That voice
Samira was so excited about this camp. She wanted to something on her own. She wanted to prove world that she was big girl now. She started moving in camp when she sensed that all other girls were so forward. They all managed to live free life while she always kept moving inside shadow's of her parents. Now she wanted to move out of it. She wanted to be treated like grown up. She had one big opportunity in this camp to prove herself. But until now she started to sense that she seemed like most loser in every thing. She didn't know how to handle things in camp. On each and every point she needed some one to tell her what she supposed to do. Those girls were getting irritated by her. She just wished only if she had to read about camping somewhere before coming but she had full faith on her cousin Prita. She felt that Prita would help her in every thing. But it didn't seem to be true. Prita was busy in talking and enjoying company of other girls. Prita knew every thing but she was so busy in helping others with camping things that she didn't have time for her. Prita was expert in cooking at camping so every one was impressed by her. After all it was not easy to cook in camping. But Prita knew everything so she was important to all. Prita kept volunteering for everything. Each time when she was chosen for some job. She came to Samira and request her to adjust. Samira just didn't understand why did she drag her in it if she never wanted to stay with her. But soon she sensed cause. It was her parents. They wanted her to go on that camp where they felt it was safe. They thought Prita would keep her safe. But Samira sensed one thing that Prita was not interested in keeping her safe. She just wanted to enjoy her camping. Other girls were also encouraging it. After all Prita was not her teacher. Samira supposed to know all. Now Samira was little bit hungry. She decided that she wanted some food. But she knew that she could just take it from pot. She had to earn it. She looked around for teacher when one girl talked with other girl " That Samira is totally useless. She don't able to do anything." " Yes you are right. She is good for nothing. But we have to adjust with her or teacher would come screaming on us." " But she didn't able to do any work. She is weak in everything. Yesterday we were walking. We all ran fast but Samira!! She is so slow." " True. She will make us all slow. We need to stop for her every time. I want to enjoy camping but we are babysitting her." " So true." When she heard this, she felt so sad. She just wished from heart only if she was little strong. She was so confused. She was not strong enough to get anything. Then she decided that she could move on her own. She became excited again. She started to move ahead in search of water. She kept going ahead. She was very careful while walking on road. She didn't took any shortcuts. But she didn't able to locate any water around. But soon she sensed that she managed to confuse her way back to camp. Now this was her worst nightmare. She was in forest and she didn't able to locate either water or camp. She began to feel more like loser. She didn't want to find this way. She started searching hard when she suddenly stuck in something. She was so shocked. She looked down. It was some strange plant. She felt so upset by it. She started trying to free herself it when she sensed some one was coming near her. That was a strong hand. He took hold of her. She was so scared. She felt that it was going to be painful. When suddenly her camp teacher appeared out of nowhere, she screamed on that man. " What are you doing? Who are you? Leave her." That man pushed her away and ran in forest. She was still shivering. Teacher " Are you alright?" Samira nodded. That man didn't do anything to her except holding her for few seconds so she couldn't say it harmed her. She had to say that everything was just fine. Teacher " You must not move in forest like that. Special in this side many campers come here. You are lucky that this fellow didn't harm you." Samira kept nodding. But she was shivering inside her soul. She sensed it on that time suddenly one voice which told her. ' You are coward. Why don't you kick him? You are such a loser.' She looked around. She didn't see person but she clearly heard that voice. She was so confused. But her teacher was screaming her to hurry up so she came running after teacher. She knew that no one was there then how did she heard voice. She felt that this man must be hidden inside forest. She decided that she would not go near forest again.
When Samira returned to camp, she felt that she couldn't stop feeling scared. But teacher showed off as if every thing was normal. Samira started to go near Prita when her teacher stopped her. Teacher " You must not tell this incidence to any one. It will destroy your reputation. I know that man didn't able to do anything to you. But world will assume worst. Just this about it's effect on your future. You have just manage to pass graduation. You must be planning to marry a nice boy. Right?" Samira nodded. She knew her parents had already started to search. But she was more interested in getting independent before tying knot. But what happened today managed to scare her to death. She also wanted to forget it. Samira " I just wish to forget whole incidence." " Great." Then teacher went away. Samira could clearly see teacher was smiling. Then she suddenly heard that voice again. " You are so coward that teacher manage to fool you. Just let me manage your thinking and I will do wonders." Samira was so confused. She sensed something was wrong. She didn't able to see person but she was clearly hear someone talking. Samira " Who are you? and where are you?" Suddenly that voice managed to vanish in thin air. Samira started working. Her teacher gave her job to cut vegetables. She liked that job it was easy and no one was complaining against her due to it. She hated it when they taunt her. She preferred to do those job where she was not needed that much. She was doing it carefully. When she suddenly sensed a voice in her mind " Come on you can't just hide everything can you?" She looked around. " Why are you searching me outside I am inside you?" Then she suddenly sensed those words were coming from her mouth only. She was so confused. She couldn't believe it. She was talking even when she didn't want to. That voice " You can't control me. I can control you. You are nothing but a loser. That teacher managed to move you on her finger. That man touched you but she didn't punish him since she knew him." Samira didn't want to talk to that voice but she had to after this allegation. " No this is not possible." That voice " Then why don't you just let me check her tent in night?" Samira " Do as you wish but I am not part of it?" " I know you are nothing but a loser. But I am not like you. I want