Poem. 6230. Soul of route which

                                                       Soul of route which 

Soul of route which start new appeal to create new knowledge to shine that form new touch to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new concept to show new strength to path that start new appeal to understanding to way of mind 

Soul of route which create new touch to start new direction to move that create new spirit to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new thought to form new appeal to step that show new hope to feeling to way of mind

Soul of route which give new light to create new thought to chapter that start new move to learning to way of mind

Soul of route which start new direction to show new hope to strength that form new touch to thinking to way of mind

Soul of route which create new touch to give new knowledge to smile that show new strength to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new shine to form new direction to light that create new appeal to understanding to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new spirit to start new thought to move that give new smile to learning to way of mind

Soul of route which give new appeal to create new path to thought that show new touch to feeling to way of mind

Soul of route which start new hope to show new spirit to smile that form new direction to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new path to form new strength to route that create new shine to thinking to way of mind 

Soul of route which create new step to start new direction to world that give new strength to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which give new hope to create new smile to chapter that show new appeal to feeling to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new chapter to show new route to concept that give new direction to understanding to way of mind 

Soul of route which start new direction to give new appeal to strength that form new thought to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which create new touch to start new smile to direction that show new appeal to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new strength to form new move to touch that start new dream to feeling to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new knowledge to create new route to hope that give new shine to thinking to way of mind 

Soul of route which give new shine to show new appeal to thought that form new direction to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which create new path to start new knowledge to move that show new touch to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new touch to form new direction to spirit that give new strength to feeling to way of mind 

Soul of route which start new appeal to give new spirit to touch that create new thought to understanding to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new thought to show new step to move that form new chapter to meaning to way of mind

Soul of route which show new concept to start new path to appeal that create new touch to learning to way of mind

Soul of route which create new touch to give new smile to thought that start new direction to feeling to way of mind

Soul of route which start new shine to show new appeal to move that form new strength to thinking to way of mind

Soul of route which form new move to create new direction to step that show new route to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which give new knowledge to form new chapter to route that create new step to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which show new strength to start new concept to move that give new touch to thinking to way of mind 

Soul of route which start new direction to show new touch to path that form new shine to feeling to way of mind 

Soul of route which create new dream to give new thought to light that create new route to meaning to way of mind

Soul of route which form new appeal to start new chapter to world that show new touch to thinking to way of mind

Soul of route which show new hope to form new direction to move that give new strength to learning to way of mind 

Soul of route which start new touch to give new knowledge to hope that start new chapter to understanding to way of mind

Soul of route which give new shine to create new appeal to spirit that form new spirit to feeling to way of mind

Soul of route which show new appeal to start new direction to light that give new path to meaning to way of mind 

Soul of route which form new concept to form new dream to step that show new smile to thinking to way of mind.

Poem. 6229. Smile of way open new

                                                   Smile of way open new 

Smile of way open new world which start new route to thought that show new direction to hope of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new knowledge which form new path to shine that give new strength to way of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new strength which create new move to spirit that form new appeal to world of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new appeal which show new chapter to step that start new touch to concept of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new touch which give new direction to touch that create new way to appeal of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new shine which form new strength to start that show new route to chapter of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new soul which start new knowledge to route that give new direction to path of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which show new thought to soul that form new strength to move of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new direction which create new path to move that create new route to spirit of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new touch which show new shine to route that start new appeal to touch of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new shine which form new appeal to touch that give new knowledge to path of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new appeal which give new spirit to shine that create new touch to world of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new chapter which start new route to soul that form new strength to shine of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new concept which create new way to appeal that start new dream to route of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new touch which show new world to thought that give new hope to start of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new soul which give new knowledge to start that create new move to appeal of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new spirit which form new direction to route that show new route to shine of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new move which start new touch to shine that create new spirit to chapter of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which create new world to path that form new strength to hope of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new shine which show new shine to way that start new knowledge to move of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new step which give new touch to route that create new touch to step of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new strength which form new soul to step that show new start to path of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which create new move to appeal that form new way to soul of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new appeal which show new path to direction that give new step to shine of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new concept which start new step to route that create new spirit to move of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new strength which form new start to move that give new route to path of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which create new touch to strength that start new way to thought of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new way which give new knowledge to step that form new world to concept of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new touch which start new shine to thought that create new route to appeal of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new move which form new strength to path that show new soul to chapter of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which create new spirit to world that give new step to concept of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new start which show new move to appeal that form new route to shine of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new path which give new knowledge to step that start new move to spirit of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new move which start new touch to shine that create new soul to strength of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new world which form new soul to strength that show new step to chapter of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new step which show new world to touch that give new world to shine of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new route which start new appeal to step that form new chapter to touch of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new way which create new touch to route that show new concept to path of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new soul which form new strength to move that give new direction to step of life which bring new light 

