Poem 374. Hate

                                                             Hate
It is so easy to hate someone but it is hard to stand for your loved one because I saw many times
People do lot of things in hate in world but when comes question of taking risk for someone
Suddenly people start to think too much but same people can do lot more things while hating
Inside world when I start in life to do something perfect inside my world I just feel one thing
From my mind that I just get disturbed by those angry feeling inside world because hate is
Something which will born easily inside our world so on every moment I just feel that on
Every point inside our life I just have one thought from every point I feel that those thoughts
Are something which hurt on every moment in our mind after all those thoughts which are
Important for our life after all those negative feelings are totally wrong on every point in life
As we went ahead on every point I just feel that hate is something not that good for life but
When we went ahead on every point we just feel one thing that hate is one horrible in life
After all I feel those thoughts of negative things are possible so easily inside our future and
Our life because in life on each and every point I just have one thought from my mind that
When that hate enter inside my life I just never understood on any moment in life as days
Went ahead on every point in life I just feel that those negative parts are just that wrong
Part of life which enter in life without much noise and when it enter in life it just feel that
My thinking was affected so easily in life I know that it is wrong to hate but still on every time
I just find one cause to hate because there are always wrong people around us in life because
On every point and on every thinking in life I just feel one thing that those negative thoughts
Are something totally wrong in our life when they slowly enter in my life they never make
Any noise so I never felt them until they manage to hurt me inside my life we never feel that
Hate sometimes inside we just feel our feeling of love which make us happy inside life but
When we are wishing good for our well wisher slowly hate enter in life even while trying
To protect our rights hate manage to come even on that point we began to hate our enemy
On each and every point in our life I just never feel that like someone who is our supporter
And nice person it wrong in life but hating someone is one thought which manage to
Destroy every point in life as I walk every day inside my life on each and every point in life
Because hate is something not nice for our life I just feel when I am wishing good it must
Not enter in my life I just have one thought from my mind that I can't able to just keep
Positive thoughts inside life when I began to think in my life I just wish one thing on every
Thought and on every point that I need to understand every thing in my life that how
Easily hate manage to come in life and how easily it manage to destroy things in life but
Then when we feel it we suddenly start to feel that hate is not nice part of our life it is
One thing which I always hate on every point when I went ahead on each point in life
I just feel one thing that hate is some thing like one curse which is give to me in life
Because this hate have power to feed on my brain and destroy my all dreams in life and
It take me to that place which never look at all perfect to my any thoughts in life as I walk
Ahead on each point I just feel one thing only if I can control that hate inside my life
So on every spot and on every point I need to understand that hate in my life I have to
Keep it away but when I try it in life I just feel that it is returning to me like some unlucky
Charm which is forced on my life I use to think that hate is one curse which always stays
On my life but then someone told me that hate is just one sickness which enter sometimes
Inside our life we can cure it if we think properly on every day of our life and we can manage
To get cure in our life it will be something like good thoughts about happy days in our life
Cure may differ but there is always one cure inside our life and on every moment we just
Feel one thought from our mind that we must understand that we have to find cure in life
So like some sickness this hate will go away from our life for just few days or few time
But like some sickness it always manage to return after some time in life I just feel on
Each and every moment inside my life that this sickness is no good for our future and
For our mind but still it return that is one wrong rule of our mind and we have to fight it
Until we become strong to get immunity against it inside life but I just feel one thing that
This is one sickness which will go away from us for some time but then like cold it will
Return in life but if you remain aware it will be just small cold in life but if you ignore then
I just can't tell how much serious it can become and how easily it can destroy your life.

