Transfer
Sunny began to do his work that new house with new room was perfect. He even liked that smell of new paint. It was so nice to sit in that newly painted house. His Dad purchased it for him. He had stay there for his job. His job was so nice but he got transferred. He was nervous at beginning. His friend even quit job to avoid transfer but his parents advised against it. His parents didn't want him to quit his job. They felt that he would start to lose opportunities in career if he acted like that. He was personally confused. On some point he wanted little bit of freedom but then he was going to miss his parents. He knew that he couldn't say that. Since it would look so odd, he didn't want to appeal like coward person without identity so he decided to come in this new town. When he decided to stay there, he started to looking for accommodation. That was hard. He didn't want to become paying guest. On that point his Dad gifted him this flat. It was great. He wanted to stay in new house. He wanted to become owner of one house. He just loved that thought. One whole house just belonged to him. He always needed to share his rooms with sisters. Their house was not that big. But this house was one whole house just of his choice. He just jumped on that opportunity. Today he was sitting in his house. He was planning to decorate it. Then suddenly that new paint began to harm his nose. He decided to open window. He needed some air. He looked out. He could clearly see a building before him. He could see window. He knew that looking in some one else window was wrong. But he had seen many films in which many people found something interesting in next door. He kept looking inside that window. But there was nothing special in that window. One lady was cooking in kitchen. That lady was nothing but normal servant. He just kept watching that maid. He just kept looking at things she was doing. She cooked food then other family member entered. She started talking to that person. He looked inside. He began to guess who were those people. Then suddenly that maid looked at him with anger and she closed window. Sunny was so irritated. It was nice to see in their house. But his entertainment was stopped. He started to look around. It was so boring. Suddenly he began to sense that living there was going to be boring. He just changed his clothes and he went out to see surrounding. Somewhere in his heart he hoped that he might find some nice girl. That surrounding was really beautiful. He would sense fresh touch in wonder weather. He started jogging. This was something out of novel again. He felt so sure that some one special would come on that road for him. He started searching around. He knew that he was getting too dreamy. He started to sense those dreams which would start in soul could be completed on this road. He just kept running and running ahead. He managed to sense those thoughts from soul. He started to hope. Then after running for few kilometers. He sensed that no girl was coming there. He just started to sense he was exhausted. He looked around. He had come far ahead. He just wished only if some vehicle could come. He wanted to go back. He stared to wait for auto or taxi. But he couldn't locate. He looked around. That land was just full of farms. Some farmers were cultivating there. He started to go towards them. He was so frustrated now. He decided that coming there was biggest mistake. But then he dreamed about those nice villagers whom he saw in movie. He went near them. They all looked scared and upset. A farmer came near him and screamed " Don't come in our farm. Your boots are damaging it." Sunny stood with confused expressions. Farmer " What did you want?" " Where can I get vehicle?" That farmer pointed far corner. " There is bus stand there. Bus will take you to town." " Thanks. Can you help me to find this?" Farmer heard his address. Farmer started laughing. " Come on can't you walk for such small distance. Even my grand father walk that much. You look like young man. No bus will take you there. It is small distance. We, people walk that much." Sunny was so frustrated. He was stuck in mud. An uneducated farmer was laughing on him. He decided that he was lot better than farmer due to education so he ran away from that field. But he could clearly hearing those people laughing on him. He started to jog back. He sensed that his dreams were shattering on every step. He just kept running while stopping time to time.