Smile of way open new world which show new path to thought that start new shine to hope of life which bring new light.

Poem. 6228. Appeal of hope start with

                                                         Appeal of hope start with  

Appeal of hope start with feel of mind which form new world to chapter that give new strength to path of life

Appeal of hope start with move of mind which create new path to concept that show new shine to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with touch of mind which show new route to strength that form new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with route of mind which give new soul to direction that create new spirit to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with spirit of mind which form new step to touch that show new way to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with concept of mind which create new strength to dream that give new shine to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with light of mind which show new direction to thought that form new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with smile of mind which give new knowledge to step that create new spirit to path of life

Appeal of hope start with soul of mind which form new strength to touch that give new direction to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with step of mind which create new shine to move that show new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with route of mind which give new appeal to step that form new shine to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with move of mind which show new light to shine that create new way to path of life

Appeal of hope start with hope of mind which form new soul to route that give new thought to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with spirit of mind which create new move to strength that show new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with soul of mind which give new knowledge to way that form new route to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with world of mind which form new appeal to step that create new way to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with shine of mind which show new touch to move that form new route to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with step of mind which create new shine to smile that open new way to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with route of mind which give new direction to route that show new step to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with move of mind which form new strength to way that give new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with way of mind which show new spirit to world that form new world to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with soul of mind which give new appeal to chapter that create new touch to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with shine of mind which create new touch to thought that show new spirit to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with chapter of mind which form new spirit to concept that give new move to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with strength of mind which show new way to knowledge that create new step to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with concept of mind which give new touch to strength that form new route to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with dream of mind which create new route to thought that give new direction to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with step of mind which form new soul to chapter that show new shine to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with start of mind which give new appeal to shine that create new step to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with route of mind which show new strength to way that form new route to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with shine of mind which form new light to move that show new strength to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with spirit of mind which create new soul to direction that give new hope to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with move of mind which show new step to knowledge that form new step to path of life

Appeal of hope start with soul of mind which give new strength to touch that create new way to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with touch of mind which show new light to thought that give new shine to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with thought of mind which form new route to smile that show new hope to path of life

Appeal of hope start with strength of mind which create new way to world that form new route to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with light of mind which show new touch to direction that give new world to path of life 

Appeal of hope start with chapter of mind which give new route to concept that create new move to path of life                                                                                                          Appeal of hope start with route of mind which create new shine to strength that show new hope to path of life.

Poem. 6227. Soul open new world which

                                               Soul open new world which 

Soul open new world which start new thought that form new appeal to strength that give new touch start new light 

Soul open new world which give new route that show new path to knowledge that start new step form new light 

Soul open new world which form new strength that create new hope to thought that show new spirit give new light 

Soul open new world which show new touch that give new route to appeal that create new move show new light 

Soul open new world which create new step that start new move to dream that form new touch give new light 

Soul open new world which form new shine that show new direction to step that give new appeal create new light 

Soul open new world which give new start that form new touch to shine that create new chapter start new light 

Soul open new world which create new path that start new smile to route that show new spirit form new light 

Soul open new world which show new step that give new move to touch that form new concept start new light

Soul open new world which form new touch that show new route to appeal that give new strength give new light 

Soul open new world which start new chapter that create new path to strength that show new appeal form new light 

Soul open new world which give new strength that form new soul to concept that start new route show new light 

Soul open new world which create new shine that give new feel to direction that form new spirit start new light

Soul open new world which form new step that show new move to chapter that give new touch create new light 

