Poem. 7215. Feeling bring new

                            Feeling bring new 

Feeling bring new smile to start of mind which form new brightness to dream of soul that give new hope to life

Feeling bring new soul to move of mind which show new appeal to touch of world that start new path to life

Feeling bring new path to thought of mind which start new direction to way of chapter that open new soul to life

Feeling bring new spirit to chapter of mind which give new knowledge to shine of thought that show new way to life

Feeling bring new word to concept of mind which create new touch to hope of smile that form new brightness to life

Feeling bring new appeal to route of mind which show new concept to path of touch that give new direction to life

Feeling bring new world to shine of mind which start new strength to way of move that create new hope to life

Feeling bring new touch to step of mind which form new brightness to start of path that show new knowledge to life

Feeling bring new move to start of mind which show new appeal to spirit of soul that give new direction to life

Feeling bring new chapter to hope of mind which start new direction to touch of way that form new soul to life 

Feeling bring new concept to word of mind which form new dream to thought of path that show new route to life

Feeling bring new strength to dream of mind which create new light to spirit of hope that start new smile to life

Feeling bring new thought to step of mind which show new appeal to direction of move that create new light to life 

Feeling bring new smile to touch of mind which start new chapter to hope of thought that give new dream to life

Feeling bring new world to spirit of mind which give new concept to route of soul that show new learning to life 

Feeling bring new move to light of mind which form new brightness to spirit of move that create new shine to life

Feeling bring new touch to route of mind which create new appeal to thought of way that form new light to life

Feeling bring new dream to path of mind which show new knowledge to word of step that start new soul to life

Feeling bring new shine to smile of mind which start new direction to soul of path that give new route to life

Feeling bring new spirit to soul of mind which give new route to strength of move that create new word to life.

Poem. 7214. Smile to direction which

                     Smile to direction which

Smile to direction which form new appeal to chapter of mind that give new knowledge to spirit of life

Smile to direction which start new hope to touch of mind that show new strength to spirit of life

Smile to direction which give new dream to concept of mind that start new thought to spirit of life

Smile to direction which show new path to shine of mind that form new brightness to spirit of life

Smile to direction which create new step to thought of mind that give new dream to spirit of life

Smile to direction which start new move to knowledge of mind that form new path to spirit of life

Smile to direction which form new world to understanding of mind that create new light to spirit of life

Smile to direction which give new concept to strength of mind that start new chapter to spirit of life

Smile to direction which show new route to chapter of mind that give new feeling to spirit of life

Smile to direction which start new shine to concept of mind that create new thought to spirit of life

Smile to direction which form new move to appeal of mind that start new knowledge to spirit of life

Smile to direction which give new hope to touch of mind that form new learning to spirit of life

Smile to direction which show new word to strength of mind that create new light to spirit of life

Smile to direction which start new concept to appeal of mind that give new dream to spirit of life

Smile to direction which form new touch to step of mind that show new understanding to spirit of life

Smile to direction which show new route to strength of mind that form new appeal to spirit of life

Smile to direction which give new appeal to touch of mind that create new concept to spirit of life

Smile to direction which start new light to thought of mind that show new dream to spirit of life

Smile to direction which create new path to strength of mind that form new brightness to spirit of life

Smile to direction which give new chapter to hope of mind that show new knowledge to spirit of mind.

Poem. 7213. Shine that bring smile

                       Shine that bring smile 

Shine give new hope which start new direction to touch of life towards spirit that bring smile

Shine give new path which form new knowledge to move of life towards touch that bring smile

Shine give new route which create new light to strength of life towards knowledge that bring smile

Shine give new way which show new route to concept of life towards direction that bring smile

Shine give new word which start new appeal to chapter of life towards move that bring smile

Shine give new world which create new route to thought of life towards touch that bring smile

Shine give new soul which form new brightness to hope of life towards path that bring smile

Shine give new step which show new knowledge to way of life towards soul that bring smile

Shine give new strength which start new light to concept of life towards world that bring smile

Shine give new concept which create new touch to direction of life towards way that bring smile 

Shine give new chapter which form new knowledge to hope of life towards soul that bring smile

Shine give new touch which show new concept to route of life towards step that bring smile

Shine give new soul which create new spirit to appeal of life towards strength that bring smile

Shine give new spirit which start new word to strength of life towards appeal that bring smile

Shine give new step which form new brightness to path of life towards hope that bring smile

Shine give new route which create new appeal to touch of life towards knowledge that bring smile 

Shine give new dream which show new thought to route of life towards appeal that bring smile

Shine give new move which start new soul to direction of life towards world that bring smile

Shine give new concept which form new way to strength of life towards touch that bring smile

Shine give new thought which create new hope to appeal of life towards move that bring smile.

Poem. 7212. Just feel that hope

                         Just feel that hope

Just feel that hope which start with new day every shine will bring new thought & new way to step

Just feel that hope which form with new path every route will bring new soul & new shine to step 

Just feel that hope which give with new appeal every smile will bring new word & new light to step

Just feel that hope which show with new touch every strength will bring new move & new thought to step

Just feel that hope which create with new thought every word will bring new shine & new appeal to step 

Just feel that hope which start with new direction every soul will bring new route & new light to step

Just feel that hope which form with new world every spirit will bring new smile & new touch to step 

Just feel that hope which give with new knowledge every route will bring new way & new concept to step 

Just feel that hope which show with new word every strength will bring new soul & new appeal to step 

Just feel that hope which create with new dream every appeal will bring new route & new world to step

Just feel that hope which start with new shine every light will bring new knowledge & new spirit to step

Just feel that hope which give with new smile every direction will bring new touch & new way to step

Just feel that hope which show with new hope every dream will bring new thought & new light to step

Just feel that hope which start with new thought every route will bring new direction & new soul to step 

Just feel that hope which form with new world every chapter will bring new dream & new spirit to step

Just feel that hope which create with new start every concept will bring new spirit & new move to step

Just feel that hope which show with new appeal every route will bring new soul & new path to step

Just feel that hope which give with new thought every smile will bring new route & new way to step

Just feel that hope which start with new touch every strength will bring new chapter & new word to step

Just feel that hope which form with new dream every dream will bring new smile & new route to step.

Poem. 7211. Shine start new

                               Shine start new 

Shine start new word which form new smile towards route that bring new concept to move of feeling

Shine start new chapter which give new dream towards soul that form new brightness to path of feeling

Shine start new direction which show new hope towards spirit that give new appeal to world of feeling

Shine start new path which create new appeal towards smile that show new way to touch of feeling 

Shine start new move which give new dream towards hope that form new brightness to route of feeling

Shine start new appeal which form new route towards concept that open new light to word of feeling

Shine start new touch which show new appeal towards strength that give new thought to soul of feeling

Shine start new route which create new light towards knowledge that form new path to direction of feeling

Shine start new chapter which form new brightness towards soul that show new route to concept of feeling

Shine start new path which show new route towards strength that bring new knowledge to path of feeling

Shine start new step which create new light towards dream that form new thought to world of feeling

Shine start new way which form new soul towards world that give new direction to spirit of feeling

Shine start new move which give new appeal towards hope that show new route to path of feeling

Shine start new world which show new step towards knowledge that create new light to move of feeling

Shine start new chapter which form new path towards strength that bring new way to smile of feeling

Shine start new concept which give new hope towards soul that form new appeal to move of feeling

Shine start new strength which create new start towards world that give new concept to touch of feeling

Shine start new light which show new concept towards word that bring new spirit to chapter of feeling

Shine start new touch which form new brightness towards move that show new route to spirit of feeling

Shine start new path which give new strength towards soul that form new dream to way of feeling.