Poem 373. Race

                                                            Race
Why do we feel upset sometimes even after doing every thing as needed to be done in world
Why on every moment we need to do thing just that way in which success can visit us
Sometimes we think about everything from hour after hour we just feel one thought from
Mind that this thing is not getting proper but it all started when other people suggest it even
Just once inside our world when some one tell us that we are not right and we are not
Proper suddenly every proper thing seems like something wrong done by us in this world
When we walk in life on every moment inside our world I just feel one thought from my
Thinking and from my mind about this world that on every moment I just don't like to go
As other people wish inside their world I feel that I can try my ways but then people began
To think I can't get that thing because I don't walk that way in world but inside my heart
I am pretty sure that I just can't win that race so why should I am force to run and even
If I win but if I don't need that prize how can I tolerate it in this world because some race
Gives us those prizes which can neither be given in charity nor desired by any one in this
World but still we are force to run that race because we just want to prove this one thing
To entire world that we can have power to win but I just have one question then who can
Tolerate things called prize inside this world after all in life sometimes those prizes are something
Which will make winning worst I know some people will say prize is prize inside this world
But still I feel that sometime we spend so many hours just to win race inside our world
So on each moment inside this world we feel that these race are important to prove that
We are nice and perfect people inside this world but when days went ahead on every point
In this world I just feel one thing that race is something which should be nice only when
Prize is something worth in this world I just have one feeling from my mind in this world
That when prizes are useless those race become burden for on our entire world because
When those prizes become part of our world we just feel  every point that we need
To understand that race but before that we must check what is final prize of that race in
This wonderful world as we start moving from point to point inside our world we just
Have one thought on every point in this world that when we think some point some times
People just tell us that we must learn to run in that race to prove we can get those things
In our life as we start going ahead on every point we just feel one thought from inside that
We have to run that race if we want to survive in this world as even when we don't like
Those prizes which we win in our life we can never understand what is truth of life because
When we get ahead on every point we just feel one thing from our mind that we are not
Suppose to understand what will happen in our life because on every moment and on every
Thought and point I just feel one thing from my mind that why did I should run a race
Which don't have that prize which I prefer or like maybe many people look that prize but
I never love it inside this life on every moment and on every thought in life I just feel one thing
From my mind that every day when I start walk up I want to just run those races in life
Which look so perfect to you and to me inside my life when I wake up on some days
Of my life I just feel that I am exhausted for that thing which are not important for my life
Just because I want to prove myself something great I just don't want to be happy inside
My future and my life so then on every moment inside our life I just feel one thing from
Each and every point I feel that we are wrong on many occasions and on many points
I just feel one thing from my mind that I don't want to win that race then why should
I run it in life I feel maybe those people who want that prize can run race as fast as they
Want and win it in life I know maybe people will call me loser but that don't affect me
That much in life as I start to run on each and every point I just feel one thing from my mind
That every race we run is something so interesting for our life that even when we don't
Want prize but still we fight because we know other will taunt us if we don't win in life
But in life I just learn one thing those taunts are not that hopeful inside our life on every point
I just feel that if I will win that prize it will be horrible for my life so why should I run that
Race which will just harm me on every point I just feel that I can win only if I lose in that race
So why should I take so much efforts but some people just never understand this in life so
Hearing that taunts is lot better I feel from my heart than running race without need of prize.

Poem 372. Culture

                                                           Culture
Each bush has it's flower and has it's own type of thorn I know there are some trees
Without flower and some without thorn but still the best plant which have beautiful flower
Mostly got something wrong like thorn inside this world and same thing apply to our thinking
And our culture they are so nice when we think about them inside our world but then there
Are also somethings are wrong which can easily located by other person how interesting
Is that fact that we always defend our culture but when we love so much to our culture
Why don't we accept that other person will feel same for their culture and their world
But we never think that way about other people in this world on every moment we just feel
One thing from our heart about this world that other people are acting so wrong in their
Thinking and culture but I just never understand why did we have to always compare in our
Thoughts to other culture after all no one is perfect in this world so when we start looking
At those faults in other people's culture we just feel one thing inside our world that how
Horrible they act in their culture but if you ask yourself peacefully then after some time
You can understand in this world that no one can win in this life without being perfect for
