Saturday, October 31, 2015

Adventure story 213. Interview

                                                                     Interview
Sana began her work with full attention. She started understanding each point of that book. She required to understand every point. She tried to console herself that it was not first time that she was reading it. She had read it many times before. But she had to revise it for her interview. Sana was not scholar but she was wise enough to be admired and respected by her teachers and professors when they noticed her. Now this was hard task. She never get noticed because she just love to vanish. She always managed to find last bench in classroom. She used to come early in college just for that purpose. She never had any problem in locating some one who sat with her. Since many students wanted to enjoy their last bench. But she never used to enjoy. She just wanted to stay away from all. Few girls looked at her exchange smile when they wanted notes from her. Otherwise she was always on her different planet. She never chatted with any one. She just preferred her privacy and until now it worked perfectly for her. Since no one wanted to chat with her. She could enjoy her life as she wished. Of course sometimes she had to give tests where she had to answer face to face to her teacher and she never scored any marks in them. But still she managed well. After all just because she couldn't good at speaking. Her college didn't want her to suffer. She knew that she was valuing herself more because she was not bad in speaking. She just never opened her mouth at all. She just liked to keep quiet. She knew that it was not something she should feel shame about. Her Mom was not that much talkative. But still her Mom managed her life very well. Her Mom got nice job as a typist. Then she married to her father and every thing was perfect for her. Sana smiled so she needed a nice job and a nice husband. She would not expect a handsome. She could always compromise in looks and she could also compromise regarding place. But in case of salary she wanted some one who could provide them perfectly. After all she couldn't get any nice job. It was hard for her to find some job with big salary. She had to get some small job. She was day dreaming again about her husband and future when her Mom called her. Mom "Sana are you really reading that book or just thinking? Come on. You have to do this. Just stop day dreaming." Sana just nodded and returned back to her books. She had to answer her Mom. But she never thought about it. She felt that gesture was enough. Her Mom had become expert in reading them. She started once again revising every point of book. After all she had to answer in her interview in perfect way. But thought of practicing before mirror seemed to be perfect to her. She began to stand before mirror. She looked at herself. She was clearly scared. But then she started paying attention to her dressing style. She had dress in wrong way. She started changing her dress. She had started to changing her appearance. She began to change her ornament. She had to dress in perfect way. She must had to do it.
      Sana just kept changing dresses. Her Mom was watching her from corner. It was really strange. Her Mom came ahead. Mom "Sana why don't you practice answering before mirror? It will help a lot in interview." Sana "Yes. Sure." Sana once again looked in mirror. She began to answer herself. It was really easy. Her Mom was looking at her with admiring eyes and she just had to practice. Then finally it was over. Her Mom "It was perfect. I am sure that you will get that job." Sana smiled and hugged her Mom. She dressed in perfect way. She was just perfect. She went in auto. Her heart was beating so fast. But then she told herself to relax on every point. She started to search for office. That office which was located on many locations on many point. She started locating those locations where office should. She started searching them again and again on every side of life. She had to stop her auto. Then she looked around on every corner. She kept looking around for that office. She was looking at that office which had to understand every step in life. She started wandering on every corner of road. She had to go in that office on every time. She just kept searching for it around office. She started looking in every corner with one thought from inside. She must had to find office. She began to search with one thought that she must find that office on some corner of road. She started looking at every side of road. She worked so hard. Finally she located it. It was really small building. It was not that much good office which would give her some big job full of status and salary. She was clearly disappointed. But then she thought that she had to start on some point so she could start on that point. She decided that she must try it as practice interview. When she went inside, she saw that she was not only one who planned to give it a try. There was long line of candidates. She was so confused that she had to face so much competition for such small job. Every was taken inside one by one. She was waiting with patience. Finally her number came. When she went inside with full spirit, she just hoped that she would win. But as soon as she opened that door, she felt something strange happen to her. She was so scared. She felt as if whole world was falling on her. She just couldn't able to stand for long. She felt as if her legs were made of some weak butter which was melting. She just rushed to sat in chair. Then she sat before two man. They seemed to her as if some monster. She sensed that they were looking at her in strange way. Then one man asked " Are you alright?" She wanted to say " Yes." But her mouth stopped talking. She felt as if some one had managed to take away her voice. She just couldn't able to talk at all. She wanted to answer them. But she just kept sitting on chair. She felt as if some one took away her all abilities to talk. She just sat there. She wanted to talk but she couldn't. They kept asking her questions. But she just kept drinking glasses of water. Finally they told her to get lost. She was so scared that she couldn't even manage to walk but luckily she able to do that. She just stood and went out of that room. She was so scared but as soon as she manage to come on road every thing was fine. She was so confused. She just felt that something must wrong with that room or with those men. Why else she should feel like that? She was sure that some thing was wrong with all that place. She was glad that she didn't get that job. After all she didn't want to work in such a scary place for such a small salary. She decided that she would try something else. She was disappointed but not that much scared. She knew that her Mom would understand.
