Earthquake
Rakesh went out of his house. He was so excited about all those experiences which he might had in that house. It was his Uncle's old house which was full of so many rooms. They all were running around it. They were many room and many closets to hide on every point. House were many rooms that were so exciting on every point. That house had wonderful interior which needed lot of development. But Uncle loved old things so he just kept that house in same way for entire time. He kept them in that way. Since house was every rooms that started to create those decorations which were old fashioned. Those house was full of those wonderful decorations that were giving new appeals in life. They all just loved that old style decoration of wood which would start to give new appeals to life. Those children would started running around that house. Those steps used to create such big noise. Sometimes children started running with loud noise. In that wooden house children were running around on each step. Uncle used to get upset by those voices. Rakesh knew that so he started running around. He started moving fast on those steps. He just didn't stop. On that point suddenly that house started shaking. It was horrible. That house was moving. Every thing was getting thrown. Rakesh was so scared. He started running towards door. He just wanted to open door and went out at that time. He totally forgot every thing. He forgot that he was not small kid. He was grown up man who had responsibility of wife and son. He once again suddenly became that small kid and he started running. He started banging on door. He kept kicking it. Finally that door gave up. By then most of the part of house were starting falling. He could clearly heard screams. He felt so scared. He just ran out of that house. He ran as fast as he could. Then after going ahead he looked back. That house was falling as if it was made of cards. It was completely destroyed. Soon fire began. He didn't know surely but it must be short circuit. He saw that fire was taking whole house in it's hold. On that point people started gathering around him. One man put hand on his shoulder. " Where is your family?" Suddenly Rakesh sensed what he had done. He kept his family inside only. He just started running towards house. But it was too late. Whole house was already on fire. He could clearly hear screams. He was so scared and confused. Those screams were mixed with each other. Sometimes he felt that it could be his son and sometimes he felt that it was his wife. He just couldn't imagine his little boy getting burned alive with his Mom. He wanted to help his wife and son. He tried to run toward that house but it was too late. No one let him go near that house. He started crying loudly. He didn't stop crying until finally a Doctor came and gave him some injection. He didn't even remembered being taken on stretcher in Ambulance. He just remembered one thing that burning house in which his family burned alive since he ran away alone without taking them. He needed to protect them. They had faith on him and he betrayed them by just running away for his own life. He just kept crying for them. Sometimes due to his loss and sometimes due to his guilt. He just wanted to return and save them. He kept doing it in his dreams. Whole time he kept thinking that he acted in brave way and went inside house. But when he woke up, soon he realized out of that house was just one survival. He was only person who saved from that fire and stayed alive. He kept crying. It was worst for him all alone. At beginning Rakesh didn't felt normal at all. His friends and relatives kept him company. But finally he had to return home. It was worst. But he was glad that some one managed to took out all photos from that house. Just there were two photos. One of his wife and other of his son. He cried so loudly.
As Rakesh went ahead with life. He slowly started moving ahead with life. He began to numb his emotions. He didn't want to have nervous breakdown before every one. He just kept going ahead. But he avoided all parties and celebrations. He just kept going ahead with normal life. Then one day his sister introduced him with another girl. She started convincing him regarding marriage. But he was so confused. He just said no. But still his sister kept insisting. Finally he decided to give up. Since that girl was nice girl. But he never understood why did he agreed to marry him. He never asked her reason. He just went ahead with his life. He just stopped questioning his life. Soon he had one son. It was perfect family. He was living happily. Every thing was looking so nice. He was full of hopes. But then suddenly one day a phone rang. He took that phone. " Hello Dad.." Rakesh was so confused. His son was playing with ball before him." Hello son !! You must have dialed wrong number." Then that little kid started laughing. Then suddenly that phone got disconnected. Rakesh was so confused. He suddenly began to remember his that boy who was burned alive just due to his mistake. He began to feel that voice belonged to his dead son. He knew that it was not possible. He decided that it was just one phone by mistake. But he sensed that his heart beats were increased. He felt strange stress in his body. He felt that he was not in control of his own body. He felt so confused. He just wanted to control his shivering but he couldn't. He just kept shivering like leaf. When suddenly his wife appeared with tea, his second wife was always peaceful by nature. She never seemed to be excited about anything. She just did every thing as per her duty. But she never saw her chatting away with neighbors like normally other wives do. He liked it because they reduced his work. His second family was never like his first one. His first wife was always arguing with him and same apply to his son. But any way his this son was same in every way. Even when his Mom was quiet, his son always tried to