Poem 2854. Ways that bring smile

                                                               Ways that bring smile

When some ways are showing which are showing those effect on every point since ways are having so much effect

On our life we sense ways are opening world in wonderful in life but then those touches are showing ways

Are opening ways are having so many effect on every step of life ways are showing there are many ways in life

But then ways will show those understanding which are showing ways that are having effect on mind we start

To sense different thoughts from inside every way seem to show those effect on every step of life since those

Ways are showing those touches which are having so many effect on  life but then on every point which are

Having so many effect on life ways will show world in different way on every step of life we sense ways will open

New world on every step in life every way will open new start to show those touches are having so much pure

Effect on every point we will start to show those effect on every way of life we will start to  learn those ways

Which are having so many effect on mind we will start to have so many ways which will open our life in different style

Ways will open new start on our life when ways will have so many effect on mind we need to understand those

Ways which are showing those touches which are needed on every step of life we need to understand ways

Which are having so many knowledge from inside every way will show those touches which are having so many

Effect on every step of life which will open new feel from inside we need to understand those touches which

Are hope for our life we  need to understand one sense from inside those touches which are opening our world

Will start to open our world in new style we need to learn one thing one way will began to create so much

Effect on life we need to learn  ways which will start to give different reactions in our mind we need to just

Understand our soul from inside on every step we need to move with knowledge from life we need to learn

Those steps which are creating world in different style we need to sense them from inside on every angle

We sense our way is hard since we want to move ahead on every point but if we are moving towards happiness

Then it will be great for life but when we start to move towards greed or other selfish desire our life change

To way which we never desire from mind on every step we sense one thought from mind that we need to learn

Every step with one thought from mind that will tell us we need to move ahead with one thought from mind

We need to move ahead on every point with one thinking from mind that we need to move to that way which

We need from mind that happiness is true need of life when we start to think for all we start to sense we just think

First about ourselves in life since what we desire to have is not luxuries but our smiles on every step we sense

One thought from mind that we need to sense happiness from inside on every point we need that basic feel

Which will open our world in different style we need to understand happiness as basic need of every point

When we will start to learn those steps which are changing new way in life we need to understand happiness

From our mind we need to sense that happiness will start to show new shine in life we need to sense that

When we see others smile we start to show those different effect on mind but then happiness will start to show

Those touches which are having so many different sections in life but then those ways are showing world

In different style we start to sense those effect which are having so many effect on life we need to learn ways

Which are showing others feel from mind but then on every step of life but then at every point of life at every point

We need to learn ways of helping others  which will start to show those effect which are having so many effect in life

We need to learn ways which are needed to be corrected on every point we will start to sense those effect

Which are showing ways which will give hope to  our life but then ways will start to show so many effect in life

Ways will start to show those effect which are having so many reactions on every point we sense one thought

From mind which will start to open our world in different style we need to understand those touches which

Are showing ways as basic steps in life but then effect will start to show those ways which are having so many effect

In our life we start to sense those reactions on mind but then those ways which are showing those ways are

Just opening happiness from inside on every step in life we need to understand ways which are having so many

Effect on every point but then those effect are showing those reactions which are having so many reactions

In our life we will start to sense one feel from inside we need to sense those steps which will correct our ways in life

Since ways are showing those effect will start to show those effect in life we need to bring happiness from inside

On every point we need to sense one thought from inside on every point we sense one thought from mind

On each step we sense one thinking from mind that we need to understand correct ways which are showing

Those effect on every point we start to sense those ways which will start to show those understanding which

Will start to world in  different style we need to start our life with one thought from inside on every step we sense

One thinking from mind that we must understand every step from inside we need to find correct way in our life.

Poem 2853. New thing form from old thing

                                                  New thing form from old thing

Since new voice began to move ahead on every point which are having so many meanings hidden inside on just

Every step new voice will open new start on every point when voice will start to open new start to have so much

Effect on mind new voice began to start to show world in new style when voices are opening world in new style

We will start to show new voices which are having so many effect in life when new voice will start to show

Those voices are showing different reactions in life when we will began to sense voice we see many feels from inside

On every step those voices are opening world in different style but we need to sense those new voices are

Showing old voices which are opening our life after some times in life but then world will start to show those

Effect which will give feelings which will start to change on every step our point we sense one thought from

Our thinking and mind so different voices are showing those new effects which are showing those different

Effect on life but then old voice will start to differ on each point new voice start to show those touches which

Are opening world in new style we need to learn those voices which will have different effect on life we start

To sense one feel from inside one thing which is old become new after some time we sense one thing from

Our soul and mind we start to sense one thinking from mind that voices which are changing world will start

To show world in different style we will began to sense those concepts which are creating our world on every point

Since out every old tree a new tree began on every step of life we start to sense those touches which will

Start to show new start on every point when we will start to understand different concept we sense from

Old feel just new feel will be need of life when we will start to sense those appeals on every step of life since

Old things will start to show new beginning from that old thing on every point when new  things will began

