Saturday, April 18, 2015

Adventure story 185. Secret ambition

                                                       Secret ambition
Usha was so excited about her new project each girl supposed to be given one work. It was exciting. Whole society was waiting for exciting competition. Usha always arranged best competition which everyone just loved competition. Usha was always liked when it came to gathering and planning. She used like even in her office. She still remembered that in office when she quit job. Every one in her office cried. She remembered her job. She never wanted to quit it. But when she got pregnant, she had to quit job. Since there was not any one to took care of her baby. She was never a kind of woman who wanted to stay as housewife. But she had to do it. She still missed her office from heart. But these things were perfect for her. She get sometime to do something constructive. She had thirst for it. She wanted to do something. But she looked at her children. She had to consider them as blessing.She knew that she must but she just couldn't. They seemed like burden to her. She just wished that only she could had freedom like she had before marriage. But she knew if that people would just thought she was totally ungrateful to her destiny. She had loving husband and perfect house. She wanted to laugh on this sentence. They were right that her husband was loving but he never thought that she got any intelligence. Whenever she tried to talk about financial matter. He just told her to relax. He felt that he was keeping her away from stress but in fact he was keeping her in one corner where she never wanted to sit. She wanted to participate in every activity. She just wanted to do some job. But she was always kept away from it. Now her younger sister was going to get married. She wanted her to had full freedom. She felt one thing. That her sister Meera was getting married. Usha heard knock on door. Usha felt that Meera must had came to make plan of marriage. She opened door with happiness. Meera was standing outside. But she was not happy. Her eyes were red due to crying. She must be crying for whole night. Usha was so shocked. Usha "What happened? Did they say you have to leave job?" "No Didi. They insisted that I must do my job." Usha was so confused. Usha "They are right. Why do you want to stay away from your freedom? " "Didi I want to spend life like you." Usha started laughing. Usha "Okay. Then why don't you spend some days with me? When you do this job, you will fall in love with your office again." "Fine. Didi I will stay. Any way I have broken my engagement so Dad was very angry with me." Usha smiled. She knew that she found a perfect way to handle situation. She was sure that when she would let her sister Meera handle her household in few days. She would ran away from there. She just wanted to teach her lesson so Usha allowed Meera to handle her house work.
        Usha first showed Meera all work she supposed to do. Meera found it hard but still Meera nodded. Usha even added few things extra after all Meera was doing every thing wrong so Usha had to teach her lesson as her elder sister. From that day Usha told her to take care of her son Vicky who was naughty and always hyperactive. Meera was little bit tired. Usha saw that she was cooking in kitchen. That smell was really sweet and shocking thing was that. Even Vicky was in kitchen and enjoying himself. It was strange that even irritation of Vicky seemed to suit Meera. Then Usha thought that this was happening just because it was her first day. Then door bell ran. It was Kishan. Usha smiled when she saw him. Now she could give more work to Meera. Usha screamed " Meera your Jijaji is here. Now make tea for him and some snacks too." Kishan looked at her with shock."Usha why did your sister cooking in our kitchen?" Usha smiled. Usha "Sit down. I will tell you all." Then she told him about Meera's decision. Kishan "Now this is wrong. How can that person be so greedy? If she didn't want to do job then why did they force her?" "Because they need money. Now a days just one person's salary is not enough. Every one want second income." "Nonsense. I feel it was just greed. After all she had to quit job after some time when she will have child.." "Her mother-in-law was ready to take care of children.." Then Meera spoke "But I wanted to take care of my children like you do." Usha was so frustrated. She wanted to go on job but she was sitting with children at home and her sister was claiming that she was having perfect life. She just decided one thing. She would teach lesson. Usha " Fine so for few days while I am planning for programme. You can take care of my family. Kishan now you will just ask her for every thing." "But?..""No argument. If she proved herself a perfect housewife then I will support her. But if she couldn't prove it then she had to marry that boy which our parents suggested. " Meera nodded. Meera nodded and happily agreed. Kishan was also smiling now. He felt that it was just game of few days so he agreed. From that moment Meera's test was started. First she went inside then she brought Vicky with her. She convinced Vicky to play with father. Since she suggested football. Vicky agreed quickly. Kishan was shocked. Kishan looked at Usha "Now this is not right. I am exhausted. I will not play with Vicky." Vicky started screaming "Daddy play.. Daddy play.." Usha was so confused. Then Kishan suddenly smiled. Kishan "Vicky let's watch cartoon together. What do you feel?" Vicky smiled and jumped with joy. He started screaming "Doremon...Doremon.." Kishan started Vicky's favourite cartoon and finally he relaxed. Kishan turned to Usha. Kishan " Usha your sister is too much." There was anger in Kishan's voice. But Usha understood one thing that Meera managed to entertain Vicky and to get hold of Television from Kishan. If Vicky was not convinced to play with Kishan, Kishan would had never given up his television. Usha thought that it was good idea. But now Kishan was angry with her. Usha knew that it was not good for Meera.