Poem. 7210. House of hope start new

                      House of hope start new 

House of hope start new direction to thinking of life which give new strength of route that form new chapter to way in mind

House of hope start new knowledge to feeling of life which create new appeal of move that show new light to way in mind

House of hope start new strength to learning of life which show new touch of concept that create new path to way in mind

House of hope start new appeal to meaning of life which form new chapter of shine that give new route to way in mind

House of hope start new thought to understanding of life which give new direction of way that start new move to way in mind

House of hope start new chapter to feeling of life which show new strength of soul that form new knowledge to way in mind

House of hope start new concept to meaning of life which create new appeal of step that show new light to way in mind

House of hope start new touch to understanding of life which form new light of path that create new path to way in mind

House of hope start new thought to learning of life which give new direction of soul that form new appeal to way in mind

House of hope start new shine to meaning of life which create new touch of spirit that give new knowledge to way in mind

House of hope start new soul to thinking of life which show new knowledge of move that form new light to way in mind

House of hope start new smile to understanding of life which form new appeal of path that create new step to way in mind

House of hope start new path to learning of life which create new thought of shine that show new route to way in mind

House of hope start new step to meaning of life which form new strength of dream that give new light to way in mind

House of hope start new touch to understanding of life which give new soul of path that create new step to way in mind

House of hope start new soul to feeling of life which show new knowledge of touch that start new  move to way in mind

House of hope start new start to thinking of life which form new appeal of thought that form new light to way in mind

House of hope start new move to meaning of life which create new spirit of shine that give new direction to way in mind

House of hope start new dream to learning of life which show new path of appeal that form new appeal to way in mind

House of hope start new spirit to feeling of life which give new direction of touch that show new light to way in mind.

Adventure story. 698. Watching out of window

                      Watching out of window

Isha was watching out of window for hours. She wanted everything to be turn out in right way. But it wasn’t moving in that way. Life was so complicated for her. She was not having any issues in her life. She was not rich but still her life was comfortable. She was enjoying enough luxuries to satisfy her. She was working hard to get success. It was not happening. She knew that her life was normal one. It had ups & downs. She needed to handle them all. She didn’t want to feel negative but she kept feeling it. She looked out of window. She knew that she needed to start working again. But she didn’t feel much hope that it would bring something positive in her life. She knew that she needed to work hard but still she couldn’t get success. She kept watching out of window. She didn’t understand what sort of change she was expecting. She was looking out of window with full attention. She was observing everything carefully. She was looking around. It seemed as if she was searching for some bird or something which could give her clue. She was feeling so stressed. She started to look out with concentration. She knew that nature was biggest power or strength. She knew that nature supposed to give her some clue. But it was not happening. She sensed that nature was not giving her any signal. She needed to understand what she supposed to do by her own brain. She laughed at her own stupidity. Until now nature never gave her any signal. She needed to work hard to find way in her life through her own mind. She didn’t understand why did she was expecting it. She once again sat on her laptop. On that point suddenly her younger sister Charu came. Charu started to look out of window. She began to observe things carefully. Everything was looking so normal. But Charu began to scream “Do you notice those leaves were changing their colours?”  She didn’t say anything. She knew that leaves were looking different but it was as per season. Then she sensed that it might be little bit early. She wasn’t sure. She just kept looking out of window. She knew that she didn’t sense any signal. She didn’t understand why she didn’t. On that point her father came in room. Charu began to scream & talk about that change of colour in leaves. She felt so nervous. Her father looked towards those leaves & said “Wow so true! You understand all.” Charu smiled. Charu “Do you understand? I can tell you what will happen next?” “Really? Tell?” Then Charu began to lie. It was frustrating for her. Charu started to create different meaning from everything that they could see from that window. Soon everything seemed to have different meaning & her Dad started to justify Charu. It began to get confusing for her. She didn’t see anything meaningful out of that window. She wanted to see but she could just see normal nature. She didn’t see any indications. She kept watching & suddenly she decided that she was not special. She turned towards Charu & said “You are so special.” Charu smiled. Inside her heart she felt little bit jealous about her younger sister. Charu was talented. She didn’t understand that why Charu was just so smart. Charu always found different things which had meaning. Then Isha began to sense different that she needed to feel normal. Isha went near window. She couldn’t see anything. Her dad said “Go back why you are standing before window? You will never see what Charu saw. Just go away.” She felt so nervous. Charu smiled pleasantly. Charu always felt happy when Charu was admired. She didn’t care if Isha got insulted. Isha left that room immediately.

           Isha felt so sad. Her life was stuck in strange web of troubles. She began to feel so negative in her mind. She was trying hard to control it. Charu was becoming too much for it. It was her room from where her Dad told her to go out or at least once her Dad told them that this second bedroom would belong to them. But now it became just Charu’s room. She stayed there but Charu was giving importance. Then her dad & Charu kept discussing different things while Isha was told to go out. Isha felt so nervous. Isha didn’t understand how did she supposed to have special skills. She never heard about them. She always considered them as fake things. She taught again & again in school & college that no one could manage to get such skills. It was madness to believe in them. But still her younger sister Charu claimed them. Charu felt that she got unique sort of skills which managed to make her special & her dad kept admiring them. But world didn’t call them crazy. It was so odd & different. She didn’t understand that why did they didn’t get criticized. They kept getting admired by world. Charu was never considered mad. She could see their double standards. For them Isha was ordinary girl. She was not special. But Charu was special one. Isha decided to concentrate on other things. She was sitting on floor in balcony. She didn’t have much option. She needed to sit there. Her house had two bedrooms. One belonged to her parents & her dad kept it locked. She couldn’t use it & she was told to go out from another bedroom. She had no option but sit in balcony. She didn’t like that heat but it felt worst when they began to talk about signal, they get through nature. She began to feel something odd but the way things were moving ahead. She didn’t feel it was normal. She looked towards nature. It was so beautiful. She supposed to admire every aspect of nature. She wanted to sense its unique look. She found that nature was unique & relaxing but it wasn’t saying anything. Then she heard that Charu was screaming loudly. Charu was telling “Dad someone going to visit us today!” “Really you sense who!” “Well, I can’t see all but it is some woman elderly…I feel maybe connected to us through bloodline…” On that point Isha noticed that her Auntie was coming through Society Gate. It was so shocking. She couldn’t believe that Charu could sense this. Charu told next incidence without any help. She was sitting in Balcony with shock. On that point Auntie saw her & smiled. Auntie was so happy but Isha was so tense. Now for hours her dad would keep describing greatness of Charu. She was so tired of listening to admiration of Charu. But she didn’t have much option. She needed to go in hall to meet Auntie. She knew that if she didn’t Auntie would call her & her Mom would tell her to come. It would look like odd sort of drama & her dad would get another chance to criticize her. It was becoming worst for her but still she went in hall. Charu was already sitting her Auntie & dad was sitting next to them. They were already busy in conversation. She felt so glad. She just said “Hi” to Auntie. Auntie might had talked with her further but Charu immediately demanded attention & Isha didn’t need to say anything. She began to feel so happy. She could sit peacefully in background.