to prove it." Samira started to answer that voice when suddenly another girl came. That girl " What are you doing? You are talking to yourself?!!" Samira " No..no..I was singing a song." " Stop lying. I have heard you clearly. You were talking to yourself. Do you have any medical problem?" Samira started to shiver. She never had any problem like this. Samira " No. I always like to talk to myself just for sake of fun. My bad habit." " Bad habit? You seem like totally mad person who should be in mental asylum instead of camping." That girl started laughing on her. Samira felt so upset. She was looking at that girl's hand. That girl also had one habit. It was moving fingers through her hair. She suddenly wished only if she could cut those hairs. Then suddenly voice came out of her mouth before she could control. " Cut them." That girl " Cut what?" Samira felt confused then she found answer " Vegetables." That girl " But it is your job not mine and remember one thing. You can't order Reva like that." " Sorry Reva. I was just asking for some help." " Really? From beginning of camp you just kept asking for help regarding every thing. Don't you feel shame for acting like that? I mean how much you expect us to help you? You need to do at least little things with your own hand. Next thing you might demand that we start even feeding food to you like baby." Then that girl started laughing. Samira " Sorry. I will not do that again." Reva " Bye bye and cut them properly or teacher might just send you in that forest alone." Then Reva started laughing. Samira was so confused. She felt that Reva knew it. Her teacher might had back stabbed her. That voice " She might blame it all on you. If you don't say it to others. she might say it was your boyfriend only." " But he was old man." " Yes but if you keep quiet people will believe her not you. Any way today I am going to do some cutting first." Samira " Do what you want but I am not part of it?" Then she started cutting her vegetables again.
Samira kept working on every small thing on that day. Her teacher also managed to keep her away from other girls and busy. After Reva her teacher made sure that no one came to disturb her. Samira kept working hard but that voice kept telling her new plans. She just didn't understood when she got friendly with that voice. That voice was telling her that she was not bad but those people were harassing her. She needed to fight back but she didn't want to do that. She just kept ignoring that voice but she sensed one thing that something was not right with her. But she couldn't cure it now. She needed to go home for it. She kept thinking about good things. She hoped that soon that voice would stop and she would no longer hear her. She started working. That day she went to sleep early no one minded. After all they didn't care. Just Prita inquired about her as formality but Samira could clearly saw that it was out of fear of her parents that not due to affection. She just didn't like it. She wanted true affection. She went to sleep. She never accepted that she would sleep so soon. But she fall asleep very soon. Then she suddenly woke up at night. She tried to look around. But she sensed her head was not moving. Then she tried to talk but she could no longer talk. Suddenly she saw her hand went in her bag. She didn't understand what did her hands were doing. But her hand kept searching. She finally found a scissor. She took it out with her own hand. She wanted to stop her hands but she was watching it all like audience. She was so shocked. She saw that she stood up with scissor. Then she heard that voice again. Voice " Now you have given me permission to do whatever I want so I will act as per my wish." Samira wanted to scream on her and stop that voice. But it just kept moving ahead. She soon sensed that she managed to enter in tent. She was shocked when she saw that it was tent of Reva. She entered in it. She wanted to stop her body. It was not possible. Her body was moving with her own wishes. Then she sensed that she was smiling while looking at Reva. Samira wanted to stop when she sensed that she went near Reva. She wanted to just close her eyes. But even her eyes were not in control. She saw that she went near Reva's bed. She was glad that she was not making noise. Then she took hold of Reva's hair. She smiled and started cutting them. She was so scared. Then Reva turned in sleep. But Samira managed to handle it. But she kept cutting her hair slowly. Samira was watching with her eyes how did her hands managed to make Reva ugly. She managed to cut her hair in such way that they were beyond repair. She knew that after this cutting Reva's hair didn't able to get proper hair cut for long time. She knew that she had to stop her hand. But it seemed to work only on that voice. She needed to stop. But it didn't stop until it didn't damaged her hair totally. Then she saw her hand took out one bag. They managed to gather all hairs. Then they put scissor inside that bag. Then she went out. She saw that she went in far away corner where she found a valley. She threw it inside it. Then she suddenly came to senses. Her hand was in her control again. That voice " Bye. Now you can move as you wish. My work is done." Samira was so scared. She tried to talk. She could talk now. She was perfect now. She knew that she couldn't convince any one this incidence. She ran back to her tent. She took breathe of relief when she sensed that every one was sleeping. She went back to sleep. She knew that it was going to be hard for her but still she managed to sleep. She started to sense relief. She didn't want to stay awake. She didn't want to remember what she did. That voice ordered her. Suddenly she once again heard that voice. " I have not order it. You let me to do it." She started shivering. She didn't understand what was happening to her. It seemed as if some one was staying inside her. But that voice kept talking out of her mouth. That voice " Since I am you and you are me. Stop pretending." Then Samira screamed " I am not you." Then Prita woke up in night. " Samira!! What happened?" That voice started talking " I heard some footsteps near our camp. I even went out to search. But no one was there." " You are imagining." Prita was clearly thinking that she was coward. That Voice " But someone was there near that tent.." " Go back to sleep Samira. Give me break." Then Prita went back to sleep. That voice " So you are out of risk so sleep now." Samira knew that she did wrong thing but she was out of risk now. She decided to sleep. She didn't want to look odd in morning when Reva was going to create scene. Since she knew that it was going to be horrible, she needed to create proper story. But then she knew that voice would do it so she went to sleep. She decided that she would handle that voice later with help of her parents. Then she fall asleep quietly.
