Saturday, November 30, 2024

Adventure story. 686. Tarun's father

                                    Tarun's father            

Tarun was searching different concepts. He wanted something new in his life. He didn’t understand what was happening. He was doing as his family planned. He followed every step with full dedication. He wanted pleasant life. He decided to feel happy whenever he started to feel positive attitude towards his work. He knew that his family would judge him negatively if he didn’t have positive attitude towards positive work. It was so stressful. But now his positivity increased. He began to view all with hopes & dreams. His life was becoming complicated. He needed hopes but still he didn’t find them. He was feeling so negative. He wanted to feel pleasant dreams. He was trying hard to find new hopes but his soul was stuck in negativity. He didn’t find any way for positive thoughts. He kept turning towards negativity. It was going in worst way. He didn’t feel his family could suggest him wrong way but it was happening. His family was moving him in right way. He kept telling himself. Until now his grandfather used to handle all now his Uncle started handling. His father jailed when he was child. His father was alcoholic. His father never showed any affection towards him. Tarun kept feeling so nervous. It was so frustrating. Tarun couldn’t find any solution on his problems. He was getting so stressed. He didn’t understand why did his family  told him to find concepts. His Uncle told him to find concepts of different advertisements. He was confused. They had one company which sold few products. They kept working on those products. Until now Tarun always kept working to make those products better. He was so hard working person. He kept doing search on products. But this time his Uncle told him that he needed to learn how did they supposed to sell. He knew that his Uncle wished good for him. But his Uncle didn’t understand he was not so good at advertising. He looked around. He could see many capable agents who would handle all nicely. They just needed to pay but he didn’t dare to suggest it to his Uncle. He knew that his entire family would be angry. His Uncle managed to handle all for him. His father was ready to hit him when his Uncle stopped. He could still remember his Mom’s face when his father hit her. His Uncle used to tell his father again & again that one day his father would kill someone. It turned out to be true. His father truly managed to kill one man on road during argument. He was not so sad when he knew that his father went in jail. He was rather happy. But his mother kept crying. His mother stopped eating. He never understood that why did his Mom did so much for man who was hitting her on daily basis. But he didn’t dare to ask. He thought that his Mom would hit him more harshly than his father. He still didn’t understand his Mom. She was alive staying with him but she kept talking about her husband in hysterical way. He didn’t understand what was wrong with her. They lived with Uncle. Uncle created two floor bungalow. There was just one kitchen on ground floor. But on each floor there were four rooms. Uncle had big family so that place was limited for them. He could hear angry voices. Many times his cousins kept arguing that they needed more place. But Uncle told them firmly that this area belonged to Tarun legally, He knew that his cousins were not happy by this arrangement. His cousins had their hopes & ambitions. His father never did any work so his father didn’t deserve anything out of profit. He was working now but he was just dependent & burden for long time. Sometimes Tarun felt that they were right but still Tarun wasn’t ready. Tarun wanted that floor. He wanted it. Tarun was attached to it. Tarun knew that he needed to fulfil desire of his Uncle if he wanted his Uncle to give him those rooms. He knew that he must learnt to do marketing. He came back home. His Mom immediately came out towards him. Mom “ Do you manage to make marketing?” He knew that he didn’t told it to her but she managed to get information any way from his Uncle. It was so frustrating. He wanted positivity in his life but his Mom kept talking about his father. Mom “ Your father was so good at marketing that’s why they manage to frame him & send him in jail.” He looked around. He immediately sensed that young members of family who didn’t part of family when his father was staying began to believe his Mom. He was so scared. He suddenly began to feel so scared. He didn’t understand what he would do if his father released from jail. It was possible. His Mom was trying so hard. Mom smiled towards him & said “ Don’t worry your father will come back next week.” He looked towards his Mom with shock. Suddenly Uncle appeared with Auntie & smiled happily. Uncle “ Finally my brother is coming back. He was such nice man.” All came to join conversation. Entire family began to admire his father. He didn’t understand why suddenly all began to admire his father. He said slowly “ Father used to get too much angry.” Uncle nodded. “ Yes that anger destroyed his future. He landed in jail since he couldn’t tolerate injustice. He got to angry whenever he saw it.” Tarun was so shocked. He didn’t understand what was going on. He said slowly “ I better start working on my marketing.” His cousins nodded immediately. “ We need that marketing to be good one.” Tarun nodded. Tarun was bad choice but they had made it since they knew that it would damage Tarun’s reputation & they wanted it to happen, They needed to prove that Tarun was useless. They all knew that Tarun disliked his father so now they needed to admire that evil old man to get all out of him. Those cousins hold grudges on Tarun. They wanted entire house since their father worked while Tarun kept enjoying wonderful life with his mother. They hated their Auntie too but she was useful for them since she managed to create negative impact about Tarun.  They wanted Tarun to be considered inferior. It was so positive & hopeful for cousins. But Tarun was so upset. He didn’t understand that how could evil criminal like his father became such hero in eyes of everyone.

