Saturday, November 24, 2018

Adventure story. 372. Confident side of Seema

                                          Confident side of Seema
'Seema was sitting in corner of train. She was not desparate for admiration. She was never felt desparate. But she slowly looked around. She sensed every one was looking at her. She just moved her hair and she sensed that all men were showing desire for her. Even little baby who was sleeping in Mom's hand. She was so happy. She knew that God gifted her with special beauty. She was admired even by baby. She felt so pleased. She began to smile. She started laughing.' Vishal was sleeping by his wife Seema. He was disturbed when she suddenly began to laugh. It was scary. In night he started to hear sound of laugh. He shivered with fear. It was totally dark. Vishal had strange fear of darkness from childhood. As adult he managed to hide them very well. He began to move ahead happily in life. He managed to hide it all. But today when he heard strange laugh. He shivered with fear. He ran towards window without second thought. He started searching for monster. He didn't sense that it was laughing sound of woman. He was so scared. He looked out of garden. There were just trees and wind. He began to imagine many monster behind them. He shivered with fear. He kept looking at moon. It was looking scary too. Moonlight was increasing his fear instead of giving him pleasure with beauty. Then after sometime he sensed that it was coming from behind. He turned around. He saw that it was his wife Seema. He felt so upset. He looked at her when he saw her then he began to hate her more. He never liked her. He never wanted to marry her. He was after another girl. He kept following her like mad man. But she didn't seem to be fond of him. He tried so hard. He kept visiting her. He still remembered that how much efforts he took to impress her. But finally she chose different man. He thanked him for support when she was in destress. She acted as if he was her counselor and there was never anything between them. He smiled and nodded too. Since it looked better when he stood before man whom she chosen instead of him. He didn't want to appear like some loser. Then her husband asked him before all on wedding stage " So when you are planning to marry?" He took deep breath and said "Soon." After that he had no option but he had to chose another girl. This time he took help of his parents. They suggested a rich girl with big inheritance. On that moment without second thought he agreed. So Seema was rich and good looking. He didn't understand at beginning why she agreed to marry him. But slowly he sensed that she was stupid. She was so low in IQ that she didn't even pass her 10 th exam in first try. He didn't felt concerned about it at that time. He felt that she could sit in home and take care of kids. It was perfect. But after marriage he sensed his mistake. She didn't understand him. Whenever he tried to talk something intellectual, she started looking out of window. She didn't understand any of those things. He thought that he might need to encourage her. He bought some books but she hardly read them. In case of child they didn't even received success on that front in life so he began to feel his entire discussion was mistake. He wanted to change those steps. But it was too late. He looked around. This flat was in his life because of her only. Her Dad didn't have dowery but he helped him to get good job and now he was on top of ladder. He knew that if he behaved wrongly with her. He was going to suffer. After all what happened was not her mistake. It was so confused situation. He was so upset. He just took wrong decision which managed to effect him. He looked at his wife, Seema was laughing in strange way. Her fat body was moving in a way as if she was catwalk. She was looking so disgusting. He didn't want to see her like that any more. He started moving her. " Wake up..wake up." She woke up with strange smile. It immediately vanished when she saw face of her husband. He screamed " What's wrong with you? Why you are dancing like that in sleep? Due to your weight entire bed was moving." Seema felt so sad. She was use to be beautiful and slim. But during treatment for child she lost all. She knew that it was not her mistake. She was fine but still she didn't understand what was wrong. She said " Sorry!!" She went in Kitchen to drink water while coming back in bedroom she stopped towards mirror. It was clear that she lost her beauty completely. She was so sad. Few days after marriage she sensed that she married to wrong man. She sensed that he was in love with some other girl. He wanted her to become like her which was impossible. She always regretted her decision to marrying him. Her parents felt that he was good man. They did lots of inquiries and it all came positive so she married to this fellow. But it was all wrong. She started to return in bedroom but then she felt so scared what if she dreamt again. Then she looked at sofa cum bed in hall. She was about to sleep on it when she heard his scream. " Where are you? I am waiting for you." She never understood why he said that he never wanted her. But still every day he kept insisting that she must sleep in bedroom with him. She went inside while feeling scared.