Samira woke up by Reva's scream. She ran out of tent. Then she saw that Reva was crying like mad person every one was gathered around her. They all were discussing. Samira was so scared. She wanted to vanish. But Prita came near her. Prita " My god!! Samira you were telling right yesterday. There was someone near Reva's tent." Before Samira could stop her. Prita ran to teacher and started telling every thing. Suddenly every one started to look at Samira. Samira started to shiver. She felt them managed to guess her lie. Then Reva came near her and took hold of her shoulder. She started to shaking her. Samira was so scared when suddenly that voice came out of her mouth. That voice " Why are you hurting me? I have done nothing. I even tried to catch them guy. Ask Prita?" Reva suddenly left her and ran to Prita. " Is she telling truth?" Pari nodded. Reva went to her and slapped her. Prita was so shocked. Prita screamed " This is not fair. What I suppose to do?" " You suppose to join Samira in that search. Did you went out with her? No you don't. You don't want to waste your beauty sleep for any one. That weak and slow Samira tried to catch that man alone. It was impossible for her to catch him. But still I need to give respect to that useless girl that she at least tried." Samira could clearly sensed anger inside her veins. Reva was still insulting her. Then Samira spoke " I cut your hairs." She said it in her voice. But Reva didn't seem to believe her. Reva started laughing. Reva " Whom are you trying to hide? Is it Prita? Scared and weak girl like you can't be that strong." Samira wanted to say something. But then that voice took hold of her again. " I mean I saw who cut hair. I saw that man but he was too far away to see with eyes." Reva " Man? Did we have other people around our camp? I thought we are far away from civilization." She turned to teachers. Teachers " Few people might be around but why did they cut your hairs? Be logical." Reva " Can't you see some one cut my hair? Do you believe I did this to myself? Just tell me." Then Reva started crying loudly. Slowly Prita also started crying. It must be effect of slap. She was feeling hurt too. Samira just watched it. She knew that no one was going to believe her truth. They just believe in lies that voice told them. She was so scared. She just kept watching all. Teacher kept denying existence of any person. But Samira knew that it was not true. Samira was shocked. It was clear to her that voice was telling truth that teacher was trying to hide that man. She felt that he must be related to her. She was so shocked. But she sensed that Reva didn't believe her. She pushed teacher away. She came near Samira and asked her hysterical way " Tell me. Did you see a man here?" Samira nodded. Teacher screamed on Samira " Are you stupid? If you tell them what happen then it will create impact on your reputation." Samira started shivering. Then suddenly that voice started talking " Why did it effect my reputation? I kicked that man before he could able to do any thing to me. But you are the one who send me to get things." " I don't. You were lost in forest." Reva " And he entered in my tent and cut my hair why?" That voice spoke from mouth of Samira " He is sadist, I feel he is friend of teacher." Teacher screamed " Stop lying," She took hold of Samira's hand in hard way. It started to hurt. Samira started to apologize. She was glad that voice was not interfering now. She just ran in her tent. She didn't went out of her tent for entire day. Her teacher just send a girl to give her food. She could still heard Reva's cries. She knew that she did all. She wanted to tell it but she was too scared and she knew that this voice would enter on any time. She kept inside her tent. But then she thought that she needed to talk to her Mom. She knew that her Mom would help her. She slowly started to searching for mobile. She found it. But when she started to sense for signal, she found none. She sensed one thought that she needed to call. She got out and started to wander around for signal. But then she stopped in her tracks. She didn't want to be alone again. She was so scared that man would come and take hold of her again. She went back inside tent. She was shivering. Then she spend her entire day inside tent. It was horrible day for her. Soon Prita came to join her too. Prita was also crying. Prita " This is too much. It was all mistake of teacher and we all are getting punished. Why don't you told me before about that man?" Samira " I was scared." Prita " We must call our parents." Samira " I tried but I don't get range." Even Prita was not ready to go out. Prita " I think we need more powerful phone. Reva had one strong mobile." Prita started going out. When suddenly that voice came " Stop. If you go out before teacher, she might take hold of your mobile too." Prita smiled. " She couldn't do that to Reva. Reva had came with her group and those girls were strong enough to teach her lesson." Samira nodded. Then Prita went out. Samira kept sitting inside tent for long time. Soon she heard voice of Police car. Then she had no option but she had to go out. Police started talking to Reva then they came to Samira. Samira was so scared. But still she answered them properly. It was lady officer. She was more interested in description of man. Soon teacher confessed that he was her boyfriend. They searched for him. Then he was showed to them. Samira identified him. He confessed that he took hold of Samira but denied regarding cutting Reva's hair. Reva was so angry. But Reva said that Samira could press charges and then she went home in Police car. That lady Officer started to talking to Samira alone. Samira decided that she must tell it all. She began to talk but suddenly that voice started telling. It was lying again. Finally those cops recorded statement. Then even Samira was taken home in Police car. She was shivering entire time. She ran inside her house as soon as she saw it. She hugged her Mom and kept crying. Her Mom was so confused. But lady officer told everything to her. She told that her Mom must took her to Doctor since it must be checked that she was fine. Her Mom nodded. She decided that they must not wait so they immediately went to Hospital.
