Saturday, May 2, 2015

Adventure story 187. Slave

                                                                  Slave
Ragini was studying every chapter of that book with full concentration. She wanted her cooking to be best. She was reading everything with full attention. She saw that this book was having wonderful and tasty pictures. She felt those all items were tempting. She didn't understand which one she should cook. She wanted it to be best. She started searching on each page for nice food. It was just great. There were many sort of ingredients which were required to cook food. She started looking carefully in book which had many sort of ingredients which were unknown to her. She could skip some but she wanted to cook best so she wanted to create list of ingredients. There were many types of new ingredients. That were so unknown to her. That she had to search for them in market. She looked at time. She had to leave immediately to search for ingredients. Those ingredients were on both sides of road. She started looking in every shop. She began purchasing things. She started searching in every shop. Those ingredients were so much hard to find. Whole time she was scared that her maid or cook would come home. She started searching for them. Many shopkeeper just didn't even know those names. She had to move from one corner to another corner. She started searching things from shop. Finally she started searching for those sort of ingredients. But she found it so hard to get them. She heard her mobile. Her cook was calling her. That she must returned in time. She was so upset. She finally took just those ingredients which were available and went home. When she went home, she told everything to her cook. Then they both had long discussion about it. That cook told her about many ways in which her dish would look great and tasty. Ragini wrote down every tip in her book. After all experience was sometimes more important than book. She wanted to learn that dish in best way. She just kept taking every tip. When her cook finished making their food, Ragini ate it as fast as she could. Then she began to search for remaining products. It was not easy for whole afternoon she just kept searching for them. Finally she got them all. Then she started making that dish. Everything was set in perfect way. She wanted it to be best. She just kept everything perfect and every moment she was so tense. Finally she got it done. She took that dish in lunch box and then she started to get dress. Now it came to dressing. She noticed that her face was turned red due to heat. She could see every mistake of her face. Since she knew that her to be mother-in-law was going to point it out, she was so upset. She once again tried her best to get her face right.Then she went back to her dish. She started to putting it in lunch box. Everything was perfect until now. She was relaxed. She started choosing her dress which should look decent and bright. It was so hard. Finally she chose one and got dress. She looked at herself in mirror. She was looking okay. She knew that she had to impress her to be mother-in-law and she felt that it was not easy for her. She looked at herself once again then once again she looked at tiffin she had packed. Then she went away.
        Ragini took auto. She was so tense when she went inside house. She rang bell. A full time servant opened door and gave her smile. Then she heard in background her mother-in-law's voice "Kashi who is it? " "Your new daughter-in-law is here." Her mother-in-law came out. She could clearly see that her mother-in-law was not pleased to see her. Her mother-in-law gave forced smile and said " You are here at this time." Ragini smiled. "Actually I have brought something to eat." Maid " At this time?" Her mother-in-law looked at her with pointedly at maid. Her mother-in-law Leela said to maid" Go inside house." Ragini could clearly saw by Leela's expression that she had completely agreed with maid. But she didn't want it on face to Ragini. Leela "How did you come here? " "By Auto?" Leela looked confused. "I mean what is reason behind your coming?" Ragini was so confused. Her Mother-in-law Leela never started any thing in straight way. She always kept confusing her. Like if she wanted to know cause of coming then she asked how did she came. "Actually I was just visiting my friend so I decided that I will also come here. Is it okay?" "Sure ..sure this is your house dear." Leela smiled but Ragini could clearly saw that she was not that much invited there without proper notice before. Ragini "Actually I have cooked..""Now you can see we have maid and servants. We don't need a person who can cook in family. So there is no need of cooking from you." Ragini was so upset. She just didn't understand her in-law's. Whenever she tried to do something. There was always same answer. They didn't want that from her. Sometimes she felt as if she was not at all wanted in that house. She was just show piece for them. They didn't want anything from her. They just wanted her to dress up and gave them heir. She just smiled at this thought on that point after she just wanted it only. She wanted just rich and prosperous family. She got it so she smiled and said " I know. But I just felt that some times I might need to serve guest. " " Ohh for that don't worry I will teach you how did you suppose to cook it." Ragini smiled happily. Then she gave dish which she had cook but then she understood one thing that dish which she had prepared was not important for her. She was no longer interested in it. She just kept it on one corner. She started talking with Leela and she just forgot all about her time which she wasted on cooking. Then she just kept discussing with Leela for hours just one thing. How did she suppose to move in life. She was no longer interested in her cooking. She wanted to understand every style from Leela. After all she was going to be young daughter-in-law. She saw that wife of elder son was not ready to move in way which Leela wished so she could become apple of eye for Leela. Ragini just wanted that position. She started just acting as Leela like. She was pleased. She just threw away all her efforts without thinking.She looked at photo. She felt that it was so true. That Trupti, elder daughter-in-law was really odd. She always dressed in such different way. She just looked too cheap to her. But she knew that she could change into perfect daughter-in-law for Leela. She smiled happily from heart.