       Seema was so pale when she returned. Now this managed to irritate Vishal more. Vishal " What happened? Why you are looking so pale as if you have seem ghost?" " No..no.. I was just drinking water." He was so frustrated. " Why you keep looking so scared. I am not some criminal or monster who is going to harm you." " No..no it was dream." " Dream?!! But in dream you were laughing. Now don't tell me you laugh when you see monster." She was confused now. She decided that she should keep quiet. But he was already bursting in anger. " What's wrong with you? Can't you at least sleep peacefully?" She didn't say anything but she started to get panic. She didn't understand what she supposed to say. He screamed " Why are you watching my face like that? You are idiot!!" She didn't say anything. Finally he started to sleep so he told her " Go to sleep." She just slept on bed. She kept back towards him since this time she was really crying. She started to feel so upset that she could not sleep. She wanted to cry that night. But she never wanted to feel so humiliated every day she kept sensing one thing that she did big mistake by marrying this man. She was so upset. She didn't want to sleep in that room. She sensed one thing that she couldn't go back and she couldn't come ahead so she had no option. She slowly went towards balcony. She looked down. It was too down but she didn't help feeling hope that finally it all would be over after her death. She started to look in sky. She saw perfect full moon. She began to feel so happy after watching it. She suddenly began to feel so confident. She smiled and jumped down. This time Vishal woke up due to voice of falling. He was so confused then he noticed Seema was not sleeping beside him. She was fallen from bed. He went near her. He was so upset. She managed to woke him up second time.  He decided that he suffered enough and he kicked her. Then she suddenly woke up. There was strange haunted look in her eyes. She stood and took one walking stick from corner and started hitting him. He kept screaming but she didn't stop. Finally he just ran out of house. He sat against door. He shivered with fear. He sensed that it was not his wife. He began to feel so confused. Inside room Seema looked carefully. She didn't understand how could she managed to do it. But she was happy about it. She felt strange power inside her. She felt strange strength. But she was not mad. She was just pretending and Vishal believed it. She knew that Vishal was scared of ghost so she decided to create one. She decided that she must pretend next morning that she didn't remember anything. She smiled. She began to sense strange power of confidence inside. She started to plan another identity of person whom she could present as ghost. She started planning all stories. She began to plan a story of her dead sister Urvashi. She wanted it to be perfect story. She knew that it needed some proofs too. She smiled happily. She truly started to enjoy this game. She suddenly got plan. She decided that she could create artificial photos. But for that she needed few pictures. She took out all those old album from attic. She brought them all in house since they were her best companions after marriage whenever Vishal started insulting her. She started to watch them and began to relax her soul. She took them out. She was alone in every picture. Then she suddenly located a maid of her childhood. She saw that maid's daughter was near by. She was so thrilled. She found wonderful idea. She could add this photo with her. She started to create wonderful idea to scare Vishal to death. She started laughing. She loved idea of revenge. She wanted to be free but to do that she must scare him otherwise he would keep dominating her. She decided that she must start next plan. She planned to make joker of him before all. She smiled. Then she took deep breath. She suddenly began to feel like normal scared Seema. She shivered and ran towards Vishal. She said in slow and sad voice. " What happened? Why you are sitting outside?" " You were..." She started feeling strange pleasure. She knew that he was not going to claim it before public. She kept patience. When he didn't answer, she said slowly " Can I open door?". He agreed. She slowly opened it. She suddenly began to feel so sad. She hugged him and started crying. He was confused. She began to apologize. He was confused too. He asked " But why did you hit me like that?" She was so scared. She needed to control her emotions but suddenly she was helpless. She kept crying. Her every thought of revenge managed to vanish from her soul. She felt so hurt. She started to cry with sympathy from heart. She told herself that she would not do it again. That night she slept once again. This time her sleep was dreamless.
