Rina's weight loss
Rina was looking at watch. She needed to keep balance between all. She was increasing her weight daily. She had job and kids too. She needed to exercise and she needed to take care of her family while doing every duty of office. She was under so much pressure. She kept running every day according to watch. She never paid attention to herself. She didn't sense something was wrong even when she started to get breathless time to time. But few days ago they went to party. It was naming ceremony of her cousin's daughter's son. She supposed to attend it in evening. She was so excited. She dressed perfectly. She sensed that her blouse was little tight but she decided that cloth started to shrink during washing. They became too small. She forced herself inside it. Then she watched herself in mirror. She was looking beautiful. She was little bit overweight but still she was beautiful. She went to party with full confidence. But when she came out dressed, Subhash her husband was sitting on Sofa. He was watching something on mobile. When she came down due to her perfume,he immediately looked up. He saw her. She expected excitement in his eyes. His efforts to catch her for moment. But he did nothing. He just returned his attention to mobile and said " Are you ready? If you are then let's go. We will be late for party. I saw messages regarding traffic jam on street." She nodded. She once again pretended that she was giving final touch to her make up while in reality she was just trying to grab Subhash's attention but it just proved useless. It was so upsetting. She decided after sometime that she tried enough. She began to shift her attention to other things. She decided that Subhash was right that she needed to hurry up. It was necessary. She turned to him and said " Let's go.. " Subhash nodded. Then he suddenly asked " What about kids?" " What about them?" " Did you find babysitter for them?" " Babysitter?!! They are grown up now. They will stay by themselves." " Are you out of your mind? How could they manage to eat?" " They will use microwave. They don't want anyone to Boss them and they made it clear to me when I tried to find babysitter for them last time." " What?!! So for how long you are keeping them alone in home?" " For at least six months!!" " Without my permission?!!" " They are my kids too. You can't just do whatever you want." She was so angry. He was blaming all on him. He never spent a minute on kids but still he kept pretending as if he cared so much. She wanted to scream but she knew that it would effect her make up so she said calmly " I tried to convince kids. If you want try it now, I can arrange babysitter even on this moment." " Then just call her." " Then kids would start arguing." " Are you surrendering to every demand of our kids? Are you so stupid?" She was so upset by his abuses. She wanted admiration. She didn't get it. But she managed to accept it. Now he started abusing her and it was too much for her to tolerate. She turned away from him. She went towards door. " If you want to stay with kids no problem you can stay but I am leaving." He was so shocked by her gesture. He just ran out of house. It became clear to her that he didn't want to babysit. He was not ready to do that job which she was doing for such a long time. She sensed that she was a lot stronger than him. He was just pretending to be strong. As soon as he left house, she screamed and told kids " I am going. Take care." Kids screamed " Bye.. bye." She knew that kids were no more so attached to her that they would miss her. They didn't care if she stayed or left what they didn't want was nanny who would boss on them. And she couldn't blame them. She had heard few horrible stories about babysitters herself. Her last babysitter was not nice one at all. She kept calling her husband in their house without cause. Few times Rina felt that she was planning theft but when Rina told her that they didn't keep anything in home every jewelry was in locker she suddenly lost interest in job. She began to scream on kids without cause. Rina soon understood it from her elder daughter. Rina decided to fire her. But Rina needed cause. Luckily that babysitter needed to go to marriage. When she went to marriage, she found someone who helped her to get better land. She decided to settle there. Rina knew that it was going to be stunt of few days but it gave her chance to escape from her clutches. So Rina managed to fire babysitter. Her kids danced with joy on that day. It proved that this Nanny was demon for them. After that she stopped keeping Nanny and it worked perfectly. As she left her house she was pretty sure that they wouldn't miss her. She came out. She saw that Subhash was very upset. He didn't want to leave kids. He started to argue but then he stopped. He just went ahead and sat in his car. He began to drive. She sat peacefully beside him. She began to look out. Today he sensed that he was not interested in her at all. She didn't understand when did this happen. She didn't sense how could he act like that. She was so upset but then she told herself that she would manage. She would find some way to entertain herself. She began to think about her office. She did lot of work there. She began to remember how did she got admired for her courage. She took risk on every point. She decided that even in this party she would take risk. She knew that she needed to admire baby. She could do that. She loved kids. She started to remember name of baby. But she couldn't it was so frustrating. She didn't understand why did she supposed to become part of this. She knew that her Mom told her name at least hundred time. But then she calmed herself by saying that name must be written on decoration board. Rina couldn't forget that fear. Even yesterday when she slept peacefully, she remembered it. She didn't want to remember remaining day at all. She started running fast. She needed to forget everything but it was not possible. She kept remembering it on every step. She tried to run as fast as possible. She knew that if she lost weight then it all would vanish away.