From old things which will start to form effect on our mind we need to learn those understanding which are

Having so many effect on mind but then those old things will start to show new start to our mind we start

To show those concepts which are start to show different circles in life some will tell us old things will become

Just new and new things will become old after some time but some people just never sense and start to just thinking

New touch will open new start to our mind we have so many directions in life new will began with old things

In our life on every point we need to sense different effect on life when we will start to show so many effect

On our life we will began to see so many effect on life we need to understand old things are needed to be new thing

On every point but then those old things will start to show new beginning on every point when we will start

To sense new beginning in life but then after some point we sense one thing from mind we need to understand

Those concepts in life when those effects are opening our world on every step of life when we will start to sense

On thought from inside old things will start to show new things which will open our world in different style

We start to sense one thought from mind when we will have so many concepts in our life when we will start

To show old things can be shown new things which will give beginning on every point when we will start to sense

Happening on every point when we will start to understand those touches which are showing so many concepts

In life we sense one thought from mind old things are beginning of new and new are going to be old that

Is one circle of life we sense those concepts which are old things once but become new after some time but

We just sense one thing new things will turn old and disturb us in life we need to understand new start in life

We need to learn those concept which are new which will be start with new start on every point we sense

One thing from mind we need to sense different concepts will open world in wonderful style we need to just

Sense those concepts with our thinking and mind what we never understand which are having so many appeals

That are changing our world on every point we need to learn those concepts which will open our world in just

Different style we need to sense one thinking from mind that old and new both are moving in life with hand in hand

So we need to sense them on every point things will differ on every step of life we need to sense those concepts

Which are having impact on mind we need to sense that circle which is changing our life on every point we need

To learn those concepts which are having so many effect on life we need to learn so many concepts in life

But then after some point old and new things are having so many concepts in life but then after some time

We start to sense those touches which are giving hopes to that world which will have so many effect on life

We need to learn old and new things which are different parts of same concept on every step of life we will

Start to sense one thing from inside when we will sense we start to understand old and new both things are just

Having so many effect on mind we need to learn those concepts which are hope for mind on every step and point

We need to understand them at every step of life we need to understand new things will always enter in life

We need to understand new things which will open new start to our life which will give effect on our world on every point.

Poem 2852. Repetition and addiction

                                                         Repetition and addiction

Sometimes something capture our mind those things which are giving hopes to our world are starting to open new start

To our world and mind we start to sense something which will look relief but actually they will start to create

Those effect on mind we start to sense one thought from mind so we need to understand hopes which are having

So many effect on life but then on every point we sense from mind those concepts are showing world in that way

Which will start to show those effect that are changing our life we need to understand concepts but they will

Sense those touches which are having effect on mind we need sense one thought from mind that on every step

We sense one thinking from inside we need that relief which we desire from inside on every step we sense

One thought that we must understand our thinking and mind we need to sense those things which are capturing

On every thing at each move of life we need to sense every step with one thought from mind which will have

Different thoughts that are showing mind that style which will have so many concepts for our life when we just

Move ahead on every step world will open new start for mind we will began to form different effect on life

We start to sense capturing thoughts will open our world in new style but if wrong things will have so many things

Which will start to form effect on life when things are getting repeated we sense thoughts which will have

So many effect in style since those touches which will form effect on every step of life when we will began

To move with repetition on every point since things are moving around and around we need to sense one thing

From mind that our soul will need to learn those concepts which are forming those reactions in life but then

Those touches will start to show those different effect on life we began to fall in that trap which will have

Effect on our mind we need to sense one thought from inside repetition is need of every step of life but then

Things will start to change every step of life we start to understand repeating again and again things will give start

To our world on every step of life when we will start to repeat we fall in that trap on every step of life we start

To just sense one thing that just doing things again and again will have so much effect on our life when we will

Have so much effect on every step of life we need to understand those effects which are showing those reactions

In our life we sense one thought from mind that we need to learn those concepts which are giving new feelings

To our life we start to sense one feel from inside on every step we need to learn those repetitions are need

Of our future and life we need to understand one feeling from mind that will tell us we need to learn those

Thoughts and thinking which will needed to be repeated on every point when thinking will start to move round and round

On every step of life which are showing those different feelings that are having so many thoughts hidden in life

Repetition will start to move around those things which will form effect on life we need to sense one thought

That we must keep doing same thing again and again on every step of life we will just began to remember it

Again and again on every time we sense it from our soul and from our mind we just start to sense one thought

That repetition is one truth of our life when we will repeat things we sense one thought from mind that we are

Just keep doing same thing again and again on every point we need to understand things from inside on just

Every move we keep doing them as basic need of life when things are repeated we just feel desire of life and

We start to repeat things on every step of life when those things are moving again and again with one thought

From our understanding and from our mind those things are getting repeated and opening our world to that

Way and point which will have so many thinking that will start to form effect on our life which will start to have

Repetition will have start to move towards that point which began to form those impact which are changing

Our world on every step of life we need to sense one thing from mind that every concept will change our world