Some time but then that perfection will be just for sometime and this apply to each culture
In our life when I went ahead on every point I just feel one thing that those culture which
Are perfect to us are something nice for our life when we went ahead on every point we feel
That we are seeing something wrong in our life after all that voice is so perfect for my life
And my world because we are just part of this world but still this world have bad side of
Those thoughts and culture so when we start walking from one point inside our world I just
Feel one thing inside my world that on some points in our world we get to see bad effects
Of that culture because those thing always have bad sides inside our world I just don't know
How did in just few moments in this world I found some fault on every part of our thinking
In each culture but if I tell you truth in this world then I just feel one thing in my world
That when I see something wrong in other people or their culture I began to scream it to
Whole world and began to tell that to world because I just want to whole world think that
I am so better in culture but when we see some fault in our culture suddenly it become
Something totally wrong for our world we just feel that it is something personal and we
Just can't tell it to whole world because on every moment in our world we just feel one
Thought from our mind that this way we can't insult our people and our culture so then
I just keep quiet about it in my world but then suddenly I feel why easily insult other culture
When I find same mistake but in other form in this world after all in my world why should
I have to insult other people when same mistake will be found in just other form in my world
How can so easily I insult other culture when this question arise in my mind many times
In this world but I never dare to ask it because I know that no one like that truth in this
Thinking and world because when we say this thing they just began to count mistake and
Crimes in other culture no one want to change own culture every one just want to point
Others mistake and tell how bad is other person if only we can understand one truth of
This world that our culture is nice and perfect but that don't make worst others culture
When we have nice house we can admire it as much as we want to world but insulting
Other by saying their house is bad is something really against every culture but still people
Do it in this world and then we feel that is what they do by their culture but truth of life
Is one thing in this world that on every moment in this world we have to understand that
We can admire our house but that don't mean others house are worst but it is possible
That even other person have nice house in world so in our life we need to understand
One thing inside our world that when we make some sweet by our culture they are so
Tasty in this world when some people like them and admire them in world we must show
Them respect and say nice things to them inside this world but that don't mean that
They don't make nice sweets in their culture because each person make nice thing in world
But we just never understand that we must learn on every moment to show respect
Towards each other because it is first thing I feel we all are taught inside our life and our culture.

Adventure story 42. Drive

                                                                
                                                                          Drive
After some time Sharvari stopped smiling,Ram was really thinking of quitting that job.Sharvari was shocked to hear this.Sharvari at first thought it was just a joke.But now it began to seem too real.Sharvari"Why do you want to quite jobs?I thought you love your work.""At first I like it.But now I don't want to continue."Now Sharvari sat near Ram."Ram this is a good job and you are working with them for 10 years.Now you are on point of promotion.Why did you want to quite the job?We can't effort financial instability in this condition.Think about our baby."Sharvari moved her hands on her stomach.She was just three months pregnant and she was already tense about her child's future.She once again started thinking.Why suddenly her life turned upside down?Until some days Ram was very caring and practical.He always loved his work.He was very happy to have such nice job.He even never thought of searching new job for better salary.Now he suddenly wanted to quite his job before getting another job.As soon as Sharvari got pregnant,she thought that she should quite her job and pay attention to the baby.She wanted to be full time mother and housewife now.But if Ram would quite his job.She had to stick to her job.Then she thought that her salary was not enough to ran the house.She had to find a job of better salary.She didn't want to do it in this condition.In fact she didn't want to do this in any condition.When she would turn into main earner in family.She knew everyone would began to taunt Ram including his mother.In society no one would expect a husband to sat at home and wife to earn.All people would start talking and taunting.Their married life would be destroyed.She wanted a happy married life.Then suddenly Sharvari thought that another idea.She could ask friends to help Ram to find the job.But until then Ram had to stick the job.She had to make him promise her that. Sharvari"I have an idea.May be I ask Leena to help you yo find the job?"Suddenly Ram smiled.Ram"I got better idea.I will transfer myself to a section where there is less need of traveling."Now that solution meant less salary.In Sharvari's eyes it was a bad idea.Sharvari wanted enough money for her family and her comforts.Until now Sharvri had lived a luxurious life and she was not ready to change it for Ram's wimp.After all she deserved money and luxury as much as her friends and relatives.When she married Ram.It was not just for love.She always thought about his properties and his permanent job.She was not ready to give it away just because Ram hated traveling.Sharvari"Ram you can't quite this job now.We all need this money and if you get less money.We all will suffer."Then she saw Ram's face was changed.There was sorrow and pain in his eyes.She suddenly began to