        Mom was listening to Charu’s conversation. It was clearly turning towards madness. She needed to stop it. Mom didn’t understand why did Dad kept encouraging it. Most odd thing was Auntie didn’t speak against it. Mom didn’t understand what was going on. It was stressful for Isha. She needed to think positively about all. But Mom kept feeling negative. She didn’t like the way Isha was getting bullied. Most importantly she didn’t like the way they kept telling world that they had superpower. They didn’t have any. It was just their imagination. When Auntie left, Mom immediately began to talk “What are you telling to all?” dad gave smile & asked “What?” “That you have supernatural power!” “Oh! That! I cracked one joke.” Isha gave shocked look. Isha “But you said it’s true. You said that Charu can manage to learn future that was her special skill.” Charu & dad started laughing. It was so frustrating. She didn’t understand what was happening. Mom looked towards her with concerned. Isha said “Charu just predicated that Auntie was coming.” Mom “Because she knew that Auntie was coming. Your cousin called few days ago from abroad & told his mom was coming today.” Charu & dad started laughing loudly. Isha felt so sad & nervous. She didn’t understand what was happening. She was so nervous. Her Mom said slowly “They fooled you.” Dad “ She is fool we don’t need to do anything about her.” Isha felt so sad. She looked around. She began to feel so suffocated. She tried so hard to control herself but she started breathing in strange way. Immediately Charu said “This sick girl is always going to remain sick.” She was so stressed. Dad gave her angry look & said “Now we need to go to Doctor.” She didn’t understand why did she needed to get breathless like that. It was happening now a days again & again. She kept telling herself to calm down. Doctor told her once that she needed to calm down then it would stop. Dad “It’s nothing physical. It’s just mental issue.”  She knew that too so she started to tell herself to relax. She wanted to feel positive but she was feeling so negative. Her mind was moving towards negative thoughts again & again. She didn’t understand how to handle her breathing. Finally, her mom called Doctor. Doctor suggested to take her to hospital for checkup. She was so scared. Her dad & Charu already began to scream on her mom but her mom was fighting back. Finally, they decided one hospital & her Mom took her down. Her dad was coming down slowly. Her mom managed to catch one Cab. They sat inside. Mom started to call her dad who came down very slowly. Finally, her dad came down. Then they went to hospital. Doctors & nurses came to help her. Her dad whole time kept criticizing her. It was getting worst for her. She was finally admitted. Her dad said “This is mental.” Doctor gave him angry look & said “If she has mental issues, you are responsible for them too. We have nice psychiatrist. We will help her. Just make payment.”  “You are just wasting my money.”  Doctor gave angry look & said “Come on do you want to kill your doctor? If she dies, I will make sure you will be blamed not my hospital.” Her dad looked scared & agreed to make payment. She was admitted in hospital until her blood pressure didn’t become normal. Slowly her breathing became normal too. Then Psychiatrist came. He began to talk with her.  She began to feel so relaxed. She was so happy. When she came home, immediately her dad started targeting her. She didn’t respond much. She kept sitting on her bed & doing her work. She was so busy in her work that she didn’t have much chance to pay attention to them. Most importantly she tried her best to do her work. Slowly her dad & Charu lost interest in her. As time went by all began to sense their lies people started to admire her talent. She was so happy when she got nice opportunity to became partner in one business. She began it as working partner. Slowly she sensed her partner admired her. She got married to him. Her dad didn’t have much option but to move ahead she desired since she didn’t got nervous. Due to her psychiatric treatment, she was fine. She managed to settle her life. She lived one happy married life with life partner whom she loved & who loved her. It was wonderful. She was always thankful towards her mom for forcing her to visit psychiatrist now her health was great. Her life was normal. She didn’t believe in nonsense which Charu & her dad still kept telling her whenever she met them. Whenever she watched out of window, she just admired beauty of nature never such anything supernatural in it. She learnt to understand what was reality of life & how did sometimes close relatives fooled you too.

                                                             The End

Poem. 7209. Move from soul bring

                           Move from soul bring 

Move from soul bring new path to strength that form new word to hope of chapter which give new dream

Move from soul bring new route to appeal that give new knowledge to light of route which start new dream

Move from soul bring new world to concept that open new strength to feel of smile which show new dream

Move from soul bring new touch to chapter that bring new route to thought of word which create new dream

Move from soul bring new shine to touch that start new appeal to world of path which form new dream

Move from soul bring new way to strength that bring new thought to step of spirit which give new dream

Move from soul bring new word to chapter that open new chapter to shine of thought which show new dream

Move from soul bring new spirit to concept that show new route to strength of hope which start new dream

Move from soul bring new shine to appeal that create new light to path of feeling which form new dream

Move from soul bring new word to knowledge that form new brightness to way of step which give new dream

Move from soul bring new soul to appeal that show new direction to understanding of hope which create new dream

Move from soul bring new spirit to concept that open new strength to direction of touch which show new dream

Move from soul bring new route to thought that give new knowledge to word of touch which start new dream

Move from soul bring new world to path that show new route to chapter of hope which give new dream

Move from soul bring new direction to touch that create new light to concept of route which show new dream

Move from soul bring new strength to word that bring new word to direction of smile which start new dream

Move from soul bring new thought to step that show new shine to touch of spirit which form new dream

Move from soul bring new route to concept that give new strength to word of chapter which show new dream

Move from soul bring new spirit to world that form new brightness to path of strength which give new dream

Move from soul bring new touch to chapter that open new hope to thought of step which form new dream

Move from soul bring new way to dream that bring new route to chapter of word which start new dream.

Poem. 7208. Dream create new hope

                       Dream create new hope

Dream create new hope to thought towards step which form new feeling to concept of soul that bring light

Dream create new hope to chapter towards route which give new shine to direction of step that bring light

Dream create new hope to touch towards smile which start new path to appeal of spirit that bring light

Dream create new hope to soul towards path which show new touch to understanding of move that bring light

Dream create new hope to step towards route which form new thought to word of strength that bring light

Dream create new hope to path towards concept which give new route to world of step that bring light

Dream create new hope to move towards strength which show new way to direction of route that bring light

Dream create new hope to route towards appeal which start new hope to thought of spirit that bring light

Dream create new hope to world towards touch which form new step to knowledge of move that bring light

Dream create new hope to shine towards spirit which show new appeal to touch of soul that bring light

Dream create new hope to concept towards word which start new direction to strength of step that bring light

Dream create new hope to route towards chapter which form new step to concept of world that bring light

Dream create new hope to appeal towards spirit which give new knowledge to way of concept that bring light

Dream create new hope to step towards word which show new appeal to touch of strength that bring light

Dream create new hope to smile towards move which form new brightness to way of direction that bring light

Dream create new hope to feel towards appeal which start new chapter to move of step that bring light

Dream create new hope to shine towards strength which give new appeal to soul of route that bring light

Dream create new hope to touch towards step which form new concept to shine of appeal that bring light

Dream create new hope to way towards spirit which show new route to chapter of step that bring light

Dream create new hope to soul towards step which give new direction to strength of word that bring light.