argue with his Dad. Never listen and kept quiet. When Rakesh started to take that tea in his hand, his hand started shivering and that hot teas began to fall on him. He started feeling those burn. His wife sensed something was wrong then he suddenly saw his son was running towards him. Not his dead one but his alive son. He could sensed that some thing was wrong with him. He sensed that he might burn his son with hot tea. He wanted to scream but he couldn't he suddenly lost control of every thing. He was so scared but his wife was wise enough to took tea out of his hand and suddenly he became feel fine again. His Wife Nisha " What happened?" " I just feel as if my hand was stuck." "Stuck? Did you hurt it in some way?" "No..no..never. It was perfect." Nisha looked confused. Any way his son hardly understood the difference and sat in his lap and started telling stories. But Rakesh felt that it was strange. First that strange phone call and then this incidence it was really scary. Until now he never believed in supernatural but his time he was facing it. He just began to feel it. But then he thought that it might be his mental problem. He was so confused. He couldn't believe that he imagined a phone call. Rakesh " Nisha did you hear phone ring?" "No..But I can't heard it from kitchen when I am on mixer." Rakesh was so angry. He wanted a simple answer from his wife but he just got those unfocused statements. Rakesh " Fine. You may leave." Nisha was so confused. Rakesh was never friendly with her but he was also never aggressive like this. She knew that it was adjustment Rakesh never loved her. But she always adjusted it. Today she felt that it was too much. He was insulting her. She just went in kitchen and started crying slowly. She was never loved by her husband. She sensed it from first day. She married him just because she was orphan and she had no other option. But still she hoped a husband who loved her. But he never did. She thought that he might be married to another woman once but he would forget her and love her. But he just kept remembering her. She could see her in his eyes. But still she stayed with him since he never insulted her. But today he even did that. She just hated him. She started throwing things in kitchen. She never thought that Rakesh might notice her. Her guess proved out to be true. Since no one seemed to notice it, her crying and frustration. She sensed just one thing that she did one wrong thing by marrying this man who never loved her. She wanted some one to care for her. But he was just busy in his job. While Rakesh didn't even understood her sorrow, he was busy in thinking about that phone call. He just kept thinking in his mind about that mystery. He just couldn't tell if that call was real or just artificial one. He just didn't want to become mad. He had married Nisha and he wanted to support her and their son. But he had doubts about his sound mind now. He just took his son in arms and started thinking about him with concerned while Nisha was thinking about their failed marriage. They both were living on different planet but they both agreed about one thing. Their marriage was one big mistake.
From that day Rakesh and Nisha started aloof every day. Rakesh didn't mind. In fact he started to feel relax. He thought that this would help him. He never even talked one word with her. He was relaxed. Then suddenly he found one letter one day. Nisha wrote in it that she wanted to break their marriage and she was taking their son with her. He knew that he had to sense sorrows. But he didn't. He felt so relaxed. He knew that it was strange but he felt that he never wanted to get family. He didn't went to talk to her. He felt that it was over. But his guess proved to be false. Soon his father-in-law called him. " Rakesh what is this? You have married my daughter. She had given birth to your son. You need to act responsible. Nisha was not telling any thing to us. You have not even called her back. What happened?" " Nothing. She just wanted to leave me. I just don't feel that I have any way to stop her." "What? You don't have way. Are you out of your mind? She is your wife." "I know. I have never told her to left me." " I know. It was her mistake but you could have convinced her." That was the most important point. He never thought that she was wrong. He always felt that their marriage was wrong decision. Rakesh " I thought if she didn't wish then it will be wrong if we force her." "What? Are you out of your mind? You have married her and you have one son. You must take her back home." Rakesh just hated that idea. But he could sense that he couldn't avoid it. After all if he didn't went there then his father-in-law would send Nisha back. He just agreed. Then after office he went there. Nisha was waiting there. His in-laws invited him inside. He was treated in good way. Then every one started advising him to relax. They even suggested a vacation. He just kept nodding. Finally he took Nisha and his son home. Nisha was so upset by all this. She never saw even one smile on Rakesh's face. It was clear that he had came to take them just because her father forced. It was worst for her. She wanted to stay in her parent's house. But she couldn't forget that those were not her real parents. They had adopted her since her parents died when she was small. They took good care of her. But now they wanted her to settle somewhere. After all how long they could manage her burden. She was burden to them from beginning. They had their kids. Both of them were settled abroad so tension for them. But she was their tension from beginning. No one was interested in her. They had to manage all. It was even hard to find a right husband for her. People didn't want to marry a orphan so they decided that Rakesh would be best option. She knew that it was injustice with her. After all Rakesh was widower but she had to say yes. Since she had no option, she was staying in house of