A Doctor checked her. Doctor came out with smile. Doctor " She is just fine. Nothing is wrong with her. it was just stress." Then Doctor started to talking to Samira " So tell me. What do you feel?" Samira " A voice is doing bad things." Doctor was confused. Before Samira could say anything that voice began again. " Nothing Doctor I am fine." Every one started looking at Samira with suspicion. Samira screamed again " It is talking out of my mouth." Then once again that voice spoke " I was just joking," Doctor smiled. " Wait for second I will come back." Then Doctor vanished while keeping them confused. Doctor returned with another Doctor who brought new chair and sat near Samira. Another Doctor " Hello Samira can I talk with this voice?" Samira " It just come whenever it wanted to." Then voice entered " I was just joking." Another Doctor " I am psychiatrist so I know these voices and I can help them." Suddenly that voice came forward " Can you help me? This Samira is too coward. I need to keep helping her every day. I mean this is tiring. She never complaint about that man. I have to cut Reva's hair for her so that Police can catch that man. I need to take rest. Can you give some bravery to her?" Police officer was so shocked. Police " She cut hairs." Doctor " Because she is not mentally sound. That trauma managed to do this to her." Mom " I just don't understand. I thought that camp was nice thing for my daughter." " But you never inquired about that teacher properly, did you?" Mom nodded negatively. Mom " I thought she was with her cousin Prita." Voice " Prita never cared for Samira." Psychiatrist " It was not Prita's mistake. She is not grown up. She is young girl like Samira." Mom " She is talking with two voices." Voice " Since I am not Samira." Psychiatrist " Then who are you?" Suddenly that voice sounded confused. " I don't remember my name but I am not Samira. I am helping her." Psychiatrist " Now you can relax. I will help her." That voice nodded. Then Samira started talking " Did Police put me in jail for what that voice did?" Psychiatrist turned to Cop " Did Reva filed complaint?" Police " No. She wanted to but her parents denied. They said that it was just bad hair cut. It was not any permanent damage." Psychiatrist smiled. " So no need to tell this to Reva." Police officer nodded. She didn't want to put more pressure on victim of molestation. She just sat on chair watching all. Psychiatrist started to talking Samira. But soon he told them all that they must go out. Then they sat outside. After sometime Psychiatrist came out. Psychiatrist " She is suffering from post traumatic symptoms. Due to which she developed double personality which didn't have name now. But slowly it could grow and introduce many problems in her life so she need to keep her in hospital for few days." Mom " But what about Reva? She would file case." Police officer " I will talk to her parents. They will surely agree to hide it from Reva. Any way they told Reva that her hair cut can be adjusted with nice wing so she is fine now. But we need to put that man who harassed Samira in jail and that teacher too." " You are right those people are horrible. Look at my daughter. She was so perfect yesterday. I just wish only if I had not send her to camp." Psychiatrist " It is not about camp. Many kids go to camp but you must inquire about them. This camp had few complaints before too." Mom " What?" Psychiatrist " Yes. I have handled another case. That girl was telling some one was following her entire time. Then slowly she began to make friendship with him. It turned out worst situation so Samira. I can't tell you further details. But just sense one thing. This was not first incidence. At that time this man use to organised camps instead of this lady. In fact I can give you that case too. Police were searching for him in that case." Psychiatrist " It is strange. Why did Reva's parents send her too?" Police officer smiled " Since they had kept bodyguard around. Due to that bodyguard teacher was forced to rescue Samira." " But how did Samira managed to enter in Reva's tent at night?" " Those body guards were searching for this man so they went away from tent so I feel they could easily guess that this man did do it.But they didn't want wrong publicity for their daughter so they would not pursue it. " Psychiatrist " I am so glad." Mom " Actually her father had gone abroad. He must be sleeping now. I need to tell him.." Psychiatrist " Give me his number. I will talk to him. Now I will admit your daughter here. You may go home." Mom " But I want to tell it personally." " Fine tell him. Then call me. I will talk to him then." Then suddenly Mom's phone rang. She said out of her tears " It's Dad. He must had seen my missed call." Psychiatrist " Just take call and let me do talking." Mom nodded. She took call then slowly told Dad to talk with Psychiatrist. Then she went out. She started crying there. She knew that she had to go alone in her home. It was worst. She tried best for her daughter but it turned worst. Then she controlled herself. She knew that she must had to say bye to Samira before going home. She knew that Samira was nice girl. She would understand so she went inside to say bye to her daughter. She knew that her daughter would be fine soon so she cleaned her tears and went inside with smile on her face.