Soul open new world which show new touch that create new way to concept that start new path show new light 

Soul open new world which give new smile that start new appeal to shine that show new step start new light 

Soul open new world which form new path that give new touch to step that create new route to show new light 

Soul open new world which start new move that create new move to route that form new world to form new light 

Soul open new world which create new step that form new direction to path that show new path to give new light 

Soul open new world which give new strength that start new shine to step that start new spirit to create new light 

Soul open new world which show new concept that create new start to way that form new move to form new light 

Soul open new world which form new chapter that give new strength to move that show new route to start new light 

Soul open new world which start new knowledge that show new spirit to world that give new appeal to show new light 

Soul open new world which create new touch that start new knowledge to way that form new touch to form new light 

Soul open new world which give new strength that form new appeal to soul that create new concept to show new light 

Soul open new world which show new appeal that give new thought to step that start new appeal to start new light

Soul open new world which form new shine that create new touch to route that form new thought to give new light 

Soul open new world which create new path that show new strength to way that give new touch to form new light 

Soul open new world which start new touch that give new chapter to move that show new shine to show new light 

Soul open new world which give new knowledge that form new concept to path that start new step to create new light 

Soul open new world which show new concept that create new appeal to way that form new appeal to start new light 

Soul open new world which form new appeal that start new direction to shine that give new route to show new light 

Soul open new world which give new strength that show new move to thought that create new spirit to give new light 

Soul open new world which create new touch that form new knowledge to way that start new path to show new light 

Soul open new world which start new knowledge that give new appeal to move that form new shine to give new light 

Soul open new world which form new thought that create new touch to strength that show new spirit to start new light 

Soul open new world which give new direction that show new path to knowledge that start new route to form new light 

Soul open new world which show new shine that form new thought to smile that form new spirit to show new light 

Soul open new world which create new step that give new knowledge to way that show new move to start new light 

Soul open new world which form new concept that start new touch to move that create new touch to create new light.

Poem. 6226. Path from spirit open new

                                                  Path from spirit open new

Path from spirit open new direction to shine which start new chapter to thinking of route that show new appeal towards way of life

Path from spirit open new strength to move which form new touch to learning of soul that form new strength towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new appeal to step which create new shine to meaning of step that create new step towards way of life

Path from spirit open new knowledge to route which show new move to feeling of start that give new route towards way of life

Path from spirit open new touch to start which give new direction to understanding of touch that start new light towards way of life

Path from spirit open new route to spirit which show new strength to learning of chapter that create new dream towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new chapter to step which start new touch to meaning of soul that form new strength towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new concept to move which form new step to thinking of step that show new appeal towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new thought to start which give new chapter to understanding of move that start new route towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new strength to touch which show new concept to feeling of route that form new strength towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new dream to route which create new smile to meaning of world that give new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new hope to shine which form new spirit to learning of strength that show new route towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new light to concept which give new appeal to thinking of soul that start new light towards way of life

Path from spirit open new touch to chapter which start new move to feeling of appeal that form new soul towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new strength to world which show new step to thinking of hope that give new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new thought to shine which create new route to meaning of light that start new shine towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new route to appeal which form new direction to learning of shine that show new soul towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new chapter to world which give new strength to feeling of soul that form new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new start to knowledge which show new move to understanding of touch that create new move towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new hope to direction which start new soul to meaning of thought that show new world towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new move to concept which form new step to thinking of path that start new touch towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new step to strength which give new smile to understanding of shine that form new route towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new shine to appeal which create new spirit to feeling of appeal that show new soul towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new touch to soul which show new touch to meaning of smile that start new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new spirit to world which give new thought to learning of hope that form new route towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new shine to route which start new appeal to thinking of light that give new word towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new step to chapter which form new light to understanding of world that show new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new move to concept which create new path to meaning of touch that start new direction towards way of life

Path from spirit open new touch to thought which show new step to learning of feel that form new strength towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new shine to light which start new direction to thinking of move that give new appeal towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new soul to direction which give new touch to feeling of step that show new route towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new step to appeal which form new hope to meaning of start that create new touch towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new soul to concept which start new step to learning of move that give new direction towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new route to strength which show new start to understanding of touch that form new light towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new world to shine which create new soul to thinking of chapter that show new smile towards way of life

Path from spirit open new move to touch which form new step to feeling of concept that create new step towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new route to world which give new start to meaning of touch that form new light towards way of life 

Path from spirit open new soul to shine which start new route to learning of strength that give new direction towards way of life

Path from spirit open new step to appeal which show new world to thinking of soul that start new shine towards way of life

Path from spirit open new touch to world which form new chapter to meaning of step that create new start towards way of life.

