flat was closed. He could see those plants dying. He felt so sad. He knew that he needed to water them. He went to security guard & said “ Will you help me to water those plants?” Security Guard looked towards him with shock. He once again asked “ Will you open door of flat to water those plants?” Security Guard “ Are you out of your mind? You are not even member of Society how can you go inside flat?” “ I can’t permit them to die.” He couldn’t stop himself from entering but Security Guard screamed loudly “ Stop or I will call Cops.” He didn’t have option so he went home. In his home whole time he was thinking just about his hand & those plants. He didn’t understand why he began to feel by watering those plants he could be cured. He went to that Society Guard next day & told “ I want to rent that flat. Will you give me number of owner?” Security Guard was about to tell him to go away. When suddenly one person came & said “ I will give you.” He got number & in few seconds he managed to rent that flat. He was so happy. Now he could water those plants. He wanted to water them. He went back to his parent’s home. He began to pack bags his Dad was so shocked when he told that he was shifting. It was shocking. He understood one thing that his Dad was expecting him to stay there for whole life while threatening to send him out. He packed all & shifted. He kept watching those plants for hours. He managed to skip his office too. Finally one day he decided that he needed to go out but he couldn’t since he was scared. He was so upset. Then he decided to call Doctor. His Dad was no longer there to taunt. He told Doctor all & on mobile Doctor advised him one Psychiatrist. He immediately called Psychiatrist. He was desperate. He was receiving calls from office. He needed to go in office. When he reached to Psychiatrist he told all. Psychiatrist explained him step by step that his Dad was cause of issue. He needed to work but his Dad objected & soon his mind began to feel he liked to work since he needed job satisfaction. His treatment began. He also started going in office. He began to work nicely. Since he was not staying with his Dad it helped him a lot to get over his problems. Slowly his issue was over. His Boss was most happy when he started working & his Dad were most upset. But he didn’t care. He had flat & plants. Slowly he began to discuss purchase of flat. Bank gave him loan & he purchased it. Now he was hard working like his Grandpa & he loved it. Finally he understood why his Grandpa used to work like that since his Grandpa wanted to work & earn like him & it was right thing. After sometime his treatment was stopped & his life began in normal way.

                                       The End