Her baby
Subhash was so happy. Finally he was going back to his country after such a long time. He didn’t have his parents in his country but he had his sister & his brother-in-law. After his parents his sister Disha took his responsibility. He wanted to go abroad. He knew that it was impossible but his sister managed to make it possible for him. She spent so much amount on him. But he never spent it without thinking. He tried his best to manage on low budget but still sometimes he went to party enjoyed himself all on his sister’s cost. He knew that his brother-in-law Harish didn’t say anything directly since Disha was taking care of his parents & his son from first marriage but still he could sense Harish kept taunting indirectly that he did all while his sister just wasted money. He wanted to answer Harish. He knew that Disha worked so hard in house. Disha managed to even arrange parties in home for his friends. His son Rakesh was not so friendly with her. In fact he hated step Mom but still she did her best. Luckily Rakesh was not aggressive he just kept to himself. But Subhash knew Disha was adjusting so much. She kept feeling restless in her heart. She needed to find some way to express herself so he encouraged her to start playing piano. He thought if she would play it in room. No one would object. Actually Harish already had one Piano from his grandfather’s time. It was one antique piece. Subhash thought that Disha would enjoy playing it. He was just young boy at that time. He told his friend about it. His friend agreed to teach his sister. He was so happy. He brought his friend to teach Piano. Even today he heard that his friend Pradip was teaching her Piano. Pradip was talking about Disha on internet. Pradip even shared her one video in which she was singing. It was beautiful & unique. He liked it. He wanted to appreciate her. When he reached to airport he was expecting her waiting for him. But he was so upset when he sensed that his sister was not waiting for him. It was so odd. His sister was always so concerned about it. It was totally shocking that she was not there. Subhash started to call Cab on that time one boy came running. Then that boy asked him “ Are you Subhash Sir?” Subhash nodded. Then that boy said “ I am driver of your sister!” Subhash felt little bit shocked. That boy was looking so young. He felt nervous. He asked “ You always drive?” That boy smiled & said “ Yes Sir. I am studying in college but in free time I do this job. Your sister wanted a driver for emergencies…” “ Emergency?! Like what?” Suddenly that boy closed his mouth. Subhash sensed that he was instructed to not speak about it. Subhash decided that he would go home & discuss himself. Subhash reached in Disha’s house. It was big bungalow. Many times it reminded Subhash of palace. It was so nice. He felt so scared & upset by it too. He was always comfortable in his small house. He kept hoping for positive thoughts. But sadly those positive thoughts didn’t enter after death of his parents. He was locked in big house of his sister. He stayed there. He knew that it was wrong. He needed to manage all on his own. But he couldn’t able to get anything which would help him to earn. He began to get restless. He started to feel so upset. He wanted to some way to get out of there. He knew that Disha was suffering due to him. It was all so wrong. He needed to find a way & finally he found one. He managed to get admission in one university of abroad. It was so nice. He needed to learn different things to get proper chance. He kept working so hard. He was hoping that one day he would finally get good job. It worked properly. He was getting nice job now. He came here for few days. He was scared to shift in other place but he needed to do it. He slowly entered in that house. Once again he felt like orphan who entered to ask for favour. He was never treated like family here. He never understood why did Harish married to Disha. Harish & Disha never had their kids so Disha always showered her motherly affection on Subhash. Subhash asked to servant about Disha. Servant didn’t even smile. Servant just showed towards room. He was so confused. Disha was sleeping in different room. Subhash didn’t understand it. Then he thought that they might be just shifted their bedroom. He slowly knocked on door. Disha said “ Come in.” Disha was sleeping on her big bed. She was looking like some beautiful queen. He smiled & went towards her. He sat on chair nearby her bed. He took her hand slowly in his hand & asked “ How are you?” Disha gave weak smile & said “ I feel so sick.” He was shocked. “ What happened?” “ Last night I kept vomiting whole time. I think maybe for ten to twenty times..” he was so shocked. “ What did Doctor said?” Disha started to look out of window & said in slow voice “ I was hoping that it might be due to baby.” He was so shocked. He knew that it was already confirmed that Disha couldn’t have child. She was married for so many years. They didn’t have child & Harish already had one son so something must be wrong in Disha. He wanted to suggest a visit to gynaecologist but he didn’t until now. But today he just decided. “ Let’s visit gynaecologist.” She nodded. Then he took appointment. She was so confused. She didn’t understand if she was truly interested in going. But she agreed. They visited gynaecologist. Gynaecologist checked her & told few tests. Then Gynaecologist said with sweet smile “ I feel your sister might be pregnant.” Disha jumped with joy. Subhash was so happy too. It was so nice. Finally his sister got what she wanted. Then they started to go home. He sensed that Disha was feeling so uneasy. He tried his best to make her comfortable. Then when they reached home, she immediately went to sleep. He closed door while keeping night-lamp on. He was so happy for his sister. Disha was pregnant. He knew that he needed to inform Harish. Harish needed to make all arrangements. He called Harish & told him. Harish started laughing. Harish “ Are you out of your mind? I am not staying with your sister! I have deserted her a one month ago. She can’t be pregnant. I left her since she couldn’t become mother.” Then Harish disconnected call. Subhash felt so confused. He ran towards Disha’s room.