       When Seema woke up, she was feeling fresh. She decided that she would pack tiffin for Vishal then she could go for jog. She needed to just relax. She started cooking food when Vishal came from behind and hit her strong on back. Her stomach hit on platform and she once again sensed strange energy. He screamed " You are going to hit me!!?" She suddenly began to plan. She took out knife. She started showing it's blade. He saw strange shine in her eyes and backed away. He was planning to teach her lesson today. How could she dare to hit him. He was her husband. Until now she never acted like that. He started to remember if she was aggressive ever before. He couldn't remember any much moment. She was always submissive and obidient. She was so angry today. Still he felt that she was just threatening her so he tried to hit her again. But this time she cut him with knife and started laughing. " You are so funny!! You saw my weapon still came ahead to hurt me. You are too brave." He started nursing his wound. It was not deep one but still it was bleeding. He screamed " How could you attack me with knife? I will call Police."She started laughing. Seema knew that she was wrong but she felt strange happiness. Seema " Go ahead call them. Tell them your wife is torturing you daily. Go..go.." Vishal was shocked. He never acted this way with her. He never even slapped her. He knew that he could file complaint and she would be in serious trouble. But he didn't like idea of complaining that way. His ego was getting hurt. He decided that he must not argue now specially when knife was in her hand. He sensed one thing that she was normal. He decided that he must ran away from his house as soon as possible. When he left room, she felt so upset. She didn't want to take revenge but he kept pushing her. She knew one thing now that she must move ahead with her plan. Today she lost her control in her anger. She managed to hit him with knife. She could have killed him. She shivered with fear. She didn't want to land in jail. She was so frustrated. She decided that she needed help. She immediately called her Mom. " Mom please come as soon as possible." " Why? What happened? Are you sick?" " No Mom. I am in big trouble." Her Mom sounded nervous now. "Did your husband hurt you?!! From beginning I was against that marriage." She screamed " Mom listen to me. I am in big trouble. I can't tell it on phone." " But your father is not here now.." " Mom forget all and just come." Her Mom immediately agreed. After that was supposed to feel nervous but suddenly she was relaxed. She was no longer frustrated. She began to feel so normal that she started cooking. She began to feel so perfect. She started to think that she just needed little bit help from her parents. When her parents came, she smiled happily towards them. Her Dad looked upset. " You are okay? Your Mom was creating so much drama without cause." " No Dad I was not fine on that time and my situation is not still improved. " Then she started to point towards Sofa. " First sit on them. Then we will discuss." Her parents nodded. They sat then she gave them snacks that she just cooked. Then slowly she started explaining them step by step. Her parents looked nervous. Her Mom " You can't do that to him?" "Why?!! Mom he cheated me. He didn't love me still he married me. He kept taunting me. I can't even have kids just because of him." Her Dad " I don't get it. Did he suggested to go for abortion?" She was so confused. She knew that Vishal never did that. But he never even came to Doctor with her. " Did he came to Doctor with us for treatment?" Mom " He was busy but he promised to come on next appointment." " These are just lies. Mom I feel he is doing it to hide his fault." " But how could he know it without check up?!!" " Dad you are so straight forward!!" Her Dad was shocked to hear that until now he never considered straight forward. He was always considered shrewd. Some one called even cunning. But no one called him innocent and simple. But Seema was saying it with her eyes. He was so upset. " Dad he knew all. He must had done check up before. Maybe for his last girlfriend?!! I feel rejected him for same reason." Mom " But why?" She was so upset. Her Mom was confusing her. She tried hard to control her anger and finally screamed " Because she wanted baby and he couldn't give her one!!" She said it in such way that they all kept quiet and her parents didn't dare to question her further. She smiled and began to tell them her plan. But her parents started to look angry. Her parents stood up. Her Dad " We are not going to support in this nonsense. " Her Mom nodded too. Seema started to feel sad. She said " Fine. At least don't tell it to anyone." Her Dad gave angry look and went away. Her Mom gave her sad look and followed him. But she smiled. She had plan for this situation too.