Poem. 6225. Bright feel will bring

                                                         Bright feel will bring 

Bright feel will bring new touch to mind which start new chapter to smile that form new appeal to way of knowledge that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new soul to mind which show new appeal to touch that give new strength to soul of appeal that start new light

Bright feel will bring new step to mind which form new thought to step that start new chapter to step of concept that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new path to mind which create new soul to hope that show new direction to start of thought that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new route to mind which start new direction to path that form new touch to path of smile that give new light 

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which give new touch to step that create new hope to route of spirit that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new chapter to mind which create new soul to route that start new world to appeal of move that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new concept to mind which form new shine to appeal that show new path to concept of route that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new smile to mind which start new knowledge to way that create new step to shine of touch that give new light 

Bright feel will bring new path to mind which show new appeal to move that form new concept to spirit of soul that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which create new step to soul that start new strength to move of step that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new touch to mind which form new direction to spirit that give new appeal to route of soul that create new light 

Bright feel will bring new thought to mind which start new strength to path that show new touch to way of spirit that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new path to mind which give new appeal yo step that create new soul to world of step that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new route to mind which create new shine to hope that form new step to chapter of appeal that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new hope to mind which show new route to step that start new way to direction of touch that give new light 

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which start new soul to world that show new path to spirit of move that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new soul to mind which form new route to dream that give new appeal to shine of route that create new light 

Bright feel will bring new strength to mind which give new shine to way that create new touch to world of way that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new shine to mind which show new touch to move that form new direction to step of path that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new soul to mind which create new path to touch that show new start to route of way that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which form new step to shine that give new knowledge to world of soul that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new touch to mind which start nee appeal to path that create new touch to direction of step that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new concept to mind which give new knowledge to way that form new move to appeal of route that create new light 

Bright feel will bring new chapter to mind which show new touch to spirit that start new concept to soul of shine that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new route to mind which form new direction to path that give new strength to way of chapter that give new light 

Bright feel will bring new soul to mind which create new strength to smile that show new appeal to shine of route that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new spirit to mind which start new touch to thought that form new dream to step of hope that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new hope to mind which show new shine to knowledge that give new path to soul of shine that form new light

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which give new step to direction that show new route to step of appeal that create new light 

Bright feel will bring new hope to mind which form new touch to appeal that create new way to touch of strength that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new shine to mind which create new start to concept that give new dream to path of appeal that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new soul to mind which show new route to chapter that form new strength to move of shine that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new step to mind which form new move to direction that start new route to chapter of step that create new light 

Bright feel will bring new touch to mind which give new start to thought that show new smile to shine of route that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new chapter to mind which start new way to concept that form new dream to spirit of way that show new light 

Bright feel will bring new route to mind which form new dream to chapter that give new hope to soul of move that start new light 

Bright feel will bring new appeal to mind which show new spirit to direction that start new path to step of shine that form new light 

Bright feel will bring new direction to mind which give new shine to strength that show new shine to start of route that create new light

Bright feel will bring new thought to mind which start new appeal to route that form new concept to way of chapter that show new light.