Sunny come to home back. He started to think that he needed to walk. He sensed that he was blaming those villagers unnecessarily. He started to sense that he was not running. He had came for walk and he was not even ready to do it. He started walking. He sensed that he was away from his parents and friends. He was all alone and upset. He knew that he needed to find friends here. But truthfully he didn't even have any friends at his house. It was not right. He didn't understand what he suppose to do. He had to adjust but he just couldn't. At house he managed to adjust with few friends. He started to sense that making new friends was never easy task for him. He couldn't even able to share some joke with those farmers. He soon reached to house. He knew now that he had not ran that much it was really easy to turn back. He went inside house again. He was all alone. He just didn't understood what he was suppose to do. He looked at his lap top. He didn't want to start his work again. He wanted to enjoy new place for sometime. He wanted to be sure that he could enjoy it. He decided that he might just watch TV. He always managed to miss his favorite shows. But when he started watching it. He sensed that he never really wanted to watch any thing. He just started getting bored. He just felt one thing. He needed his office to get started. He tried every thing on that day. But he just kept getting depressed step by step. He just started feeling so frustrated. He couldn't understand his thoughts. He wanted to learn those thoughts which would show new effects that would show new light. He started to sense so much frustrated on every point. He needed to give happiness to his soul. He wanted to understand surrounding in positive way. But his thoughts started to turn worst way. He knew that this day was going to be worst. Then he decided that he might just knock on his neighbor's door. He knew that he needed to create excuse. He decided that he might ask for sugar. He ran in kitchen. He took small pot and went out. He was nervous when he came to door. He never forced his friendship in life. But this time he wanted to. He just hoped that it was some nice person. He rang the door bell. No one opened door. He kept ranging. Then he looked at door. He saw that it was locked.He sensed that he had just wasted his time. He was so upset. He needed to some one to chat with. He started searching around. Finally he found one small boy playing on ground. He went near him. Sunny " Hello what is your name?" That boy didn't answer. That boy looked scared. Sunny decided that he must tell him that he was neighbor. Sunny " I stay there. He showed him window of his house. That boy looked at the window. But he didn't answer. He just kept playing. Sunny " Do you like to play with me? I will play cricket." That boy looked more scared. Then suddenly a woman appeared. She screamed " Who are you?" Her attitude made one thing clear that it was not just villagers who developed dislike against him. Every one who stayed there seemed to hate him. He just didn't understand what was problem. " I stay there." That woman looked in direction of window. " Ohh you came to stay in that empty flat !! What do you want?" " Nothing I was just trying to play with your son. He is so cute." That woman immediately hold hand of her son. " He had to complete his home work. Say bye to Uncle." That boy started complaining. He was telling that he had completed all. He wanted to play but his Mom took him away. So Sunny was alone again. He just sat on that sand where that boy was playing. He decided that he might just create castle of sand. He started building it. He began to forget every thing. His childhood once again became alive before him. He was so happy. He just started enjoying it like child. He was no longer concerned about any one. He no longer wanted some one talk. He was so happy that he didn't even sense when secretary of society came there. He just kept playing in that sand which was small park for kids.
Sunny began to do his work that new house with new room was perfect. He even liked that smell of new paint. It was so nice to sit in that newly painted house. His Dad purchased it for him. He had stay there for his job. His job was so nice but he got transferred. He was nervous at beginning. His friend even quit job to avoid transfer but his parents advised against it. His parents didn't want him to quit his job. They felt that he would start to lose opportunities in career if he acted like that. He was personally confused. On some point he wanted little bit of freedom but then he was going to miss his parents. He knew that he couldn't say that. Since it would look so odd, he didn't want to appeal like coward person without identity so he decided to come in this new town. When he decided to stay there, he started to looking for accommodation. That was hard. He didn't want to become paying guest. On that point his Dad gifted him this flat. It was great. He wanted to stay in new house. He wanted to become owner of one house. He just loved that thought. One whole house just belonged to him. He always needed to share his rooms with sisters. Their house was not that big. But this house was one whole house just of his choice. He just jumped on that opportunity. Today he was sitting in his house. He was planning to decorate it. Then suddenly that new paint began to harm his nose. He decided to open window. He needed some air. He looked out. He could clearly see a building before him. He could see window. He knew that looking in some one else window was wrong. But he had seen many films in which many people found something interesting in next door. He kept looking inside that window. But there was nothing special in that window. One lady was cooking in kitchen. That lady was nothing but normal servant. He just kept watching that maid. He just kept looking at things she was doing. She cooked food then other family member entered. She started talking to that person. He looked inside. He began to guess who were those people. Then suddenly that maid looked at him with anger and she closed window. Sunny was so irritated. It was nice to see in their house. But his entertainment was stopped. He started to look around. It