       Seema was so upset by these entire situation. Her moods were keep swinging time to time. She kept feeling frustrated sometimes and other times she was on clouds of happiness. She didn't like this at all. She just wanted to quit her idea of revenge so she went in Kitchen and started cooking. She looked every thing in perfect way. The way Vishal liked. She was happy. She felt that she was compensating for her misbehavior. She was waiting for Vishal in window. When she saw his car, she ran down with intention to greet him. Vishal was so scared when he saw her. Vishal shivered with fear. He was not planning to stay in his home today. He wanted to sleep in his friend's flat. He was so scared of her. Morning managed to increase fear in his soul regarding her. Yesterday she just hit him with stick but today she had knife. Tomorrow it could be gun. But getting gun was not easy in country so it could be poison. He shivered with fear. He called his old friend. His old friend Piyush took call. " Piyush how are you?" " Perfect!! You are calling after so many days what happened?" " Nothing. Did I need cause to call you?" " No you don't." Piyush started laughing happily and then that line came for which Vishal was hoping in fact praying. Piyush " Why don't you come to my house today for dinner?" " But your wife?!!" " "Ohh I forgot totally about her." Piyush laughed loudly. " You know me. I am rich man with big house. I don't have that much problem regarding place. I own big bangalow. My wife have separate room and kids have their rooms. I even have servant quater!!" " But I heard your Dad thrown you out of will." Vishal joked. Piyush "No..no. I have poisoned him before that." They both laughed then Piyush said " Don't worry. My father is perfect and healthy. He took largest room in house and every day keep cursing my wife and kids. But every one tolerate him for money." They both laughed again. Vishal knew that Piyush's father was not kind man. He was always pain in neck for Piyush. But Piyush needed to handle him carefully. Piyush's heart was big than his house. He was always kind to people. But his house was not that big so he said " Let's go to some hotel. We can stay together like old days." " Yes our college days and then discuss girls." They started laughing again. Piyush " I know hotel just perfect for us." Vishal jumped with joy. " I will call other friends too." Vishal didn't like this idea. He wanted to keep it private. He knew that Piyush's next idea would be of picnic. He wanted to sit peacefully on that day. He decided that it was not working so he just said good bye. Piyush tried to chat. But he just disconnected call. He had to return home. He was so confused. When he saw Seema running towards him. He shivered with fear. He didn't come out of car. But watchman started to look at him with suspicion and he had to come out. He gave one forced smile. He came out. Seema came near him. She hugged him and started to say " Sorry" in low voice. He was so confused. When he went  home, she started to serve him food. She was trying her best to impress him. But he just kept wishing that he was with his first love who betrayed him. He was totally lost. Seema was happy at first but then soon she sensed that he was not listening to her. He was lost in his thoughts. She began to get angry then she controlled her anger. She kept serving. Vishal was so upset. He knew that she was just doing drama and he didn't want to be part of it. Vishal " Food is good but why you are pretending these things?" Seema was confused. " I am not pretending. I am saying sorry and promising it will not happen again." Vishal was so angry. Vishal stood up and threw his dinner on her face. " I am not weak. You can't hit me every day as per your wish." He threw that hot dinner on her face she started to feel those burns and her anger rose again. She felt strange sense of energy inside. She stood up. " Really you don't want mercy from me? Okay I will not give it." She came near him. She started to hit him with such extraordinary strength that he never sensed she had. He tried to hit back but it was useless. He began to feel so many pains in his body. He began to feel that she was going to kill him. Finally she got tired. She went back to eat dinner. She ate it and went to sleep. He kept shivering in fear and pain. He felt that he was lucky to escape with just bruises. He didn't manage to fracture himself. On that point his phone rang. It was Piyush. He took call. " Where are you? Did you forgot I said I will wait before your house?!!" Vishal sensed that he didn't hear Piyush's last sentence due to frustration. Vishal " I am coming." Vishal felt so hopeful. He found way to escape. He looked at door. He ran towards it. He unlocked it without second thought and ran out. Seema saw him. She ran towards him. She was more fast then him. She took hold of him. She pushed him inside. But this time he didn't give up. He kept trying towards door. After sometime she suddenly stopped. She lost interest in him. He opened door and ran away. He went out. Piyush was shocked to see his condition. " What happened?" He just smiled and said " Nothing. Let's go." First they went to hospital.
