Saturday, August 29, 2015

Adventure story 204. Hidden tears

                                               Hidden tears
Kajal was so happy to finally get rid of her house. She just hated staying with her parents. She knew that they were her parents but she just never liked them. She knew that if she said these lines then people would say she was bad girl. She just said in heart that it was fine. She was bad girl but she wanted freedom from them. For all twenty four seven hours she had move around in tension what would they say. She knew that she would never able to please them still she just kept trying to do that. Since if she wanted something then her parents were her only source of income. She just never said it but before whole world she was perfect daughter but inside her heart she just wanted to go away. She still remembered that day when she finally got that chance. Her Mom's friend brought her daughter with her who was so stylish and cultured. She was full of manners which were perfect in every scale. Kajal was shocked to see them. She was so cultured. Kajal wished from her heart that she could act like that. She wanted to be stylish and perfect like that. She just hated to be like her Mom who always talked every word so loudly that it hurt her ears. She felt so much relief when her Mom went out to visit her some friend or on some kitty party but sadly it was only on rare occasions. Mostly her Mom stayed in home with her and ksoaptelling her how did she suppose to act. A woman who had herself hardly knew how to behave kept telling her that how did she supposed to act. Kajal just hated it. She wanted to understand manners properly and didn't want to become some thing like her Mom. After all her Mom and her father were just two ordinary people. She didn't want to tell any one that her father was working for some company as clark and her mother was just receptionist. She just never understood how did she managed to keep her job with that loud voice, But sadly her Mom's company was closed so she was staying at home now which was worst thing for Kajal since her grandmother was perfect companion for her. Her grandmother was just like her with stylish clothes and with good manners. They used to watch daily every thing which would make them wise not some stupid soap opera which her Mom watched daily. Kajal felt that her knowledge was reducing daily due to her Mom's useless company. She needed to find some one who really knew how to develop her. She wanted to turn into some sophisticated woman. She didn't want to be some one like her Mom who was so mannerless. She knew that saying this to Mom was wrong but she just kept feeling that way from inside. She just wanted some thing and when that girl came to meet her. She found that source which could make a better way for her. She started making friendship with that girl. Her name was Ragini. She was every nice to talk and so good in every way that she seemed just perfect to her.
       Kajal remembered that was the way when she first got ticket of her bright future. Her Mom liked Ragini very much. She wanted her daughter to be just like her. Then she understood about her hostel so her Mom decided that Kajal should go to hostel. At beginning she pretended to be nervous. Then slowly Kajal agreed. Today Ragini was coming to her house. She was so happy that finally she got one great opportunity to become some one great. When door bell rang, she ran to door. Ragini was standing outside. Ragini gave her pleasant smile. Ragini " So where is your Mom?" " She is gone to market." Ragini looked pleased. Ragini " Now this is perfect moment. We all just have to keep pretending before parents. In hostel we do same things before teacher." Then Ragini put her legs in just relax way. "Don't worry. You don't have to stay in manner all day just before teachers." "But I love mannerism and stylish things." Ragini started laughing. " Then you have selected wrong friend. I am not that much accurate in manners but don't worry. You can find friends of your choice in our hostel. It is big one. I just kept away from those girls." Suddenly Kajal acted with full manners and asked "What do you like to drink? Any thing hot or cold?" Ragini was so shocked by her sudden change. She seemed like some one out of old movies. Ragini smiled and said " Just something cold please." "Use. I get water melon juice for you." Ragini just nodded. But Ragini never expected any thing special. She was so shocked when Kajal brought out a watermelon juice in big crystal glass and there was straw in it. Kajal even decorated it with peace of watermelon. It seemed as if some thing out of hotel just waiter was missing. Kajal " Actually our servant is on vacation so I have to make it but I feel you will like it." Ragini nodded. She drank it and she really loved it. But she sensed one thing that something was totally wrong with Kajal. Kajal was acting in so much manners that it all seemed so wrong. Ragini never expected some one to act like that. After all she was not some royal guest. She was just normal girl out of reputed hostel. But then she suddenly felt that Kajal might be just playing prank on her so she started acting same way. It all was so funny. They both acted like some royalties and Ragini just loved pretending like that. Then after some time Ragini went to her home. Kajal was on top of world.She felt that she got a friend of that class which she desired. She wanted to be a girl with same mannerism which she used to watch on television with her grandmother. She used all those manners and Ragini acted in them perfectly. She looked at that voucher of hostel. She read it. Every thing seemed so perfect just like some thing out of that movies. She just wanted to go in that hostel. She was so happy when her Mom came back and informed her that her father agreed. Her Mom was also happy for herself since now she was going to have freedom. As if Kajal stopped her, from heart Kajal always wanted her to leave her alone. But her Mom just kept interfering so it all turned out to be prefect for all expect her father who just felt it was too much expensive but her Mom convinced him. Her Mom told her that he agreed and they decided to visit hostel very soon. Kajal jumped with joy. She knew that she had to pretend sorrow for sake of her parents but she decided that it could wait. She just kept dancing on that moment for getting that freedom by going in hostel.