sympathies with him.She began to think how much selfish was her act.Ram was traveling everyday.He was getting exhaust due to over exertion and she was not even thinking about his heart.After all now a days young men were consider to have more risk of heart attack.Sharvari just didn't able to meet Ram's eyes now.Ram"So you don't want a husband who can't provide you luxurious life.All your love is like dew in morning.It just vanish at afternoon.Your love vanish when it has to bear the heat of my problems.After all they are as harsh as sunlight.They all always  told me that love is not a permanent thing.But I never kept any believe on them.Now even after seeing this I find it hard to believe it.My Sharvari who is like strong mountain in my life,who is always standing with me is deserting me in the middle of my crisis.I just have to understand practical rules of this world.It always move around the money."Sharvari was confused now.She was about to say that he could quite his job.When doorbell rang and her mother-in-law came inside.Her mother-in-law was always a big problem for her.She always took Ram's side and stood against Sharvari.Joint family system had it's profits and losses.In case of kitchen for Sharvari her mother-in-law was greatest help.She taught Sharvari how to cook.With her help Sharvari started making perfect lunch and dinner due to which she was admired many times.Even now her mother-in-law bought groceries for the kitchen.But in case of bossing her mother-in-law was too much.She didn't accept changes and didn't let other do them.After all it was her house, she had  decorated it so redecorating it was stupidity in her eyes.That was the thinking of her mother-in-law Kusumkaki.Kusumkaki always thought that she knew the best and in her view her son was best but his choice Sharvari was worst so when Kusumkaki entered in the house.She thought  Kusumkaki would start bombarding on her when she learn about the issue. She suddenly started feeling Ram's mother would stood by her and support her son so Sharvari took her decision in hurry and came on conclusion that she would support Ram.Sharvari"Okay.After listening to you I came on conclusion that you can do as you wish."Ram smiled happily and Kusumkaki didn't hear the issue.Ram took all bags out of Kusumkaki's hand and they both went into kitchen.
          So Sharvari said"yes"to her husband.But when he finally brought salary of that month,Sharvari was shocked.Kusumkaki was standing there."Sharvari just this much money?Where is his remaining salary?""Mom he changed the section because he hate traveling.""And you let him do it.What were you thinking about that time?"Inside her mind Sharvari knew at that time she just thinking about Kusumkaki's opinion.At first she was sure that Ram's mother would be on her side.But after listening to Ram she got brainwashed and she thought that they would stood with Ram.Now after hearing Kusumkaki's opinion.She suddenly started feeling her first decision was right.But it was too late.She just didn't understand what was she a selfish woman or stupid woman?Whatever might be her decision the arrow of the blame always turn towards her.She was so frustrated by this.There was no one to tell Ram or blame him.all fingers were just pointed at her.She did her best to solve the problem.But now it seemed wrong again.Sharvari "Mom Ram was not ready to do that job because of traveling.""Traveling?This is a new to me.Since when Ram began to hate traveling?He use to love it since childhood.For where did he get this idea?"Kusumkaki began to look at Sharvari with suspicion."Mom now don't look at me like this.I always needed that money.I would never turn him against traveling.I tried hard to convince him.""But to me it seems as if he convince you more powerfully."Sharvari realized her mistake clearly.She started crying slowly."Now don't cry.I will do something and solve this problem.But I want you to keep quiet."Sharvari nodded her head.Then Kusumkaki started calling Ram.Ram came there."Ram will you take me to our temple in our native place.You use to love to go there.Remember how much you like to play in woods."At first Ram smiled and started looking out of window as if he could see his childhood before his eyes.Then Kusumkaki looked at Sharvari and Sharvari understood her trick.They should encourage Ram to go out there.Then he would once again started loving traveling.It was such a good idea that Sharvari wanted to dance with joy.But then she suddenly noticed Ram's face turned white with fear.It seemed that something destroyed happiness even from his dream.Then he looked upset and scared.Ram"No Mom I don't want to travel.Why don't you take the bus?""You are suggesting that I have to go alone so you no longer care for your Mom.I always heard that when parents get old children began to consider them as a liability.I never thought that one day you will think about me like that."Ram screamed in anger."Mom will you stop it.Mom you never cared about me.Always you wanted this or that.You never had time to think about my feelings.You are self centered that you never cared even about it's effects on me and my wife.Tell me the time when you ever considered taking my opinion."Suddenly Mom got confused and that was the moment Ram took over her."No you never cared.You never let us do anything as per our wishes.Look at colour of walls.Peach ,your favorite when I always hated it.But you never cared.Look at those curtains yellow and orange.Again your favorite colour.You are acting like dictator who want to do everything as per his wish and we have surrender before you every time.Mom it's not fair.Look at Sharvari."Ram pointed at her.Now they both started looking at her.Sharvari could clearly saw.Ram had created impact.He wanted to create.Mom already started feeling guilty."What is her fault?But you never treated her as respectfully because she was not that daughter of your friend whom you wanted me to marry so marrying a girl of my choice is a crime in your eyes.You always cared for yourself only."Now Kusumkaki started crying slowly and whispered"Do as per your wish."Then Ram went away so he even canceled his trip which was taking him to his childhood.