Poem. 7207. Start comes from smile

                        Start comes from smile 

Start comes from smile open new world to touch which form new chapter to learning of life that give new hope to way of mind

Start comes from smile create new word to spirit which give new feel to concept of soul that form new brightness to way of mind

Start comes from smile show new route to thought which start new path to touch of word that show new route to way of mind

Start comes from smile form new brightness to path which show new smile to route of move that bring new spirit to way of mind

Start comes from smile give new hope to soul which start new knowledge to appeal of path that create new light to way of mind

Start comes from smile show new dream to route which give new direction to shine of touch that show new move to way of mind 

Start comes from smile form new appeal to word which show new strength to soul of move that bring new light to way of mind

Start comes from smile create new word to concept which form new touch to spirit of path that create new shine to way of mind

Start comes from smile show new route to thought which start new start to world of hope that form new spirit to way of mind

Start comes from smile give new hope to direction which form new concept to shine of route that show new hope to way of mind

Start comes from smile start new light to appeal which give new shine to soul of path that create new direction to way of mind 

Start comes from smile form new route to touch which show new direction to word of hope that form new shine to way of mind

Start comes from smile give new appeal to spirit which create new strength to route of light that show new word to way of mind

Start comes from smile bring new shine to appeal which give new direction to touch of soul that start new concept to way of mind

Start comes from smile create new soul to concept which start new appeal to spirit of move that form new hope to way of mind

Start comes from smile form new shine to strength which form new concept to word of soul that give new chapter to way of mind 

Start comes from smile give new spirit to chapter which give new touch to path of start that create new light to way of mind

Start comes from smile start new light to direction which show new route to hope of spirit that give new shine to way of mind

Start comes from smile show new smile to concept which give new appeal to touch of soul that create new path to way of mind

Start comes from smile form new word to strength which start new light to thought of path that show new route to way of mind.

Poem. 7206. Step bring dream to

                            Step bring dream to

Step bring dream to spirit which open new life to mind that start new direction to soul of light

Step bring dream to world which start new move to mind that create new appeal to shine of light

Step bring dream to soul which show new path to mind that form new brightness to way of light

Step bring dream to shine which form new appeal to mind that give new concept to move of light

Step bring dream to start which give new world to mind that show new strength to path of light

Step bring dream to touch which show new route to mind that give new touch to spirit of light

Step bring dream to route which create new way to mind that create new thought to soul of light

Step bring dream to smile which give new hope to mind that start new direction to word of light

Step bring dream to shine which start new touch to mind that form new spirit to move of light

Step bring dream to appeal which form new path to mind that give new knowledge to start of light

Step bring dream to thought which show new soul to mind that create new appeal to spirit of light

Step bring dream to hope which give new knowledge to mind that form new path to world of light

Step bring dream to touch which create new strength to mind that give new concept to word of light

Step bring dream to path which form new route to mind that show new knowledge to touch of light

Step bring dream to move which show new appeal to mind that create new thought to shine of light

Step bring dream to word which start new direction to mind that form new route to chapter of light

Step bring dream to soul which form new route to mind that show new appeal to spirit of light

Step bring dream to direction which give new hope to mind that create new smile to strength of light

Step bring dream to spirit which create new word to mind that form new knowledge to move of light

Step bring dream to appeal which form new brightness to mind that give new shine to soul of light.

Poem. 7205. Way of hope

                               Way of hope

Way of hope bring new start to life which form new appeal to direction that form new brightness to route in light

Way of hope show new move to life which start new touch to spirit that create new appeal to route in light

Way of hope start new world to life which give new knowledge to path that show new path to route in light

Way of hope form new brightness to life which show new move to world that form new touch to route in light

Way of hope give new knowledge to life which create new word to dream that give new thought to route in light

Way of hope show new appeal to life which start new direction to path that create new smile to route in light

Way of hope open new soul to life which form new brightness to step that show new hope to route in light

Way of hope start new step to life which show new word to touch that give new shine to route in light

Way of hope create new start to life which give new appeal to dream that form new brightness to route in light

Way of hope form new touch to life which start new light to thought that show new word to route in light

Way of hope give new spirit to life which form new knowledge to step that create new soul to route in light

Way of hope show new world to life which show new touch to move that bring new step to route in light

Way of hope create new thought to life which give new path to strength that form new word to route in light

Way of hope form new chapter to life which start new appeal to touch that show new knowledge to route in light

Way of hope give new appeal to life which form new thought to path that create new soul to route in light

Way of hope show new shine to life which show new smile to spirit that form new brightness to route in light

Way of hope start new word to life which give new knowledge to soul that show new chapter to route in light

Way of hope create new strength to life which start new path to step that form new move to route in light

Way of hope form new smile to life which form new touch to spirit that give new hope to route in light

Way of hope give new knowledge to life which show new appeal to world that create new dream to route in light.

Poem. 7204. Soul to move bring

                         Soul to move bring

Soul to move bring new way to mind which show new world that start new light towards smile

Soul to move bring new hope to mind which give new knowledge that create new path towards smile

Soul to move bring new route to mind which show new appeal that open new word towards smile

Soul to move bring new touch to mind which start new thought that form new appeal towards smile

Soul to move bring new path to mind which open new direction that give new strength towards smile

Soul to move bring new step to mind which form new brightness that show new move towards smile

Soul to move bring new word to mind which show new concept that create new touch towards smile

Soul to move bring new spirit to mind which start new appeal that form new brightness towards smile

Soul to move bring new shine to mind which form new strength that bring new knowledge towards smile

Soul to move bring new light to mind which create new direction that show new route towards smile

Soul to move bring new start to mind which show new touch that form new appeal towards smile

Soul to move bring new world to mind which form new concept that open new hope towards smile

Soul to move bring new thought to mind which give new shine that show new spirit towards smile

Soul to move bring new appeal to mind which start new light that create new move towards smile

Soul to move bring new dream to mind which form new path that start new light towards smile

Soul to move bring new word to mind which show new smile that form new knowledge towards smile

Soul to move bring new route to mind which start new direction that give new thought towards smile

Soul to move bring new touch to mind which form new move that start new shine towards smile

Soul to move bring new shine to mind which create new appeal that show new strength towards smile

Soul to move bring new thought to mind which show new route that form new appeal towards smile.

Adventure story. 697. Dinesh's Mom

                                                     Dinesh's Mom

Rita was calculating daily different things. She began to keep record of everything she did for her family. She didn’t understand what was leading to this crisis. She was calculating her budget daily. She needed to do it again & again. She didn’t understand how could her budget went in such wrong way. Rita had many responsibilities. She was handling all from her husband’s family & her parents were dependent on her too. Her father had some investments but they were not enough for their survival. They needed to invest more. But sadly, her father never got so rich. Her father always remained poor. She needed to handle all. When she started to search for suiter her father’s limited budget always managed to hurt her prospects. She never managed to impress families of rich boys so rich boys never took interest in her. She was daughter of poor man. She needed someone who would support her. But she managed to find nice man like Dinesh as her husband but he was also middle class. One thing was clear that their financial level wasn’t going to increase. She decided that they needed to adjust. They got married. They planned everything perfectly & it was working for long time. But now she sensed that something was moving in wrong way. She needed to feel positive about all. She wanted to create hopeful thinking. She looked carefully at budget. She noticed all expenses. She was little bit confused when she noticed her in-laws increased their expenses suddenly. Now she couldn’t question them. It would look wrong. But she didn’t understand cause. She knew that it was happening step by step. At beginning she thought that her in-laws might had planned to purchase something costly. She thought that it would be adjustment for one month. Then she noticed same increase in next month. She felt that it might be something important. But now she began to sense increase was keep going ahead. It wasn’t stopping. She felt so odd by it. She needed to understand cause now. But she knew that it would look wrong if she questioned parents of her husband. She decided that Dinesh needed to know about it. She was so concerned. She didn’t want to damage his relationship with his parents. She began to get tense then she decided that she might ignore one more time. She told herself that she still didn’t have serious responsibilities. She didn’t have kids. She felt sad but on other point she felt that it was okay. She told herself that she would have them after sometime. She was not in hurry. But she decided to talk with her mother-in-law. She called her mother-in-law “Hello how are you?” “I am okay but I like to know are you pregnant?” This was one question she was listening every month after her marriage. When at beginning it was asked she used to feel happy. But now she used to feel so nervous & shy. She was dreaming to become mother. She was hoping that soon she would have her own baby. But now this was not so pleasant thought. She waited for so long. Now she began to think she didn’t need to become so desperate for child. She needed to live her life normally. She tried treatment. All seemed like normal but still she didn’t become pregnant. She was so frustrated. She just needed some time. “Mom I am not. I just need to wait…” “No! Dinesh needed to marry another girl & I will find one nice girl soon for him. He can keep you if he wants but he must have child with another woman.” She didn’t understand what did her mother-in-law was talking about she never heard more nonsense. She decided to talk with Dinesh. She just disconnected that call.