To that side which will start to form different effect from inside on every point we sense repetition is need of life

We began to move ahead on every step with one thought from mind that we need to relax and repetition

Is giving that relaxation to our life on every step we sense one thought from mind different thinking are part

Of our world on every step of life we need to break that addiction on every point with one thought that we need

To break that chain which will give hope to our mind we need to move for hope in life we need to move to that

Way and towards that thought which will open our world to that step which will open our mind we need to just

Feel and sense one thinking from mind that will tell us we need to understand repetition as fact of our mind

We need to understand those repetition will start to show those touches which take us away from main point

We need to learn that relax that addiction is that basic fact which will open our world to that point where

We sense one effect will have so many thoughts which will show those effect that are having so many thoughts

Which will start to show addiction that will give effect on our mind we need to sense just one thought from inside

We need to understand addiction will form worst effect so we need to correct those effects which are creating forms in life.

Poem 2851. Thinking is impossible

                                                            Thinking is impossible

Some thinking are impossible to understand in life we need to sense them as truth on every point some thoughts

That are opening our world seem to be consider wrong by world on every point so we just want to be alone

But world never seem to even understand it since world want just us to obey it without having own thinking on every point

We start to sense just one thing that our thinking will show so many colors which are having power on our mind

We need to sense those thinking which are taking us ahead are creating new world to our life we need to just

Understand on every step our thinking which will have power to move ahead on every move of life we need

To learn just one thing that our thinking will have so many powers which are forming effect on our future and mind

We never understand that world will want to just change our ways and create new light on every point

We never sense our thinking will open knowledge on every step of life we sense just one thing on every move

That we need to understand thinking from inside on every move we sense those thinking will open our world

In that way or style which will give power to our world on every step of life when we will start to understand thinking

We sense it on every point that thinking will open our world in that way which will give desire to our mind

On step of life since those thinking which are showing those effect which are creating those effect which are

Showing so many impact on mind since thinking will start to show world in different understanding with one thought

That will start to show appeals to mind we need to learn those thinking which are showing world in different style

We sense one thinking that world will look great if we start to sense that light which will start to have so much

Appeal from inside on every step thinking will have so many directions on every move of life thinking are having

So many reactions from inside thinking will open new start on every step of life at every point we need one

Feel and thinking from inside on every step we need that power of mind which will start to show so many

Understanding from inside thinking will open our world to that point where we need to one need to just move

With one thought from inside those thinking which are opening our world will start to show those reactions in life

Which will open our world to that point where we can see new start for mind we will began to form those effect

Which are showing so many meanings which will have so many understanding hidden on every point we just

Start to sense thinking will have so many effect but then sometimes it is just forced on every point we start

To sense one thought from mind we need to sense thinking will open world to different point which will start

To show thinking in different style we start to have so many steps on every point from inside on just every point

We need to understand those touches which are giving beginning to our thinking on every step of life we start

To have so many thinking will start to show those touches which are giving our life that style on every point

We need to understand thinking which will start to show world in life on every step of life we need to learn

Those effect in life but then thinking will have logic which will decide from inside on every step we sense one

Thought or fact from mind we need to understand that sense which will give power to our world from inside

On every step we sense different styles are hidden inside which are showing so many effect on life we will

Start to understand those effect in life we start to show those effect in life so we need to understand those

Impact on mind but thinking will show logic which will open new start in life we need to learn those  steps in life

When we will need to understand and learn every concepts in life thinking will start to learn those effect on mind

We need to learn right thinking will needed to learn in right way in life we start to learn those thinking which

Are forming new start on mind we start to learn thinking will have power from mind we need to learn that

Thinking which will began to form those effect on life since thinking will show those understanding which

Are showing those effect of mind which are showing those understanding on every point but then on every step

Of life when thinking will open those understanding from inside on every step we sense thinking from mind

But then thinking will needed right logic in life but then those effect will start to open new start to have so much

Understanding on every step of life we need to learn thinking will open our world to new style we need to just

Learn thinking which can only help us in life when we start to learn those effects in life then at just every step

We sense one thinking from mind but then after some time we sense one thought from mind those thinking

Which will open our world are starting to create new effect in life but then those touches are opening new

Thinking from inside on every step we sense one thought from mind we just sense one thought from mind we start

To understand thinking which are showing world in different style we need to learn those thinking which are

Showing world in different style we need to understand thinking which will give our world new shine and

Open new start to our mind we need to understand thinking which will open our new world on every step of life

When thinking will open our knowledge which are giving power on every point but then on every step we think

One thought from mind we need to understand thinking from inside which will give hope to our life since it will start in our life.