      Ragini was laughing so loudly when she went back to her hostel and told it to all her friends. One of friend " So she is really coming to hostel?" "Of course. She is my friend. She is little bit strange but still nice girl." Ragini turned to her friends. Ragini "We must treat her good way." All her friends nodded. Friend " But it is something totally wrong. She was expecting too much from hostel." "Don't worry she would understand it." They all nodded then they all started their routine life. But then Ragini was so shocked. When she saw Kajal suddenly one day in their school, Kajal smiled "Actually I wanted to check out school. I requested principal and she agreed." Ragini smiled. She took Kajal to meet her friends. Kajal wndered around school. But soon principal asked peon to told her to go out. Kajal "Why don't you come to stay with your friends to Matheran on trip with a study tour?" "A study tour?" "It will be on vacation. Just give me number of parents of all your friends and I will arrange it." Ragini was so happy to go on such place.For them vacation was just to stay in home. They all would love going on picnic. She went inside. All her friends jumped with joy. They all gave proper number of their parents. She gave them all numbers and they wrote it in notebooks. Kajal started looking at them carefully. She was so happy to find her new world. She sensed one thing that world was not as perfect as she hoped. She sensed that Ragini was not that good in manners but she knew that she would impress them and convinced them. For that she started arranging trip just for that purpose only. A perfect vacation and she would just rule on their mind. She arranged every thing perfectly. She convinced each and every parents with so much skill that they all just had to say yes to her. She managed it all. She just did two things during that time. One she studied to get good marks and another she did every thing to do a perfect tour. Finally her examination started. She did her best in paper. She knew that it would be possible to get admission in that hostel only if she had good marks. She just kept studying so hard that every question was perfectly by hearted by her so she did her best in examination. Then she arranged that tour. She decided that they all would meet at home. She arranged every thing in her way at home. She acted in her best manners. Even her Mom acted in her best manners due to Kajal. One thing was sure. They all were impressed. When Ragini met Kajal at first time, she felt that Kajal was little bit crazy but this time she was so impressed. That she also liked to act as she said. Slowly in few minutes they all accepted Kajal's leadership and that tour started just as Kajal wished. Kajal just took hold of their mind. Slowly they began to feel that she was just perfect. Through out of that tour they were just Kajal's team. They all enjoyed it. When they went back to home, all of them just kept saying one thing. They are waiting for her in hostel. Next year would be their best year since Kajal joined them. Kajal was so happy to take leadership from Ragini. She smiled from heart. How easily she could take it away from Ragini. After all Ragini was weak leader without manners and guts to protect her leadership. Ragini didn't even sense it. She gave it  to Kajal as if it was nothing. But Kajal valued it more and she was happy about it. After all she deserved it since she valued it more than Ragini. She just kept pretending that she respected Ragini. But in her heart she felt one thing that Ragini was just fool not as intelligent girl as she thought at first meeting. Any way it was just fine for her she got leadership of group. She was so happy. Now she just needed good marks and then she would achieve her target.She could became leader of this popular group in hostel. She smiled happily first time from inside of her heart.