             Sharvari was too shocked to say anything at first.She saw how easily Ram turned all guilt towards Kusumkaki.While doing it he used Sharvari in good way.Until now Ram always told her that it was her lifestyle that was upsetting Kusumkaki and she was fully agreed with him because it was truth.But now for his own benefits he was putting all blame on his mother.Kusumkaki was bossy by nature.But now for his own benefits he was putting all on his mother.Kusumkaki were bossy by nature.But she never created any problem regarding accepting her.Sharvari was sure that Kusumkaki should acted in same way.If Ram had married to any other girl.In her eyes Ran was best and there was no girl in the world who could match him.Then she felt that Kusumkaki was crying.She controlled her shock and started talking."What wrong with you Mom?Why are you crying?He is acting in same way with everyone.""What?"It was Kusumkaki's turn to get shocked. "He was also blaming you?""Of course.Then why else do you think I agreed to this stupid idea?He was acting very strange.First he wanted to quite the job fully.But when I forced him.He finally agreed to do this job"Now they began to look in his direction in strange way.
          It was hard to manage house in that limited money.But Sharvari was managing it with help of Kusumkaki.Then suddenly one day Ram told them that he wanted to sell their car.Sharvari was shocked to hear it.It was Ram's favorite car.He never let any one touch it.Now he was planning to sell it.Sharvari also wanted that car.She had learn driving and many times she took Kusumkaki in temple with that car.It was not a long drive just one hour distance.That place was so peacefully.Now a day due to pregnancy Kusumkaki told her not to drive.But after some months she expected to start driving again.Sharvari"I want that car.""But you can't drive it now.""But after delivery I can drive.""You want take our baby in that car.No way I don't trust those seat belt of baby seats.No.You can't go out like that."Kusumkaki"Are you all?I always sit in car with her so I can hold your baby properly.We all need a car.I don't let you sell it."After seeing their anger finally Ram quite the idea of selling it.But Ram always watched that car with strange hatred as if that car was his worst enemy.One day finally Sharvari asked Ram"Why are you looking at that car in strange way?""Because I hate her.""But just few days ago you were used to say that car was your first love."Now Ram looked angrily at her."It was past and it was no longer there.In the present I hate that car and you forcibly kept it.I want to get rid of it."Sharvari was shocked by his attitude.That day she wanted to go in market.She was planning to tell Ram to take her there.After all he could drive that much,It was just a five minutes distance.Sharvari"Ram today is your holiday.""Ya so?""I just thought that you might take me in market in our car.""Why car?Let us use Auto.""Come on Ram it's just five minutes distance.Auto is not that comfortable.Can you drive that much?Now don't tell me.You are tired five minutes distance driving can't harm anyone."Ram was still not ready.Before he could argue further.Their troublesome neighbour Kishan came out.He was famous for his taunts and gossiping.Now Ram didn't want to say "no" before him so he started trying to open the door.But he just couldn't about to fit that key in car lock.Suddenly key became too smooth and started slipping out of his hands.When Sharvari and Kishan started looking at him in strange way.He gave them nervous smile."My hand are oily."He answered without being questioned.There was no question about Ram's behaviour.They were just shocked.Finally Kishan picked up the key and opened the car door.Sharvari felt good in that heat because of cold and nice air of air conditioner in car.But then she saw Ram was wet because of his sweat.He was shaking like leaf.Ram was very healthy man.He never had any physical problems so he never did any medical checkup.But after seeing him in that condition Sharvari was sure that he was having heart attack.Kishan also had same feeling so he ran towards Ram."Ram I think it is not right for you to drive in this condition.In fact I think it is not even to safe to walk.Just sleep on this ground.Bhabi I think we have to take Ram to hospital."Sharvari was very scared.Sharvari"Let's go.""Bhabi you can't come with us in this condition.It will harm you and baby.""But.."Then with efforts Ram spoke"Sharvari don't come.Just tell Mom if you are scared to let me go alone...I take Mom"Even his sentences were no longer making any sense because they are not in bigger voice that whisper.But Sharvari knew that he wanted to take Kusumkaki with him.Ram was Mom's boy.