some one else and her adopted parents never let her forget it. Even other people around her kept reminding it to her. Only her friends complained about it. Her one auntie tried to comment but her adopted Mom screamed on her. Her adopted Mom said that why did she took her responsibility when her parents died. She even said that it was okay if she took her responsibility on that point. Nisha cried in her auntie's arm who looked nervous. Since every one knew that her auntie was not in position to help her. So she just cried in her arms. But today when she decided to go back to Rakesh, she felt that she might try to take help from that Auntie. But she knew that it would not help so she went back in that loveless home. Her son was not even excited about Rakesh. Since when Rakesh came, he tried to jump in his arms. But Rakesh hardly had responded to him so he finally even his son decided to stay with Nisha. One thing was clear. Rakesh just took them in his home because he had to. He hardly seemed to be interested in them. Nisha just began to feel so sad. She had so many expectations about her life but she never expressed them. Since from first day she sensed that Rakesh was not interested. Still she stayed with one hope that after few days he would like her. She just wished to know that it was just about her if he was like that only. But she didn't have any one to ask. His sister just kept blaming her from first day. Even her parents were so scared that they never called her when she returned home. They directly talked with Rakesh. So she didn't have any one who would tell her about Rakesh. She just returned home. This time Rakesh was worst. He just didn't seem to interested in any thing even in his own son. It was totally wrong. Nisha just felt that she was acting like robot with him. Their son was only thing which was alive in that house. All other members were just like doll. Nothing was alive in them.
Still Rakesh was moving ahead with his life. But then one day while doing his work he suddenly felt same feel. He was sitting before computer. But still he felt as if he was out of his body. He was not in his chair. He could sensed it. He was out of his body. He could sense it. He was sitting in chair. He started to feel that he was not in that body. He saw his friend was coming near him. He started looking towards his friend asking about file which he had already completed two days ago. It was all ready. He just started to sense that he must tell it to his friend. But he couldn't. He just felt one thing that he started feel that his soul was caged. His soul was hurt on every point. He started to understand his soul. He wanted to talk but he couldn't. He was so shocked. He was out of his body. It was so strange. He started to sense that something was totally wrong. He began to feel one thought from mind. He was having some supernatural experience. He could sensed that his friend was screaming on him. He was also clapping and moving fingers around his eyes. Then he started to shake him. He was still out of his body. He could sensed that he was surrounded by fogs. Since he did sensed that there were lot of clouds in life. He started that atmosphere was looking so much different at every step. He felt that his dream was turning in that way where world look so interesting. He was sitting in chair. He was out of body. He began to look at his body. He felt that he was somewhere else. He started to sense that reality and dream both were before him. Since he could sensed that he was standing in fog. Then he sensed that he stood up. He just began to scream on his friend. He was telling his friend that he was feeling sick. He knew that it was not him or he was just doing it. He didn't understand what was wrong with him. He began to tell them every thing. He told them that how did he ran while keeping his family in that house. He wanted to stop himself but he couldn't. Every one in office was looking at him with shock. Most of staff was so shocked. But he could sense that they might gave wrong judgement on him. He knew that they all blamed him. He suddenly went inside body on that point. He just managed to take out file and pushed it toward friend. His friend was no longer interested in file. His friend " What are you talking about?" " Nothing. Just lies. Take this file and go." His friend was so confused but suddenly his Boss screamed " Every body back to work. I pay you salary to work not hear those cheap stunts. " Then he came near Rakesh. "What is this Rakesh? We all know about your family so stop throwing tantrums. I am not interested in that fact why didn't you help them. I want you to work okay." Rakesh nodded but he was scared. He was so sure that he was sensing something supernatural first that phone now this. He just didn't know with whom he should talk. Then he suddenly remembered Nisha. After all she was his wife who else could be effected by it. If ghost of his ex wife and son came then it must be going to hurt Nisha and their son. He must warn her. He decided that he must call. He called. That phone started ringing. It took Nisha some time to pick up that phone. It took her too long to take phone by then after some time he just couldn't he sensed that he was facing same problem again. He wanted to cry but can't. He could see easily that he was working but truthfully he was not working at all. His soul was wondering in strange kind of fog. He just felt so horrible. He knew one thing that this was not getting over. When he returned home, he decided to tell it all to Nisha. But she just kept tea and went to kitchen. He could clearly saw that she was not even interesting in asking basic question to him. He knew that it was not going to be easy. He looked around from that day his life started in worst way. He knew that at any point suddenly he was out of his body. He felt so scared. He just couldn't imagine what would he do if his body did some thing wrong. But luckily his