        When Vishal entered in hospital, he went to his Doctor. Doctor had strange smile on his face. Doctor " Ohh so this time you fell from staircase instead of your wife?!! But I must say you are more injured." Doctor started treating him and asked " Did she gave contract to people?" " No she did it all by herself." Doctor nodded sadly. Piyush was confused. Piyush " What happened?" Doctor " Your friend's wife is my patient for long time. Your friend is expert in throwing anger on his wife." " What?!! I can't believe it." Vishal " She is so stupid. She is nothing like Ritu!!" Piyush was so angry. " So you are still in love with Ritu. Did you meet her?" " No..no it is not about her. She never met me." " No it is not about her. It is about you. It was never her mistake. It was your mistake!!" " But she showed hopes to me." " No she didn't. You turn her line in way which suited you. She just showed decency of not slapping you. Many times I wished I should have told this to you before. Our common friend once told me that she was so irritated by you that she started avoiding friends. Just because of you!! Do you understand my words? You have destroyed lives of two women!!" Vishal was angry now. " What happened with Seema was not my mistake!! She is mad from beginning." " Really and who told this to you?" Doctor " When she first came here she was perfect. But last time she came something was wrong with her. She kept insisting that you have killed her baby when she was not pregnant. Did you went to Doctor regarding not having child?" Vishal looked frustrated. " No. I don't care." " Did she ever become pregnant and suffered abortion?" "No.." Doctor " I think you are lying." Vishal started to look upset. Vishal " Fine. Once she was pregnant. At that time we were just married so I don't care much. I don't know how but she fall in kitchen and she had abortion. It was not my fault." " But you don't have time even to console her." Vishal angrily " My child died due to her negligence why should I console her?" Piyush was so shocked. Piyush " You are inhuman!!" Doctor " At this point I feel she need treatment and you are not the one who can do it. Will you give me number of her parents?" Vishal didn't like this idea. "Why?" " Do you want her to hit you every day like that?" Vishal started to look scared now. " You think that she will keep doing it again and again?" " I don't just think I am sure about it." He shivered and gave number. When Doctor called, he sensed that her parents were on verge of nervous breakdown. Her Dad " My advice to her regarding marrying that man was biggest mistake. Now she seem to lost her mind. She was pregnant once after marriage her child got aborted due to accident but she seemed to forgot all." Doctor " Will you come here with her?" " Yes." Doctor called psychiatrist and explained all to him. He arranged emergency appointment. Doctor " Vishal I feel you must leave." "But she is my wife." " She could try to kill you." " What?" Vishal shivered and went away. Doctor laughed. Then Seema came with her parents. She was normal on that point. Then they went to psychiatrist. Psychiatrist start talking with her. She told all. " I don't like him anymore. But I don't want to hit him...but I must love him since he is my husband." " Don't force him in your mind just because he is your husband. You are suffering Disassociate personality disorder. This is happening due to your distrubed married life. In this disorder you feel as if you have two or more personality inside." Seema started laughing. " This can't be happening. This happen only in movies or TV series." " No..this happen. I just advise you to stay away from your husband until you are not cured or I advise you that it's okay. " Her Dad " Don't worry. I called lawyer. We are planning to file Divorce." Psychiatrist modded. Suddenly Seema smiled and said " But I was enjoying staying with him now a days." Her parents gave confused look. But Psychiatrist gave confident smile. Psychiatrist turned to her parents and said " I want to take  Seema alone for sometime. You are Seema right?" Seema smiled and said " How else I can be? Do you have  defect   in remembering things or is it a joke? I am just confident side of Seema?" Psychiatrist said slowly to her parents, " I need to keep her here for few days. Is it okay?" They nodded with tears in eyes. Psychiatrist smiled and said " Don't worry. I will call you back regarding her. She will be fine soon." They nodded and went out regretting their mistake that they married their beautiful and innocent daughter to such heartless man.
                                                                              The End

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