      As days went ahead Tarun slowly began to get convinced that his father wasn’t bad man. He was child so he didn’t understand anything. His father was unique person. But he kept that his father was bad person. Tarun didn’t understand what his father was doing. Tarun kept telling himself that his father was innocent. He began to concentrate on his work. On that point voice came. It was of his father. He felt so scared. He was no longer feeling confident. He was once again in same room where once he stood with his father. He was so scared that he might hit him. He just wanted to hide behind or under something. He was so sad. He told himself that his father wasn’t going to harm him & sat in room. When Tarun’s father came every one gave him grand welcome. Tarun’s father killed a person. But since many people felt that person wasn’t some angel so Tarun’s father got admired. Tarun’s father was staying in jail but whole time his mind was just on his home & family. He wanted all for himself. When Tarun’s father came inside he immediately noticed all men were with wives so all children of his elder brother were married. He knew that Tarun wasn’t included in them. It was so upsetting. Tarun’s father looked towards house. Tarun’s Uncle immediately declared “ I gave entire floor to your family.” Tarun’s father nodded in approval. “ I know you will not cheat my son after all you know me.” Then Tarun’s father gave one smile. Suddenly all cousins began to feel scared. They all gave confused look. Then Tarun’s Uncle started laughing. “ You are so funny.” “ Where is Tarun?” Mom pointed towards his room. Tarun shivered inside his room. Then his father came near door. He didn’t look towards him. His father kept talking. He didn’t understand any word but like some robot he kept answering. When his father went out slowly he came to his senses. He was so confused. He didn’t remember any thing out of his father’s conversation. He was so stressed. He began to do his work again. He kept doing all. He slowly sensed that this was not something he wanted to do but still he needed to do it. He couldn’t live normal life. He needed to live life which was meaningful. He didn’t understand how. After entry of his father everything became worst. He went to work. He showed all ideas which he used for marketing to his Uncle which wouldn’t get much success after execution. He knew that. His Uncle still kept trying. Finally his Uncle said “ Maybe we need to just sell this company?” He nodded happily. He could live with limited sum. He couldn’t do anything to make his company useful. He didn’t bring profit out of his business. He wanted to feel positive about all. But it wasn’t going to happen. Uncle smiled & said “ Great.” Then slowly procedure began. Uncle started to built one kitchen on their floor. Then they built separate staircase, After some time they even decided to built lift. So houses were separated. Tarun stopped working in company. His father got all money while Tarun got nothing. Tarun was so upset. He kept blaming himself since he couldn’t make his company profitable. He wanted to bring old time back. He wanted to find ways to increase those profits but he couldn’t. He began to stay on house. He started to behave most obediently. He never disobeyed. Then one day his father suddenly called him down. He went down. One good looking girl was sitting with family. He thought that he forgot about guests. He talked very nicely. He was well behaved person. He kept behaving in best way but that girl began to ask personal questions. He started to get uncomfortable. He said slowly “ I am trying hard to settle in some job but sadly I don’t find any.” “ Ohh!” That girl gave odd smile & said “ Still you are planning to marry?” His father immediately started boosting income & property his father had. That girl began to look happy. She smiled. That girl immediately started smiling sweetly towards Tarun & began to discuss dating. He was so shocked. Clearly this time he forgot one important conversation. He didn’t dare to say anything against wishes of that girl whose name was Nisha. Nisha was nice girl but she was clearly ambitious. She didn’t want to remain in home. She was happy when she felt that Tarun might handle house chores. Tarun didn’t mind. He was going to just obey every suggestion. He didn’t want to question anyone. He felt so sad. He was expecting a wonderful life but his life always managed to become worst. He kept smiling & nodding. Finally Nisha went away. His father said with smile “ So finally he became useful. He will marry Nisha & we will get money on monthly basis.” Mom “ But it will be her money!” “ Yes. But we will keep it in her account only. But still it will remain in our home.” “ Our home? But it will be in bank.” His father gave angry look to Mom & went in other room. Tarun was so confused. He was so stressed. He kept forgetting things & now he was planning to marry girl like Nisha. He needed to tell her all. He looked around. He didn’t have her number. He looked towards his hands. He suddenly began to feel that he made worst mistake of life. This Nisha would marry her & then she would start to abuse her.  He began to imagine a life with arguments. His father would be so happy when he would be taunted. He wanted to feel positivity in his thoughts about marriage but he didn’t felt it. He didn’t understand what he wanted to do so he just started to arrange his clothes. Then he started to clean his house. His house was so big & beautiful. He kept carefully arranging all. He wanted to make his house beautiful but it was difficult to make it’s damaged walls beautiful. His father had this house in his name. Then his father had money from business. He had nothing. He kept working in that house. He didn’t want to think about anything except his cleaning. He just wanted to make everything perfect.

