Ronit's monster
Dinesh was so happy when he finally found that job. It was interesting job that his last one. He found it so creative & with good salary. He began to create his project. He was on his first design when suddenly his son Ronit appeared out of nowhere & began to jump in room. He was so upset. He didn't understand meaning of situation. He was so hopeful. Dinesh wanted to show new hopes to mind but it was not working. He didn't understand why he didn't get enough peace in his house to do one project. He screamed loudly " Will you take care of this kid?" His wife Trupti screamed " I am busy in my work." Dinesh was so upset. He was expecting some cooperation. But Trupti was acting so strange. She was not helping him. He didn't understand why did she act like that. He was so scared that one day he lost job. He needed a job. He wanted to keep that job. It was precious to him but it was useless to her. He was working so hard but she wanted him to start different sort of job. He knew that he was not best at it. He began to do jobs which he liked. He knew that it was not giving enough earning. He needed to change his job. He wanted to find job which he would like. He wished that Trupti should help him in making money with help of it. It didn't happen. His hopes were getting shattered every day. He began to feel so restless. He started to feel so upset. He formed new direction of soul. He needed for it one good start. He became so upset by Trupti's attitude. He could understand that he was not earning much which was frustrating for her. It seemed as if he was burden to them. He didn't earn as much as he wanted. He knew that he needed to help. She could help him but instead she kept ignoring & taunting. She kept telling to all that he was not much successful. He knew that it was true but still he preferred but she kept hiding it. He wanted her help to earn more but she kept suggesting just one thing ' You must change your style of thinking!' He couldn't do it. He had his own identity. He didn't understand how could he become someone different. He had his own thinking. He couldn't change it. He began to try different resources to get money but nothing seemed to be working. He didn't understand how could he manage to get money. This time he had high hopes but instead of helping him Trupti kept ignoring. He screamed " Trupti this is important for me?!" " I know everytime it is important but finally it gave nothing. So wrong! It seemed as if everytime you just do will turn into waste resources & money. It is so upsetting. I am not planning to run after you like this." He looked towards her with confused looks. He didn't understand what should be his reply. But this time Ronit managed to destroy his entire project. He didn't want to cry but tears started to come out of his eyes. In seconds all his work was destroyed. He suddenly began to hate his own child. He pushed Ronit away & went in washroom. Ronit started crying loudly. Clearly Ronit didn't understand cause of this outburst. Trupti came to console him. Trupti screamed on him "You hit our son for that stupid project? You are not even human." Trupti looked so angry. He didn't want to face her. He went in washroom. On that day for first time he sensed a strange need to harm himself. He wanted to punish himself. It was very upsetting. He went to cupbroad. He began to search for sharp thing. It was so confusing. He didn't understand what he was trying to do. He sensed one thing that he wanted to hurt himself. So he started hitting his hand. He began to try on every surface with one hope that he would find way to hurt himself. He wanted to sense pain. He was so happy when he sensed that pain. He began to feel happiness. He loved to sense pain in his body. It liked to see his blood flowing out on floor. He was so happy. He kept hitting himself. He totally lost track of time in this procedure. He began to feel so helpless & hopeless. He started to sense that this feeling was reducing by this. He kept hurting himself. Then he heard Trupti screaming from outside. " Are you alright?" He sensed that entire washroom was full of blood. He needed to make excuse. He found one showpiece broken. He smiled & placed it near his hand. He opened door & immediately screamed " Stay out! Don't enter." He pointed towards broken showpiece. " I fell on it! While standing up I managed to damage entire washroom." Trupti looked shocked & confused. At first sight she didn't believe that it was just due to showpiece it seemed like some one came inside & hit Dinesh. But it was impossible since she knew that no one was inside washroom. She looked around in confused expression. She tried to control her tears which were alive in her soul. She began to imagine something supernatural. She started to think about ghost. She knew that it was impossible but still she felt some certainty. She began to feel so scared. She began to think that it might be possible that someone was inside. She kept watching that washroom with full attention. During that time Dinesh started cleaning it. He kept artificial smile on his face. He didn't want her to suspect true thing. He was happy by this that he even smiled when he cleaned that blood. Sight of his own blood was making him happy. He didn't understand why. He never felt this way. He always felt happy about it. He began to feel so restless. He wanted to feel pleasant sensation from those pains. They were creating nice impact on him & most importantly they managed to scare Trupti. He liked it when she felt scared. He wanted to scare her. He was so happy after watching her fear. She was getting so restless due to it. She didn't understand that it was his deed. She was assuming something else & he was happy due to it. This idea was so thrilling. Her assumption of supernatural! He knew that she had many superstitions & she was going to use them to handle it. He was so upset that he didn't have hold on her. Now he had it. He smiled happily. He knew that he could handle it. He could create superstitions. He was so happy. He sensed that he wanted revenge. He wanted it on her & her son too. He smiled. He was not interested to become good father or husband anymore.