The End
Samira was so excited about this camp. She wanted to something on her own. She wanted to prove world that she was big girl now. She started moving in camp when she sensed that all other girls were so forward. They all managed to live free life while she always kept moving inside shadow's of her parents. Now she wanted to move out of it. She wanted to be treated like grown up. She had one big opportunity in this camp to prove herself. But until now she started to sense that she seemed like most loser in every thing. She didn't know how to handle things in camp. On each and every point she needed some one to tell her what she supposed to do. Those girls were getting irritated by her. She just wished only if she had to read about camping somewhere before coming but she had full faith on her cousin Prita. She felt that Prita would help her in every thing. But it didn't seem to be true. Prita was busy in talking and enjoying company of other girls. Prita knew every thing but she was so busy in helping others with camping things that she didn't have time for her. Prita was expert in cooking at camping so every one was impressed by her. After all it was not easy to cook in camping. But Prita knew everything so she was important to all. Prita kept volunteering for everything. Each time when she was chosen for some job. She came to Samira and request her to adjust. Samira just didn't understand why did she drag her in it if she never wanted to stay with her. But soon she sensed cause. It was her parents. They wanted her to go on that camp where they felt it was safe. They thought Prita would keep her safe. But Samira sensed one thing that Prita was not interested in keeping her safe. She just wanted to enjoy her camping. Other girls were also encouraging it. After all Prita was not her teacher. Samira supposed to know all. Now Samira was little bit hungry. She decided that she wanted some food. But she knew that she could just take it from pot. She had to earn it. She looked around for teacher when one girl talked with other girl " That Samira is totally useless. She don't able to do anything." " Yes you are right. She is good for nothing. But we have to adjust with her or teacher would come screaming on us." " But she didn't able to do any work. She is weak in everything. Yesterday we were walking. We all ran fast but Samira!! She is so slow." " True. She will make us all slow. We need to stop for her every time. I want to enjoy camping but we are babysitting her." " So true." When she heard this, she felt so sad. She just wished from heart only if she was little strong. She was so confused. She was not strong enough to get anything. Then she decided that she could move on her own. She became excited again. She started to move ahead in search of water. She kept going ahead. She was very careful while walking on road. She didn't took any shortcuts. But she didn't able to locate any water around. But soon she sensed that she managed to confuse her way back to camp. Now this was her worst nightmare. She was in forest and she didn't able to locate either water or camp. She began to feel more like loser. She didn't want to find this way. She started searching hard when she suddenly stuck in something. She was so shocked. She looked down. It was some strange plant. She felt so upset by it. She started trying to free herself it when she sensed some one was coming near her. That was a strong hand. He took hold of her. She was so scared. She felt that it was going to be painful. When suddenly her camp teacher appeared out of nowhere, she screamed on that man. " What are you doing? Who are you? Leave her." That man pushed her away and ran in forest. She was still shivering. Teacher " Are you alright?" Samira nodded. That man didn't do anything to her except holding her for few seconds so she couldn't say it harmed her. She had to say that everything was just fine. Teacher " You must not move in forest like that. Special in this side many campers come here. You are lucky that this fellow didn't harm you." Samira kept nodding. But she was shivering inside her soul. She sensed it on that time suddenly one voice which told her. ' You are coward. Why don't you kick him? You are such a loser.' She looked around. She didn't see person but she clearly heard that voice. She was so confused. But her teacher was screaming her to hurry up so she came running after teacher. She knew that no one was there then how did she heard voice. She felt that this man must be hidden inside forest. She decided that she would not go near forest again.
When Samira returned to camp, she felt that she couldn't stop feeling scared. But teacher showed off as if every thing was normal. Samira started to go near Prita when her teacher stopped her. Teacher " You must not tell this incidence to any one. It will destroy your reputation. I know that man didn't able to do anything to you. But world will assume worst. Just this about it's effect on your future. You have just manage to pass graduation. You must be planning to marry a nice boy. Right?" Samira nodded. She knew her parents had already started to search. But she was more interested in getting independent before tying knot. But what happened today managed to scare her to death. She also wanted to forget it. Samira " I just wish to forget whole incidence." " Great." Then teacher went away. Samira could clearly see teacher was smiling. Then she suddenly heard that voice again. " You are so coward that teacher manage to fool you. Just let me manage your thinking and I will do wonders." Samira was so confused. She sensed something was wrong. She didn't able to see person but she was clearly hear someone talking. Samira " Who are you? and where are you?" Suddenly that voice managed to vanish in thin air. Samira started working. Her teacher gave her job to cut vegetables. She liked that job it was easy and no one was complaining against her due to it. She hated it when they taunt her. She preferred to do those job where she was not needed that much. She was doing it carefully. When she suddenly sensed a voice in her mind " Come on you can't just hide everything can you?" She looked around. " Why are you searching me outside I am inside you?" Then she suddenly sensed those words were coming from her mouth only. She was so confused. She couldn't believe it. She was talking even when she didn't want to. That voice " You can't control me. I can control you. You are nothing but a loser. That teacher managed to move you on her finger. That man touched you but she didn't punish him since she knew him." Samira didn't want to talk to that voice but she had to after this allegation. " No this is not possible." That voice " Then why don't you just let me check her tent in night?" Samira " Do as you wish but I am not part of it?" " I know you are nothing but a loser. But I am not like you. I want to