body was not doing any thing wrong. He was so scared. From that day it started. Sometimes he was acting like himself but sometimes he suddenly began to talk about his past. His crimes!! He started to tell his friend that how did he treated even Nisha in worst way. It was horrible. It seemed as if he was some body else. He started telling them that he never loved Nisha still he married her just because his sister wished. Nisha never managed to get happiness out of him. His whole life slowly became a open magazine for all in office. Finally one day his friend took him to side. " Rakesh why are you doing that?" " What?" " You are telling every thing to whole office. They are gossiping about you and Nisha like some daily soup characters. It is totally wrong." " I just can't control." Then he started crying. He told every thing to his friend. " My god. Have you thought about psychiatrist? " " Psychiatrist?" " Now don't tell me that you have began to believe in ghosts. You know that it is all nonsense. Right?" Rakesh was confused but still he nodded. His friend " I know one. Actually my daughter needed one when her results was not that much good. She is fine now but nothing came out. Do you like to visit him? She was totally fine in few visits." Rakesh nodded. Since he knew that he didn't have any option except nodding. He was so scared. He didn't want to imagine what would happen if he slapped some one in that state. He knew one thing that he just lost control on those moments. He could do any thing. Then his friend called that psychiatrist and took appointment. Rakesh was so scared but he knew that he needed it. He had to do something about it. He called Nisha and told her that he would be late. She said okay. She didn't even ask where he was going. One thing was clear. Their relationship was already over. They were living together just due to need of situation.
That day Rakesh went to psychiatrist first time. He was so scared. At beginning his friend came but then when he saw long line. He said that he had to go home so Rakesh sat alone. He was so upset. He felt that some thing might happen to him on that point. One by one patient started going inside. It was taking too long. He could sense that it was happening again. He could sense that he was no longer in body. He saw that he was reading magazine now in strange relax way. He was so happy to get rid of himself. Then finally receptionist told him that it was his number. He went inside. He started to talking with psychiatrist. It seemed so strange that he was not even in his body so what is use of talking to that psychiatrist. Then suddenly psychiatrist smiled and said " You are having that episode even now. I can sense it that you are having that feeling that you are out of your body at this moment. Am I right?" He was so shocked that psychiatrist sensed it. Psychiatrist smiled. " Just relax. It is not any thing supernatural. It is perfectly natural. It is happening due to trauma which you faced since death of your family. You wanted to help them but you can't because it was not possible. It was not your fault you need to sense it, You are not moving over it." Suddenly Rakesh felt that he was in his body again. Rakesh " It is happening again and again. I am out of my body. Can you believe me?" " Of course I am. That is denationalization Disorder. It is not common but not that much shocking. It happens when you suffer due to such trauma. It was not your mistake that you don't save your family but you felt guilty since you survive alone. I know what start inside mind when such things happen. Then you got remarried but since you were not over your first guilt. You never did any justice to your second marriage which was worst. You shouldn't have married without solving your problem. That just managed to increase your problem and that innocent lady started to suffer due to your mental trouble which increased your guilt more. Then one day a small boy called you by mistake whose voice was just like your son. Then this whole fiction story was generated by your mind. You wanted to reduce your trouble but you just manage to increase them. You needed a psychiatrist but don't worry now we will manage." " Will it be a long treatment?" " I will not lie to you. It is. Your mental trouble is complicated you need to cure it. It can be risky if it increased. Can I suggest you one thing?" " Yes Doctor." "Why don't you call your wife?" "Nisha?!!" "Yes. It will be helpful if she cooperate. It will easy for both of you. If she understood your trouble, I feel your marriage can be saved this way." Rakesh nodded. He called her and told her to come there. She didn't question even this time. But she was scared. When she came, psychiatrist told Rakesh to go out. Then he chatted with Nisha for few hours. When Nisha came out, she looked totally relaxed. She started behaving normally. From that day Rakesh started his normal life even this abnormal situation. He was still having his mental trouble but Nisha was normal now. They went out. They started to enjoy their life. Slowly their marriage started to seem like some thing real. Rakesh never thought that it would help him so much. But it really helped him when Nisha acted in normal way with him. He slowly started to sense reduction in those episode. He was having problem but slowly he felt sure that he would get over it. He was so scared at beginning that Nisha would overreact when she learned that he told every thing in office. He tried to avoid it. But then he had to take her to one office party. She sensed it all. Slowly she even heard it. That night she cried. She even said that she didn't love him. It was big issue but then in few days it was over. He was so glad to finally get over it. He knew that now he didn't kept any secret from his wife and it helped. He was glad. He knew that he would get over that earthquake one day which destroyed his life. He finally managed to get hold of his life.
