Saturday, April 22, 2017

Adventure story 290. Status

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When Rita was understanding every point on book, she began to sense that she could understand those books properly if she started to study hard. She needed to learn different chapters from books which contain many words. She needed to learn them to impress those people tomorrow. She knew that it was nothing but normal family gathering. She didn't need to feel tense about it. But she wanted to feel perfect in every one's eyes. It was not easy for them. She started to sense different feeling from mind. She began to remember different things which would have impact on other person. She started to different plans in life. She began to remember different styles which managed to impress other people. She needed to impress world. She needed to sense those different things which could show different direction to mind. She wanted to do something great. But then she knew that every time she did some mistake. Last time she wore a nice gown but it was too long so it got stuck under her feet. She hardly managed to walk in it. She needed to take it in her hand and pull it up. But when she tried to do it her Auntie told her that she must not do it. It was worst party for her. She kept moving ahead but whole time she needed to hold something so that she would not fall. But it turned out to be worst when her gown stuck in some nail. She didn't sense it but due to it she managed to fall on floor. No one came to help her. Every one started laughing. Since she was looking so funny to all but in her soul she regretted wearing it. So this time she decided that she should wore something short and tight. But when she looked in mirror, she sensed that she was looking too fat. She wanted to change it but then she remembered that she needed to talk too. She needed to study something interesting which could impress people. So she went in library. Now she was searching for wonderful books which could give new knowledge which she could discuss in party and impress all. She found one book about animals. It was really interesting and unique. She started to memorize it. She wanted to tell many facts regarding animals in party. She was so happy when she saw that this book had so unique knowledge. She could impress people by talking if it was not possible by dress. She knew that tight dress was not made for her. She started to take next book. She wanted every knowledge of animal. This time she was going to talk about animal. She was so happy by this idea. She was sure that this would impress them all. She smiled happily when she dreamed how did people from party look at her. They always looked impressed by other kids but never by her. Her Mom always told her that she was simple and sweet that was her specialty but she knew that it was not truth. But it was just false hope. She needed to understand that. She had to impress those people with her talents. She was increasing them day by day. She felt sure that she would impress them in this time. She did every thing in right way. She found nice dress. Now she was gathering every knowledge. She felt so sure that this time she would not look just simple girl. She would look some thing better and great. She needed to become star of that party. She was so bored by hearing those people's taunts. She just wanted to become winner this time. She started to practice every thing. She wanted to look great and she planned with thing that way. She start to feel so much need to become best. She started remembering every fact from book. Lila was sitting behind counter of library. She was so confused. Lila saw that Rita was studying hard Lila didn't understood. Why did Rita was so studying hard during her vacation. Lila knew that kids like books. But when they read books, then they normally didn't try to memorize them. She knew that it was not her work. Her work was just to give suitable books. But she loved to interfere in kid's life too. Many kids loved it. She had noticed mostly kids had working parents who didn't have time and even if their Mom was housewife still they many times didn't seem to share with them. Just few kids were lucky enough to have nice relationship with their parents and those kids didn't show much interest in chatting so she gave them books. Until now she felt that Rita was also one of those kids who didn't need to talk with her. Rita always loved her privacy. But this time she sensed something was wrong. Rita was reading some book. She was in fact obsessed with it. Lila noticed that it was about lunch time but still Rita didn't seem to sense it. Lila decided that she must interfere now. Lila slowly went near her.