Adventure story. 534. Writing for her

                                                             Writing for her

Sameer started writing his story. He was so sure that it would be perfect. He always managed to make it perfect but then suddenly he sensed that something was stopping his hand. He looked towards his hand. He didn’t understand what was happening. He began to sense that he might had managed to damage some muscle. His extra writing was causing these troubles. He was sure about it. He started to get upset. He sensed that his hands were not working. But they were not tired. Something strange happened to them. He felt as if they were created out of some stone. He began to look towards his hand carefully. They seemed like stone. He felt so confused. He knew that it was not possible. His hands couldn’t become stone. He laughed at that thought. He looked towards them carefully. He saw blue veins. He felt that it was strange. Something wrong was happening inside his body. He felt that it was so strange. He knew that it was not possible but he felt as if something inside his body. His skin was looking strange. He kept observing it. He didn’t understand what was happening. He kept feeling sad & restless. He was tense. He kept watching hand for hours. He didn’t sense it until Renuka didn’t touch his shoulder. Renuka “ What happened?” He came to his senses. His hand was perfect. He didn’t understand why did he felt like that. He began to get confused. He knew that Renuka had such wonderful smile & such peaceful attitude that just after watching her face he started to get relaxed. He began to feel so stressed. But she was his most precious jewel. She smiled & asked “ What happened?” “Nothing. Just I felt pain in hand.” Renuka came near him. She slowly took his hand in her hand. She started observing it. He felt so nice. He always felt wonderful whenever she touched him. Her touch was always precious to him. Even after so many years of marriage it remained same way. She adored him. She loved the way he looked towards her. He knew that his writing was not making enough but she still appreciated it. She spent day & night in encouraging him. When his other friends kept telling their wives complaint even when they had big salaries she never did it. He was always so restless. He kept feeling that one day she would complaint. She never did. Even their kids were following wonderful understanding. Both kids were in school now. House was always peaceful. But even when kids were playing they never entered in his room. They always respected his writing. Their mother taught them to respect him. “ You taught kids to respect me!” He said suddenly. She looked shocked. Then she laughed. “ How did this suddenly came in your head?! They respect you since they like you. You behave nicely. If you start acting abusively like other Dad..if you start screaming on them at every wrong move they will not respect you.” He nodded. But he didn’t believe it. Sometimes he felt that she deserved better than him. He was nothing but failure. She deserved some successful man. But he never dared to express this. He couldn’t imagine life without her. She slowly patted on his hand & went away. He was feeling so sad & restless. But he couldn’t say it when she was before him. She did all for him. If he started to say something about his depression he felt that she would be blamed. Then he felt that he was not depressed. Why he should feel depressed? He had everything as per his want. His family was perfect. He smiled. He slowly took back his hand. “ I feel I must have slept on this hand.” “ No.. I feel you type too much. Your hand is paining due to it. You must take some rest.” He smiled. Actually his writing was not that much useful many times he felt that he might just quit it. But then he knew that Renuka didn’t like it. She was his fan. She kept reading his every word. He never understood why did she like it so much? Sometimes he felt that she was doing it just to encourage him. But she loved him because of his writing. He knew that she wanted him to write. He started to type again. She didn’t stop him. She just said “ I know you love it but just take it easy.” He nodded. He went back to computer & started typing. He was working on it with full attention. It worked properly. He tried to cheer up his heart with positive thinking. It was so upsetting. He wrote everything but he didn’t feel happy the way he wanted to. Suddenly his mobile rang. His Mom was calling. He didn’t want to take her call. His Mom always kept irritating him. But he knew that he didn’t have much option. If he didn’t took call she would call Renuka & forced him to take his call. He didn’t want that drama so he just took her call. “ Hello Mom how are you?” “ Fine. What about you? Have you able to earn something?” This was most irritating question for him. He worked so hard to solve it. But he couldn’t find source of income. He didn’t even wanted to marry due to that situation. But he was already dating Renuka. Renuka loved his writing. She wanted him to continue. She didn’t demand money from him. He had some property by inheritance & she was happy with that income. Then soon Renuka took nice job. She needed to work day & night for it. She wanted him to take care of kids. He didn’t like that idea. He didn’t know much about upbringing kids. But once again she encouraged. He managed. He was taking care of kids & writing. Soon even Renuka started to work from home. She couldn’t do all from home. But mostly she was at home. Now she was holding both fronts. Frankly he felt like burden. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do with his life. His Mom kept talking. “ So what are you doing now? I don’t understand how did you spend your time inside house?! It is totally irritating to stay in house for such a long time. I dislike it. I want to do something.” He decided that he heard enough. He knew where this issue was going. He just told Mom “ I am writing my story is it okay if I call you later?” Mom said in voice which was taunting him “ You never call Mom. It is as if I no longer existed for you. It is wrong to treat parents this way!” He began to get more restless. He knew that he couldn’t tolerate more. He just said “ Kids just came from school I will talk you later.” & disconnected call. He never understood why he needed to take those calls. She never appreciated him. But he was always considered wrong for not taking them.