Adventure story 251. The light

                                                                  The light
Rohit was running ahead Meena was taking out her younger daughter. She was so small but she was always healthy except one thing from day one. She just screamed whenever she saw light. As if she just hated lights. In hospital doctor found it strange even nurse felt little strange but then they assumed it was just sensitive eyes which many children had. They needed to take care of her. But even today she just hated light. Soon Meena sensed that something must be wrong with her daughter's eyes so they took appointment of doctor. She looked at her daughter. As soon as she went in light, her daughter started screaming on top of lungs. Rohit immediately sensed some thing was wrong. Rohit " Mom what is wrong with Chitra? Why did she hate light so much?" Meena smiled. " Nothing. She just like it." " Mom you and Dad are going to take her to doctor tomorrow?" " Now this upset Meena. She didn't wanted her son to know about it. " Who told you that?" Rohit looked away. So one thing was clear he didn't want to tell name. Any way Meena could easily guess that it must be her mother-in-law. She just kept complaining about her daughter whole time. Meena was to fight with her. But it was not of any use. In fact it would just create worst effect on her son. Rohit was confirming fact since he trusted his mother and that was good sign. " Yes we are. We are concerned about it." Rohit smiled when he sensed his Mom was not interested in hearing name of that person who told him this. Rohit was relaxed now. He could talk frankly. "Mom I was thinking about this for so many days. She just seemed so pale. It is not normal. I mean I have seen sisters and brothers of my friends. They all are red and healthy due to sunlight. But Chitra just love darkness. A small kid need light. She will get sick if she kept sitting in darkness like that." Meena was so glad when Rohit talked so maturely. She decided that she would talk with him like adults. " We both feel same way. But she seemed so upset by light. We just feel that we need some Doctor. We can't just cure her." " Mom you are right. Doctor will cure her. You must not pay attention to grandma. We must do every thing for Chitra. I will take care of her on every way in life." Meena felt so happy that her cute little son was telling her concerned about his little sister. She began to feel so tense. She was so concerned about her daughter. But her son might start to hate his sister. But he loved her. Meena just wanted Rohit to get attach to Chitra and it was happening. She went inside her room in darkness with Chitra. She turned to Rohit. She knew that she couldn't do that for long. She couldn't just stay with her daughter in dark. Her son was not so grown up enough to live on his own. She had to find some one to take care of Chitra. She needed to go out sometimes. But it was hard. She knew that any baby sitter would not like to sit in just dark room. Chitra was so difficult to handle. She looked around that dark room. She was getting upset herself. She just wanted to show her daughter to some Doctor and wanted to walk in light. She was so frustrated by this arrangement. She wanted break from it. She needed to just cure her daughter. She sat in that dark room. She was cuddling her but she knew somewhere in heart. She couldn't even see her face properly. She wanted to at least see her daughter properly in light. But when ever she tried to take her in light. Chitra started screaming and she had to take her inside in few moments. She slowly dialed her Mom's number. She told her all while crying. " Mom can you help me? I need a babysitter. No one is ready for it." " Now this is so hard. But still I will try to find one. I feel she might charge more money." "Mom it is fine. I just want to spend some time in light. I can't live in darkness for entire life. Can I?" " Okay I will send her tomorrow." " Thanks Mom." Ronit came running inside. " Mom do you got babysitter?" " I think so." " I am so happy Mom. I want to play with you. Grandma is not that nice. I want you." Rohit hugged her. Meena could sense his loneliness. Meena " Don't worry. I will play with you from now." In her mind she was tense but she was determined that she would just manage to find a proper baby sitter.
    That day Meena and Dinesh went to Doctor. He checked Chitra. Pediatrician " I think your daughter have cataract. " " But she is just baby." " I know but it is not impossible. In few cases babies have cataract and don't worry. It is not complicated operation. It is just simple operation. " Dinesh " Nothing is simple for such a small child." " Mr. Dinesh you need to act with patience. If you act this way you will manage to scare them all. You are important pole of your family. You have to support your wife and daughter they can't handle it on their own." Dinesh looked out of window. He dried his tears. He knew that Meena was also crying. He gave her tissue. She controlled her tears and dried them. She knew that she had to be strong. Meena " So what did we suppose to do?" " I will give you number of cataract specialist. First relax. It will be just fine. " " When can we go? We want to go as soon as possible." Pediatrician smiled. " You need patience. She might have to stay like this for few days. Until her cataract fully develop then she can be operated. You can go to Doctor tomorrow. But still if you want them then take second advice. But I feel this Doctor is best." Dinesh " We trust you. We will go to him on tomorrow." Meena tried her best but somewhere in heart she had lost all her hopes. She never thought that Chitra would have such big problem. Now she could clearly sensed handling it was going to be biggest trouble. She didn't know much about cataract but she heard that operation was easy. But she never imagined her little baby to be operated. Still it was going to happen. She started crying from heart. She sensed one thing that suddenly her daughter began to cry too. Chitra sensed it all. She was so upset by light. Even at evening she preferred to stay inside her Mom's duppata. It was so frustrating. She didn't want to scare her daughter but she was so scared herself. Still she smiled. She tried to console her. But it was not convincing her. Then Dinesh tried but nothing worked. She just kept crying until they didn't reach home. Meena took her inside house in dark room. She immediately stopped crying. It was horrible. Chitra didn't able to tolerate even little bit of light. Meena was so upset. She didn't able to control herself any more. She started crying when suddenly Rohit came running inside with his grand mother. Rohit " What happened Mom?" She slowly told every thing to Rohit. Her mother-in-law spoke immediately " She is just burden. I told you when she was born that she was good for nothing. " Meena " Oh really and what is use of other people in this house?" " You are saying that I am useless. How dare you? This is my house." Rohit " But you first you called Chitra useless." " Look at this boy even at this young age his tongue is moving so fast after all you have feed him proper poison. Finally one day he will become evil like you. I just made biggest mistake in world by marrying my son to you." " Ohh really? Then