     Rita didn't sense any one was standing behind until Lila didn't touch her shoulder. She was so shocked. She just screamed out of fear. When she turned behind, she saw it was just Librarian. She was not important in her eyes. Rita was taught by every relative that she needed to act according to manners. A librarian deserved nothing but limited smile she was not as important as her teacher. Rita gave her limited smile. But Lila just kept smiling towards her. Rita was so confused. Lila was nothing but a simple woman with simple spectacles and Rita didn't want anything simple in life. She wanted some class in her. She started to go away. Lila was so confused by her attitude. Lila felt that this girl must be shy so she needed to adjust with her. Lila went behind her. Lila " Did you want any special book?" Rita " No. I just want to read this." Then Rita immediately went out. Rita was so confused. She didn't understand why did Lila decided to talk with her. She just turned back towards her. When Lila saw her attitude. She felt so hurt. She just wanted to make friendship with her. Then suddenly a professor came there. Rita gave her nice smile. Rita " Good morning Mam." " Good morning? It is already afternoon. Why are you in library at this hour? Don't you understand at this time Lila Madam suppose to go for lunch and close library for lunch break?" Rita looked nervous. Rita turned towards Lila and apologized. But Lila was not interested in her apology any more. She sensed that Rita didn't give new status since she was not teacher just librarian. Lila felt so insulted. She just nodded and went ahead. Rita immediately went out. Professor Kiran " That girl is so strange. Why did she wanted to study books now? She was not even studying so much during exam time." Lila " Is she some scholar girl? or did she belong to some rich family?" Kiran " Yes her family is rich. But I have many student who are from rich family but none of them behave like her. At one point she seemed so nice. It seemed as if she wanted to talk freely then on next moment she just turn her face to another side. It was totally strange and wrong." Lila " I feel that she is just normal snob. She didn't want to talk with inferior person like me." Kiran started helping Lila with books. Kiran " And what is less in you? Even principal talk to you with respect." Lila smiled happily since Kiran was telling truth. Every day Principal took book from her. Principal always felt admired her choice of books. In fact she always select a book for him. It was not limited to Principal. Every one treated her with special respect. But Rita seemed to feel that she needed to give respect to limited person only. Lila " We can't generate respect in mind of such a big girl. She just needed to give it willingly." "But we are teachers we suppose to teach them. "" Not we. I am just librarian not teacher. "" Ohh so I suppose to do it alone!! " Then she made such face that Lila started laughing. Kiran" Come on Lila since when you started to take those young college girls Seriously? " Lila" But that girl was strange. Reading those books and repeating those words again and again. Sentence after sentence. It is totally wrong." " But that is her problem. Her parents made her that way. We can't change their life. Can we?" " You are right. Our work is almost complete let's go for lunch. " They both went out. Rita was so upset that librarian managed to give her worst impression to her teacher. She wanted to look good but her teacher started to look so upset when she heard her talking rudely to that librarian. Her parents always told her that librarian was not as respectful as teacher. She was just a low in hierarchy level. She started to learn one thing that every thing her parents taught didn't suit every time in school. Rita started to go out. She began to search for her car. Today she had came with car. Her Mom insisted that she must bring it. Then suddenly she noticed Mona. She was a rich girl but when she walked out of car. She gave smile to every one. She started acting friendly with all. Rita didn't understand how did her parents let her act this way. She looked at her watch. It was time for her to go home. She started to searching for car. Finally car came before her she sat inside. Like every day Driver took her to home without speaking any word. Just same way she started to read those books which already loaded in mobile. She just wanted to look great before world. It was most important task for her. She didn't seem to learn all about animals in those books. She needed to study them. She tried to smile her best. She needed to practice it too. She knew that she would manage every thing in perfect way in that party. She smiled to herself and looked inside window glass of car. She was looking beautiful but still she had some faults in her face. She needed to hide them all. She knew that she could do it with make up. She decided that she must go in beauty parlor too.