           After sometime Ambulance came there.Ram was taken to hospital.Kusumkaki just wandered here and there.She didn't understood what they were doing.But one thing was clear to her.Lot of money was spend on this so Sharvari would no longer able to quite her job.Kusumkaki had to take care of that baby alone.Kusumkaki didn't like that idea.She always thought that at old age she could take some rest.After all whole life was a struggle for her.But you had to accept destiny so Kusumkaki took out her money with help of A.T.M. and completed all formalities.For some days Ram was in that hospital.They did various types of checking on him.But he was fine in every test.They told Sharvari and Kusumkaki.It was happened due to stress.They suggested that Ram should go to psychiatrist so Sharvari and Kusumkaki  had to convince this to Ram.As soon as they went inside,they gave Ram a sweet smile.In a hope that it would melt his heart.But when Sharvari suggested psychiatrist.He started screaming on her.Kusumkaki"Your screams are proving Sharvari right.""Mom you too.""Don't you see what happened to you?I still remember those days when you use to drive many miles to just get Sharvari's favorite ice cream and now you are forcing her to do job in this condition just because you wanted to avoid driving.Ask your heart that did you acting like proper father or husband?"Then Ram looked at Sharvari.He was convinced that he had to hold the job."Okay I will go."Then they went psychiatrist.He told Sharvari and Kusumkaki to wait outside."Now let's talk freely.Tell me what are you scared of?""Cars."That word got out of Ram's mouth even before he knew. He really didn't want to confess it.But it just came out of his mouth."What about bus and auto?""Do you think I am mad?Why do I get scared of vehicles?I love every vehicle.But I don't like to drive.""Or you are scared to?Come on you have to trust your doctor."Okay I am scared of driving.After hearing my confession are you happy?""No.Because I like to know the cause."This answer shocked Ram and told him clearly that Doctor would not leave him unless he got the answers."I don't know cause.""Since when it started?"Slowly Ram began to think that way.Ram"I think after I now I am going to be father.""How did your father died?"Ram stammered "He died in accident when my Mom was pregnant with second child.""So you had brother or sister.""None.That baby died after my father's death.It died in Mom's stomach.""Your father were driving his car at that time.""No.But still he shouldn't have killed if he stayed home.""You were in that car.""No.But I heard it all from other people."Then for sometime Doctor wrote something.Then he called everyone inside.Doctor"He is suffering from Situational type phobia regarding driving.It is triggered due to his wife's pregnancy.He related your pregnancy and his father's death with each other so he was scared to drive.""But at that time my husband was not driving.""I know but person's mind is too complicated to understand.Sometimes it skip a details."Doctor smiled."Don't worry.He will  be all right."Doctor was true to his word.Ram was fully cured.But for that he had to spend quite big amount so now he had to drive hard and fast in his car to earn the money which was needed for his family.
                                                                   The End   

Poem 371. Thinking

                                                           Thinking
Whenever I say something then why did I found myself thinking what will others think of me
It is not right for our thinking but then I just feel one thing whenever I act mostly it based on
Wrong thoughts and wrong thinking every time and on every moment I just feel one thing that
In my life I have just kept one sort of thinking I want every one to like what I find as new thing
It is not about being from my mind but it is about proving good before other human being
When I say I want to fight for truth it is just because I feel other people also love that truth
So on every moment and on every thought I just feel one thing from my heart that I can act
In life just to please other human being and many times when I say something true and then
I find that those thoughts in our life we feel one thing from our life that when I say something
It must make me look great before people inside life when I start doing my world I just feel
One thing that I need to think what people think about it in life I just never even feel that way
Is my thinking until one day in life I feel that people are not perfect and people are not right
So when I try to express it people went against in my life I just want to say my one point
But then I understood one thing how can I expect such things from people in life because
Many times people get scared on many points even when person is an individual then that
Person don't think that way in life but people think that way inside life as I see people as
One thought of life I feel that while pleasing them I am ending my freedom in life and still
I am not getting what they want in life because when I dress in dark dress some says that
It is so gaudy and too bright when I wear it in life I seem like some cheap person who bring
Things from road's corner inside life when you shop from that corner you will just get those
Cheap colour and it can be clear seen in that type so I must have to think properly when
I choose some dress and decide to wear it inside my life when I heard this all I feel so hurt
From my thoughts and my mind so I decided to by light shade next time but then I bought
That shade some people will say you look too pale in this colour in life and you looked as if
You are too weak from some sickness you need add some brightness inside life so then
I began to think I must find some thing medium in life which will not be too bright and not
Too light for my complexion in life but when I found such things then someone will look
At their cost and said to me that I don't value my money in my life I could get that thing
In one forth of price if I buy it from road side so when someone first blame me that thing
What I look as if from road side at end I was suggested that I should get thing from road side
When every day I walk inside my life I just never understand those things in life that when
I listen people I just walk around in circle on every point because people are too many person
And they each have their views about life so when we start some one point and when we take
Suggestion we can't reach to another point when I decided to take advice of people I just feel