I will just go to my Mom tomorrow. You can find new bride for your son. I am not staying with you." Meena was so angry. She began to pack her clothes when Dinesh entered " What happened?" Rohit " Mom and grandma had argument and Mom said she is leaving you and you suppose to marry another woman." Dinesh was shocked. Dinesh " What is this nonsense Meena? At this situation we need to think about Chitra. " " But your Mom.." "She is like that only don't pay attention to her. Let's talk about Chitra." Then Meena stopped packing. She sensed that she was too stressed. She sat there. They all started planning it all like family. They all decided to divide hours of staying with Chitra after all Meena couldn't stay in darkness for entire life. It was so upsetting. But at same time Meena was so glad that at least her family cared for her. But she decided that she would just found some babysitter but still some one must pay attention to Chitra. One thing was clear handling one sick person was not going to be easy for her family. But they decided that they would do it so they could manage it. Then she suddenly remembered her mother-in-law and she once again sensed that it was not going to be that easy. She looked at Chitra. She saw that Chitra was asleep. Meena " Let's go out in light. I need light." They all nodded. After all when Chitra woke up, Meena needed to go in darkness again. It was not good news for them. But they felt sure that once Doctor did that operation every thing would be over. They went ahead with that hope from their heart.
    Finally Meena and Dinesh took her to eye specialist who checked her eyes. He told them that they had to wait Chitra's cataract was not fully developed. At beginning they were upset but slowly they began to adjust. Slowly every one accepted that Chitra just liked to stay in darkness. They found babysitters. Many came and many ran away but nothing mattered. They all stood together. At beginning Dinesh's Mom tried to break their unity. But she couldn't since Rohit just loved his sister. Finally she had to gave up. So Chitra was happy in her dark room. But then finally Rohit came to Meena one day. Rohit " Mom Chitra needed to go out in light. I just got one idea. Why don't we give her dark glasses then she could at least able to play in whole house. " Meena smiled she liked that idea. Then she called Dinesh and told him to bring glasses for her. When Dinesh came, they immediately gave those dark glassed to Chitra. She was 1 year old now. She managed to keep them. She slowly came out of room. She even smiled when she looked around. But she turned away her face as soon as she looked at tube light. She wanted to return in room but Rohit stopped her. He told her to sit in room with back towards light. They reduced all light and just kept dim light. Chitra liked that. Slowly they started using dim light every where. Dinesh's Mom kept cursing them. But no one paid attention to her. After all Dinesh was paying every thing so he could change lights as per his wish. They began to live in that way which could be suitable for Chitra. Finally that day came when they decided to operate on Chitra's eyes. Doctor did it quickly and perfectly. It was hardest day for them. She was so small. They had to take care of every thing. From that day they followed every instruction they had given. She cried so much many times. But finally every thing was over. Doctor said that she was fine. They were so glad. They all hoped that she would become normal. They started looking forward to take her out on picnic. Now she was three year old. She needed to get adjust with light. One day they decided to take her out. Meena " Come Chitra let's go out in hall." " No light hurts." Rohit " No Chitra it will not hurt now." " No." She screamed and hide under bed. Meena was so confused. " But how did you understand without going out." " No..No..Black glass." "Chitra!!! You have to try. You can't spend your entire life in this dark room." Then she started to convince her but she knew that convincing such a small girl was just useless. Chitra didn't understand any lectures. She was so small. Meena decided that Chitra might need some time. Rohit " Just show her some thing she liked then she should come out. " Meena liked this idea. She took out Chitra's new toy. It was special toy which would never given to her. Since it was too costly but this seemed like perfect occasion. She smiled and gave that to Rohit who opened door. He went out and slowly opened that toy. That doll started to dance. Chitra saw it. She smiled and she ran but then suddenly sunlight came on her eyes. She started screaming. She ran back. She was about to stuck on table when Meena stopped her. It was horrible. She was really crying in pain. There was no dispute about it. She was still suffering from some pain. Meena consoled her. Meena " Did it hurt?" Chitra nodded. Meena was so upset. One thing was clear that operation was not that much successful. Chitra was still having problem with her eyes. Rohit " Mom did that Doctor cheated us?" " Now don't jump on any conclusion. I will go to him with Dad." " Why did we have to wait for Dad? I will come with you." " You are too small." Suddenly Dinesh's Mom came out. " I will come with you. That Doctor can't grab so much money like that." Meena was so glad. Finally her mother-in-law cooperated. She told Rohit to stop at home and they both went to eye specialist. She even called Dinesh. He joined them there. They showed every thing to Doctor. But it was useless. He kept claiming that she was fine. It was just sensitive nature of eyes. They argument continued without results. Doctor just kept claiming her eyes were fine. They finally had to leave since Doctor told them it in such a harsh tone that they sensed that he might make complaint against them. They all went out. From that day they just kept showing her to eye specialist but every one said that she was fine. It must be sensitive nature of her eyes. It would go away so Chitra just kept hiding in her room.
   Soon Meena and Dinesh decided that they couldn't keep their daughter uneducated. But she couldn't go out in sunlight so final option was home tutor and distant education. It was really scary option. But they had to take it since they didn't have any other option. It was so strange Chitra just kept sitting in dark room. She was little girl still she used to wear dark glasses. Whenever she entered in hall they had to use dim light. She just never watched TV since she hated it's light. Every thing was strange about her. Rohit managed to make so many friends while Chitra just never came out. She just never managed to make even one decent friend. Chitra was always loner. Some friends might came to play with her but no one stayed for more time after all they were small girls so they all wanted to enjoy lights and colors. At first Meena tried to call other girls. At beginning few girls came to play with her. Meena provided them with best toys but after some time she sensed it was enough. She realized one thing. All children came in house and when they saw darkness, they no longer seemed to be interested in those toys. They all just ran away. Meena hated it from heart when they all ran. But Chitra hardly missed them. She just kept playing with her toys in her dark