   When Rita came home, she saw her Mom was applying cream to her face. Her Mom always did it . She wanted to look great for party. Rita knew that she wanted same thing too. She ran inside her room. She started applying proper pack on her face. She needed to look great too. She started studying books. She needed to know every thing. She was so happy those books were taking her to animal planet. She decided that she must took some book from library too. She just sensed one thing books on Android were not enough. But she didn't want to face that librarian too. She was once again in her room. She was relaxing. She had planned every thing in perfect way for her party. She was so happy. She started to try her dress when she sensed that her dress was little loose. She was looking too slim in it. She wanted to change it. She just didn't understand how did that one dress make her look fat and another make her look slim. It was so strange. She had to learn how to purchase dress. Then finally she decided that she must wear that short skirt only. She might look little fat in it but she would look smart. She started to wear that dress. It looked nice on her even while she was wearing pack. She started smiling at that thought. She was so happy. She started reading book on Android again. Then after some time her maid informed her that she must get ready now. She nodded and started to get ready. It was so nice to dress in proper way. She started to apply make up when she sensed that she might had just went in beauty parlor. She decided that it was not too late. She screamed " Mom I am going in parlor." Mom " Great but come back soon. We are supposed to be going on party." Rita just nodded. Her Mom was pretending as if she could forgot that party. She couldn't. Her Mom was talking about it for month. They didn't discuss it with happiness. They just discussed sorrows. They just discussed humiliation of last time. They never got appreciated. This was truth of their life. Her Mom always kept trying to adjust with that society but she never able to. As her daughter Rita was also suffering from same problems. Rita needed to adjust with relative but she was without guidance since her Dad never cared about those people and he kept advising her Mom same thing. Finally she just decided to move ahead her own way. She knew that driver was gone. Since he kept just for few hours then he supposed to go in office to fetch her Dad. So she took Auto and went in beauty parlor. In beauty parlor she always felt most relaxed. She could just sleep there with closed eyes for hours. She didn't want anyone to disturb her. She went in parlor. She returned smile of receptionist dutifully. Then she told what she wanted. She was shown a seat. She sat in it. She knew in few hours they would manage to hide her defects. She would look just perfect in that party. They were creating those changes inside her. She felt so pleased. Before going out of parlor she looked in mirror, she started feeling so confidant. She took Auto and she went in house. She went inside and wore her dress. Now she felt that she was perfect neither fat nor thin. She was so happy. She wanted to look good but she was looking wonderful. She began to feel confidant. She looked in mirror. She began sense that she should go to party. She started reading those books again. But in her heart she felt that she would just win. She started to smile with hope. But then she suddenly began to feel tense also but she convinced herself. She would sit near Charu. She decided that she should feel happy if she kept chatting with her. She was so happy with that thought. Then her Dad called her. She immediately ran down. Dad gave her pleasant smile. Dad " You are looking great in that dress." " Thanks. I want to look smart." Her Mom came out. She gave big smile. " Wonderful. You are looking so great. Something out of higher class." " Thanks. I want you to understand it. I want you talk with class." Her Mom nodded. " Of course. I always talked with class sweetheart." " Mom I am not talking about you. I am talking about Dad. Don't you remember last time how did he started to explain people he loved that food item from road." Dad " Come on. I was not lying. You all love them." Mom " Stop it. We must not say this. Any way we are not purchasing it for long time." " Yes since you got it from mall." Dad started laughing. Mom and Rita went ahead in anger. Dad followed them. But Rita sensed one thing that her Dad was only person who was going to enjoy that party. But still Rita didn't want to look joker like him. People taunted about him. He didn't look sophisticated like other Dads. Rita decided that she must ignore him in party. She went ahead with her Mom and sat in car. 