      Ragini was busy with chatting Leela when she heard loud noise of Trupti's laughing. At beginning she didn't notice it but then Leela pointed out. " Ragini look at her. Trupti never have a sense how to act in life. She was always disgrace for me. Look at that voice. She always spoke so loudly. I am sure even my grandchildren are going to do same. It is so hard for me.I have a daughter-in-law who is hardly presentable for world. She always kept laughing at every small matter in such loud way." "But Mom...Shall I call you that or.." "Now that is true manners. You asked me before calling. But Trupti never did. She just began to call me. Actually personally I prefer to be call Leela but since every one expect that you should call me with such name like mother. I feel you should call me Mum. I like that name." Leela was looking so happy. Finally Leela found a daughter-in-law who would adopt her style. Ragini was listening to her each sentence. But then finally she couldn't able to control her curiosity. She wanted to ask that why did Trupti came there today. After all Trupti was not staying with her mother-in-law. From beginning they never able to adjust and Ragini felt that it was mistake of Trupti. But Trupti never visited this house. Ragini "Why did Trupti came here? " "For marriage preparations. I know.. I know. I will not let her spoil your and Sameer's marriage." Leela smiled and Ragini was happily willing to change according to Leela. Then Leela took her in her room. Then they started looking at ornaments which that jeweler bought it for her. Ragini started looking at every ornament with care. But in heart she knew that Leela would only decide her jewelery. She looked at Leela who was fully confident that Ragini would listen to her. Ragini first time sensed that she was not deciding by herself. Then she felt that it was fine. Ragini looked at Leela who was deciding for her. Leela looked at every jewelry with care. She wanted to perfect jewel for Ragini. Then slowly she started deciding jewelry. Leela was deciding as if jewels were so excellent in look. Leela was not even interested in opinion which Ragini had . She just chose jewels for Ragini and presented it before her. Ragini just started nod. Ragini just took every jewelry which was decided by Leela. This was really strange but Ragini just loved them all. After all since her childhood her parents used to decide for her. Now her mother-in-law was deciding for her. Ragini was happy with her when Trupti came there. Trupti smiled. Trupti "Can I join you?" Ragini looked confused but Leela said "Sure dear. You can see how excellent are Ragini's choices." Trupti came ahead and looked confused. Trupti "Mom it is just the same jewelry which you liked for me. Wow. Ragini, you like this one. You are making Mom so happy." Ragini " Mum want to.." "Wow you are even calling Mom same way Mom wanted. Wow Mum. I just never remember it. That is so sweet. I love you honey." Then Trupti hugged Ragini. Ragini didn't able to guess that if Trupti was really happy or was just doing show off. But any way she gave her a pleasant smile. Trupti "I am so glad that now Mom will not complaint about me." Then Trupti started laughing loudly again.