      When Sana reached home, she told every thing to Mom. Sana " I am sick." Her Mom touched her head to check but she didn't got temperature. Her Mom " I don't think you got fever. May be you manage to stress yourself too much?" " I don't know Mom. But I was feeling so sick. I just kept drinking water and never able to talk." " It happens sometimes. I don't feel you got fever and you are feeling fine now. So do you want to visit Doctor?" Sana was so confused. She was feeling perfect now. She just began to feel that it was useless to go and visit Doctor. Sana " Mom I am feeling fine now. Why shall I need to visit Doctor?" Her Mom nodded. Then slowly her Mom asked " Is it possible that you are scared?" She screamed " I know that I am little bit scared when it comes to talking before people but you know me. This is important situation and I will not let my fears control me. In school it was just small test so sometimes I just let those things happen." Her Mom looked confused. It was clear that her Mom was not convinced. In her heart Sana knew that it was not true. Any way she just didn't want to discuss it further. She was sure that she would find some job and then she would prove her Mom wrong. She sensed one thing. She must find a job so she just decided to move away. She began to move with one thought. That she didn't want to argue with her Mom. But her Mom screamed " Where are you going? I want to talk with you." Sana just stood there. She was not interested in her Mom's lecture. She knew that her Mom was going to tell her that she must talk before public. She didn't understand that what she supposed to do. She had to practice before mirror. But her Mom just couldn't seem to understand that she did her best. Her Mom always kept telling her. She knew that her Dad was going to be worst. He would start abusing her by calling her stupid so she had to hide it from Dad. But she knew that it was too late. Her Dad just loved spying on her. He must had understood this information by now. She just never sensed that how did he manage to spy so much on her while doing his work. She knew that people love to gossip. But she never understood who was source of her information. She was so scared of him. Then suddenly her mobile rang. It was her cousin Disha. Disha "So have you got that job? " Disha was like angel to her. She always knew that whatever might happen but she could trust Disha on every move. When she heard Disha's voice, she felt such relief. " Disha I was trying to call you for many days. Where were you?" "Ohh just busy with my project work." "ohh.." Sana knew that Disha was doing further study. It was so hard for Disha to manage it all. After all for further studies Disha needed to live in hostel. But Disha seemed to be happy regarding it. Sana never dreamed of staying away from her house. Sana " So how is your college? " " Actually I have decided to quit." " What? Why?" "Actually I am getting married." Now Sana was so confused. She was never informed about this. In fact few days ago same Disha was telling her that she was not going to marry for few years. Sana was happy about her marriage. But she just didn't understand that why did she lied. Sana "Congratulation." Then Disha invited her on marriage. Then she called her Mom and mobile was passed. Sana was so confused. Disha was good at pretending whole time. She never let Sana guessed what was happening in her life. Every thing came as shock to Sana but one thing was clear that one pole of Sana's life was dropped. She could no longer depend on Disha. She was so confused. But she convinced herself that she would sort out this mess by herself. She didn't need Disha.