Trupti shiverd with fear. She was always scared of blood. She didn't like look of blood. From childhood she had strange nausea of blood. She felt so scared whenever she saw blood. She began to get restless. She saw so much blood in that washroom. She didn't understand why Dinesh fall like that. She knew that Dinesh was stupid man. She regretted marrying him on each day. He always kept telling her big stories of his success which he never going to achieve. She wanted to divorce him immediately. But she knew that it was not possible. She fall in love with him. She insisted on this. They all wanted different man but she insisted that she needed this one. Her father agreed to marriage against his wishes. They threw so much money on her marriage. They were not ready to turn back. She was supposed to handle it. Her mother told her before marriage " He is not earning anything." She said with confidence " It's okay Mom I will handle it." she was so sure that she would manage all. She didn't understand that she was not super woman. She had limits. She thought that she could handle everything. She was so positive about all. Then she got married. At beginning Dinesh was looking nice & perfect. She was so happy. She was feeling so great. She knew that he would not earn much but she didn't expected him to demand so much. She went to work & whenever she returned, she wanted to relax. She started to get dressed in normal clothes but he began to object. He started to say " Dress up nicely. Let me see you in beautiful dress!" At beginning she did it. But then slowly she began to feel need of relaxation. She was no longer interested in entertaining him every day. It was so stressful. First she needed to work hard then she needed to make him happy. She didn't agree to do it. She was so upset. She screamed on him " Come on! I work hard while you just relax at home. Now let me relax too!" He nodded & went away. She was happy by it at beginning then she began to sense that something was wrong. He was not normal. He was not just lazy but something was strange in him. She noticed one day that two voices were coming from his room. She was so shocked. Clearly other voice was of lady. She didn't know that there was guest in house. She opened door of room. She was so confused. No one was in room. On that point she sensed that Dinesh's stupidity was not her serious problem. Something was wrong with that house. Dinesh was sitting alone smiling but still she heard another voice of woman. She didn't understand who was this woman. But she knew that this woman was there. She was so scared. After that day she kept hearing different voices in different places. It seemed as if their house was full of people but she couldn't see them. She honestly didn't understand what was wrong with her. Then after sometime it stopped. It started suddenly & it stopped suddenly. One night she talked to Dinesh about it. Dinesh laughed & said " I must be watching TV!" She felt so confused. It was impossible that room didn't have TV. She told him that. He looked angry then he said " Then it must be mobile." She looked confused & she felt confused too. She didn't understand how could she felt that someone was standing there just due to voice of mobile. But she felt so sure. She looked so upset & tired. She didn't argued more. But after it that voice never came. She felt that Dinesh must be keeping mobile & low volume. Then she became pregnant. Their son Ronit entered in their life as bundle of joy. They all li
ked him. But Dinesh was not so much fond of their child. He didn't like child that much. He didn't like to do things to take care of child. He was too lazy. He wanted to relax & sit. She was so upset when he started to even deny in helping with their son. She was expecting help on that front. Before her eyes he used to help many people in Society regarding taking care of kids. Many times when a woman who want to go for shopping they normally called Dinesh. It was so upsetting. He took nice care of those kids & even enjoyed their company. But when it came to taking care of their own kid he started complaining so she began to insist. She wanted him to handle their child. He needed to understand his responsibility as father. She felt that he loved kids but that theroy proved wrong too. He didn't seem so much interested in Ronit. She was so upset. Ronit was such a naughty boy. She knew that she spoiled him by surrendering his every demand. She didn't have much options. She needed to do her job. She needed to earn & her husband was not cooperating even little bit. Even today he was working on his some useless scheme. He just joined one company who was clearly on verge of getting bankrupt but for last try they employed few employees like him. He was telling that his project would turn everything in gold. She knew that it was fake claim. She was so sure that nothing like that was going to happen. She was going to suffer just extra work to give him time for his another failed project. She many time explained him that he didn't need to earn. She knew that it was hard for him. She just wanted him to take care of Ronit. She was feeling so upset by changing which she observed in their son Ronit. He needed attention & discipline of parent. She knew that Dinesh could do it. She tried to tell him. But he was not ready for she forced it on him like this. But now this happened. It was clear that things were not moving the way she thought they should. In fact they were stuck on that point. She was so frustrated. She wanted him to take care Ronit & he wanted to work for bankrupt company. She was so frustrated. But what happened today shocked her. She began to feel paranormal or supernatural angle in all. She heard voice of woman & she was invisible attacker now. She looked around in her room. She decided one thing. This was enough. She must change this house. She immediately started searching for new houses.