was so boring. Suddenly he began to sense that living there was going to be boring. He just changed his clothes and he went out to see surrounding. Somewhere in his heart he hoped that he might find some nice girl. That surrounding was really beautiful. He would sense fresh touch in wonder weather. He started jogging. This was something out of novel again. He felt so sure that some one special would come on that road for him. He started searching around. He knew that he was getting too dreamy. He started to sense those dreams which would start in soul could be completed on this road. He just kept running and running ahead. He managed to sense those thoughts from soul. He started to hope. Then after running for few kilometers. He sensed that no girl was coming there. He just started to sense he was exhausted. He looked around. He had come far ahead. He just wished only if some vehicle could come. He wanted to go back. He stared to wait for auto or taxi. But he couldn't locate. He looked around. That land was just full of farms. Some farmers were cultivating there. He started to go towards them. He was so frustrated now. He decided that coming there was biggest mistake. But then he dreamed about those nice villagers whom he saw in movie. He went near them. They all looked scared and upset. A farmer came near him and screamed " Don't come in our farm. Your boots are damaging it." Sunny stood with confused expressions. Farmer " What did you want?" " Where can I get vehicle?" That farmer pointed far corner. " There is bus stand there. Bus will take you to town." " Thanks. Can you help me to find this?" Farmer heard his address. Farmer started laughing. " Come on can't you walk for such small distance. Even my grand father walk that much. You look like young man. No bus will take you there. It is small distance. We, people walk that much." Sunny was so frustrated. He was stuck in mud. An uneducated farmer was laughing on him. He decided that he was lot better than farmer due to education so he ran away from that field. But he could clearly hearing those people laughing on him. He started to jog back. He sensed that his dreams were shattering on every step. He just kept running while stopping time to time.
Sunny come to home back. He started to think that he needed to walk. He sensed that he was blaming those villagers unnecessarily. He started to sense that he was not running. He had came for walk and he was not even ready to do it. He started walking. He sensed that he was away from his parents and friends. He was all alone and upset. He knew that he needed to find friends here. But truthfully he didn't even have any friends at his house. It was not right. He didn't understand what he suppose to do. He had to adjust but he just couldn't. At house he managed to adjust with few friends. He started to sense that making new friends was never easy task for him. He couldn't even able to share some joke with those farmers. He soon reached to house. He knew now that he had not ran that much it was really easy to turn back. He went inside house again. He was all alone. He just didn't understood what he was suppose to do. He looked at his lap top. He didn't want to start his work again. He wanted to enjoy new place for sometime. He wanted to be sure that he could enjoy it. He decided that he might just watch TV. He always managed to miss his favorite shows. But when he started watching it. He sensed that he never really wanted to watch any thing. He just started getting bored. He just felt one thing. He needed his office to get started. He tried every thing on that day. But he just kept getting depressed step by step. He just started feeling so frustrated. He couldn't understand his thoughts. He wanted to learn those thoughts which would show new effects that would show new light. He started to sense so much frustrated on every point. He needed to give happiness to his soul. He wanted to understand surrounding in positive way. But his thoughts started to turn worst way. He knew that this day was going to be worst. Then he decided that he might just knock on his neighbor's door. He knew that he needed to create excuse. He decided that he might ask for sugar. He ran in kitchen. He took small pot and went out. He was nervous when he came to door. He never forced his friendship in life. But this time he wanted to. He just hoped that it was some nice person. He rang the door bell. No one opened door. He kept ranging. Then he looked at door. He saw that it was locked.He sensed that he had just wasted his time. He was so upset. He needed to some one to chat with. He started searching around. Finally he found one small boy playing on ground. He went near him. Sunny " Hello what is your name?" That boy didn't answer. That boy looked scared. Sunny decided that he must tell him that he was neighbor. Sunny " I stay there. He showed him window of his house. That boy looked at the window. But he didn't answer. He just kept playing. Sunny " Do you like to play with me? I will play cricket." That boy looked more scared. Then suddenly a woman appeared. She screamed " Who are you?" Her attitude made one thing clear that it was not just villagers who developed dislike against him. Every one who stayed there seemed to hate him. He just didn't understand what was problem. " I stay there." That woman looked in direction of window. " Ohh you came to stay in that empty flat !! What do you want?" " Nothing I was just trying to play with your son. He is so cute." That woman immediately hold hand of her son. " He had to complete his home work. Say bye to Uncle." That boy started complaining. He was telling that he had completed all. He wanted to play but his Mom took him away. So Sunny was alone again. He just sat on that sand where that boy was playing. He decided that he might just create castle of sand. He started building it. He began to forget every thing. His childhood once again became alive before him. He was so happy. He just started enjoying it like child. He was no longer concerned about any one. He no longer wanted some one talk. He was so happy that he didn't even sense when secretary of society came there. He just kept playing in that sand which was small park for kids.