That day Subhash entered in party with Rina. Rina was planning to act normal. But Subhash had different plan in mind. He wanted to punish her for not obeying him. He wanted her to obey on every moment. But she was disobeying him daily now. It was clearly not good news for him. Yesterday she went out to eat without discussing with him. She was increasing her weight every day. He could see how ugly she was looking. He didn't comment since he wanted her salary and her success. She was earning more and more daily by her hard work in office and it was useful for him. But he didn't want her to dominate on him and she was doing it now. He was so upset. He didn't understand why did she felt so overconfident. He knew that she was losing her beauty daily and he was planning to prove it before world on that day. He was so sure that after this she would never argue with him about anything. He was smiling while driving. He had made perfect plan to show her that her position was always inferior. His friends and his mentor always told him that he must control his wife. He tried hard to control but now a days she was getting over confident. Then she didn't listen to him. Then finally they reached to Avenue. They came out. He told her "You can go ahead. I will come after parking car." She nodded. He smiled. Now he needed someone who was stupid and talkative. He knew that no one hated Rina so much that might want to take revenge on her. So he needed someone who just wanted to taunt her. Then he sensed that not stupid but sadist. He decided to observe guests from outside. Then he finally found his Uncle. His Uncle always taught him that he must keep his wife under thumb. She must be treated like his shoes. So he decided that his Uncle should surely help him to handle her. He went to Uncle and told him entire incidence. Uncle looked angry and shocked. Uncle " How could she act like that? She is woman. She supposed to take care of kids!!" " I know but she is working too." " Yes but that doesn't mean she could ignore taking care of them. She needed to pay attention to kids. She must obey you." He was so happy. He sensed that Uncle would surely help him. Uncle smiled and said " You stopped me so you have plan." He nodded. " Uncle just go inside and ask her did she planning our next baby?" Uncle looked shocked. Then he started laughing. Uncle " Perfect." Subhash knew that it would look perfect since Uncle was old man so no one would doubt any plan. Uncle came inside hall with special innocent look. He started searching for Rina. He found her carrying baby. Uncle smiled. He got perfect plan. He ran towards Rina and screamed loudly "You must not take baby in hands in this condition?!!" Rina was so confused. Every one was looking at them. Uncle " I mean she is pregnant. Don't you see it?" They all started looking at her stomach. She felt so embarrassed. She wanted to cry but she controlled herself. She knew that Uncle was old so he must be talking without understanding proper meaning. She smiled and said " Uncle I am not pregnant." " But?" Another lady " It is just fat. Uncle said you must take rest. You are too tired." Rina nodded. But she was upset and concious now. She created excuses and ran to washroom. Subhash was so happy. He was successful. Rina received suitable punishment for disobeying her husband. She deserved it. Woman must obeyed her husband. He looked around. He saw every woman was discussing things with husband before taking action. He knew that his wife supposed to be that way too. Rina cried in washroom that day. But then she decided that she must lose her weight. So she was exercising today. She was running as fast as possible. But she didn't want to damage her heath so she set timmer too. From morning Subhash kept telling her that it wouldn't work. She couldn't become slim just by running around for one hour. She knew that it might be true that she might not lose so much weight but still she felt that it was worth trying. When timmer told her that she could stop now, she sat on bentch. That garden had wonderful appeal. She could hear birds with wonder. She tried to search for them but she couldn't see them. Then she returned home. Subhash had different plan for her. He bought wonderful sweets for her. He wanted to distrub her exercise. He decided to do one trick. He decided to show off as if those sweets were for kids. He knew that kids loved sweets. He bought them and started calling them. Rina entered in house on that point. She didn't say anything. She wanted to protest but kids were in hall and they were enjoying sweets. She was happy for them too. She smiled and distributed sweets. Then Subhash suddenly came near her with one sweet in his hand. He started to feed it to her so sweetly that she couldn't deny. She ate it. He was so happy. He felt so sure that she would eat more. Then he suddenly lost his interest in her. He ran towards his room to get ready. She was so confused and shocked by this change. But she knew that he was moddy so she decided to ignore. After eating one sweet she was feeling temptation to eat more but then she suddenly got one idea. Her both kids were underweight so she could easily gave them sweets. She immediately asked " Kids do you want these all sweets in your lunch box? You can share with friends too." " Really Mom!! So great! I will surely feel my reputation in school increase by this. Other kids always distribute something. I never distribute anything. " She smiled happily and packed sweets in lunch box. She was so happy that she didn't see those sweets. She sensed one thing if she wanted to reduce weight then she must understand importance of sharing. She needed to share sweets and other things like chocolates. She suddenly remembered large bag full of toffies was inside refrigerator. She needed to get rid of it too. She began to remember how much food she stored. She started to create list. She wanted to just get rid of those things.