The End
Rakesh went out of his house. He was so excited about all those experiences which he might had in that house. It was his Uncle's old house which was full of so many rooms. They all were running around it. They were many room and many closets to hide on every point. House were many rooms that were so exciting on every point. That house had wonderful interior which needed lot of development. But Uncle loved old things so he just kept that house in same way for entire time. He kept them in that way. Since house was every rooms that started to create those decorations which were old fashioned. Those house was full of those wonderful decorations that were giving new appeals in life. They all just loved that old style decoration of wood which would start to give new appeals to life. Those children would started running around that house. Those steps used to create such big noise. Sometimes children started running with loud noise. In that wooden house children were running around on each step. Uncle used to get upset by those voices. Rakesh knew that so he started running around. He started moving fast on those steps. He just didn't stop. On that point suddenly that house started shaking. It was horrible. That house was moving. Every thing was getting thrown. Rakesh was so scared. He started running towards door. He just wanted to open door and went out at that time. He totally forgot every thing. He forgot that he was not small kid. He was grown up man who had responsibility of wife and son. He once again suddenly became that small kid and he started running. He started banging on door. He kept kicking it. Finally that door gave up. By then most of the part of house were starting falling. He could clearly heard screams. He felt so scared. He just ran out of that house. He ran as fast as he could. Then after going ahead he looked back. That house was falling as if it was made of cards. It was completely destroyed. Soon fire began. He didn't know surely but it must be short circuit. He saw that fire was taking whole house in it's hold. On that point people started gathering around him. One man put hand on his shoulder. " Where is your family?" Suddenly Rakesh sensed what he had done. He kept his family inside only. He just started running towards house. But it was too late. Whole house was already on fire. He could clearly hear screams. He was so scared and confused. Those screams were mixed with each other. Sometimes he felt that it could be his son and sometimes he felt that it was his wife. He just couldn't imagine his little boy getting burned alive with his Mom. He wanted to help his wife and son. He tried to run toward that house but it was too late. No one let him go near that house. He started crying loudly. He didn't stop crying until finally a Doctor came and gave him some injection. He didn't even remembered being taken on stretcher in Ambulance. He just remembered one thing that burning house in which his family burned alive since he ran away alone without taking them. He needed to protect them. They had faith on him and he betrayed them by just running away for his own life. He just kept crying for them. Sometimes due to his loss and sometimes due to his guilt. He just wanted to return and save them. He kept doing it in his dreams. Whole time he kept thinking that he acted in brave way and went inside house. But when he woke up, soon he realized out of that house was just one survival. He was only person who saved from that fire and stayed alive. He kept crying. It was worst for him all alone. At beginning Rakesh didn't felt normal at all. His friends and relatives kept him company. But finally he had to return home. It was worst. But he was glad that some one managed to took out all photos from that house. Just there were two photos. One of his wife and other of his son. He cried so loudly.
As Rakesh went ahead with life. He slowly started moving ahead with life. He began to numb his emotions. He didn't want to have nervous breakdown before every one. He just kept going ahead. But he avoided all parties and celebrations. He just kept going ahead with normal life. Then one day his sister introduced him with another girl. She started convincing him regarding marriage. But he was so confused. He just said no. But still his sister kept insisting. Finally he decided to give up. Since that girl was nice girl. But he never understood why did he agreed to marry him. He never asked her reason. He just went ahead with his life. He just stopped questioning his life. Soon he had one son. It was perfect family. He was living happily. Every thing was looking so nice. He was full of hopes. But then suddenly one day a phone rang. He took that phone. " Hello Dad.." Rakesh was so confused. His son was playing with ball before him." Hello son !! You must have dialed wrong number." Then that little kid started laughing. Then suddenly that phone got disconnected. Rakesh was so confused. He suddenly began to remember his that boy who was burned alive just due to his mistake. He began to feel that voice belonged to his dead son. He knew that it was not possible. He decided that it was just one phone by mistake. But he sensed that his heart beats were increased. He felt strange stress in his body. He felt that he was not in control of his own body. He felt so confused. He just wanted to control his shivering but he couldn't. He just kept shivering like leaf. When suddenly his wife appeared with tea, his second wife was always peaceful by nature. She never seemed to be excited about anything. She just did every thing as per her duty. But she never saw her chatting away with neighbors like normally other wives do. He liked it because they reduced his work. His second family was never like his first one. His first wife was always arguing with him and same apply to his son. But any way his this son was same in every way. Even when his Mom was quiet, his son always tried to argue with his