Secretary was watching Sunny with full attention. He had recommended Sunny on suggestion of friend. Many members objected they wanted a family man. But he told them all. Sunny was going to get married soon. He was planning to introduce his niece with him. This was perfect. A nice house just husband and wife no responsibility. He took Sunny's responsibility with that thought only. But he never thought that he was mad. He looked so perfect. He told his sister about him. They all expected some good news from him. But when he saw Sunny playing in sand this way. He was shocked. He decided that he did wrong thing by allowing him to stay there. He looked around. He didn't want any one to see Sunny. He immediately took hold of Sunny. Sunny looked confused. Sunny " Mr. Sharma? When did you come?" " Why you are playing with sand. "" ohh that I was just doing time pass. I like building with things. That sand help to bring out creative thinking. " Secretary was confused now. Sunny looked perfectly normal now. He was just creating building which was normal for architect. Suddenly Secretary of society started to sense that he was assuming things in wrong way. He smiled" Don't play in kid's area parents might object. "" oh! So sorry I just don't sense." He removed sand. He was glad that he got someone to chat with. He started to chat with his secretary. " So where are you going?" "To purchase vegetables in market. "" Where is it located?" "Market is not near by. It will take a long journey to reach there." "Is it okay if I join it. "" You are most welcome. " They both started walking. Secretary" So do you like to stay here? "" Truthfully I am getting bored. "" I know at beginning you will surely find it hard. You must be missing your friends. Why don't you chat with them on mobile? " Sunny gave sad smile." They don't chat with me. They are too busy. "" World is like that only people need to move ahead. When you go out of sight you goes out of mind. They replace you. "" I have experiencing it even my best friend is not ready to return my call. This is getting worst on every day. " Secretary kept quiet for sometime then he suddenly smiled." Why don't you make friendship with me? We are living in same society. I have lot of free time. We can enjoy it together. "" I like this. " They both started walking. Sunny was looking around. Suddenly he began to feel upset again. If he was walking with his father now at least his father would have complained about it. His father would never talked any thing good about him. But this secretary was not talking to him. Secretary was just talking. They were not talking at all. Sunny knew he had to adjust. But he just didn't want to. He still felt one thing that he could have found better job. He could have stayed at his home but his Dad didn't have faith on him. In fact his Dad felt that he must do this. He had to prove before him that he was not coward so he came here. He was not happy with this all arrangement now. They both kept walking. Secretary talked with him on few moments but nothing was interesting in his chat. Finally they reached to market. He liked that market. He started looking at things. He went near a shirt. He liked it. He took it in his hand. It was dark green shirt. Suddenly Secretary started laughing. Secretary " I hope you are not going to wear this Parrot dress." Secretary started laughing. It was so embarrassing. Sunny looked at shop keeper. Even he was laughing slowly. Sunny had to keep back his shirt. " I was just checking material." " I know. People from city don't dress like that." Then Sunny started looking around but he was no longer interested in buying any thing. He just went back to vegetables stall. He was now upset. Sunny " I feel that I have forgotten my work so I just go back." " Oh sure. I can come back alone. But do you know route?" " Yes..yes." Then Sunny started to return to his flat. He was so upset. He needed a friend but he was not getting one. He just kept walking. Finally he entered in home. He started to go back. So he sat on his lap top again. He went around but he didn't find any thing so he came back to his lap top again. He looked outside that window was not closed. Some one must had opened it. But he didn't look inside it. He didn't want to feel insulted again.