   Lila was so shocked when her brother suddenly told her about party. Lila never liked to go in party that much. But she had special affection regarding her brother so she decided that she must go in party. So she started getting ready. She knew how to dress as simple Librarian but she knew how to dress as hostess in rich party. She could dress every day like that if she wanted to but she just loved simple life. She started to sense different concept from mind when she reached to library. Her new day was full of happiness when she started her work as librarian. She wanted to show new feeling. She started to sense different chapter in life. She didn't want to become cage bird of rich palace. She was so happy that her parents understood it. Even her brother managed to understand it but they always kept insisting that she must attend some parties. She couldn't say no to it. But she decided that she could take her friend with her. Kiran was perfect for such parties her husband surely join her in them. They would create nice atmosphere around for people and it was great for them. She wanted to act in nice and perfect way. But she also wanted support from others. She knew mostly people show off their high status. She many times saw that their show off was just their failed attempt to hide their tears. But she didn't have interest in analyzing them. She needed to move ahead with her life. Since such parties always managed to scare her, she wanted to give her smile. She wanted to feel happy from her soul. For that she needed friend and Kiran was perfect one. She heard voice of Kiran. She looked in mirror. She was looking just perfect. She gave pleasant smile. She went down. Then she sat in Kiran's car and she went to place of party. She didn't need to worry about location since Kiran's husband already took care of that matter. She just sat in car and relaxed. She started to forget every incidence of her past party. Whenever she decided to go for some party those incidence started to become alive in their mind. She began to feel unhappy about it. But she knew that she could use some music to relax her. She was advised to do that in some book from Library. She took deep breath and sat. When they reached to place for party, she came out with smile. She sat on table. She kept chatting. Every one kept admiring her and tide of time just kept moving ahead until Rita didn't entered in picture. She saw Rita with her parents and she sensed it all. Rita was following totally wrong person. Her Mom was never confident person. Actually Rita's Mom was a woman who was obsessed with high class while she was not truly belonged to it. She just kept trying to show off. But Lila never took interest in her until now. She sensed one thing that she was spoiling life of Rita. So she gave one smile to her. Then Rita's Mom came running towards her while taking Rita with her. " Hello how are you? You are still working in that library?" " Yes that it my life. I want to stay with books." " So nice. I can say it is a charity only. I heard you always donate your salary."" Yes since I don't need it."Rita looked shocked. Then suddenly Rita's Mom called by some one else. " Excuse me." " Sure." Then Rita's Mom stopped. " Will you train my daughter? I want her to be something like you." " Like me? I am not big success." " You are!! Every one know you as most respectful lady in society. Youngster must get your guidance." Then Rita's Mom went away. Rita was ashamed now. Lila " So now you will give a smile since I am rich? Who taught you this?" " Mom." Rita's simple answer managed to bring smile out of Lila's lips. But after that she started to moving ahead. She knew one thing that Rita was just pretending to respect. Rita started cursing Lila from heart as soon as she went out of sight. She started moving ahead when suddenly she managed to slip on floor. Her mini skirt managed to move up. Every one started laughing. Then Charu appeared out of nowhere and took hold of her hand. She stood up. Rita " That librarian managed to upset me so much that I just slipped on floor." " Stop blaming others." Then they sat on table. Rita started talking about animal. Suddenly she sensed no one was interested. Finally Charu asked " Are you planning to become animal Doctor?" Everyone started to laughing on her. Rita was so shocked. She thought that she would win this time. She just started eating. Suddenly her hand started to move in wrong way, her spoon fell out of her hand. She didn't understand what was wrong with her. It seemed as if her hand was no longer in her control. She was so scared. She started looking around. She felt so nervous. She began to sense as if her entire body was made of stone. She tried so hard to move it but nothing was moving. She felt as if she could no longer control her body. She was so shocked. Slowly Charu sensed something was wrong with her. Charu " Rita why are you not eating?" Rita wanted to answer but she couldn't. She felt as if she was nothing but a statue. It was totally strange. It never happened to her before. She just didn't able to move. She felt as if her whole body was out of her hand. She started to try to breathe. But in that process she started to make strange sound. Charu got scared. She started calling every one. Soon every one gathered around her. Lila came running. Lila " May be we should call Doctor?" Lila's brother called Doctor immediately. It was worst moment for them. Soon people from party started to get tense. But Lila told her brother that she would manage every thing with Rita. He should take care of party. In her heart Lila was not interested in party so she quickly took Rita out of that hall with her parents. Then they started waiting for ambulance in lobby. Rita was really breathing in strange way. It was horrible for them.