Dad. Never listen and kept quiet. When Rakesh started to take that tea in his hand, his hand started shivering and that hot teas began to fall on him. He started feeling those burn. His wife sensed something was wrong then he suddenly saw his son was running towards him. Not his dead one but his alive son. He could sensed that some thing was wrong with him. He sensed that he might burn his son with hot tea. He wanted to scream but he couldn't he suddenly lost control of every thing. He was so scared but his wife was wise enough to took tea out of his hand and suddenly he became feel fine again. His Wife Nisha " What happened?" " I just feel as if my hand was stuck." "Stuck? Did you hurt it in some way?" "No..no..never. It was perfect." Nisha looked confused. Any way his son hardly understood the difference and sat in his lap and started telling stories. But Rakesh felt that it was strange. First that strange phone call and then this incidence it was really scary. Until now he never believed in supernatural but his time he was facing it. He just began to feel it. But then he thought that it might be his mental problem. He was so confused. He couldn't believe that he imagined a phone call. Rakesh " Nisha did you hear phone ring?" "No..But I can't heard it from kitchen when I am on mixer." Rakesh was so angry. He wanted a simple answer from his wife but he just got those unfocused statements. Rakesh " Fine. You may leave." Nisha was so confused. Rakesh was never friendly with her but he was also never aggressive like this. She knew that it was adjustment Rakesh never loved her. But she always adjusted it. Today she felt that it was too much. He was insulting her. She just went in kitchen and started crying slowly. She was never loved by her husband. She sensed it from first day. She married him just because she was orphan and she had no other option. But still she hoped a husband who loved her. But he never did. She thought that he might be married to another woman once but he would forget her and love her. But he just kept remembering her. She could see her in his eyes. But still she stayed with him since he never insulted her. But today he even did that. She just hated him. She started throwing things in kitchen. She never thought that Rakesh might notice her. Her guess proved out to be true. Since no one seemed to notice it, her crying and frustration. She sensed just one thing that she did one wrong thing by marrying this man who never loved her. She wanted some one to care for her. But he was just busy in his job. While Rakesh didn't even understood her sorrow, he was busy in thinking about that phone call. He just kept thinking in his mind about that mystery. He just couldn't tell if that call was real or just artificial one. He just didn't want to become mad. He had married Nisha and he wanted to support her and their son. But he had doubts about his sound mind now. He just took his son in arms and started thinking about him with concerned while Nisha was thinking about their failed marriage. They both were living on different planet but they both agreed about one thing. Their marriage was one big mistake.
From that day Rakesh and Nisha started aloof every day. Rakesh didn't mind. In fact he started to feel relax. He thought that this would help him. He never even talked one word with her. He was relaxed. Then suddenly he found one letter one day. Nisha wrote in it that she wanted to break their marriage and she was taking their son with her. He knew that he had to sense sorrows. But he didn't. He felt so relaxed. He knew that it was strange but he felt that he never wanted to get family. He didn't went to talk to her. He felt that it was over. But his guess proved to be false. Soon his father-in-law called him. " Rakesh what is this? You have married my daughter. She had given birth to your son. You need to act responsible. Nisha was not telling any thing to us. You have not even called her back. What happened?" " Nothing. She just wanted to leave me. I just don't feel that I have any way to stop her." "What? You don't have way. Are you out of your mind? She is your wife." "I know. I have never told her to left me." " I know. It was her mistake but you could have convinced her." That was the most important point. He never thought that she was wrong. He always felt that their marriage was wrong decision. Rakesh " I thought if she didn't wish then it will be wrong if we force her." "What? Are you out of your mind? You have married her and you have one son. You must take her back home." Rakesh just hated that idea. But he could sense that he couldn't avoid it. After all if he didn't went there then his father-in-law would send Nisha back. He just agreed. Then after office he went there. Nisha was waiting there. His in-laws invited him inside. He was treated in good way. Then every one started advising him to relax. They even suggested a vacation. He just kept nodding. Finally he took Nisha and his son home. Nisha was so upset by all this. She never saw even one smile on Rakesh's face. It was clear that he had came to take them just because her father forced. It was worst for her. She wanted to stay in her parent's house. But she couldn't forget that those were not her real parents. They had adopted her since her parents died when she was small. They took good care of her. But now they wanted her to settle somewhere. After all how long they could manage her burden. She was burden to them from beginning. They had their kids. Both of them were settled abroad so tension for them. But she was their tension from beginning. No one was interested in her. They had to manage all. It was even hard to find a right husband for her. People didn't want to marry a orphan so they decided that Rakesh would be best option. She knew that it was injustice with her. After all Rakesh was widower but she had to say yes. Since she had no option, she was staying in house of some one else and her adopted