   Renuka was cooking in kitchen. She was watching Sameer carefully too. She knew that Sameer didn’t earn much but she loved his talent. She hated when her mother-in-law started to give him inferiority complex. It all became so complicated. He tried so hard to earn but he couldn’t manage. Still he had many sources of earning. He worked so hard even in house. He never shy  in doing any household work. She never needed to tell him to do dusting or cleaning he did it himself. They had maids but those maids were not that much useful when it came to dusting & cleaning. Sameer did it personally. Then whenever he had time. He even taught kids. She could see improvement in kid’s grade. Those things were important too. But people didn’t understand. Their life was happily married life but people kept taunting Sameer. She was scared that it might manage to damage their relationship. He never showed any sign of jealousy over her career but he was clearly showing sign of nervous breakdown & now a days he kept looking at his hand again & again. She didn’t understand what was happening to his hand. He didn’t say clearly but she could sense something was wrong with it. He was hiding something. She looked towards him. She could sense it was call of his Mom. She didn’t understand why did that lady needed to keep interfering? She never had any issue on lack of earnings of her husband. He was helping her with household. He was taking care of her kids & she was happy about it. But people even his own mother didn’t understand! They needed to let husband & wife decide how did they divide their work. But people kept insisting that she supposed to take care of household & he supposed to work for earning. She knew that now a days she did little bit work in house too. But when she was busy & she didn’t have any time for her house Sameer managed all. He was such good support but now he was not normal. Even kids kept asking “ What’s wrong with Dad?” They all saw that he was watching his hand. He always created reasons but they didn’t seem true. She knew that something was wrong with him. He needed to discuss it. He disconnected his Mom call & tried to write but then he suddenly began to look towards his hand again. This time she decided that she would suggest Doctor. It would surely solve problem. She came near him. He was looking so shocked as if he saw some ghost. She asked in a tone which told him that she wanted answer now. “ What is happening? Why you keep watching your hand?” He gave weak smile & said “ I don’t understand.” “ What you don’t understand? Why you are watching hand?!” She sounded confused & frustrated. He just smiled. “ Nothing!” “ Stop saying nothing. I can see something is wrong.” He began to get angry now. He screamed on her “ What happened? I am not holding any other woman’s hand. I am holding only my own hand!” He said it with such force that she took two steps behind. She never saw him like this. He was always calm & loving. She began to feel that something was wrong. She kept watching him with confused thoughts. He tried to convince her that everything was fine but she just ran in bedroom. She started crying. He talked just like her father. Her father was always abusive to entire family. She never wanted his memory. She never expressed it but she was so glad when her father died. He was worst man. She felt big burden was removed from earth. But now she felt as if he returned once again in form of Sameer. She knew that Sameer never talked like that but now he was changing. She cried. But she was expecting him to come. He didn’t come. She waited then she finally had it enough. She went back to him again. He was watching his hand. He was holding it in a way as if his hand was emotionless. She felt so uneasy in his soul. She began to sense that he was hiding his partial paralysis. His hand was not moving. He kept observing it. He was watching his hand with full attention. He kept looking towards his hand as if he could manage to make it normal by watching. She ran towards him. She took his hand. “ What happened?” He tried to say nothing but it didn’t come out of his lips. He started crying. She sensed that his hand was not moving properly. She took hold of her emotions & said “ Don’t worry. We just need to call Doctor that’s all.” He gave weak smile & nodded. But he was so scared. He didn’t understand what was wrong with him. He tried to control his emotions. His hand was pillar of his career. He couldn’t write without it. He began to sense that it might be end of his career. He wanted to cry but then on one point he felt that he didn’t making money out of it. But then he sensed that he needed to go Doctor now. It meant a lot more spending on his health. He didn’t like it. He tried so hard to move his hand but it didn’t. He didn’t understand what was wrong. He kept watching his hand. She began to massage his hand. But he didn’t sense anything. He told her to pinch it. She didn’t agree. Then he pinched it himself. His nails managed to bring out blood but he didn’t sense anything. He started to get so panic. He found sharp blade. He was about to cut but Renuka stopped him. Renuka screamed “Are you out of mind? You can’t cut hand like that! It would get wounded but it will not help your hand.” He nodded. He knew that it would lead to further expenses. He said sadly “ It will increase expenses of Doctor!” “ Are you out of mind? This is not time to think of expenses. You are sick. We must go to best Doctor.” “ But I can’t waste your money like that.” She didn’t understand what he was saying. She never thought this way. She always thought that it was their money. She knew all relatives put this in his mind. She wanted him to take care of himself. She decided to not waste time. She immediately called one hospital. Then she told all problem while crying. That receptionist told her to relax & gave one emergency appointment. She totally forgot about kids until doorbell rang. She sensed that she needed to keep kids again. She ran to door. Kids were shocked to see her face. She slowly explained them need of situation & ran out of house with Sameer. She was shaking with sorrow.