Disha was so happy. Finally she got her child. She knew that Harish was not going to give her child. She wanted him out of her life. She managed to do it perfectly. It took little bit skill to find a Doctor who would lie to Harish but not so much. Harish was so sure that she couldn’t become mother that he never suspected that she was taking pills. She didn’t want his child. She didn’t want him. He was evil King of her fairy tale. She thought about it & started laughing. She wanted Pradip. He was so nice to her. She loved the way he treated her. She decided that she would slowly convince him to marry her. Disha walked towards her cupboard. She began to watch her clothes. She knew that she looked lovely to Pradip. He always kept admiring. She knew that he loved her. She could see it in his eyes. She could see love clearly in Pradip’s eyes. It was important to her. She wanted to feel positive. She began to feel upset. She started to get restless. She was so tense. She wanted to understand different feelings which were giving her hope. She wanted to feel positive. She started to sense that she needed to feel hopeful. She knew that now she needed to create one story for Pradip. She needed to convince him that her husband was abusive. She prepared herself & made call. She was shocked when some other lady talked with her instead of Pradip. That lady told her that she was Pradip’s wife. It was shocking. She didn’t expected it. She asked with shock “ How could Pradip get married without informing me?” That lady started to sound confused. “ Who are you? We called most of our relatives to our marriage.” She felt so sad. She was no one. She knew that. Then she sensed that she was pregnant & she needed father for her child. But Pradip was married already. She said “ Ohh I am no one actually. He use to teach me music.” “ Ohh you are upset since you will miss your music lessons. Don’t worry…” “ It’s okay. I was planning to change teacher anyway.” She just disconnected call. She knew that Pradip was there just to teach her music. He was not attached to her. She was so sad. On that time her mobile started to rang. It was Harish. She was so angry. She took his call. Harish “ Your brother told me that you are pregnant?!” “ It’s not your child.” Harish didn’t speak for moment. Then he asked “ So you were having affair?!” “ Yes!” “ With whom?” She decided to lie. She didn’t care about results. She wanted to punish Pradip. “ It’s my music teacher.” Then she disconnected call. She was so happy. She was hoping that Harish wouldn’t interfere now. She didn’t want Harish to come near her or her child. She needed one artificial lover now. She knew that Pradip was not interested. She was going to still with him. She began to feel so frustrated. She started to get upset on every step. She wanted to support. She knew that she was not connected to any man except him. She was concerned about everything. She knew that she was lying. She wanted to feel positive & hopeful. She began to think that it was possible that Harish might ignore her totally. She started to hope. But then her mobile rang again it was Subhash calling her. She looked towards screen. She began to get upset about entire incidence. She knew that lying to Subhash was not easy. After all Subhash was Pradip’s best friend. She didn’t took call. She suddenly began to think that she might wanted to just run away from this house. She suffered enough. She was no longer interested in staying in that house. She kept feeling so sad. She tried her best to adjust but then she didn’t want now. She began to feel sick again. She didn’t understand what she supposed to do. She could just abort baby. But that wouldn’t solve anything. It was so complicated. She went to sleep. During that time Harish began to call Pradip. Pradip “ Hello..” “ I am Harish husband of Disha?!” “ What’s wrong with you? Are you out of your mind?! Why you are calling me again & again on my honeymoon? Your wife just called me. Now you called! I don’t want to teach music to your wife anymore.” “ Really after making her pregnant!” “ Are you out of your mind? Do you remember you left her since she can’t become mother? & whole time she kept trying to touch me or attract me! I decided to quit job & got married. Now I don’t know if she managed to find someone who looked more appealing. It was so odd & stressful.” Harish began to get confused. “ But why did Doctor lied?” Pradip gave strange smile & said “ She was suggesting me that I should accept your baby then she could come with me. I don’t understand. I was just admiring her music. She was honestly talking in a way as if she was in dream. It was totally odd.” Harish began to feel confused. Harish sensed that his wife hated him so much that she decided to lie about father of baby. He apologised & disconnected call. Harish immediately called Subhash & told him everything. Harish “ I think she is so upset with me & my son that she is lying about baby. In fact she is not in sound mind. This can be risky for my baby.” Subhash screamed angrily “ This all happened because of your harsh attitude. You never treated her with love & respect!” “ Really? I feel your sister got more than she deserved so she started to behave like this.” Subhash was so upset. He just said “ Stay away from my sister?!” “But that is my baby!” “ Who told you? She might be hiding someone?!” Subhash was so angry that he didn’t sense what he was saying. It was so upsetting that his sister started to lose her mind. She felt so upset by entire incidence. She began to feel so stressed out. She needed to think in positive way but she kept feeling negative only. She was simple & innocent girl when she married to Harish but he managed to destroy her future. She began to feel so upset by his attitude. She started to think that she needed to move in wrong way. She wanted to feel hopeful. She needed to think in right direction. She began to think her cunningness would give her victory. It was so upsetting. He needed to take her back on route. He didn’t want Harish back in her life. He started to call Disha but she didn’t took his call.