Subhash was so happy. He kept large amount of sweets. He knew that she wouldn't take them with her in office. He knew that with Uncle's comments that thought didn't even cross her mind. She would feel everyone would think she was pregnant. He started laughing. It was so perfect. He needed to control her. She would not lose her weight. He would be careful regarding keeping her weight more. He needed to keep inferiority alive in her. She needed to take care of health. But he needed to destroy it. He went happily in office. He was so pleased that he kept laughing to himself entire time. Few times even his colleagues asked him why he seemed so happy today. But he was happy and he was on top of the world. He managed to put Rina under his feet today. He just needed to do it. He had to do it again and again. He decided to bring more and more sweets daily. He was so sure that they would bring happiness in his life. She would become fat and started to look ugly then she would hate herself and it would be perfect. He started at that thought. He knew that he was going to get success. He was so confident. He felt that he won over her. While Rina was working hard in office soon she started to feel hungry. She began to feel frustrated when her colleague ordered salad. He gave some to Rina. She liked it so she began to eat it. She loved that diet food. It was tasty and she was not getting weight due to it. She was so happy. She felt that if she became slim it would be perfect for all. Specifically for Subhash she wanted to reduce weight. He kept talking about it. He didn't want to taunt about it but still she sensed that he was upset about it. That day when she reached before him, she cooked dinner. Kids were excited since today she looked new dishes. She started introducing tasty and healthy food. She was waiting for Subhash. Finally Subhash came. He was so happy when he smelt food. He sensed that she was cooking new things so she was not planning to stay on diet. He decided that he didn't need to bring sweets now. She surely seemed to forgot about diet. He was so happy about it. Rina thought that he was happy since she was doing diet. He ate happily that day. But as days started to move ahead he sensed that she was getting in shape. She was no longer that fat. She was plump but not fat. He didn't like that progress. He smiled and said " Let's go to hotel for lunch." She smiled happily. He never showed any interest in hoteling until now. She began to feel that her beauty was increasing due to weight loss. She was so happy. She went in room and began to get ready. She dressed in her best style. Today she was looking little better than yesterday. It was so upsetting for her when she started to look worst day by day. She knew that being fat was not crime but people treated it like one. She was feeling so upset when Uncle taunted her on her fatness. She knew that he never intended to do it. He was old man who didn't understand. She looked at herself in mirror. She observed that she was looking better so she came out happily. Subhash looked at her with shock. She was looking so beautiful and it was not good news for him. He needed to pretend. He smiled and said " Let's go.." that day Subhash observed that men were observing her again and again. He started to get upset. He began to feel tense. He didn't want her to win confidence again. He screamed on her " What did you want?" Rina felt shocked and confused. She didn't understand cause of this anger. She said in low voice " Soup!!" " Soup?! Soup will take away your hunger. Are you planning to do your stupid diet here too?!!" " No.. no" then she ordered. But she began to like salads so up that she just ordered them. It was so upsetting for him. He screamed once more " Are you planning to just order salad?!!" She sensed for first time that she just ordered salads. She looked around with hope that she could see something interesting. Then she saw her favourite rice. She happily ordered it. Subhash smiled. He got excellent idea. He could order all. He called waiter. He first ordered her items then he gave big list of his food items each one loaded with calaries. She felt so shocked but she didn't say anything. She just kept quiet. She was so sad. She wanted to stop him from eating it. She knew that it was not healthy but he was eating it before her. It was wonderful for him. She was enjoying herself once that type of food but now she just hated it. She waited with patience. His food entered on table very soon. He tried to offer her some. She took little bit but she didn't like it that much now. She felt that it had too much spice inside. She knew that it would damage her health. Soon her food entered. Subhash didn't want to share it so they remained stuck to food they ordered. She was happy with this. Subhash didn't sense it. He was so busy in eating his favourite food. Then finally it was over. Entire time they just kept eating peacefully. It seemed as if they had nothing to share with each other. Finally they came back. Then they once again opened their work started working. Subhash was no longer interested in chatting with her. He sensed that his entire plan was big failure. He was so upset about it. But he didn't want to express it. He wanted to try again. Then kids started calling her. She went out to them. She was looking so much younger. He hated this improvement. He wanted her to feel inferior but now she was clearly became superior than him. He needed to hide it from her so he wanted to plan. He was planning inside while Rina started to tell kids about hotel. She even managed to brought some food for them. Kids smiled laughed and enjoyed themselves. Suddenly she became their favourite Mom. It seemed that weight loss even managed to win their heart.