room. Chitra just hated light. They took her to many Doctors but achieved nothing. It was turning into worst thing day by day. Chitra just began to love night. She was so comfortable with it that slowly she began to sleep in day time and began to enjoy staying awake at night. One day finally Rohit came to Meena. Rohit " Mom this is getting too much. Chitra is now 10 year old. Still she didn't go out in light. We can't send her to school. She was acting as if she is bat. This is totally strange. She needed to understand that she is human being. She couldn't sleep in day and work at night." Meena " I know. I try to talk with her." She went in Chitra's room. Since Chitra didn't went out of room, they had to go in her room. Meena " Chitra why don't you try to come out in light?" " Mom I am fine in my room." Rohit " No. You are not and you know it. You don't go in school like me. Do you?" Chitra moved her head in negative way. Meena " So you can sense now that it is wrong. Please try to come out." " No Mom light will kill me." Meena said it with anger " Did it kill us? We all go out in light every day." " But I am not strong." Rohit " What is wrong with you? I can see you are perfect." " No..no.. I am weak as soon as I see that light suddenly my breathing began to stop. I just began to feel that this light will burn me alive. I feel as if I am going to die due to it's first ray." " You know it will very well that it will not happen."" I can feel it. I mean I can sense it." Chitra was really scared. Chitra " Can't you see it in my face that my body don't permit it?" They were confused. Chitra's face seemed like genuine but her thinking was not clear. Meena wanted to explain her. She kept telling her every thing. But still it was clear that she couldn't manage to convince her. Meena and Rohit finally went out. They both decided to give up. It was so wrong." Chitra just wanted to stay in that room. Mom we must do something." Meena nodded. She was so confused. She decided that she must talk to pediatrician again. She told him all. But he was clearly not interested in Chitra's case. He was too busy with patients. Meena was so confused. She was so angry. She decided to call eye specialist once again. He took her call after some time she reminded him of her case. Eye specialist " It is not my case now." " So? Where can I go?" " To psychiatrist? Your daughter is having mental problem." Now this was shocking to Meena. " But no one told me that before." " What can I say? You asked me now so I am telling you now." " But now where can I take her? She needed to understand those dark rooms are not for her. She had to understand those lights are her world. She was acting so strange." " I know..I can guess it must be so hard for you. This is number for you."  Meena took that number. It was really important to her. It became treasure for her. She put it in her pocket.
     As soon as Meena was so shocked, today with one call every thing was changed. Her daughter needed treatment but they didn't gave it since they didn't sense it's important. It was really shocking She called Dinesh and told him all. Dinesh " My god then why did we waste so many days and money on those eye specialist. Since now one seem to guess it, this seem so wrong on every point." They all decided one thing that they must meet Doctor immediately. Psychiatrist was her need. They started to sense that they went in totally wrong direction. It was having so much effect on Chitra's life. Dinesh "  I will talk with that psychiatrist. Just Chitra keep ready to visit Psychiatrist." Meena " Okay." She knew that it was going to be hard since Chitra didn't want to go out in day time. Rohit came in room. Rohit " What happened?" " Dad is taking appointment of psychiatrist." " Don't you feel we should have done it before." " What is use of this discussion? Just remember one thing better late than never." Rohit nodded. Meena " Why don't you go and convince Chitra?" Rohit nodded in life. Rohit went in Chitra's room. Meena could heard him. His convincing was winning over Chitra's fear. But still Meena could sensed that Chitra was not fully ready. She was so upset. Her daughter didn't even feel need of going out. It was so strange. She went in room. " Chitra stop this. This is not normal. You can't live like this. Come out with dark glasses or I will take you out without them." Chitra was so scared by Meena's angry outburst. She started crying slowly. Rohit " Mom take it easy." " What am I suppose to do? Wait for entire life with one hope that this girl would sense something. No, I want to start treatment immediately. Chitra are you coming?" Chitra nodded. She got ready. Luckily their appointment was after 6 o'clock so light was less. Chitra came out but whole time she was hiding her face in strange way. Meena could see that her daughter was observed by every one as strange human being. It was clearly strange. A girl who was wearing dark glasses at evening. She could see it in people's eyes. She just wanted to go to that psychiatrist. Whole time Chitra didn't care about any thing. She was just busy in hiding from lights. She didn't even enter in clinic. She stood in one dark corner.Finally their number was called. When she saw that Psychiatrist's room had light, she stopped. Dinesh and Meena tried to pull her inside but she started screaming as if she was in some pain. Finally Doctor told nurse to shut light for few seconds. Then Chitra ran inside. She went inside dark cabin and shut door. Then nurse started light immediately. She started screaming. It was horrible for Meena and Dinesh. They kept apologizing and Chitra started crying. Psychiatrist " Now just relax. She is here just due to her this trouble so you don't need to feel sorry. People get sick and we do treatment for it. But we don't need to feel upset due to it. Just relax. Now sit. Let's start talking so Chitra tell me your problem." Chitra slowly started telling it all. Psychiatrist listened to it all. Psychiatrist " It happens in some cases. When you have cataract due to it you just can't able to bear light. You feel that pain and then your brain send signal to you that it is harmful for you. It needed to stop it after treatment but sometimes your brain did mistake, it just kept sending you that signal and you manage to get scared even when you are not feeling pains. It is called Photo Phobia. Fear of light. You need to understand it is not actual problem but just problem due to fear now. At one time it was real problem. Now it is not problem just fear so we need to get over it and I am perfect doctor for you and you can get over it. With me you can win it. So start to smile. Come Chitra." Chitra smiled for first time in relaxed way. Meena and Dinesh were so glad first time they felt that it was working. They had to make payment but they were sure finally they got their cure. Meena was excited that she went out and she phoned to Rohit. He was so happy. When she went inside she was so glad to get over her trouble. Since first time Chitra was wearing dark glasses and she was ready to try to go out at least in night light. They were dim but she was trying. It was first step towards their success. They were overjoyed by this sign of dawn.
                                                                     The End 