        When Ragini returned home, once again she was alone. She felt strange fear. It was happening every day since her mother's death. It was not sudden. Her mother had cancer. They all knew that she couldn't survive it. Her mother kept every thing ready for her. Her mother even wanted to see her married. But sadly she just didn't able to. They found Ragini's perfect match Sameer after five years. Her mother was dead for five years. But still Ragini felt same sorrow when she remembered her. She just never forget her mother who had been her guide for her entire life. But now Leela was doing same thing for her. Just at thought of Leela Ragini smiled happily. She was so relieved to get another mother. She was feeling so happy. But then she remembered that she must had to warm dinner for Dad. After all cook had cooked it in morning by now it was ice cold. She just wished her Dad was more helpful. She always had to all things in house. She had to arrange clothes. Then there were always small jobs of house. She had to warm milk and to do many small things. But since her Dad never understood importance of her work. He always kept increasing it and showing her as if she was useless. But then once again she thought that any way she was out of here now. Still somewhere in her heart she just wished her mother was alive to see this. Then she suddenly noticed that sugar was over. They needed it. After all they needed to make tea or coffee. She just forgot every thing when she was with Leela. Then she went out. Finally she went to shop. She was purchasing sugar when she noticed that Sameer was sitting inside cafe coffee day drinking coffee and eating snacks with s girl. He was enjoying himself. She sensed jealousy. She was about to argue then she thought that girl could be just his colleague and if she made any kind of show off, it looked wrong. She didn't want to upset him so she just went away. While going out she just felt one thing that they two looked just like couple. But then she just told her heart that it was just lie. She was getting conscious unneccesarily. She decided to control herself. She just went home, She started looking at her wedding shopping. Once again she was alone. She just wished Leela was with her. But it was not possible. She just kept looking around. After that she started to visit Sameer's house every day. One day she noticed once again Sameer in same shop with that same girl. She wanted to argue this time. But she was getting late since she had to catch bus and go to tailor. She wanted to discuss with Sameer that issue. But when she called Sameer, she just didn't want to bring it up. She just expressed wish to take her to movie which Sameer did. But whole time Sameer was just busy with his mobile. He hardly got any time to chat with her. She once more felt ignored. But still she felt that it was just due to her thinking. She just kept ignoring it. Until finally one day Leela called her with her father at home. When they came, she was shocked to see Sameer with that girl. Leela told them to sit down. Leela "I felt so sorry to tell you. But we have to cancel this wedding and engagement." Her father "Why?" "My son is already involved." Ragini was so shocked. She just ran towards Sameer and started screaming on him "You can't cheat me like that I am in love with you." "You are in love with me? But I have just went once with you on that movie and I hardly even talk on that time. I can understand that I should told you this on that point only. But you are not at all interested in listening to me." "What are you talking? I came here every day. I learn every thing from your Mum. She was just becoming like mother to me. I am so attach to her.." "You are marrying me and not my Mom so you have to be attach to me not to my Mom. And I can't see you have ever tried that." Ragini was so shocked. She just ran out of there. Her father came running after her. Ragini was so disturbed from inside. She started running on road. She felt as if she lost her mother on another time. She saw it in Leela's eyes. Leela called them just to get rid of them. Leela wanted now that new woman as her daughter-in-law. It was so perfect for Leela. Leela was ready to forget her and replace her. While Sameer claimed that they never were in any relationship. She was running on road without thinking which way she was going. She was just about to come under car when that car driver stopped and screamed on her. Her father said sorry and took her at home. She went with him but she was just soul less. She just kept watching in nothing. She didn't want to do any thing. She just kept crying on every point. She was getting worst and worst on every point. She just kept crying. Finally one day her father took her to hospital. She didn't ask him where were they going. Finally when they reached, she just sat on chair. She was not even interested in doctor's name. Finally she went inside. Then Doctor started talking with her. At beginning she was not interested. But then slowly she started telling him everything. Ragini "I feel so sad that Leela was no longer my Mum. I use to call her that since she like it. I did everything to forget it. But I just wanted Leela to be my mother. I miss her so much.." "You are not missing her. You are missing your mother." Her father " She never got over her death." Ragini started crying slowly. Doctor" She was upset by her mother's death and then she never got any treatment over it. She just kept thinking that she would get over. But it will not help us. She was depressed on every point. She started thinking at that she needed her mother. She found her mother in Leela which was never right. She was obeying her like some pet and Leela loved it. Leela was happy to see a daughter-in-law under her thumb. She never let her make friendship with Sameer. Leela just wanted her to be her slave. But she started training Ragini. But Sameer was not interested in her. It was not your fault Ragini that he was not interested. But he was already engaged with some one. But his mother Leela was forcing on him this relation. You are also not that much love with him. You just wanted mother. Actually I feel you have to relax little bit Ragini and accept your mother's death. Have you still sorrows about it? " "On each day." Then Ragini talked with him. She never asked who was him. But she knew one thing that he was helping her. Finally Doctor told her father " She is suffering from depression due to her mother's death. Sometimes it happen when you can't able to accept loss of your dear one. But slowly she would accept it. She was trying hard to substitute her mother which created more troubles in her life. But don't worry we can handle it." Ragini listened to everything. Then when she finally got out, she read name plate of Doctor. He was psychiatrist. She was so shocked. He seemed so normal and nice. She didn't understand that why did she was so scared of him. If some one had suggested her to do this, she would have said no. But now that she had visited psychiatrist. She knew one thing that she would visit him until she didn't feel normal. She didn't want to become slave of someone like Leela. She wanted just nice memories of her mother.
                                                               The End
                                 

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