    Watchman saw them & he immediately sensed that something was wrong. He was about to ask but then he decided to ignore it. Since watchman sensed that Taxi was emergency. Watchman managed to get Taxi. Then watchman noticed that Sameer was holding his hand in strange way. He was planning to ask but then he decided against it. He began to stop Taxi. Then he told name of hospital. Renuka thanked watchman & went to hospital with Sameer. Sameer kept doing all that told to him. It was clear that he was in depression. He was feeling so helpless. Nurse checked him. He was taken in different rooms. From that day his different tests were started. Renuka knew that it would be time consuming & costly. But she needed her husband to be cured. Renuka’s life began to get shattered. When she returned home, she started crying. It was so depressing. She didn’t understand what she supposed to do. Sameer tried to tell her that he was fine. But she kept crying. It was so complicated. Kids started to cry too. Entire house seemed like some funeral home. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He tried to move his hand. It was moving. He smiled & showed it. But Renuka didn’t look encouraged. She said “ This is temporary.” She was not even eating properly. He could see direct impact on her health. He began to force himself to move hand & type but it was not working. He tried so hard to write something. It was so difficult. He needed to write his story on computer. He needed to learn it on every step. He wanted to give happiness to Renuka. She was looking so sick day by day. He began to feel as if her age increased in one week. She was no longer his smiling & positive Renuka. He decided that he needed to talk with Doctor. He called Doctor & told him all. Doctor “ I was waiting for your all reports & luckily I got most of them today.. actually they all suggest you are fine.” “ What? Then why my hand is not moving?” “ I feel it is mental.” He was so shocked. He tired so hard to move it. He tried to convince his brain. But it didn’t move. “ I can’t move it with willpower.” “ You can’t. This is mental disorder. I give you name of psychiatrist.” “ Sorry but I can’t write. I mean I try but.” “ Call your wife on mobile.” “ She is in her office.” Renuka couldn’t sit in home how much she might wished for it. She needed to earn. She was sole earner of house. She was only one who was bringing money. Doctor didn’t speak for sometime. Then Doctor gave him appointment. Sameer agreed. But in his soul Sameer knew that he was not planning to come. It was so upsetting. He sensed that Doctor was calling him mad. He was perfectly sound. Then kids came he did all without using one hand. He sensed that he could go on like that. He could manage all with one hand. But kids were on verge of crying. They kept asking about hand. He began to sense that he might be not mad but he could make his entire family mad with sorrow if he didn’t able to work like normal. He didn’t went to Doctor that day. But when Renuka came home, she immediately started telling him that Doctor called her. Renuka “ I took number. We are going to Psychiatrist.” “ I am fine.” “ Then let Psychiatrist confirm it.” “ They will keep calling me without cause to get money! They do like that.” “ Without cause? Your one hand is not moving that it is enough cause.” Renuka started crying loudly & uncontrollably. Kids came out running. Kids began to look so scared. She began to abuse his Mom. “ Your Mom manage to give you depression. I was okay with your less earnings.” “ Not less. No earnings.” She nodded & said “ Now hear yourself! You began to hate yourself. It was so frustrating. I was happy with you. I was happy with investment you inherited. It all was perfect until you don’t stop writing. It is happening since your Mom convince you to stop it.” He never saw her so angry. He could see anger even on children’s face. They all felt same way. He was getting mad due to his mother. He was so confused. But he decided that he needed to know truth. “ Let’s just called that Doctor & took number of Psychiatrist. You are right. It is not wrong to visit Psychiatrist. I don’t feel Psychiatrist is that bad. Psychiatrist is Doctor too. I will visit.” She smiled happily. Kids started to dance with joy. He was not sure that it would work but he was happy that at least they were positive now. She called Doctor then she immediately called Psychiatrist & took appointment. She smiled & said “ After Psychiatrist treatment all will become normal again. I am sure that this is mental. It mean you are physically fine & you will not die. I never want to take any help of my father. I want you back normal. If you can’t able to act normal, he will win & I will lose.” She said this & went away. He was so shocked. He never sensed that his father-in-law might be cause of this too. His Mom always encouraged his visit when Renuka was absent. He never sensed that he managed to give him inferiority while pretending he was superior. He knew that he did big mistake by attending her father behind Renuka’s back. Renuka’s Dad was dead now but he knew that it managed to create worst impact on his mind. He knew that he needed to cure it. He needed to make himself fine. He was so stressed. He knew that he was not normal. He was mentally sick. But he didn’t feel it. He knew that he could move his hand but still he couldn’t. It was so strange. He decided that he needed to fight back. He needed to find way. He wanted to cry but he couldn’t. He needed to visit Psychiatrist.