parents never let her forget it. Even other people around her kept reminding it to her. Only her friends complained about it. Her one auntie tried to comment but her adopted Mom screamed on her. Her adopted Mom said that why did she took her responsibility when her parents died. She even said that it was okay if she took her responsibility on that point. Nisha cried in her auntie's arm who looked nervous. Since every one knew that her auntie was not in position to help her. So she just cried in her arms. But today when she decided to go back to Rakesh, she felt that she might try to take help from that Auntie. But she knew that it would not help so she went back in that loveless home. Her son was not even excited about Rakesh. Since when Rakesh came, he tried to jump in his arms. But Rakesh hardly had responded to him so he finally even his son decided to stay with Nisha. One thing was clear. Rakesh just took them in his home because he had to. He hardly seemed to be interested in them. Nisha just began to feel so sad. She had so many expectations about her life but she never expressed them. Since from first day she sensed that Rakesh was not interested. Still she stayed with one hope that after few days he would like her. She just wished to know that it was just about her if he was like that only. But she didn't have any one to ask. His sister just kept blaming her from first day. Even her parents were so scared that they never called her when she returned home. They directly talked with Rakesh. So she didn't have any one who would tell her about Rakesh. She just returned home. This time Rakesh was worst. He just didn't seem to interested in any thing even in his own son. It was totally wrong. Nisha just felt that she was acting like robot with him. Their son was only thing which was alive in that house. All other members were just like doll. Nothing was alive in them.
Still Rakesh was moving ahead with his life. But then one day while doing his work he suddenly felt same feel. He was sitting before computer. But still he felt as if he was out of his body. He was not in his chair. He could sensed it. He was out of his body. He could sense it. He was sitting in chair. He started to feel that he was not in that body. He saw his friend was coming near him. He started looking towards his friend asking about file which he had already completed two days ago. It was all ready. He just started to sense that he must tell it to his friend. But he couldn't. He just felt one thing that he started feel that his soul was caged. His soul was hurt on every point. He started to understand his soul. He wanted to talk but he couldn't. He was so shocked. He was out of his body. It was so strange. He started to sense that something was totally wrong. He began to feel one thought from mind. He was having some supernatural experience. He could sensed that his friend was screaming on him. He was also clapping and moving fingers around his eyes. Then he started to shake him. He was still out of his body. He could sensed that he was surrounded by fogs. Since he did sensed that there were lot of clouds in life. He started that atmosphere was looking so much different at every step. He felt that his dream was turning in that way where world look so interesting. He was sitting in chair. He was out of body. He began to look at his body. He felt that he was somewhere else. He started to sense that reality and dream both were before him. Since he could sensed that he was standing in fog. Then he sensed that he stood up. He just began to scream on his friend. He was telling his friend that he was feeling sick. He knew that it was not him or he was just doing it. He didn't understand what was wrong with him. He began to tell them every thing. He told them that how did he ran while keeping his family in that house. He wanted to stop himself but he couldn't. Every one in office was looking at him with shock. Most of staff was so shocked. But he could sense that they might gave wrong judgement on him. He knew that they all blamed him. He suddenly went inside body on that point. He just managed to take out file and pushed it toward friend. His friend was no longer interested in file. His friend " What are you talking about?" " Nothing. Just lies. Take this file and go." His friend was so confused but suddenly his Boss screamed " Every body back to work. I pay you salary to work not hear those cheap stunts. " Then he came near Rakesh. "What is this Rakesh? We all know about your family so stop throwing tantrums. I am not interested in that fact why didn't you help them. I want you to work okay." Rakesh nodded but he was scared. He was so sure that he was sensing something supernatural first that phone now this. He just didn't know with whom he should talk. Then he suddenly remembered Nisha. After all she was his wife who else could be effected by it. If ghost of his ex wife and son came then it must be going to hurt Nisha and their son. He must warn her. He decided that he must call. He called. That phone started ringing. It took Nisha some time to pick up that phone. It took her too long to take phone by then after some time he just couldn't he sensed that he was facing same problem again. He wanted to cry but can't. He could see easily that he was working but truthfully he was not working at all. His soul was wondering in strange kind of fog. He just felt so horrible. He knew one thing that this was not getting over. When he returned home, he decided to tell it all to Nisha. But she just kept tea and went to kitchen. He could clearly saw that she was not even interesting in asking basic question to him. He knew that it was not going to be easy. He looked around from that day his life started in worst way. He knew that at any point suddenly he was out of his body. He felt so scared. He just couldn't imagine what would he do if his body did some thing wrong. But luckily his body was not doing any thing wrong. He was so