         Dinesh was so confused when he had call from his mom at office. He was so busy in work. He didn’t want to waste his time on other things. But he didn’t have much option but to take call of his mom. “Hello Mom what is it?” “Your wife doesn’t manage to have child?” He didn’t understand what his mother was suggesting. They hadn’t been married for such long time that they should take it so seriously. He wasn’t interested in becoming father so soon. He didn’t want his mom to insist about it. He slowly said “Mom we are not in hurry to become parents.” His mom didn’t say anything for some time then his mom said “I knew that she can’t become mother.” Dinesh was so shocked. He was not expecting this. He asked “What are you saying? Who told you this?” “I can sense it.” “How?” His Mom didn’t say anything. His Mom disconnected call. He didn’t like it. He sensed that something was terribly wrong with his mom. He hoped that his mom didn’t manage to upset his wife. It was beginning to get frustrating his mom kept talking about child & he was getting blamed by Rita. He didn’t understand what was going on. He decided to talk with Rita about it after going in home. While in home Rita began to get ready, she began to feel little uneasy. She started to feel so sick. She ran to restroom & vomited. She felt so nervous. She immediately called in her office. She told Boss that she was sick & going to visit Doctor. Boss asked “Are you pregnant?” She was so angry. Her Boss was an elderly lady grandmother of few kids so she couldn’t scream on her. She said slowly but with anger “No. I am just…” “You are feeling uneasy in stomach & vomited. That is morning sickness!” Now suddenly she sensed her Boss was talking about her symptoms. She didn’t say anything. Her Boss asked “You want to become Mom, don’t you?” She smiled. But clearly her Boss couldn’t see so her Boss continued “Are you happy about pregnancy? I thought you want family!” “Of course! I just don’t know much about pregnancy.” Then her Boss explained all even gave mobile number of gynecologist. She immediately did all as per instructed. She knew that now she needed to wait. She was so excited when she came home. She totally forgot that she didn’t inform Dinesh about anything. When she returned, she sensed Dinesh was already home. She looked towards time. He came early today. She slowly pressed door bell. He opened door & immediately asked “Where were you?” She smiled sweetly & said “Let me come in.” He nodded & gave her place to enter then she laughed & declared “She might be pregnant.” At beginning he didn’t react but then he began to imagine his life with child. He had limited income but he could manage. He smiled happily & said “Now we need to save more money.” She smiled & said “Don’t worry. I will do work from home.” “Don’t start anything without doctor’s permission.” She nodded & they were going to start their new journey. It was pleasant thought for them. He was so happy. Finally, all doubts in his mom’s heart were going to be over.

         Dinesh’s mom was feeling so restless. His Dad was observing her. His Dad didn’t understand this change but something was wrong about her. Dinesh’s Mom was kept going out for hours. He didn’t know where. Whenever she came back, she began to chant something strange. It was not name of some god. If it had been name of God he could have understood it very well. But this was odd. It wasn’t name of God. He began to feel that it was something different. Today Dinesh’s Dad decided to ask “Where did you went?” “On beach!” “Why?” “I needed to do it to protect Dinesh from evil.” “Evil? What evil?” His Dad didn’t understand what was going on. His Mom just gave one angry look & declared “I am going to take bathe then I want to sit in my room alone. I want total privacy.” His Dad just nodded. It was so odd. His Dad didn’t understand to whom he supposed to ask. Sometimes his dad felt suggesting a psychiatrist was wise decision. But then his dad didn’t try it. Whenever his mom got angry, entire situation just went out of control. It was scary for them. When his dad married to his mom on that time his mom just used to get angry but situation wasn’t so serious. His Dad never thought about this change. His Dad didn’t understand from whom she was learning this. His Dad decided to watch contacts. His Dad searched but nothing important. Clearly his mom wasn’t talking with anybody. His dad was feeling so nervous. His dad didn’t understand what was going on. His dad decided to talk with Dinesh. His dad was observing how much money his mom was wasting on daily rituals. His dad saw that she purchased many sort of herbs. There were multiple costly herbs. He didn’t know it until one day he  check out price tag. It was so shocking to see that price. His Dad decided that it couldn’t permitted any more. Dad entered in room & waited. Finally Mom came out. Dad “Why you are wasting money like that?” Mom gave him angry look & asked “ I have earned too so I have right to spend it as I want.” “But now you are spending money which your son & daughter-in-law spending!” Mom screamed “I invested in their flat & it has my name on it. Do you remember it?” Dad kept looking towards Mom. Then Mom went away. Dad kept observing her. He knew that something was wrong with her. He couldn’t tell. Dad began to call Dinesh. Dinesh took call & talked excitedly about pregnancy of Rita. Dad was so happy. Dad wanted to discuss all but he decided to wait. Dad didn’t want to upset him. Dinesh needed to feel more concerned about his wife. But Dad felt that if he told Dinesh’s Mom about it then she would be happy. So, he immediately went in room where Mom wanted privacy. Mom was sitting with closed eyes. Dad didn’t understand what he exactly supposed to do. But then he felt that he must tell it. That news wasn’t confirmed but still he said in low voice “Rita might be pregnant.” Suddenly Mom opened eyes in strange way & said “That’s why I felt! That evil is coming!” Dad “Are you calling that unborn a evil?” “Yes...we must get rid of it.” “What are you trying to say?” Mom started screaming loudly. Dad shivered. Mom started to go out. Dad was so scared. Dad immediately called Dinesh. Dinesh was so shocked. But he knew one thing that Rita must not meet his mom. Dinesh ran towards Rita on that point. He began to call Taxi. He found one which would drop Rita to her parent’s house. Rita didn’t understand cause. She felt that Dinesh was concerned. Rita began to tell him that she needed to do some work in office so she was not in hurry. But he insisted. She began to get so restless. She slowly asked “What happened?” “Trust me. Something is very wrong with mom. My mom is acting odd.” She gave nervous smile. She started to feel so stressed. She decided to go as per Dinesh’s suggestions. She began to pack clothes when door bell rang. Dinesh didn’t want to open it but he knew that Rita wouldn’t listen to him. He didn’t have much options since his mom already started screaming. He opened door. His Mom gave him angry look & showed one odd colour stone. “Call your wife.” Rita came out. His Mom touched her with that stone. Then his mom smiled. “Stone didn’t change colour.”  Rita gave confused look. Then his mom said “She is not pregnant. I told you it’s not possible.” Rita wanted to argue but Dinesh requested her to keep quiet with gestures. Rita said slowly “We are just hoping nothing is confirmed.” Dinesh’s Mom smiled & said “I am telling you. You are not.” Dinesh just received call from Taxi. He immediately told Rita that Taxi was waiting. Rita was so angry that she just left & told security to bring her suitcase. She sat in Taxi & Dinesh took breath of relief. As soon as Rita went away from sight Dinesh started arguing “ What’s wrong with you?” He screamed loudly. Suddenly his Mom changed her voice & said “ You done deal with demon & began to hit him with different object.” He was so scared. He literally ran out of house & locked door. After going out he could start hearing his mom’s screams. Soon security & people of building gathered. He told them situation. One person suggested name of psychiatrist. They insisted on calling. He called. Psychiatrist told him to admit his mom in mental hospital. He agreed. Ambulance came. They took away his mom Dinesh was watching all. He didn’t understand how could this happen. Dinesh said “She appeared normal until now.” Psychiatrist “I need to check your mom in details but I don’t feel she was normal. You just choose to ignore.” Dinesh nodded. He felt so nervous. Now he needed to tell all to Rita. He had no option. He called his dad & told everything. His dad said “Don’t worry. I will take care of your mom. You just need to take care of your wife.” “I plan to hide this from her.” His dad didn’t say anything then his dad said “As you wish. You can tell her we went to our village.” “Great.” So, Dinesh called Rita & lied. Rita “How can you lie like that to your wife?” He just kept quiet. “Few seconds ago our neighbours called me to tell all. I am coming back to home. I need to know what is your mom’s issue.” He didn’t say anything. He sensed one thing his future journey of life was not easy. He couldn’t escape from his mom’s issue. It was better to face it. He went back in his house & told everything to his dad. His dad didn’t say anything. Finally, he disconnected his all. He knew that he was trying hard to hide everything. Now he decided to face it. He began to wait for Rita with anxiety.