Next day Sunny woke up early. He got ready for office. It was hard since he had to do every thing. At house he used to just eat get dress and ran to office but in this case he needed to work hard. He needed to manage home and had to go to work. He just began to hate his Dad for forcing him to go through this. He wished only if his Mom stopped him. She just said that he could act as per his choice. But Dad never gave him choice. He forced him to come here. He wanted to stay back in his house. That was really his house where his Mom used to take care of him but when he began to grown up suddenly he was not permitted to stay with Mom like old times. It was so strange. He never felt so frustrated. He didn't understand why did he had to push his Mom out of his life. He loved her. He was his Mom who really cared for him. She had given birth to him. She did every thing for him. But now he needed to give her place to some unknown girl. He needed to do that. Every one told him that he would love to do that. But until now he never saw a girl who could care for him so much. He was never in love with any one. He was searching for his love. But he also sensed that life was not some movie so he was not showing to get sweet girl while staying in his house. He needed to search for her. But he was not that much interested in it. He didn't want to take risk. He was didn't want to marry some wrong girl and create nightmare out of his life. He heard many storied regarding choice of wrong wife. He didn't want to make any decision in hurry. But until then it was going to be hard for him to stay alone like this. But sometimes he felt that it was better than getting married to some wrong girl which would create worst effect on his life. He just wanted to stay in his home. His Mom just helped him. She never taunted him. He felt that it was hard to find a girl like his Mom. Then some one knocked on his door. He just felt irritated by thought that some one came now. Then he suddenly began to hope it might be someone who would help him. He wanted some one special in his life. He went to door. It was a young girl. He was so happy to see her. She was nice looking. She smiled at him. " Hello I am your neighbor." " Oh what can I do for you?" " Actually my bike is behind your car." Sunny smiled. He liked this situation. Finally his life was turning in right way. It was becoming some nice romantic movie. " Oh I will come down with keys." He just ran inside kitchen. He take his key. Then he ran down to her with key. " Let's go." That girl gave nice smile. Then he started to remove car. That girl took out bike. She smiled and said " Thanks Brother I was getting late for college." " College? You are in.." " I am in senior college." Sunny felt so hopeless. She was too small. His life was not going ahead the way he wished. He felt suddenly worst. He began to feel that he was turning in that stupid bachelor of movies that just ran after every girl. He just didn't understand what was wrong with him. He began to remember how worst was situation of those bachelor. How did people joke about them. He began to sense most miserable. He just wished only if he could vanish. Then his mobile rang. It was his Boss who was asking him that when he would reach to office. He told boss that he would come soon. He just ran in his flat. He got ready went to his office. In office he started doing his work. He had show plans of building. He just kept doing every thing same way. He kept doing all again and again. He just kept continue working on every point. He needed salary. So he had to do it. He did same thing here. But his heart was no longer interested in it. He just went ahead in office like robot. But no one really cared. They just wanted to complete work and he was doing it so they were happy with him.