          In few moment Meera came out. She noticed that Kishan was angry. Meera "So sorry Jijaji but I am preparing your favourite pakodas." Kishan " I don't eat that oily food." "Not oily and not fried. They are just boiled. Actually they are not pakoda. They are one dish which I have prepared. Just to satisfy my mind I call them pakoda." When she brought them out, they really looked tasty. Usha tasted them. They were delicious. Within just few moment Kishan forgot his anger and started eating. So both members were happy. Since by then Kishan went to computer and found something interesting on internet so he was not interested in television any more. It seemed as if every one was happy. Usha was so shocked. But then she remembered her work. She started planning for programme. She went in room. She began with full concentration one fact. That she wanted to do her best. She just began to do her work. Usha just stayed in room until Meera didn't call her for dinner. Then she sat with them all. Dinner was really tasty. Meera was attending them perfectly. It seemed as if she managed Usha's household perfectly. She began to understand that Meera was a lot better housewife than her. In fact she felt just one thing that Kishan was lot happy with this arrangement and Vicky was also enjoying it. Usha felt that it was great so she returned back to her work. But this time she was not planning for programme. She was remembering just every thing which happened on dinner table. She saw that her sister was talking so sweetly with Kishan. Meera was trying to impress her. Usha sensed that something was wrong. But then once again she sensed. That she was thinking in wrong way. Meera was trying to just convince them that she was perfect housewife. Usha smiled at her thoughts and once again she started doing her work. But somewhere in her heart she sensed that she was so happy with that work. She just wanted to spend whole time in doing her work. She started loving every concept of work. She called all society members in society office. She started suggesting plans. She did it in such good way that suddenly one of member asked "Why don't you become societies secretary? " "Sorry but I don't have time." "She is right. Now her sister is doing her job. I am sure her sister will go home after this programme and Usha have to take over her work again." Every one nodded. Usha felt suddenly so upset. She knew that Meera was there for few days. But she wanted this to be permanent. But Usha knew that it was not possible. She just wanted one thing. Some one to take care of her family for her. She started thinking of keeping caretaker. After all Vicky was small but still he could be managed by caretaker. Usha decided that she would find some one and then she could once again try for some job. She knew that she needed to find a caretaker to get back her freedom.She smiled happily at this thought.
           Usha waited for few days. With each day Meera was becoming more and more expert in house hold work. Usha saw that she was dong her job perfectly. Every day Kishan was admiring her skills time to time who hardly ever admired Usha. But it was not Kishan's mistake. Usha never cooked anything that good or even with that much efforts. Usha always wanted every thing to be easy. But she understood one thing that she wanted to go back to her job. One night when Usha and Kishan were alone, she started discussing things with him. Then slowly she came to that issue. Usha "I have noticed that Meera was handling household so perfectly." "Yes. She is great." "I feel that I am not good. I might find some capable caretaker to..""What?" Kishan first looked angry then he smiled "Ohh.. I know. You feel that Meera is better. Now stop comparing yourself. You are greatest. Vicky was attracted to her because she is new slowly he will come back to you." "But even you seem to like her way of cooking and..""Now that is not truth. I was admiring her just for you. After all she was your sister. I have to admire her. " Kishan gave her sweet smile. Kishan was convincing her that she was best. But she knew that she was not and she wanted some one who took care of her family. She wanted to start her career. While Meera was just so busy in doing household duties, Usha was developing desire of new career. Then slowly Usha started noticing that even Kishan was friendly with Meera. She was angry to see them. They started laughing on Vicky's tantrum. They seemed like couple. She decided to talk to Kishan about it. One day Kishan even took them to cinema. He bought ice creams for them in theater. Usha saw that Kishan bought two chocolate ice creams, one mango and one fruit overload. Usha was shocked. She never asked but today she wanted to change her favor. She wanted something instead of mango. Usha happily took that fruit overload out of Kishan's hand. Usha" How did you guess that I want this ice cream?" Kishan looked nervous. Kishan "It is for Meera. This is for you." Then he gave her mango ice cream. She sensed so much anger from inside her husband was giving ice cream to her sister. Kishan was admiring Meera again and again. She could see it. She was sure that they were having affair. But they were not showing