                                                            The End

Poem. 7203. Word of dream open

                        Word of dream open

Word of dream open new light to sky of mind which show new appeal to strength of soul that open new spirit of life

Word of dream open new path to thought of mind which start new knowledge to touch of step that form new move of life

Word of dream open new chapter to step of mind which form new brightness to path of  move that bring new route of life

Word of dream open new concept to soul of mind which give new smile to shine of light that start new word of life

Word of dream open new direction to touch of mind which create new appeal to hope of path that show new chapter of life

Word of dream open new strength to world of mind which form new concept to way of touch that create new smile of life

Word of dream open new appeal to shine of mind which show new chapter to route of soul that show new strength of life

Word of dream open new concept to spirit of mind which start new appeal to word of step that show new direction of life

Word of dream open new soul to strength of mind which create new light to appeal of move that bring new touch of life

Word of dream open new step to shine of mind which form new brightness to way of route that give new hope of life

Word of dream open new start to move of mind which give new knowledge to feeling of path that start new way of life

Word of dream open new smile to spirit of mind which show new direction to chapter of world that form new thought of life

Word of dream open new hope to strength of mind which start new touch to appeal of thought that give new shine of life

Word of dream open new start to thought of mind which form new concept to direction of spirit that create new appeal of life

Word of dream open new soul to concept of mind which create new light to knowledge of step that show new smile of life

Word of dream open new move to chapter of mind which show new touch to direction of route that form new brightness of life

Word of dream open new appeal to light of mind which create new chapter to shine of way that give new path of life

Word of dream open new smile to feel of mind which give new knowledge to path of world that create new light of life

Word of dream open new spirit to touch of mind which form new brightness to route of move that show new way of life

Word of dream open new step to direction of mind which create new appeal to way of chapter that give new soul of life.

Poem. 7202. Direction of light

                          Direction of light

Direction of light bring new touch to smile of mind that create new hope to knowledge of life

Direction of light show new route to chapter of mind that form new word to strength of life

Direction of light start new appeal to strength of mind that give new path to touch of life

Direction of light form new move to concept of mind that show new learning to smile of life

Direction of light give new thought to path of mind that create new understanding to way of life

Direction of light create new word to touch of mind that form new thought to feeling of life

Direction of light show new hope to chapter of mind that give new concept to smile of life

Direction of light form new brightness to path of mind that show new route to touch of life

Direction of light start new knowledge to soul of mind that create new appeal to word of life

Direction of light create new appeal to hope of mind that form new brightness to dream of life

Direction of light give new touch to strength of mind that show new thought to concept of life

Direction of light form new light to concept of mind that start new knowledge to world of life

Direction of light show new word to dream of mind that give new dream to appeal of life

Direction of light start new touch to smile of mind that form new brightness to shine of life

Direction of light give new knowledge to hope of mind that show new strength to way of life

Direction of light create new thought to strength of mind that give new concept to soul of life

Direction of light form new move to appeal of mind that create new chapter to spirit of life

Direction of light show new route to feeling of mind that start new appeal to thought of life

Direction of light start new dream to shine of mind that form new strength to word of life

Direction of light give new learning to soul of mind that create new touch to move of life.

Poem. 7201. Door of smile open new

                       Door of smile open new

Door of smile open new word to thought of life which start new touch towards appeal of hope toward light

Door of smile open new touch to chapter of step which form new brightness towards way of spirit towards light

Door of smile open new concept to way of route which show new appeal towards move of appeal towards light

Door of smile open new shine to soul of spirit which give new knowledge towards word of direction towards light

Door of smile open new route to chapter of step which create new touch towards concept of step towards light

Door of smile open new move to direction of soul which form new strength towards dream of concept towards light

Door of smile open new path to shine of route which give new knowledge towards word of chapter towards light

Door of smile open new step to touch of appeal which show new concept towards move of thought towards light

Door of smile open new concept to dream of touch which start new spirit towards hope of direction towards light

Door of smile open new soul to move of path which create new appeal towards light of strength towards light

Door of smile open new word to chapter of soul which form new brightness towards word of concept towards light

Door of smile open new route to thought of step which show new chapter towards world of touch towards light

Door of smile open new hope to strength of route which give new concept towards direction of shine towards light

Door of smile open new touch to spirit of touch which show new shine towards route of appeal towards light

Door of smile open new start to world of path which start new appeal towards move of thought towards light

Door of smile open new appeal to step of soul which create new knowledge towards hope of move towards light

Door of smile open new concept to touch of step which give new chapter towards soul of strength towards light

Door of smile open new feeling to path of route which form new brightness towards start of word towards light

Door of smile open new direction to soul of touch which start new concept towards world of path towards light

Door of smile open new shine to thought of step which create new soul towards move of touch towards light.