  Lila was so scared that something might happen to her. Rita's Mom was scaring her on every moment. She was crying loudly. Every customer entering in hotel started to looking scared so receptionist suggested that they should relax in room. But Lila felt it was not practical just during that discussion ambulance came. All took breath of relief and Rita was immediately took inside and oxygen mask applied to her. Lila took deep breath of relief when finally they put oxygen mask on her. She looked around in that ambulance. There was no support system at all. Rita's Mom was crying in such way that Nurse soon suggested that they should put her to sleep also or she might have heart attack. But Rita's Mom said that she would keep quiet. Then she rested her head on door and keep staring in unknown. Lila sensed one thing that now she was awake but she was far away from real world in her dream world. Lila knew that she had to ask something. Lila " Nurse can you tell me what is wrong with her?" " I can't tell you Doctor will do. " Lila took deep breath. That Nurse sensed her tension. Nurse slowly came near her. Nurse" Just relax. If you panic like that you might be sleeping next to her like her Mom. Trust me. As soon as we enter in hospital, they are going to admit that lady too." Now this thought scared her. She didn't want to land in hospital. She decided that she must phone to some one. She called Kiran. Slowly she started to tell her every thing. Lila " Now I feel that girl might be sick from start. That was reason behind her strange behavior."" I don't feel this is truth. I mean I saw her same way since I know her." " But it is possible that she was this heart problem for long time." " This is possible." After that they kept discussing this issue. They managed to come to many conclusion. Slowly they began to feel that Rita might had hole in her heart from birth. They both started sympathizing with her. They both started discussing her. Lila started feeling relaxed but soon some one from party started talking with Kiran. She had to disconnect phone. Lila once again started to get tense. When she noticed, finally they reached to hospital. She started to hurry up. Soon they were inside hospital. Rita was immediately took inside. Lila was so tense. Soon they even admitted Rita's Mom in hospital. They waited for long time. Lila was so upset. She wanted to return to her home and eat something but she couldn't left a man just alone when his wife and his daughter in hospital. She needed to stop there. She waited for some time. Then Kiran's husband came there with Kiran and Lila took deep breath of relief. Kiran " You can go home now and I have bought some food from party. You can eat it. Go in my car. I don't want you to go alone in night." Lila nodded. Then she took tiffin and went outside. She immediately sat inside car. She started eating inside. She was so hungry. Driver asked her " Madam what happened?" She slowly told him every thing while eating." " Heart attack at such small age? Really bad news. Did Kiran Madam going to stay there overnight?" " I don't think so. I feel they would call their relatives. I mean we are not even member of their family. Until now that girl never even smile at me, how much could I do for them? I stayed today. But how long can I stay?" Driver " No need Madam. You didn't to stay more. Now her father would take care of her." " Even her mother is in hospital.." Then she noticed car of her relatives. Lila took breath of relief and went away. When she reached home, suddenly her phone rang. It was Kiran." What happened?" " She didn't had any heart attack." " What?" " It was just panic attack due to Anxiety Disorder. She is having mental problem by too much stress. Her Mom kept pressuring her. Doctor said she would be fine after some treatment." " What about her Mother?" " She is not that much okay. Her blood pressure was too high. They have fear if they send her out now she might have heart attack so she need to stay in hospital. Her relative have arrived so we don't need to help them that much." " So Rita could get discharge soon?" " I don't know when they will give discharge but they need some time. Since she needed to reduce that Anxiety. This is horrible." " Yes it is. Any way I need to sleep now. You also need sleep. Tomorrow Rita might not come to college but other students will come." " Yes and she will also come soon. I hope she will smile toward you now after treatment." " Any way now she is going to smile towards me. I am from rich family in her eyes now. This is madness." " Yes it is. Let's get our sleep." Lila agreed and they both went to sleep. While Rita was sleeping on hospital bed just because she wanted to impress few people who were now scared of her. Since due to that incidence Charu decided that she would never sit near Rita ever again. But Psychiatrist decided that he had to convince Rita that she didn't need them. So Rita's life started again in totally new way with new wings.
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