Dinesh was happy at beginning since he scared her. But now he wanted this to stop. He knew that matter was dragged too much. He wanted to hide his mistake. He cleaned washroom & then he came out. Little Ronit was sitting in corner. For first time that boy was not jumping around. He was sitting quietly. Dinesh didn't like it. Dinesh began to get uneasy. Dinesh knew that until now he always enjoyed giving pains. He wanted her to sense those pains. He knew that he loved her too. He couldn't let her suffer like this. This was so confusing. He wanted to scare her & at same time he wanted to protect her. She was precious to him but he knew that he was not so precious for her. He wanted to become it. But he could make her scared, she didn't love her. He began to like hurting himself. He was so upset. He did entire project. He need to do all due to Ronit's mischief. But all done. He was so happy. He took breath of relief. He slowly turned towards his son. Ronit was so scared. He didn't want his son to feel like this about him. He was so confused. His son ran inside room. He ran under bed. He kept playing under it. He knew that Ronit had invented new game. Ronit wanted to hide from everything. Dinesh went down & asked " Why are you hiding under bed?" " Because there is monster!" Dinesh laughed. Dinesh " Where?" Ronit pointed towards him. Dinesh was so angry. " You are calling your Dad monster?" " No not you. But it is inside you.." " What? I don't understand. You are telling me that this monster is living inside me?" Ronit nodded. Ronit was still under bed. Ronit " That monster pushed me few seconds ago. Then it pushed you in washroom! It is around somewhere! It is a big monster!" Dinesh sensed what his son was telling. He was normally sweet & nice then on some point he sensed that Trupti didn't love him. He became so angry & upset. It was that moment when that monster entered. That horrible monster started to horrible impact. He could see fear in Ronit's eyes. First time he sensed that he was acting in worst way. Ronit might be naughty. But he was just small child. He needed to understand it. He smiled & gave hand to Ronit " Come out. Monster is gone." But Ronit didn't seem to believe him. Ronit kept looking behind him. Dinesh looked behind. No one was behind him. But still his son was seeing someone. He began to feel tense. He started to think about his life. There were some point when he felt that some person was truly existed. He clearly remembered one day Trupti caught him to chatting with himseof as lady. He used to do it for fun or he clearly felt that woman existed? His thoughts were so confused. He asked Ronit " Do you see someone behind me?" Ronit denied. It was clear that Ronit didn't see any one but still he was observing in air. " Then why you are looking behind?" " That monster might come out of some place." Dinesh started laughing. Dinesh " Monsters don't exist!" Ronit didn't agree. Dinesh was so upset. He ran in Trupti's room. Trupti was sitting in corner. She was looking out of room. She was sweating. He didn't understand what was wrong. He used blood to scare her. But he managed to make good excuse too. He went near her. She looked towards him in strange way & said " Monster came in washroom!" " What? Nothing came in washroom!" She kept insisting. Now Dinesh sensed that why Ronit was so scared because his Mom kept insisting on this Monster. It was scary for him. Dinesh came near her & said " Are you alright? What happened?" She began to laugh in strange way. He was so shocked. Dinesh didn't understand what was wrong with her. She began to claim that Monster was just behind him. She started screaming. She began to talk like little girl. She kept acting like small girl. She tried to run away from that monster for some time. Then she suddenly became normal. She began to act as if nothing had happened. He was so confused. He tried to talk about that incidence. But she said " I did it same way as you talk like woman that day. Don't you?" Dinesh felt so helpless. It was similar. She began to laugh. " Let's play this together. One day you can become monster. Next day I will. Then we will scare. Where is that stupid little boy? Let's scare him." Dinesh shivered. Dinesh smiled & said " Stop this. You are scaring me.." " Am I? But doesn't it scare you when you harass me?!" She began to scream on him. She started to abuse him. Finally he apologized then she calmed down. Then he went his room. He was so upset. He understood all. She tricked him in confessing all with help of Ronit. He was so angry. Specifically with Ronit! He was so angry. He ran towards Ronit under bed. That kid ran as far away as possible. Still he kept trying to hold that child on that point Trupti entered. Ronit was now caught in Dinesh's hand. Dinesh was hitting him. Trupti had enough. She took Ronit in her arms. She screamed on Dinesh " Get lost you monster!" Suddenly Dinesh came in his senses. Before he could respond Trupti ran out of house with Ronit. After that incidence Trupti never came back. She demanded divorce. But Dinesh already lost track of time. He kept watching ceiling. He didn't even move. He didn't sense what was timing. It was so peacefully. Days went away. Finally one day neighbour began to feel something was wrong with him since he didn't came out. When they opened door they found his body on chair. Trupti came. She cried. She told Cops that she tried many times to take him to psychiatrist but he didn't come. Trupti " One day he began to hit our little son so I left him." It was true. She tried so hard to convince him. But then she stopped trying. She needed to earn & take care of child. She was so scared now. She didn't understand what impact it would have on their son Ronit. But she decided to take Ronit to psychiatrist immediately. Ronit was talking too much about monster.
The End
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