Poem. 7200. One hope I can sense

                           One hope I can sense                 

One hope I can sense on even close eyes start new world which open new way to touch of mind

One hope I can sense on even darkest night show new chapter which give new route to concept of mind

One hope I can sense on even fear in mind give new direction which form new brightness to path of mind

One hope I can sense on even negative feel in mind create new path which bring new touch to start of mind

One hope I can sense on even darkest way in mind form new brightness which open new word to way of mind

One hope I can sense on even close path in mind show new knowledge which start new route to touch of mind

One hope I can sense on even troubled route in mind create new dream which touch new sky to word of mind

One hope I can sense on even tough soul in mind start new chapter which form new light to route of mind

One hope I can sense on even close step in mind form new feeling which show new path to touch of mind

One hope I can sense on even darkest shine in mind create new concept which give new step to world of mind

One hope I can sense on even negative spirit in mind show new appeal which start new route to direction of mind

One hope I can sense on even close path in mind form new brightness which open new shine to strength of mind

One hope I can sense on even tough route in mind start new touch which show new appeal to shine of mind

One hope I can sense on even darkest touch in mind create new route which form new brightness to path of mind

One hope I can sense on even negative move in mind show new step which create new thought to step of mind

One hope I can sense on even tough morning in mind start new world which bring new smile to day of mind

One hope I can sense on even worst way in mind form new chapter which create new shine to spirit of mind

One hope I can sense on even darkest word in mind create new appeal which form new word to strength of mind

One hope I can sense on even negative move in mind show new direction which give new dream to route of mind

One hope I can sense on even tough step in mind give new knowledge which start new direction to move of mind.

Poem. 7199. Path lead to dream

                          Path lead to dream 

Path lead to dream form new appeal to thought of life which give new knowledge to route of soul

Path lead to dream give new chapter to touch of life which show new strength to word of soul 

Path lead to dream start new direction to shine of life which create new thought to move of soul

Path lead to dream show new spirit to concept of life which start new dream to world of soul

Path lead to dream create new light to appeal of life which form new brightness to shine of soul

Path lead to dream give new touch to chapter of life which show new strength to strength of soul

Path lead to dream form new brightness to route of life which start new chapter to touch of soul

Path lead to dream show new thought to step of life which create new concept to shine of soul

Path lead to dream start new direction to word of life which form new brightness to hope of soul

Path lead to dream create new appeal to light of life which show new knowledge to thought of soul

Path lead to dream form new route to smile of life which start new understanding to concept of soul

Path lead to dream give new chapter to touch of life which create new thought to chapter of soul

Path lead to dream show new direction to move of life which start new learning to word of soul 

Path lead to dream create new shine to thought of life which form new brightness to appeal of soul

Path lead to dream form new word to concept of life which give new smile to chapter of soul

Path lead to dream give new hope to knowledge of life which show new light to strength of soul

Path lead to dream show new touch to direction of life which start new appeal to thought of soul

Path lead to dream start new chapter to thought of life which give new strength to hope of soul

Path lead to dream create new shine to concept of life which form new brightness to spirit of soul

Path lead to dream form new knowledge to shine of life which show new direction to touch of soul

Path lead to dream give new smile to direction of life which start new thought to word of soul.

Poem. 7198. Word start new

                           Word start new 

Word start new dream which show new appeal to smile that bring new strength to hope of move in mind

Word start new appeal which give new spirit to thought that create new light to path of move in mind

Word start new direction which form new path to brightness that show new route to way of move in mind

Word start new world which create new light to knowledge that form new appeal to touch of move in mind

Word start new concept which give new hope to strength that bring new smile to route of move in mind

Word start new chapter which show new shine to concept that open new direction to spirit of move in mind

Word start new touch which form new dream to chapter that show new soul to direction of move in mind

Word start new route which create new touch to hope that form new brightness to path of move in mind

Word start new soul which give new appeal to step that open new knowledge to chapter of move in mind

Word start new appeal which show new route to touch that bring new soul to concept of move in mind

Word start new step which create new light to direction that open new appeal to touch of move in mind

Word start new concept which form new path to shine that show new route to word of move in mind

Word start new strength which give new smile to spirit that bring new shine to concept of move in mind

Word start new touch which show new appeal to thought that form new brightness to light of move in mind

Word start new path which create new route to strength that give new knowledge to world of move in mind

Word start new smile which form new hope to touch that show new direction to thought of move in mind

Word start new step which show new route to shine that bring new concept to path of move in mind

Word start new soul which give new knowledge to touch that open new way to route of move in mind

Word start new route which create new path to concept that show new touch to way of move in mind

Word start new touch which form new smile to chapter that create new strength to shine of move in mind.

Adventure story. 696. Searching for wife

                                                      Searching for wife       

Tarun started to write everything with full concentration. He needed to feel fully positive. In each word he was expressing his feelings. He started to think that he needed to work hard. He looked around. He had nice house. It was small but nice one. Sarika wasn’t happy in it. He knew that. From the day when they started dating Sarika always kept showing strange admiration for her Parent’s house. He wanted to feel positive in her heart. He remembered those dates. They were so wonderful. But her attachment to her parents was never hidden. One day his family asked him about his plan about marriage. He told them about Sarika. His family decided to ask Sarika’s parents. He wanted to warn her. But he couldn’t nothing went in right way. Her parents rejected his proposal. Now he needed to convince her regarding marrying him. He was planning to insist on his love. He wrote it for hours & finally he decided to give it to her personally. He took out his bike & began to drive towards her house. He knew that he needed to reach her home & her parents were not positive about him. But he needed to convince. He came to door & rang door bell. Her Mom opened door. He was expecting angry look but her mom smiled & said “Come in.” Her Mom told him to sit down. “Are you here regarding marriage proposal?” He nodded. “Sarika didn’t see you as her husband.” “What?” Her Mom looked little frustrated but she continued. “Come on you can surely understand. Girls have their wishes. Their dreams! They create some person who will be match for them.” “I don’t get it. She liked me when we date.” “Of course, & you need to keep trying. Slowly she might find that love in you. It will take sometime I know but you need to work hard. You need to make her fall in love with you. Have you understood?” He nodded. He was nodding but it was behind his grasp. He couldn’t make Sarika fall in love with him. He felt so nervous. He began to get so stressed. He wanted to feel hopeful but he kept getting negative about all thoughts. He needed to think positively about all. He smiled & said “I will try.” Then he went back with his letter. He didn’t understand why he didn’t able to express himself. He was so frustrated. He began to feel that he couldn’t feel positive since he didn’t able to convince Sarika. He was about to go when her mom said “She is upstairs. Why don’t you go & talk?” He nodded. He went upstairs. She was sitting. He slowly came near her. She was clearly crying. She saw him & immediately declared “We must stop dating.” He didn’t understand what was going on. He slowly asked “Why?” “I don’t love you. I want to search for person whom I will love. You are not the one.” He felt so upset. But he didn’t say anything. He just looked stressed. She sensed it but she said “I may leave.” He felt so insulted. He just stood up & left room. He knew one thing that he didn’t want to have any connection with Sarika any more. He returned home & immediately declared it. His father looked happy. “I don’t want that rich girl to get married in our house. She looked like snob.” But his mom looked sad. “Are you sure? I mean you can give another try.” “No Mom. I will start searching for new girl.” His father “What about Meena? She is nice girl daughter of my friend.” He immediately nodded. He just wanted to start dating. His father immediately fixed one date for him. When his office would close next day, he would go & meet Meena.