Poem 2850. World in our life

                                                              World in our life

World will have so many sides we never sense which one will enter in our life we need to move ahead on just

Every step and on every move of life we need to understand our world from inside on every step we sense

World with it’s different efforts of life we need to learn from world which will open new start on every point

We need to sense world as that thought which will give power to our life we need to learn those concepts

Are showing world in different style we need to sense world as that basic fact which will teach us to grow in life

We need to understand on every step different concepts of life but then at every step world will start to show

Those reactions in life we need to learn from world on every step we need to learn those concepts which

Will start to open our mind what we need is just one thought that world will open new ways and give hope in life

But then those different thoughts of world which are showing so many touches which are changing our life

But then on every point world will show so many different effect on life world will show so many effect on mind

But then at every step world will have different logics in life we need to learn those concepts which are forming

Those effect on life we need to learn world which will show logic that are forming effect on life but then at just

Every step we sense one thought from inside on every move we sense logic will open new start for mind we just

Sense one feel from mind world will start to show so many touches in life we start to sense those touches which

Are giving hopes to our mind we start to understand world on every step of life we need to learn that world

Which will start to show those effect which are showing so many effect in life but then at every step which

Are having effect on world on every step of life we need to learn those different effect of world which are

Having so many effect in life world will start to show so many impact on mind world will open new start in life

We start to understand world will start to show different concepts in life but then those concepts will start

To open our world in different style which will give our world those different effect on mind we need to learn

Those different concepts in life will start to change our world will start to enter in life we sense one thought

From mind world will show different sections have effect in life we start to learn world from inside on just

Every step we sense one thought from mind we need to learn those steps which are showing world in different style

We need to learn on every step one thought from inside we need to learn those we can move ahead in world

But just with one thinking from inside world will open new start to our mind we need to learn from world

On every step one thought from inside we need to learn those concepts which are having so many power

Which are having so many concepts in life world will start to show those concepts in life but then at just every step

Which are having so many different thinking on every point but then world will start to sense one thought

From inside life will start to show those understanding which are having so many things hidden inside on just

Every step we start to understand thinking from mind we need to sense world from inside on just every move

We start to sense one thing from mind thinking will open new start to world at every step of life when our thinking

Will start to open world in different style world will show so many colors in life when those effects are forming

Our world in different style we just began to sense one thought from mind on every step we sense one thinking