One thing that I can't able to buy any thing on that point in life as I went ahead on every point
I just feel one thing that people never take me ahead but they just manage to confuse me in life
Because for some people money is important and for some status is prime and if you ask me
None of them is wrong in life if you have money why should you just store it in locker
In your life if you purchase something by it then you are helping other people in our life
Because on every point in our life I just feel one thing from my mind that we need to understand
Spending money is not wrong on some point it many times help other people in life but
When you have so limited money that it will affect your future it is not right so how can someone
Tell what is wrong and what is right in your life when you wear light and feel like a fairy
I feel it is not wrong in life what other people see sometimes don't matter in our life but
When someone wear bright and feel that they are like some king queen or knight I feel
Cheap dress is also nice so people can't tell you always what you want so always listening to them
Is not right for our life so why should we do as per people enjoy and like as days went ahead
I just feel one thing from mind that people have their own views and we can't walk as they wish
Because they all don't have same thought in their life some think one way and other have totally
Opposite type of thinking in life so we can't please people so maybe we should act as per
We like and then just look at those limited people who admire in life because everyone around us
Is doing just same thing on each and every day of our future and of our life on every time.

Poem 370. Picture

               
















                                                          Picture
When I see a picture I just feel one thing in life that in life I want to see just one side in life
When I see that picture I feel whole world is just concentrate on every point and when I see
One picture I just that it is so nice for our future and for our life many times we feel this way
When we start thinking about life that we just want to notice all positive thoughts as well as
All kind of good points in life as I see that picture which look so perfect and nice for my future
And for my life on every moment I just wish from my heart on every point that picture which
Seem so perfect to me on book will look so perfect and nice for our life when I start looking
At that picture I feel so attach to that picture because it is so nice when I see something nice
About my world it feel so perfect for my thought and for my mind I never once think about
That wrong side of coin I never accept that something is wrong even in those people who
Are around us in life some points are so good for our world and some people are like angel
In this world and in this life but problem is that everything is not that shining and good for
Our entire life when I walk ahead in life I just feel one thing on every point that in that picture
Which look so perfect everything seems so nice and I just want to show whole world just
One picture and it's beauty inside life when I see that picture which look so perfect to whole
World and thinking suddenly everything became something pleasant on every point but it is
Not truth of our life so after some thoughts and after some points we just feel one thing from
Our thoughts which tell us that we are on wrong point in life when we start seeing those
Pictures which look so nice for our life I suddenly feel one thing from heart that those picture
Have also other side even those people who walk with us have some bad thought inside and
Sometimes they act that way and we just ignore it because we want to remember them as
Good and nice because on every point in our life I feel just one picture is so nice because
That picture which look so perfect suddenly become something wrong for our future and
Our life after all those picture which look so nice are those pictures which are perfect for
Our future and for our eyes on every moment we just feel one thing from mind that those
Things which look so perfect are those things which will manage to harm us in our life
After all when we feel something belong to us we began to just observe it's good and nice
Side in life we just try to ignore bad side which is always existed on every point but when
Those people who are near to us does something so nice for our life we just feel that
We like those people from every angle of our life when I walk ahead in life on every moment
Of our life I just feel one thing from my mind that I have to even watch those bad sides
But problem is that we just can't say them and face because people are not always ready
Wholeheartedly to accept mistake which are hidden in their groups to which they belong in life
We just keep hopping from heart that one day we will improve in life because as went ahead
On every point we feel those mistake but we don't bring them before us because we feel that
Will show we are loser in life only if we understand one thing from mind that every one
Have some wrong things hidden inside and problem is not their existence problem is that
We can't throw them away until we accept them in life whenever I look around in life I just
Feel one thing from mind that those mistakes which we are doing in life are something but
Can't be forgotten in life because those other sides of picture will remain there until we accept
Them in life on every point because when we went ahead in life we just feel one thing from
Our thinking and from our mind I just feel one thing from mind that on each and every point
We just have one feeling in life that on every moment we just feel that we must not bring out
That side of our life which will manage to hurt us on every point I just feel one thing from
My thoughts and from my mind that we just need both sides of picture in life and we need to
Understand whatever may people say in their life but truth is that everyone is suffering from
One negative side we need to accept it first in life then slowly we can change it in life
Because if we don't accept it in life then it always remain in life and within little time people
Began to think that it is perfect for our life so something which is wrong in life become part
And rule your life within just limited time so when you feel something is wrong then you have
To say it before everyone inside life because when I see things in life I just feel sometimes
We just can't keep quiet sometimes we need to rise and tell people what we feel from inside.