Sunny was moving ahead day by day. But he felt as if his soul was leaving his body. He was not even interested in eating. At first time he used to cook break fast. Now he was no longer interested in eating. He just made tea for himself and that was enough. He didn't understand when he started to reduce his food. He looked his weight loss. He was happy. Even on that day he cooked limited food. That secretary was no longer interested in him. He was glad about it. He started packing his files and going to office when he sensed strange feeling. He felt as if every thing before his eyes was vanishing. He wanted to stood on his legs but his body was not cooperating. He just managed to go in lift. He pressed button of ground floor. Then suddenly lift moved and he fall inside it. He didn't sense any thing any more. When he woke up, his head was paining. Some one was holding his head. He heard voice of secretary. Secretary " Don't move. Your head is bleeding." He just stopped moving. Sunny asked " What happened to me?" His voice was so weak. He couldn't even recognize his own voice. Other person " You have fainted in lift and during that fall you managed to hit your head on iron bars. You are hurt. We have called ambulance." He tried to say in weak voice " I am okay." " You are not. I just don't understand how did you managed to lose so much weight? Are you sick?" Sunny moved his head in negative way. " Still you lost so much weight. You need to do all check up. I mean you can be serious." Sunny felt so happy at thought of sickness. He just wanted to die. He decided that if he moved at this moment, he might manage to die. He started to move away. Every person around him started screaming. He tried hard to stood. But every one started screaming. " My god hold him." " Yes something must have happened to his brain. He is trying to stood up." They hold him to floor with force. He was so upset. He didn't want to survive. He kept screaming. Finally ambulance came. Doctor injected something to him and he went to asleep. When he woke up in hospital, he was not alone in room. His Dad was sitting on sofa. He was so upset after seeing him. He just wanted to die. He was too bored of his miserable life. He was so stressed. He looked at glucose. He didn't want to become healthy again. He was so upset. He just pulled it out of his vain. It started bleeding. He didn't care. His Dad came running towards him. His Dad started to call Doctor. Nurse came there. She immediately started applying medicine. Sunny tried to harm himself again. But his Dad took hold of him on time. Dad " What are you doing?" "I want to kill myself. I don't want to live." " Why? Just because you are transferred here. Fine you can resign if you want." Sunny was confused. Sunny smiled but then suddenly Doctor said " Don't do that? He is not alright." Sunny smiled. " I am fine. I want to just go back to my home. Dad please took me." His Dad looked shocked. Dad " Sunny why are you talking like small child?" Sunny was so confused. Sunny " I am not talking like small child. I am talking like grown up." " Sunny look at your behavior. You are doing this just because you are scared to stay alone in house. Shame on you." Sunny started to look upset again. He sensed one thing that nothing was going to help. He started to run for something to hurt himself. But nurse injected him. He immediately started to feel sleepy so he slept on bed. When he woke up, he was not alone with his Dad. His whole family was there. His Mom and his sisters!! Then slowly his Mom started to convince him that he must talk with psychiatrist. Sunny didn't feel that it would help but he decided to do it for his Mom. One thing was clear now. No one was going to let him kill himself. He needed to go out of hospital for it. He decided that he must agree if he wanted to go out. Then psychiatrist came. He started talking to Sunny. Soon Sunny sensed friend inside him. That friend which he needed. Psychiatrist " Sunny you are suffering from depression. But change of place is not only reason for it. " " Then what is wrong with me?" " You are upset due to entire situation. Specially by attitude of your Dad but try to understand Sunny. He is not going to change so you need to accept it." " But whole world feel that he is right and I am wrong." Psychiatrist started laughing." Come one Sunny you want to calculate all those times when whole world was wrong and individual was right? We all know this happens many time but why did we need to care about world. Sunny you have to act as you wish then you can be happy on any place." " So you are saying I can stay happily here." " Of course. After little adjustment you will." "Regarding what?" " Regarding your thinking. Sunny no one can hurt you if you don't permit them with mind. Your mind is every thing so try to manage your thinking. " Then slowly psychiatrist started talking with Sunny. Finally Sunny sensed one thing that by going back to his house he would just develop habit of running from problem so he decided to stay there. This time he knew that he was not alone his psychiatrist was with him. He was his best friend now. He started smiling. When his Dad came back, his Dad calling him weak again. But he just took out his mobile and started to listen to music with headphone which psychiatrist gave him to avoid his Dad. But he was warned by Psychiatrist that he must not use them too much since he must not get addicted to it. But he decided that he could avoid Dad's this lecture. He knew that his family was not going to stay with him for long time so he could ignore him by music on that point. He decided to use it but in his mind he decided that one day he would become strong enough to face his Dad with smile. But he needed guidance from psychiatrist for it. He decided that he would live for some days. He just kept listening to music. Soon he was lost in it.