Disha was planning to sleep but her sleep was far away from her. She was feeling so restless. She needed to plan something to escape this situation. She began to think about suicide & it seemed like perfect solution. It was better than just killing her child. Her mobile kept ringing. She finally decided to talk to Subhash. She decided to lie to him about her unborn baby. She took call & Subhash started telling her “ Don’t worry. I will help you. I will lie for you.” She began to sense that her brother was still there for her. She couldn’t give up. She started crying. He said “ I am coming.” When he came, she was crying so much. He felt concerned about her & baby. He immediately took appointment of gynaecologist. Gynaecologist checked her & said “ She is not okay. Her blood pressure is too high. It will create impact on her health & baby too. I recommend a psychiatrist for your sister. It is very important to get psychiatrist for her.” He began to look upset. He didn’t know how much Disha would agree to go to Psychiatrist but she needed it. He knew that she was sitting near him. He was scared that she might stop going to Gynaecologist. But Disha slowly asked “ So you think I am mad like just my husband Harish?” “ No. you are stressed since you suffered too much under Harish’s hand without cause. Harish was not moving ahead in positive way. He was acting totally wrong. It was a lot to due his mental conditions too. Actually he was forced in this marriage. As you said they forced him to marry you since they wanted to show some wife for him. I don’t understand why?” Disha told little bit about time of their marriage. Actually Harish family had big house & reputation for them a woman as representative of house needed. They wanted her as showpiece & they also wanted her to do many things which were nothing in their eyes but horrible in her. They wanted her to smile on every negative comments cracked on her. They wanted her to show tolerance which was not easy to have. She was feeling so upset by all. She needed to feel positive about all. But she was getting negative on every step due to those taunts. She tried her best to smile & laugh. She couldn’t since she was feeling so upset by all. She needed to move ahead in positive way but life was giving negative effects on her mind. That Gynaecologist suggested. “ I arranged immediately appointment if you agree. Go just after this.” Disha nodded. It was arranged. She went to Psychiatrist. She waited for hours. Then finally she went inside. She was shocked when she looked towards clock. She was not waiting for hours in waiting room. It was just half hour & she came early too. But those moments seemed like centuries to her. She tried to smile & feel happy. But it was not working at all. She began to get upset. She finally decided to be truthful. She couldn’t tell anything until Psychiatrist didn’t promise not to tell anyone. Psychiatrist convinced her. On that entire session she didn’t answer truthfully that much. Psychiatrist didn’t try to push too much. Then she went home. She managed to get next appointment. It took her at least ten appointments to trust that psychiatrist. Then finally she started to tell him truth. She told him that how did from first day she saw Harish crying in corner with photo of his first wife. She was excited on that first day. She was expecting little bit interest in her. Harish didn’t say anything but he was not interested in her. He always kept his first wife in his soul & just due his attitude Rakesh didn’t accepted her as Mom. At beginning Rakesh talked nicely. He was trying to keep normal friendship with her. But Harish kept talking about first wife which manage to damage her entire bond. It was truly upsetting. Her dreams were not going in right way. She was feeling so sad. She told all. Slowly she began to feel relaxed. One day she called Harish. She started to tell him about baby. But he was not interested. He declared that he wanted divorce & she couldn’t gave his name to baby. She agreed. She was not stressed. She didn’t care anymore. Then finally they decided to go for divorce. But Harish began to demand DNA check of baby before alimony. She decided that she didn’t need it. Subhash insisted that they must not take risk. So she got divorce without alimony. When her baby was born, Harish didn’t come. No one took interest except Subhash. With help of her brother she started raising her kid. She was not having money but still they managed. She was taunted by some people but she learnt to ignore due to psychiatrist. She kept trying hard to get money. She started some business of garments from her house. It was limited but still it was income. Her kid was growing up in nice atmosphere. Her kid sometimes asked about Daddy. But she was divorced so she told that child slowly about it. It was hard but still her child was happy without father. She still felt scared whenever by bad luck she saw Harish in car while she was walking on road with her child. She felt that Harish might sense that it was his child but he didn’t. He always gave angry look to child as symbol of her betrayal. Harish was married for third time. She didn’t understand why he looked towards her at all. It was possible that his next wife was so promising too. She decided one thing that she didn’t care. She knew one thing that she needed positive attitude & she was planning to keep it. She kept moving ahead happily with her brother & her child. She tried to talk about marriage with Subhash. At this point he was not interested. She didn’t know if he would show interest or not after watching her marriage so closely but she decided that she would keep trying. She couldn’t predict future but she hoped for best. At least she was normal & that was enough for her.
The End
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