Poem 369. Fatal mistake

                                                   Fatal mistake
Why do we waste our time always thinking about those mistakes which are already done
In our life after all mistake of past are something can't be changed inside life person can
Change and with it they can change their views and we can always hope best for next time
But one thing we can't hope to change the things which are already happen in our life when
Our life went ahead slowly from point by point we just feel one thought from our mind that
Those mistake which happen on every moment of our life are not those mistakes which will
Get repeated from time to time in our life as we went ahead on every point in our life
And we can always change as we prefer and like in life there are lot of changes which
Happen inside our life on every point I just feel one thing from my mind that when I make
Mistake I can change things in future but changing past is not possible in life then why did
We try to remember it on every point some says because we want to change those mistakes
Inside our life and we don't want to repeat again those mistake on any time in our life because
When we went ahead on each day of life we just feel one thing from our mind that those
Mistake which we do on every day of life are those mistakes which are normal to other person
But big mistakes in our eyes we feel they are fatal mistake and we don't want to repeat them
In our life we want to feel that those mistakes are nothing important but just one small part
Of our future and our life when we walk on every day on every point we feel one guilt which
Burn inside our mind and that guilt makes this mistake big and horrible on each day of life and
That mistakes by help of which we are suppose to learn things inside life become something
So horrible on every day of life I just feel one thing from mind that those mistakes are some thing
So scary that we want them to be corrected from time to time but one thought which always
Eat us from inside that sometimes we just wish those fatal mistake just vanish from our life
When we start walking slowly and from time to time in our life we just never understand that
Those mistakes are something so nice on every point we feel those mistakes which may happen
On each day of life are those mistakes which will help us to go ahead in life but problem is
That on every point when we make mistake we feel that we want that mistake to be changed
And repaired in past time we don't want thing to improved ahead we will just have one feeling
On each and every day that if only we can change that past and slowly even small mistakes
Become something horrible and wrong for our past as we went ahead on each and every
Point and thought we just feel one thing from our heart that on every moment when we come
Ahead before world on every part we just have one feeling from inside of our heart that
When went ahead we must think just about future and not about our past we just feel one thing
That we can solve all problems of past when we went ahead properly by our thinking which
Is part of our future and just forget what happen in past I know past will tell us our mistake
But just thinking about our mistake never help us in any part we need to think about those
Things which are ahead and accept those bad results which we got due to past as results
Of our life's part because we can always get good result but we can't change our past when
Something once done we feel that sometimes we can't change it even if we want from heart
As days went ahead on every part we just feel one thing from our heart that we are doing
Something so nice for our future and for our heart but then when sometimes goes wrong
Even that small mistake just sometimes don't leave us alone on any part or on any thought
I feel those fatal mistake which are part of our future and our heart are nothing but just
Some future's wrong part because when we see that past we just keep thinking that results
Of that mistake will come ahead on every part we just never thought one thing that we need
To understand those results which we get by mistake are nothing important to us or our
Thinking and our heart as days went ahead on every part we just feel one thought from
Our heart that those mistakes which disturb us on every point are something so totally wrong
For each and every part because as we went ahead in life we feel that our mistakes are
Some part of our life because they will come again and again out in life and become life's part
But sometimes I feel those mistake are not that big but they are just regrets of past which
Always keep them alive in our thinking as well as inside our heart when we think on any part.