The End
Next day Sunny woke up early. He got ready for office. It was hard since he had to do every thing. At house he used to just eat get dress and ran to office but in this case he needed to work hard. He needed to manage home and had to go to work. He just began to hate his Dad for forcing him to go through this. He wished only if his Mom stopped him. She just said that he could act as per his choice. But Dad never gave him choice. He forced him to come here. He wanted to stay back in his house. That was really his house where his Mom used to take care of him but when he began to grown up suddenly he was not permitted to stay with Mom like old times. It was so strange. He never felt so frustrated. He didn't understand why did he had to push his Mom out of his life. He loved her. He was his Mom who really cared for him. She had given birth to him. She did every thing for him. But now he needed to give her place to some unknown girl. He needed to do that. Every one told him that he would love to do that. But until now he never saw a girl who could care for him so much. He was never in love with any one. He was searching for his love. But he also sensed that life was not some movie so he was not showing to get sweet girl while staying in his house. He needed to search for her. But he was not that much interested in it. He didn't want to take risk. He was didn't want to marry some wrong girl and create nightmare out of his life. He heard many storied regarding choice of wrong wife. He didn't want to make any decision in hurry. But until then it was going to be hard for him to stay alone like this. But sometimes he felt that it was better than getting married to some wrong girl which would create worst effect on his life. He just wanted to stay in his home. His Mom just helped him. She never taunted him. He felt that it was hard to find a girl like his Mom. Then some one knocked on his door. He just felt irritated by thought that some one came now. Then he suddenly began to hope it might be someone who would help him. He wanted some one special in his life. He went to door. It was a young girl. He was so happy to see her. She was nice looking. She smiled at him. " Hello I am your neighbor." " Oh what can I do for you?" " Actually my bike is behind your car." Sunny smiled. He liked this situation. Finally his life was turning in right way. It was becoming some nice romantic movie. " Oh I will come down with keys." He just ran inside kitchen. He take his key. Then he ran down to her with key. " Let's go." That girl gave nice smile. Then he started to remove car. That girl took out bike. She smiled and said " Thanks Brother I was getting late for college." " College? You are in.." " I am in senior college." Sunny felt so hopeless. She was too small. His life was not going ahead the way he wished. He felt suddenly worst. He began to feel that he was turning in that stupid bachelor of movies that just ran after every girl. He just didn't understand what was wrong with him. He began to remember how worst was situation of those bachelor. How did people joke about them. He began to sense most miserable. He just wished only if he could vanish. Then his mobile rang. It was his Boss who was asking him that when he would reach to office. He told boss that he would come soon. He just ran in his flat. He got ready went to his office. In office he started doing his work. He had show plans of building. He just kept doing every thing same way. He kept doing all again and again. He just kept continue working on every point. He needed salary. So he had to do it. He did same thing here. But his heart was no longer interested in it. He just went ahead in office like robot. But no one really cared. They just wanted to complete work and he was doing it so they were happy with him.