prove it." Samira started to answer that voice when suddenly another girl came. That girl " What are you doing? You are talking to yourself?!!" Samira " No..no..I was singing a song." " Stop lying. I have heard you clearly. You were talking to yourself. Do you have any medical problem?" Samira started to shiver. She never had any problem like this. Samira " No. I always like to talk to myself just for sake of fun. My bad habit." " Bad habit? You seem like totally mad person who should be in mental asylum instead of camping." That girl started laughing on her. Samira felt so upset. She was looking at that girl's hand. That girl also had one habit. It was moving fingers through her hair. She suddenly wished only if she could cut those hairs. Then suddenly voice came out of her mouth before she could control. " Cut them." That girl " Cut what?" Samira felt confused then she found answer " Vegetables." That girl " But it is your job not mine and remember one thing. You can't order Reva like that." " Sorry Reva. I was just asking for some help." " Really? From beginning of camp you just kept asking for help regarding every thing. Don't you feel shame for acting like that? I mean how much you expect us to help you? You need to do at least little things with your own hand. Next thing you might demand that we start even feeding food to you like baby." Then that girl started laughing. Samira " Sorry. I will not do that again." Reva " Bye bye and cut them properly or teacher might just send you in that forest alone." Then Reva started laughing. Samira was so confused. She felt that Reva knew it. Her teacher might had back stabbed her. That voice " She might blame it all on you. If you don't say it to others. she might say it was your boyfriend only." " But he was old man." " Yes but if you keep quiet people will believe her not you. Any way today I am going to do some cutting first." Samira " Do what you want but I am not part of it?" Then she started cutting her vegetables again.
Samira kept working on every small thing on that day. Her teacher also managed to keep her away from other girls and busy. After Reva her teacher made sure that no one came to disturb her. Samira kept working hard but that voice kept telling her new plans. She just didn't understood when she got friendly with that voice. That voice was telling her that she was not bad but those people were harassing her. She needed to fight back but she didn't want to do that. She just kept ignoring that voice but she sensed one thing that something was not right with her. But she couldn't cure it now. She needed to go home for it. She kept thinking about good things. She hoped that soon that voice would stop and she would no longer hear her. She started working. That day she went to sleep early no one minded. After all they didn't care. Just Prita inquired about her as formality but Samira could clearly saw that it was out of fear of her parents that not due to affection. She just didn't like it. She wanted true affection. She went to sleep. She never accepted that she would sleep so soon. But she fall asleep very soon. Then she suddenly woke up at night. She tried to look around. But she sensed her head was not moving. Then she tried to talk but she could no longer talk. Suddenly she saw her hand went in her bag. She didn't understand what did her hands were doing. But her hand kept searching. She finally found a scissor. She took it out with her own hand. She wanted to stop her hands but she was watching it all like audience. She was so shocked. She saw that she stood up with scissor. Then she heard that voice again. Voice " Now you have given me permission to do whatever I want so I will act as per my wish." Samira wanted to scream on her and stop that voice. But it just kept moving ahead. She soon sensed that she managed to enter in tent. She was shocked when she saw that it was tent of Reva. She entered in it. She wanted to stop her body. It was not possible. Her body was moving with her own wishes. Then she sensed that she was smiling while looking at Reva. Samira wanted to stop when she sensed that she went near Reva. She wanted to just close her eyes. But even her eyes were not in control. She saw that she went near Reva's bed. She was glad that she was not making noise. Then she took hold of Reva's hair. She smiled and started cutting them. She was so scared. Then Reva turned in sleep. But Samira managed to handle it. But she kept cutting her hair slowly. Samira was watching with her eyes how did her hands managed to make Reva ugly. She managed to cut her hair in such way that they were beyond repair. She knew that after this cutting Reva's hair didn't able to get proper hair cut for long time. She knew that she had to stop her hand. But it seemed to work only on that voice. She needed to stop. But it didn't stop until it didn't damaged her hair totally. Then she saw her hand took out one bag. They managed to gather all hairs. Then they put scissor inside that bag. Then she went out. She saw that she went in far away corner where she found a valley. She threw it inside it. Then she suddenly came to senses. Her hand was in her control again. That voice " Bye. Now you can move as you wish. My work is done." Samira was so scared. She tried to talk. She could talk now. She was perfect now. She knew that she couldn't convince any one this incidence. She ran back to her tent. She took breathe of relief when she sensed that every one was sleeping. She went back to sleep. She knew that it was going to be hard for her but still she managed to sleep. She started to sense relief. She didn't want to stay awake. She didn't want to remember what she did. That voice ordered her. Suddenly she once again heard that voice. " I have not order it. You let me to do it." She started shivering. She didn't understand what was happening to her. It seemed as if some one was staying inside her. But that voice kept talking out of her mouth. That voice " Since I am you and you are me. Stop pretending." Then Samira screamed " I am not you." Then Prita woke up in night. " Samira!! What happened?" That voice started talking " I heard some footsteps near our camp. I even went out to search. But no one was there." " You are imagining." Prita was clearly thinking that she was coward. That Voice " But someone was there near that tent.." " Go back to sleep Samira. Give me break." Then Prita went back to sleep. That voice " So you are out of risk so sleep now." Samira knew that she did wrong thing but she was out of risk now. She decided to sleep. She didn't want to look odd in morning when Reva was going to create scene. Since she knew that it was going to be horrible, she needed to create proper story. But then she knew that voice would do it so she went to sleep. She decided that she would handle that voice later with help of her parents. Then she fall asleep quietly.