it. Usha knew that they must be doing every thing behind her back when she was busy in her planning. But she was in house whole time so how could it be possible. Then she realised. It must be when Meera get for vegetable shopping. Usha gave that responsibility to her too. Usha could easily imagined those hours which must had spend. She didn't want to be house wife still she sacrificed every thing. Now her husband was cheating her behind her back.She was so sure about it. She was so angry. She just wanted one confession from him. She just wanted it. She was so much angry. She screamed "Come on. Confess it." Kishan was shocked "What?" Meera joined them now. Meera "What happened?" Usha screamed " You are having affair with my husband." And then she jumped on Meera. Meera was so shocked. Before she could did anything, Usha started scratching on her face. Meera began screaming. Every one was shocked. Kishan started to try to hold Usha. But she got strange strength inside her. She was really hurting Meera. Vicky was crying loudly. It was worst. Then finally security came there and took hold of Usha. Kishan looked at Meera. Meera was hurt on face. He was so scared. She might have marks on faces due to it. Then in few moments Police came. Kishan knew that he had to stop them. But he could see that situation was out of control. Usha was still screaming on them. Finally Police took her away.
       Meera was crying so hard. Every one was just blaming her. Her parents felt that if Meera shouldn't had come in Usha's house. It would have not happened. They also felt scared that Meera might looked ugly due to it. But they told one thing clearly to Kishan that he must not visit them. So Kishan was blamed with Meera for every thing. Then Kishan went back to Usha. But he received shock there. Usha was clam now. Usha " I want divorce." "Divorce? But why?" "You can marry Meera if you want. I will not blame you.."" Will you shut up? I never have any affair with Meera." Suddenly Usha started screaming and throwing things. She just wanted one thing that was confession from Kishan. It was so shocking. But then suddenly Doctor came from behind and told Usha " Now relax. I will talk to him." Usha smiled. She felt that this Doctor was her friend. Usha " I just want justice." "Don't worry we will handle it. Nurse give her that medicine." Usha smiled and took that medicine.Kishan wanted to protest but Doctor stopped him with signs. Then slowly Usha went to sleep whole time Vicky was watching it. Vicky was getting scared. Kishan wished from his heart only if he had left him somewhere but it was too late. Then Doctor told him to come with him. Doctor " Your wife is having mental problem. She need a psychiatrist." "What? I thought that she was just jealous." "But if there was nothing to get jealous why was she jealous? Have you thought about it? " Kishan was confused. Doctor "I have talked to her. She told me that she, herself invited Meera. Then she suddenly got so jealous that she want to divorce you. She never told Meera to go out of her house. Don't you feel that was strange? " "In fact she was insisting on keeping her." He was so confused. Doctor "I will send psychiatrist tomorrow. Let her stay in hospital." Then Kishan went back home. Usha's Mom stayed there. It was hard for them. Since both daughters were in hospital. But Doctor told that Meera would be discharged soon. But in case of Usha there were lot of complication. She was getting aggressive again and again. It was not healthy. Then psychiatrist came  in her room. He discussed with Usha for long time. Then he came out to talk with Kishan. Psychiatrist " Her case is little complicated. Actually she wanted freedom in life. But since every girl around her married. She married to you. But she couldn't able to act as good as others. Since she was every day just dreaming of her job. This developed inferiority complex in her. When Meera came to your house, she felt that it was opportunity to prove that she was better. But Meera proved better so she was hurt again. But this time she wanted to put blame on some one so she began to get suspicious. She wanted to be out of this marriage but not due to her mistake so she started creating delusions regarding your affair. Things went in worst direction for her when you disagree to keep caretaker and let her go to office. She began to feel that you are in relation with Meera." "How could sh..""I know. But this is her mental state. She is not normal. I suggest you to admit her in hospital for few days. Then you can take her home after some time." Kishan nodded. But in his heart he felt just one thing that nothing would be normal between them. If Usha didn't want to be housewife, why didn't she told him. He could had married some one else. But then he remembered when first they met Usha just kept talking about her office. He was so busy in admiring her that he didn't sense her feelings. He knew that he made one mistake. He never looked in his wife's heart and his wife made one mistake. She never told him that she had secret ambition. She just wanted to get married. Now they had made mistake and they both had to tolerate it for whole life.
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