     Finally that day came when Renuka & Sameer went to Psychiatrist. Renuka kept talking while Sameer just sat. He knew until now every Doctor told him that he was okay. They didn’t say they could cure him since according to them he was perfect. He kept looking at hand. But then Psychiatrist said “ Don’t worry. You will manage to move it. This is one mental disorder. We can surely cure it.” He looked towards Psychiatrist with shock. He asked “ You have cured patients with this disorder?” “ Of course. This is not such unique disorder. It happened due to trauma or depression. Did you suffer due to some trauma?” He moved his hand negatively. “ Are you depressed?” He nodded. Then his eyes went towards Renuka. Psychiatrist smiled & told Renuka “ Will you wait outside?” She looked confused. Then she nodded. Then Psychiatrist added “ You said kids are alone in house.” She nodded. “ Go home.” “ But Sameer..” “ He is fine. He can arrange Cab or I will arrange one for him. I hope you have card to make payment for my fees.” Sameer nodded. Sameer turned to Renuka & he said “ Just go home. I am fine.” He was already began to feel little bit confident. Then she went away. He began to tell all his troubles to Psychiatrist. Psychiatrist “ This is Conversion Disorder. Mind is complicated. Your wife insisted you must write & other suggested you must not so you began to dislike it so slowly you wanted to stop your hand. So you began to feel you can’t move it. It was your depression regarding not earning but you don’t understand. Your wife want to concentrate on her career & she liked that you are writing which is her passion too. She can’t write but she want to so she feel she is writing when you do. She don’t consider herself different than you. Her earning is yours & your writing is her. She is so proud of it. You are completing her dream..” Psychiatrist convinced him so nice. He began to feel hope. He couldn’t able to move his hand immediately but he was not tense about it. He sensed that slowly his inferiority would reduce & he could move his hand. That day he did shopping for all before going to house. He spent that money like his money. They all looked so happy. He understood one thing. She wanted his gifts. She wanted him to spend her money. She was happy about it. He began to sense that he needed to look at life in different way. She did lot of things for him & it was his time to do things for her. She wanted him to ignore people then he needed to do it. He decided to learn it from Psychiatrist. He smiled happily first time after long time. He still couldn’t able to use one hand but he began to write with another. She was so happy. She asked him “ Honey when your other hand will be fine?” “ Don’t worry. Give it sometime. But I am not planning to stop writing until then.” She smiled happily & began to read what he wrote. He was happy. He decided that now on he would just write for her. He began to think about new stories which he was planning to write.

                                                               The End