From inside on every step we sense one feel from inside world will began to form effect which are showing

New start on every point world will have so many directions on every point we sense world on just one feel

From inside world will give meanings which will start to show those touches which are having effect on mind

On every step we start to show so many effect which are giving meanings to world on every move of life when

We will start to show those touches which are having effect on life thinking will open new start on every point

When world will start to show those understanding which will start to show world in that style which will

Start to give hope on every point world will have different sections on every step of life with one thought

That we need to understand thinking on every step of life when we will start to move in different ways we just

Start to sense different touches of mind which are telling world in that way which will give hope to life from inside

On every move we sense one thought from mind that will tell us we need to move ahead with hope from inside

On every step we can see world in those ways which are giving us new life we need to sense one thought that

We need to understand our world and life from inside on every step we need power of future on every point

We have to move ahead with those touches which are giving hope to our mind we need to sense it on every point

With one thought that thinking will open our world to that way which will give strength to life which will give

Hope and that shine which will create power for us on every point we just sense one thing that we need those

Touches which are opening our life we need to sense world will look great on different steps by opening it to new style

We need to sense different effect of world from inside we need to learn that world will have hope on every step and point.

Poem 2849. Nature and it's feel

                                                             Nature and it's feel

Natural feel will open new start to our mind we need to learn those natural thinking on every step in life but then

On every point we start to sense nature as that basic need of our life when nature will start to give new feel

We sense it is from god on every point we need to learn every step of life just one thinking from inside that

Will tell us we need natural feel of mind nature which will show world in different style we sense one appeal

From our mind we need to understand nature as basic power of life which will open new start to our mind

On every step we sense one feel of mind that will tell us nature will have so many effect which will have power

Hidden inside on every point we sense one thought from mind nature is that gift from inside which will start

To show touches in life we need to sense those appeals which are opening our nature to that way on every step

Of our life we need to understand those touches which are having so many effect on mind we start to just understand

On every step of life nature will start to show there are showing so many uses in life we need to sense so many

Touches which are having so many directions in life we need to learn those concepts of mind which will open

Our world in that style which will give nature that basic desire in life which will open our world in that way

Which we want from inside on every step and move, we sense one feel from mind nature will be need of those

Feel on every step of mind on every move of mind we sense one thought from inside nature will start to show

So many concepts hidden on every point we need sense nature will start to show those indications in life we start

To sense nature as basic strength of life we need to learn those natural effect will start to give power to our life

We sense nature will show so many effect on mind but then those factor nature which will open new start

To take us new start in life but then those natural things which are creating so many effect on life we will

Start to sense natural effect on our life when we will start to show so many effect on life we will start to open

World in new style nature will form new effect on our mind we need to learn those steps which are creating

Nature which are god made need to understand every step of life but then on every step we start to sense

One thought from mind nature will start to show those effect on life but then nature will show so many colors in life

We need to understand nature from inside on every move we sense one thought from mind on every step

We sense one thinking from mind nature will show god in different style it will show that power which will

Start to show new understanding on every step of life we need to learn one thing nature will start to show

So many effect on life nature will show so many directions in life we need to sense those uses which it will have

In our life we need to sense nature will give start on every point when nature will show so many touches which

Are showing world in interesting style we need to move ahead on every step with one thought that we must

Move ahead with hopes from mind we need to sense one thinking from inside those touches which are opening

Our world are so different on every point we need to learn those steps which are necessary for life we sense

One fact from mind since nature will show so many meanings hidden on every point we need to understand those

Effect in life which tell nature will start to show those touches which will open our mind but then those feel

Which are giving happiness to our nature which will start to show so many understanding on every step of life

We start to sense one thinking from mind nature will have power hidden on every point we need to understand

That nature on every point which will open our world and create wonderful touch in life but then those touches

Are showing nature will start to form effect on life nature will be that thought which tell us moving ahead is need of life

When nature will start to show so many different effect on mind nature is that thing which gift us many thing

But it will also take it back on some times when we get gift it seem so much great but it needed to be returned back

It no longer needed to understand it in life when we start to sense different effect we just sense it from inside

On every step we sense beauty of nature and it is not for just giving but some times also for taking in life we just

Start to sense one thought from mind but then taking and giving will start to give that effect on life we just

Start to sense two different effect on life we start to take understanding on every point we need to understand

Different effect on our mind we need to sense those effect which are showing so many reactions in life but then

After some point we sense nature will have so much power on every point when nature will show so many effect

On every point of life when we will see nature as basic feel from mind we start to sense those reactions in life

We need to learn those concepts both are correct on some point we need to learn those different concepts

In life we start to show those touches are showing so many effect in life but then giving and taking will start

To open our world in different style we will began to sense different effect on our mind we need to learn just

One fact from inside we need to learn so many effect on our life we just want to sense those things are need of life

When we will move ahead we sense one thought from inside that we need to see those effect from inside and learn

To like them on every point we need to like both giving and taking back of nature on every step of our life.