Samira woke up by Reva's scream. She ran out of tent. Then she saw that Reva was crying like mad person every one was gathered around her. They all were discussing. Samira was so scared. She wanted to vanish. But Prita came near her. Prita " My god!! Samira you were telling right yesterday. There was someone near Reva's tent." Before Samira could stop her. Prita ran to teacher and started telling every thing. Suddenly every one started to look at Samira. Samira started to shiver. She felt them managed to guess her lie. Then Reva came near her and took hold of her shoulder. She started to shaking her. Samira was so scared when suddenly that voice came out of her mouth. That voice " Why are you hurting me? I have done nothing. I even tried to catch them guy. Ask Prita?" Reva suddenly left her and ran to Prita. " Is she telling truth?" Pari nodded. Reva went to her and slapped her. Prita was so shocked. Prita screamed " This is not fair. What I suppose to do?" " You suppose to join Samira in that search. Did you went out with her? No you don't. You don't want to waste your beauty sleep for any one. That weak and slow Samira tried to catch that man alone. It was impossible for her to catch him. But still I need to give respect to that useless girl that she at least tried." Samira could clearly sensed anger inside her veins. Reva was still insulting her. Then Samira spoke " I cut your hairs." She said it in her voice. But Reva didn't seem to believe her. Reva started laughing. Reva " Whom are you trying to hide? Is it Prita? Scared and weak girl like you can't be that strong." Samira wanted to say something. But then that voice took hold of her again. " I mean I saw who cut hair. I saw that man but he was too far away to see with eyes." Reva " Man? Did we have other people around our camp? I thought we are far away from civilization." She turned to teachers. Teachers " Few people might be around but why did they cut your hairs? Be logical." Reva " Can't you see some one cut my hair? Do you believe I did this to myself? Just tell me." Then Reva started crying loudly. Slowly Prita also started crying. It must be effect of slap. She was feeling hurt too. Samira just watched it. She knew that no one was going to believe her truth. They just believe in lies that voice told them. She was so scared. She just kept watching all. Teacher kept denying existence of any person. But Samira knew that it was not true. Samira was shocked. It was clear to her that voice was telling truth that teacher was trying to hide that man. She felt that he must be related to her. She was so shocked. But she sensed that Reva didn't believe her. She pushed teacher away. She came near Samira and asked her hysterical way " Tell me. Did you see a man here?" Samira nodded. Teacher screamed on Samira " Are you stupid? If you tell them what happen then it will create impact on your reputation." Samira started shivering. Then suddenly that voice started talking " Why did it effect my reputation? I kicked that man before he could able to do any thing to me. But you are the one who send me to get things." " I don't. You were lost in forest." Reva " And he entered in my tent and cut my hair why?" That voice spoke from mouth of Samira " He is sadist, I feel he is friend of teacher." Teacher screamed " Stop lying," She took hold of Samira's hand in hard way. It started to hurt. Samira started to apologize. She was glad that voice was not interfering now. She just ran in her tent. She didn't went out of her tent for entire day. Her teacher just send a girl to give her food. She could still heard Reva's cries. She knew that she did all. She wanted to tell it but she was too scared and she knew that this voice would enter on any time. She kept inside her tent. But then she thought that she needed to talk to her Mom. She knew that her Mom would help her. She slowly started to searching for mobile. She found it. But when she started to sense for signal, she found none. She sensed one thought that she needed to call. She got out and started to wander around for signal. But then she stopped in her tracks. She didn't want to be alone again. She was so scared that man would come and take hold of her again. She went back inside tent. She was shivering. Then she spend her entire day inside tent. It was horrible day for her. Soon Prita came to join her too. Prita was also crying. Prita " This is too much. It was all mistake of teacher and we all are getting punished. Why don't you told me before about that man?" Samira " I was scared." Prita " We must call our parents." Samira " I tried but I don't get range." Even Prita was not ready to go out. Prita " I think we need more powerful phone. Reva had one strong mobile." Prita started going out. When suddenly that voice came " Stop. If you go out before teacher, she might take hold of your mobile too." Prita smiled. " She couldn't do that to Reva. Reva had came with her group and those girls were strong enough to teach her lesson." Samira nodded. Then Prita went out. Samira kept sitting inside tent for long time. Soon she heard voice of Police car. Then she had no option but she had to go out. Police started talking to Reva then they came to Samira. Samira was so scared. But still she answered them properly. It was lady officer. She was more interested in description of man. Soon teacher confessed that he was her boyfriend. They searched for him. Then he was showed to them. Samira identified him. He confessed that he took hold of Samira but denied regarding cutting Reva's hair. Reva was so angry. But Reva said that Samira could press charges and then she went home in Police car. That lady Officer started to talking to Samira alone. Samira decided that she must tell it all. She began to talk but suddenly that voice started telling. It was lying again. Finally those cops recorded statement. Then even Samira was taken home in Police car. She was shivering entire time. She ran inside her house as soon as she saw it. She hugged her Mom and kept crying. Her Mom was so confused. But lady officer told everything to her. She told that her Mom must took her to Doctor since it must be checked that she was fine. Her Mom nodded. She decided that they must not wait so they immediately went to Hospital.