Sunny was moving ahead day by day. But he felt as if his soul was leaving his body. He was not even interested in eating. At first time he used to cook break fast. Now he was no longer interested in eating. He just made tea for himself and that was enough. He didn't understand when he started to reduce his food. He looked his weight loss. He was happy. Even on that day he cooked limited food. That secretary was no longer interested in him. He was glad about it. He started packing his files and going to office when he sensed strange feeling. He felt as if every thing before his eyes was vanishing. He wanted to stood on his legs but his body was not cooperating. He just managed to go in lift. He pressed button of ground floor. Then suddenly lift moved and he fall inside it. He didn't sense any thing any more. When he woke up, his head was paining. Some one was holding his head. He heard voice of secretary. Secretary " Don't move. Your head is bleeding." He just stopped moving. Sunny asked " What happened to me?" His voice was so weak. He couldn't even recognize his own voice. Other person " You have fainted in lift and during that fall you managed to hit your head on iron bars. You are hurt. We have called ambulance." He tried to say in weak voice " I am okay." " You are not. I just don't understand how did you managed to lose so much weight? Are you sick?" Sunny moved his head in negative way. " Still you lost so much weight. You need to do all check up. I mean you can be serious." Sunny felt so happy at thought of sickness. He just wanted to die. He decided that if he moved at this moment, he might manage to die. He started to move away. Every person around him started screaming. He tried hard to stood. But every one started screaming. " My god hold him." " Yes something must have happened to his brain. He is trying to stood up." They hold him to floor with force. He was so upset. He didn't want to survive. He kept screaming. Finally ambulance came. Doctor injected something to him and he went to asleep. When he woke up in hospital, he was not alone in room. His Dad was sitting on sofa. He was so upset after seeing him. He just wanted to die. He was too bored of his miserable life. He was so stressed. He looked at glucose. He didn't want to become healthy again. He was so upset. He just pulled it out of his vain. It started bleeding. He didn't care. His Dad came running towards him. His Dad started to call Doctor. Nurse came there. She immediately started applying medicine. Sunny tried to harm himself again. But his Dad took hold of him on time. Dad " What are you doing?" "I want to kill myself. I don't want to live." " Why? Just because you are transferred here. Fine you can resign if you want." Sunny was confused. Sunny smiled but then suddenly Doctor said " Don't do that? He is not alright." Sunny smiled. " I am fine. I want to just go back to my home. Dad please took me." His Dad looked shocked. Dad " Sunny why are you talking like small child?" Sunny was so confused. Sunny " I am not talking like small child. I am talking like grown up." " Sunny look at your behavior. You are doing this just because you are scared to stay alone in house. Shame on you." Sunny started to look upset again. He sensed one thing that nothing was going to help. He started to run for something to hurt himself. But nurse injected him. He immediately started to feel sleepy so he slept on bed. When he woke up, he was not alone with his Dad. His whole family was there. His Mom and his sisters!! Then slowly his Mom started to convince him that he must talk with psychiatrist. Sunny didn't feel that it would help but he decided to do it for his Mom. One thing was clear now. No one was going to let him kill himself. He needed to go out of hospital for it. He decided that he must agree if he wanted to go out. Then psychiatrist came. He started talking to Sunny. Soon Sunny sensed friend inside him. That friend which he needed. Psychiatrist " Sunny you are suffering from depression. But change of place is not only reason for it. " " Then what is wrong with me?" " You are upset due to entire situation. Specially by attitude of your Dad but try to understand Sunny. He is not going to change so you need to accept it." " But whole world feel that he is right and I am wrong." Psychiatrist started laughing." Come one Sunny you want to calculate all those times when whole world was wrong and individual was right? We all know this happens many time but why did we need to care about world. Sunny you have to act as you wish then you can be happy on any place." " So you are saying I can stay happily here." " Of course. After little adjustment you will." "Regarding what?" " Regarding your thinking. Sunny no one can hurt you if you don't permit them with mind. Your mind is every thing so try to manage your thinking. " Then slowly psychiatrist started talking with Sunny. Finally Sunny sensed one thing that by going back to his house he would just develop habit of running from problem so he decided to stay there. This time he knew that he was not alone his psychiatrist was with him. He was his best friend now. He started smiling. When his Dad came back, his Dad calling him weak again. But he just took out his mobile and started to listen to music with headphone which psychiatrist gave him to avoid his Dad. But he was warned by Psychiatrist that he must not use them too much since he must not get addicted to it. But he decided that he could avoid Dad's this lecture. He knew that his family was not going to stay with him for long time so he could ignore him by music on that point. He decided to use it but in his mind he decided that one day he would become strong enough to face his Dad with smile. But he needed guidance from psychiatrist for it. He decided that he would live for some days. He just kept listening to music. Soon he was lost in it.
The End
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