Rina was so pleased by weight loss that she started to work hard on it. Soon she managed to become normal weight person. People started to tell her that she was perfect and she wouldn't lose more weight now. She knew that it was impossible. But she began to sense another thing. Subhash was getting overweight. She didn't want to say anything because it might hurt him. But she didn't understand why did he kept bringing that food on daily basis. Everytime when he bought some food, he immediately started insisting that other should eat it. He specially tried to force her in eating it. Every day arguments kept happening. He always insisted that she must eat. But that day it went beyond her hand. He came in hall and started calling her. He had bought deep fried potatoes. He started pushing them towards her. He began to scream " If you really love me then you must eat them." It was so strange. She smiled and ate one. But she immediately started to feel strange in stomach. She just couldn't able to digest it. She didn't understand why but she was so upset. But then she sensed that kids were scared too. Her kids were standing as far away as possible form their father. He screamed on them too. " Why are you trying to hide? Come down and eat." " But Daddy I don't want it!!" Subhash took out his shoes without second thought and threw it towards kid. She started crying in pain. Rina ran towards children. It was clear that shoes managed to hurt her daughter. But Subhash came running towards her. He slapped her with full force. She was so shocked. She never expected this from her husband. She thought that such things just happen in poor uneducated families. But she was slapped for first time and she decided that it was enough. She ran to room. She began to pack bags without second thought. She knew that life might not be easy but she saw bruises on her daughter's face when she ran in her room. Kids followed her. Kids " Mom where will we go?" " Well first in house of your grandmother. She left it for me in her will." She started crying. Her Mom was really concerned about her. It was so frustrating. She didn't have her Mom now. She wanted to cry but she didn't. She smiled and told kids " We have one house. We can start from it.." Kids agreed. Luckily her kids were not so greedy. " Mom Dad is strange person he kept talking about you in wrong way. We don't want him around that much." She nodded. She wanted to ask what did he say but she decided not to dig. She controlled her tears and did packing. When they came out, Subhash came running towards them. It was so frustrating. But they managed to get out of that house. Rina was so shocked. She didn't understood when did thing turned in such wrong way. They supposed to be hopeful. She never sensed when Subhash began to act this way. She looked at her daughter's face. It was hurt. She decided that she must go to Doctor first. She went to her family doctor and told him all. Doctor " I heard Subhash had some mental trouble for long rime." " What? I never sense it." " You can't since he was hiding it from you. I saw him many times talking on road." Rina shivered. Then Doctor suggested to talk with lawyer. She nodded. She called her lawyer friend. They began to discuss all. First they filed Police complaint. Cops arrested him. She knew that after this there would be big drama. His sister came to console her and started abusing her in few seconds. According to her she was the one who managed to hit daughter herself and asking for money now. Finally she needed to call watchman. Then next day another relative came Subhash kept sending relatives until she didn't took transfer by her office. Kids were so scared that they agreed to change school too. They settled their new life there. She kept going back for her divorce it was her only contact with life she left behind. No one supported her but she knew that she did right thing. She couldn't stay with Subhash who just wanted to keep her under his thumb. He didn't want her love. He just wanted wife to control her. But no one sensed it. They just discussed from what they saw from outside. But she didn't care. She just wanted her freedom and she got it.
The End
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