        Tarun was so angry. Sarika was enjoying those dates. He was certain about it but suddenly all changed. It began to create impact on his mind. His heart began to get upset. He wanted to feel hopeful but his life was already shattered by negativity. He looked towards clock on wall. He checked timing. It was so frustrating. He knew that Meena was coming to meet him with hope. But in his heart, he was having negativity. He wanted to keep control of situation this time. He needed to make sure that he would be one who could be fooled. Sarika fooled him. He was going to keep it in his mind. He knew that he was going to be late if he didn’t leave immediately. But he decided to wait. He knew that if he went there late then it would have different. He knew it since he waited for Sarika on many dates. He felt so upset. He didn’t understand how could he pretend everything was fine. He needed to do that but he couldn’t. He told himself to calm down. He needed to smile. He went in rest room of office. He watched his face carefully. He was looking so nice. He was so happy. He began to hope that soon he would find some way impress Meena. Meena needed to be impressed by him. He must manage to get nice girlfriend soon. If possible, he wanted to get married soon. He didn’t want anyone to know that Sarika left him. It was going to be worst thing for him. He did so much to impress her. He considered her as important as his every breath & now he needed to replace her. He began to cry slowly. He was so upset. Anyone could enter in that restroom after all it was office’s restroom. It was so embarrassing if someone noticed him crying. He was feeling so stressed. He told himself to control his emotions. He smiled & started to go where his father told. He began to get so tense. He wanted positivity in his life but it wasn’t happening. He was getting upset but still he managed to smile. Finally, he reached to that point where he was planning to meet Meena. He began to search for Meena. He didn’t saw her photo. He totally forgot it. Suddenly one ordinary looking lady came near him. She gave him smile. He began to think that she must be Meena. He wasn’t expecting good looking girl. But this girl was so ordinary. Most importantly she looked little stupid. That girl gave nervous smile & said “Hello Tarun! I am Meena.” So, she managed to see his photo. He supposed to feel impressed by it but he was not. He wanted a girl who looked better than Sarika. He didn’t want ordinary looking girl. He gave smile which was telling he was superior than her. Meena didn’t mind. Meena just pointed towards table & said “That’s our table let’s go.” So, Meena was waiting for him such a long time. But it didn’t impact Meena so much. She was in her world. It seemed as if Meena never got such nice man as date so she was happy to have this chance & she was not ready to reduce that happiness. Meena kept chatting. She kept smiling. He answered in limited words but it didn’t impact Meena since she wasn’t paying attention to him. She was lost in her world. She was enjoying that date & she didn’t plan to pay any attention to his negativity. She was happy in her dream world with her positivity.

           Tarun was hoping that during that date Meena would sense his negativity but she didn’t. She kept talking. Finally, he told her that they needed to go home. She agreed to it. When he reached home, he couldn’t find any negative word about Meena. She was nice girl. He wanted to like her but he was frustrated. He was so angry. His anger was capturing his mind. He couldn’t think positively. His parents were very excited about this date. He sensed that they didn’t want Sarika as their daughter-in-law any more. Clearly Sarika’s parents must had said something. He sensed one thing with more emphasis his parents didn’t want him to have any connection with Sarika. Sarika’s parents were suggesting that they should continue to date. One day she would fall in love with him was Sarika’s parent’s hope which they were planting in his mind. But he wasn’t sure. He wanted to try it. This entire incidence was painful for him. He needed to feel hopeful but he was feeling totally negative. He didn’t understand what was wrong with him. He was so stressed in his heart. He kept searching for way to fall in love with Meena & forget Sarika. He needed to do it fast. He couldn’t smile but he said slowly to his parents “I plan to get married with Meena.” They looked so happy. His father “You liked her so much?!” “Actually, I wanted to settle down & life isn’t moving in right way for me. I know Sarika doesn’t like me so I need to get married as soon as possible.” His parents looked towards him with shock look. His father said “I don’t want you to get married in such hurry. You need sometime to think.” He didn’t say anything. Then his mom also agreed with his father & said “I feel you need to take some break.” He began to agree too. He couldn’t destroy life of some girl just because he wanted to hide his girl friend cheated on him. He told himself that he needed to remain positive regarding all. His mind was so nervous. His positivity was reducing step by step. He wanted to think in hopeful way but he couldn’t. He said “ I will just date her.” So after that they began to meet daily. He was paying full attention to her. He was trying to think about Meena in positive way. He was working hard to reduce his negativity in entire matter. He began to try hard to make it work. Every day he was going out to meet her. She came with same interest. She kept talking with same happiness. He didn’t understand what was going on. One day he suddenly received call from Sarika. She said “I am ready for date!” He was so shocked. He didn’t want to say “No” But still he needed. He said roughly “Sorry I am dating another girl.” Sarika said “Okay.” & disconnected call. He was expecting some sorrows from her. He thought that she would plead. But nothing like that happened. She just disconnected his call. He was so upset. He began to feel restless. He knew that she was just trying to date again but he started to hope again. He began to think to stop dating Meena. He felt that he needed to start dating Sarika again. He called Meena. He told her about Sarika. Meena sounded so upset. Meena “But I thought you are planning to marry me now!” “I was but now Sarika is coming back…” “Okay.” Meena disconnected call. He called Sarika & told her that they could start dating. When he told this to his parents, they were so angry. His father “You are losing your mind.” “Yes, maybe I am but I want to marry Sarika. I don’t like Meena.” His Mom gave angry look & said “Fine. But now remain stuck to it.” He nodded. After that his parents stopped taking interest in his life. Sarika used to come on dates sometimes. But slowly she reduced it.  He began to feel so nervous. He started to have nightmares in which Meena was cursing him for his dishonesty. He couldn’t believe it. He knew that Meena was no longer part of his life. But he began to feel that Meena was bringing bad luck on him. He decided that he needed to talk with her. He called Meena & asked “So do you hold grudge on me?” Meena said in odd way “Who is speaking?” He was so shocked. “Stop pretending. We were dating for some time.” “Oh! Tarun! I don’t want you to call me again. I don’t want to start dating with you again so stop irritating me.” He was so shocked. “So, you are dating some one else?” “I am not in hurry to find someone like you. I will marry if I fall in love otherwise I will not & I am never going to fall in love with you I am sure about it.” Then she disconnected call. He didn’t understand what was happening with him. He was no longer feeling positive but clearly Meena wasn’t its cause. He couldn’t sleep at night. Then he began to sense he needed help. He decided to take appointment of Psychiatrist. He had one under his office. He one day went there & took appointment. He kept getting those nightmares. Slowly his pain was visible on his face. His parents blamed it on his wrong decision. Then finally he went for that appointment. He entered in room & immediately told all to Psychiatrist. Finally, he asked “Did I done wrong by saying no to Meena?” “No, you done wrong by starting to date her. You done right by saying no to her before marriage since you were cheating to Meena. You shouldn’t have started dating Meena immediately after break up. You are getting those nightmares due to guilt. You need to talk with Meena & apologize. Tell her why you said no to her. She might get angry but you deserve whatever she says to you.” He nodded. Then Psychiatrist said “& you need to stop dating Sarika. Stay away from her. Don’t date anyone for some time.” Then Psychiatrist gave him some medicine too. He called Meena & apologized. Meena just said “ I just want you to forget all. We need to move on.” He agreed with her. They decided that they would never meet again happily. Then he messaged Sarika that he wanted to stop dating. After sometime he began to forget all those dating issues. It took sometime but slowly those nightmares stopped too. He began to concentrate on his career while ignoring his love life. After sometime he stopped his Psychiatric treatment as per Doctor’s instructions. His life became normal. He began to get better in his work. One day Sarika called. But he didn’t feel much love towards her. He just told her “ This is over accept it.” She said “ Okay.” In few days he found her with another fellow. He felt little hurt but he also felt glad that he stopped dating her. On that day he took appointment of Psychiatrist discussed. But after that discussion he went ahead with his life normally. He decided that he would wait for life partner if he found one great otherwise, he was fine as he was.

                                                 The End