A Doctor checked her. Doctor came out with smile. Doctor " She is just fine. Nothing is wrong with her. it was just stress." Then Doctor started to talking to Samira " So tell me. What do you feel?" Samira " A voice is doing bad things." Doctor was confused. Before Samira could say anything that voice began again. " Nothing Doctor I am fine." Every one started looking at Samira with suspicion. Samira screamed again " It is talking out of my mouth." Then once again that voice spoke " I was just joking," Doctor smiled. " Wait for second I will come back." Then Doctor vanished while keeping them confused. Doctor returned with another Doctor who brought new chair and sat near Samira. Another Doctor " Hello Samira can I talk with this voice?" Samira " It just come whenever it wanted to." Then voice entered " I was just joking." Another Doctor " I am psychiatrist so I know these voices and I can help them." Suddenly that voice came forward " Can you help me? This Samira is too coward. I need to keep helping her every day. I mean this is tiring. She never complaint about that man. I have to cut Reva's hair for her so that Police can catch that man. I need to take rest. Can you give some bravery to her?" Police officer was so shocked. Police " She cut hairs." Doctor " Because she is not mentally sound. That trauma managed to do this to her." Mom " I just don't understand. I thought that camp was nice thing for my daughter." " But you never inquired about that teacher properly, did you?" Mom nodded negatively. Mom " I thought she was with her cousin Prita." Voice " Prita never cared for Samira." Psychiatrist " It was not Prita's mistake. She is not grown up. She is young girl like Samira." Mom " She is talking with two voices." Voice " Since I am not Samira." Psychiatrist " Then who are you?" Suddenly that voice sounded confused. " I don't remember my name but I am not Samira. I am helping her." Psychiatrist " Now you can relax. I will help her." That voice nodded. Then Samira started talking " Did Police put me in jail for what that voice did?" Psychiatrist turned to Cop " Did Reva filed complaint?" Police " No. She wanted to but her parents denied. They said that it was just bad hair cut. It was not any permanent damage." Psychiatrist smiled. " So no need to tell this to Reva." Police officer nodded. She didn't want to put more pressure on victim of molestation. She just sat on chair watching all. Psychiatrist started to talking Samira. But soon he told them all that they must go out. Then they sat outside. After sometime Psychiatrist came out. Psychiatrist " She is suffering from post traumatic symptoms. Due to which she developed double personality which didn't have name now. But slowly it could grow and introduce many problems in her life so she need to keep her in hospital for few days." Mom " But what about Reva? She would file case." Police officer " I will talk to her parents. They will surely agree to hide it from Reva. Any way they told Reva that her hair cut can be adjusted with nice wing so she is fine now. But we need to put that man who harassed Samira in jail and that teacher too." " You are right those people are horrible. Look at my daughter. She was so perfect yesterday. I just wish only if I had not send her to camp." Psychiatrist " It is not about camp. Many kids go to camp but you must inquire about them. This camp had few complaints before too." Mom " What?" Psychiatrist " Yes. I have handled another case. That girl was telling some one was following her entire time. Then slowly she began to make friendship with him. It turned out worst situation so Samira. I can't tell you further details. But just sense one thing. This was not first incidence. At that time this man use to organised camps instead of this lady. In fact I can give you that case too. Police were searching for him in that case." Psychiatrist " It is strange. Why did Reva's parents send her too?" Police officer smiled " Since they had kept bodyguard around. Due to that bodyguard teacher was forced to rescue Samira." " But how did Samira managed to enter in Reva's tent at night?" " Those body guards were searching for this man so they went away from tent so I feel they could easily guess that this man did do it.But they didn't want wrong publicity for their daughter so they would not pursue it. " Psychiatrist " I am so glad." Mom " Actually her father had gone abroad. He must be sleeping now. I need to tell him.." Psychiatrist " Give me his number. I will talk to him. Now I will admit your daughter here. You may go home." Mom " But I want to tell it personally." " Fine tell him. Then call me. I will talk to him then." Then suddenly Mom's phone rang. She said out of her tears " It's Dad. He must had seen my missed call." Psychiatrist " Just take call and let me do talking." Mom nodded. She took call then slowly told Dad to talk with Psychiatrist. Then she went out. She started crying there. She knew that she had to go alone in her home. It was worst. She tried best for her daughter but it turned worst. Then she controlled herself. She knew that she must had to say bye to Samira before going home. She knew that Samira was nice girl. She would understand so she went inside to say bye to her daughter. She knew that her daughter would be fine soon so she cleaned her tears and went inside with smile on her face.
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