scared. From that day it started. Sometimes he was acting like himself but sometimes he suddenly began to talk about his past. His crimes!! He started to tell his friend that how did he treated even Nisha in worst way. It was horrible. It seemed as if he was some body else. He started telling them that he never loved Nisha still he married her just because his sister wished. Nisha never managed to get happiness out of him. His whole life slowly became a open magazine for all in office. Finally one day his friend took him to side. " Rakesh why are you doing that?" " What?" " You are telling every thing to whole office. They are gossiping about you and Nisha like some daily soup characters. It is totally wrong." " I just can't control." Then he started crying. He told every thing to his friend. " My god. Have you thought about psychiatrist? " " Psychiatrist?" " Now don't tell me that you have began to believe in ghosts. You know that it is all nonsense. Right?" Rakesh was confused but still he nodded. His friend " I know one. Actually my daughter needed one when her results was not that much good. She is fine now but nothing came out. Do you like to visit him? She was totally fine in few visits." Rakesh nodded. Since he knew that he didn't have any option except nodding. He was so scared. He didn't want to imagine what would happen if he slapped some one in that state. He knew one thing that he just lost control on those moments. He could do any thing. Then his friend called that psychiatrist and took appointment. Rakesh was so scared but he knew that he needed it. He had to do something about it. He called Nisha and told her that he would be late. She said okay. She didn't even ask where he was going. One thing was clear. Their relationship was already over. They were living together just due to need of situation.
That day Rakesh went to psychiatrist first time. He was so scared. At beginning his friend came but then when he saw long line. He said that he had to go home so Rakesh sat alone. He was so upset. He felt that some thing might happen to him on that point. One by one patient started going inside. It was taking too long. He could sense that it was happening again. He could sense that he was no longer in body. He saw that he was reading magazine now in strange relax way. He was so happy to get rid of himself. Then finally receptionist told him that it was his number. He went inside. He started to talking with psychiatrist. It seemed so strange that he was not even in his body so what is use of talking to that psychiatrist. Then suddenly psychiatrist smiled and said " You are having that episode even now. I can sense it that you are having that feeling that you are out of your body at this moment. Am I right?" He was so shocked that psychiatrist sensed it. Psychiatrist smiled. " Just relax. It is not any thing supernatural. It is perfectly natural. It is happening due to trauma which you faced since death of your family. You wanted to help them but you can't because it was not possible. It was not your fault you need to sense it, You are not moving over it." Suddenly Rakesh felt that he was in his body again. Rakesh " It is happening again and again. I am out of my body. Can you believe me?" " Of course I am. That is denationalization Disorder. It is not common but not that much shocking. It happens when you suffer due to such trauma. It was not your mistake that you don't save your family but you felt guilty since you survive alone. I know what start inside mind when such things happen. Then you got remarried but since you were not over your first guilt. You never did any justice to your second marriage which was worst. You shouldn't have married without solving your problem. That just managed to increase your problem and that innocent lady started to suffer due to your mental trouble which increased your guilt more. Then one day a small boy called you by mistake whose voice was just like your son. Then this whole fiction story was generated by your mind. You wanted to reduce your trouble but you just manage to increase them. You needed a psychiatrist but don't worry now we will manage." " Will it be a long treatment?" " I will not lie to you. It is. Your mental trouble is complicated you need to cure it. It can be risky if it increased. Can I suggest you one thing?" " Yes Doctor." "Why don't you call your wife?" "Nisha?!!" "Yes. It will be helpful if she cooperate. It will easy for both of you. If she understood your trouble, I feel your marriage can be saved this way." Rakesh nodded. He called her and told her to come there. She didn't question even this time. But she was scared. When she came, psychiatrist told Rakesh to go out. Then he chatted with Nisha for few hours. When Nisha came out, she looked totally relaxed. She started behaving normally. From that day Rakesh started his normal life even this abnormal situation. He was still having his mental trouble but Nisha was normal now. They went out. They started to enjoy their life. Slowly their marriage started to seem like some thing real. Rakesh never thought that it would help him so much. But it really helped him when Nisha acted in normal way with him. He slowly started to sense reduction in those episode. He was having problem but slowly he felt sure that he would get over it. He was so scared at beginning that Nisha would overreact when she learned that he told every thing in office. He tried to avoid it. But then he had to take her to one office party. She sensed it all. Slowly she even heard it. That night she cried. She even said that she didn't love him. It was big issue but then in few days it was over. He was so glad to finally get over it. He knew that now he didn't kept any secret from his wife and it helped. He was glad. He knew that he would get over that earthquake one day which destroyed his life. He finally managed to get hold of his life.
The End
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