      Sana just told Disha that this job was not that much good. She was no longer interested in telling her truth. She went back in search of job. She started creating list. But in her heart she was scared. She knew that her Mom was telling truth. She never manged to talk that much in public. She just hated it but still she knew that she could do it. She decided to look for second interview when her Mom came in. Her Mom "Sana what do you think about marriage? I feel that I must start to searching a suitable boy for you. Of course it will up to you which one you want but I feel I should began my inquiries by going in marriage bureau. Then we will get more boys this way. You can choose good one for you." Sana smiled happily. She liked idea of getting married. Sana " Okay Mom." Her Mom went out. Sana started once again found a suitable job. She marked it. She was so pleased from inside. She decided that she would try but this time she sensed one fear from beginning. She knew that she was not going ahead the way as she planned for. On every moment she wished from mind just one thought. That she would not get scared but she knew that it was not going to be happen. It seemed as if she was cursed. She was never getting any where in life. She just kept feeling so scared regarding every interview that she just kept inquiring about it. But she never wanted to go on that place. She just started to understand that she just couldn't able to chat with people. She was getting sick day by day due to that thought. She was hoping manage to her life in good way. She was searching for job. But whenever she began to search for building, she just began to feel so scared that she decided that she didn't want that job. She went back home. This started to happen on every time. She was so upset by all this. She knew that her father was blaming her and her Mom was also started getting suspicious. But still she just kept pretending that she was giving interview but she just didn't manage to get job. She wanted to understand her action but somewhere in her mind those fearful thoughts took hold of it. She just decided one thing that she wanted to go over her fear but she never managed to understood them. She was getting so upset on every point. She wanted to find some one who would understand her problem. But she seemed to be feeling lonely on every point. She just never understood who would be the best. Finally her Mom started telling her about suitable boys. She wanted to get married with nice boy. But when she started looking at photos, she sensed strange fear. After all talking with that boy and with his parents was like interview only. She knew that she had to do it. She started to feel as if her life was cursed. She wanted to go in every way but she was not managing to get happiness in her life. It was getting hard for her on every day. She just wanted to understand why her life was suffering. But she didn't know which way she would go. Her troubles were increasing day by day. She was suffering so much due to her fear. She knew that she had to understand many things in life. But her fears seemed to be more important than any thing. She was no longer even interested in meeting any boy. She was so scared. But she didn't dare to tell this to her Mom. She just told her that her Mom could choose some out of them. She liked them all. Her Mom was confused but then she nodded. She ran in her room and then she started crying after closing her door. After all she didn't wanted any one to hear her. She started crying. She knew that next day when that boy and his parents came, she would become biggest embarrassment for all.
     Sana couldn't tell her parents truth so she just decided to go for it. She got ready in perfect way. She convinced herself that this would not happen again. She knew that marriage and job were totally two different things so she could handle it. She saw herself in mirror. She was looking perfect and beautiful. She was so glad. She smiled at herself in mirror. She was so comfortable with all. She just decided that finally it was going to be fine. Then her Mom came from behind and said happily " They have come. Come out." Then suddenly she wanted to run away. She was so scared but she knew that she had to go out. She felt that she might feel okay when she finally saw that boy. She felt that he was perfect. But once again her fear took hold of her mind. She once again just sat. Every one was talking to her. But she was so scared. She just kept drinking water. Slowly every one started looking at with suspicious. Then her Mom lied " Actually she was feeling sick since morning." "Ohh then you should have inform us. We could have fixed another day." They all seemed very understanding. That boy even said " Get well soon  Sana." As soon as they went away, Sana once again started feeling normal. Her father " What's wrong with her? She was acting so much strange. Are you involved with some boy? " Then he started abusing her. But her Mom stopped him. Then her parents sat near her. They asked her why did she act like that. She confessed every thing. Her father " My god!! You should have told us. I feel that she need a psychiatrist." "Yes..Yes and we must do it immediately. Before that boy started talking about going out with her." Her father was so scared. He called immediately to his friend then an appointment was arranged. He managed to make it quick. They all were so scared that they didn't able to sleep on that night. Next day they all wanted to just visit psychiatrist. They just kept looking at watch. Finally time came and they went in clinic. They had to wait for long. When they went inside, once again Sana felt so scared that she just kept sitting. Her parents started telling her problems. Psychiatrist " Just relax. Let her talk. Now Sana don't be scared. Do as I say?" He explained her relaxation exercises. She did them then she started feeling little bit relaxed. She started talking word by word. It seemed odd. But at least she was talking. Then she explained every thing to Psychiatrist. Her father " So what's wrong with her? And it will take how many days to cure it?" "Come on. You have to relax. She is suffering from social phobia. It was fear regarding talking before public. But slowly it was increased so much that she was scared even to talk before two or three people. It happens when stress was created on her mind. But it is not that much serious. She would be fine in few months." Her Mom " Months? But that boy to .." "We have to take it easy. You can't just take a medicine and get fine next day. You need to give it time." There was anger in Psychiatrist's voice so they didn't insisted. Then they heard every instruction Psychiatrist had given to her. Finally when they came out, they knew one thing that Sana had to get mentally sound before marrying. Then her Mom's phone rang. Her Mom "Sorry. But Sana is not well. Actually she is sick so it will take some time. Like a month?" "Ohh you can't wait that long. You can go ahead. It's alright. Good bye." Her Mom turned to Sana " So this boy is not suitable for you. Don't worry we will find another." Sana nodded. She went in her Mom's arm and cried. Her father patted on her back to show his support.
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