     Every thing was perfectly set for Kajal now. She worked hard to get good marks. When her result came, she was so tense. She was so happy to see that she scored above 90%. She managed to get to good marks. She was so happy now all hurdles were over. She just wanted to get good marks. She was so happy on that day. She wanted to dance. She didn't forget her manners. She started calling her Mom. Kajal " Mom can you make inquiry for admission in that hostel? " Mom" You got good marks." She was so irritated by those words. But she showed patience. Kajal " Yes Mom. Please call them." " Come on show mark list." She showed it. Then her marks were admired by her Mom. It seemed her like hours Even when it was just for few minutes. Then her Mom took phone, she started talking about her marks. At beginning it was good then suddenly she sensed some thing was wrong. Her Mom was requesting for one seat for her. Finally she started agreeing and put down her phone. Kajal " What happened?" "They said their hostel is full." "What?" "That is not possible.How could they do that? I have made so many plans so many hopes.." "But they promised us anything?" " Never promise us? They let me see their school." "Since you insisted. In fact you are literally on verge of crying. They tried hard but that girl didn't cancel her admission on last moment so they didn't manage seat. You can't blame them like that." " Mom you are my Mom still taking their side." "Because you are wrong and they are right." Then Kajal started abusing her Mom. Slowly her anger was increased so much that she took a show piece and threw it on her Mom. Her Mom was so shocked that she forgot to duck. She started bleeding. When Kajal saw this, she was so scared. She knew that she did one big crime. She was so scared. She just ran out of house. She just started running. She just didn't stop until she remembered place where her grandma used to take her. She managed to hide under garden bench. She kept sleeping under it. She just felt as if everything was lost. She felt one thing. She just lost even her soul. She just kept looking around. Suddenly she began to see all those tales which once were told by grandmother. Every thing became alive. She sensed one thing. She was a bad girl of every tale. She was not nice girl. She knew one thing. She had to die now. But at that moment even moving hand seemed hard to her. She kept sleeping their like some corpse. She was no longer alive in her mind. She was already died.She couldn't sense even ants where biting her or she just didn't care. She was bad girl so she must get punished for it. She just kept sleeping there. She just didn't move. Then she sensed some one was looking down at her. But she didn't care. She would no longer sense any thing. She was evil so she must be punished.
     Kajal's Mom tried to run after her but when she couldn't she just began screaming. One of neighbor saw her and came to help. They took her to Doctor. She called her husband from there. After that Kajal's father just spent whole day searching for her. But he didn't find her until evening when a small child from park came to him screaming, that child told them that Kajal was in garden and she was bitten by ant on whole body. At beginning Kajal's father didn't believe it. He just didn't understand that why did his daughter slept like that in ant. He felt that this small kid must had made mistake. Then he decided that it could be possible to that something had happened to her. When he looked down, he was shocked to see her in those worst conditions. He tried to call her but she didn't move her whole body was bitten by ants. They were still moving on her. He was so scared. He felt as if his daughter was not alive. He  pulled her out of that corner. Then with help of neighbours he cleared ants. They could felt her breathing so they sensed that she was alive. They called ambulance. While waiting for ambulance Kajal's father kept looking at her, she was looking worst. Then when ambulance came he informed her Mom about this. She was taken inside after some time, then Doctor sent her out. Her father " What happened?" Doctor" Nothing expect she was bitten by ants. We will injection to stop infection from spreading then you can take her home. " " But she is not moving." "So??What I suppose to do? She didn't move because she didn't want to." "Why did my daughter would want to hurt herself like that?" " How did I suppose to know you are her father? I have seen her first time today. I can't tell you why your daughter acting so stubborn?" "Shut up. You are a doctor. How could you talk like that? " " This is hospital. You can't scream on me!!" On that point Kajal's Mom came. She took control of situation by apologizing to Doctor. Kajal's Mom " We can't just take her away like that." " I know we will give ambulance but you have to pay." Then Doctor called by nurse. He just went away. They just discharged out of that hospital with big bill and no treatment. This was shocking for them. Kajal just returned home but she kept sleeping. She just ate food when Mom feed her. Every one began to tell them that they must visit another Doctor. They kept trying Doctor. But every Doctor seemed to be confused. Finally one Doctor suggested psychiatrist. They didn't believe that a mental problem couldn't lead to so many troubles in their eyes. But still they requested psychiatrist to come. That psychiatrist came. He started talking with Kajal. Her parents were shocked to see that she began crying. She just kept repeating. She was bad girl. Then psychiatrist told her parents to go out. Then that psychiatrist took long time. Finally psychiatrist came out " This is definatly psychological problem." Her parents"What?" " Your daughter was always stayed with grandmother until her death. She was so attached to her that she began to worship her after death. She just began to hate all since she just want her grandmother. But then in that hostel she shifted her obsession. She even managed to monopolized her friends. But then it all cancelled. In anger she just threw that show piece on her mother. Since she hated you both. " Her parents were shocked. " I know you never sense it since she was wise enough to hide it. But then she began to hate herself. She felt that she was evil. Then she wanted to die. This is case of major depression due to trauma of sudden change in her life." " This happens commonly." "I know. But in case of your daughter that was not common. We have to admit her. Don't worry she will be all right." Kajal's parents just nodded. They sensed one thing that Doctor knows best. They began to pack thing for Kajal who was now crying uncontrolledly. As if all tears which was hidden inside her finally managed to come out.
                                       The End

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