      Tarun’s Mom kept watching Tarun. He was acting so strange. It seemed as if plenty of times he forget. Today he met Nisha. Nisha seemed like nice girl. But Tarun’s Mom wasn’t certain that Nisha liked Tarun. Nisha never sat near him. She always kept feeling nervous. Then finally she decided to talk with Nisha’s Mom. She called Nisha’s Mom “ So what do you feel?” “ Sorry but they are not made for each other. I liked your son as son-in-law but Nisha had different opinion bye.” Tarun’s Mom was so sad. She slowly came in room where Tarun was cleaning. She slowly called Tarun. Tarun came down from stool. He began to look around, His Mom started to talk about Nisha. He was so confused. He didn’t remember. He was so frustrated. His memory was no longer working it seemed as if his memory was forever stuck in negativity. He didn’t feel positive about it. He just remembered bad things of past his failures. His sorrows were capturing his entire mind. When his Mom told him about Nisha, he just nodded. He actually didn’t even remember her but when his father came his father got so much upset. “ Nisha was an ATM card for us. This…” then his father said many things. But once again he didn’t remember. He was so tense. He finally spoke “ I don’t remember anything.” “ What?” He suddenly felt tense. He began to feel his brain was paining. He took hold of his brain & started screaming. His Mom came near him. But he pushed her away & began to scream “ It’s paining.” His father didn’t want to take risk so called Doctor. He was taken in hospital. They began to check him. From first day he was alone. His father didn’t stay with him. He didn’t know where did his father went. They kept checking him. But they didn’t find anything wrong so they finally decided that he could go home with some pain killers. When he came back, he didn’t feel cured. His head kept paining again & again. He kept holding it. He didn’t understand how painful it was. He kept convincing that it would kill him. He was no longer interested in staying alive. One day finally his Uncle came to visit him. His Uncle was shocked to see his condition. His Uncle started to ask about his treatment. His Mom told about it. It took him hours to discuss his treatment. It was actually nothing. His father just kept him in one room. His Uncle took him to some Doctor. That Doctor discussed & then he said slowly “ I feel this is mental. He is getting this disorder due to losing job.” “ But he didn’t lose job. We decided to sell that company & he agreed willingly.” “But he was expecting that his father would give him some money & he would start something,” Uncle looked nervous. Doctor “ Take him to this psychiatrist it will be handled.” He was so nervous. Tarun didn’t want to prove mad but then he suddenly felt that it would be better. He would be away from his father. They took number. They returned home. Uncle wasn’t ready to pay for him. Uncle told all to his father. His father kept abusing him more. He once again went in room. He kept staying there. Sometimes he used to scream. After sometime finally his father died due to old age. He didn’t come out to see his father’s dead body his head was paining too much. Now he inherited money. So he could begin his treatment. He went to Psychiatrist. He discussed all. Slowly his treatment began. He used his money as capital of his factory. He once again began to create products he used to create. But for selling he kept people. Slowly his factory began to earn. He started to enjoy his life. His Mom was no longer taking any interest in life. After his father’s death she began to spend entire day in her room crying. He didn’t care. He knew that he needed psychiatric treatment but his Mom didn’t give him. His life was damaged. He decided to ignore her. He started to concentrate on his factory. When his factory started to work in better way once again his Uncle & his sons started calling him to functions. But he started to avoid them. He didn’t wanted to have connections with them. They deserted him when he needed. He began his new life. One day Nisha met him in one office party. They began to chat with each other. Nisha gave him angry look & asked “ So your wife gave you capital?” He laughed nervously & said “ I am unmarried. I don’t want to marry. It was my father’s idea. I got capital after my father died. I don’t marry someone for money. I don’t expect woman to pay me money since I am marrying to her.” Nisha told him clearly “ I rejected your proposal since your father demanded money. I wasn’t certain that if I talk with you then you will stop him.” “ It’s possible. He was criminal.” “ What?” “ Yes. Didn’t you know this when you came as proposal?” “ Well your parents also seemed to lied to you!” Then he just went away. He was no longer interested in conversation. He was so angry. His father was trying to make money out of him. He was so frustrated. He never looked behind. He didn’t want to meet Nisha again. He was interested in just his factory. He turned his factory as his life. His Mom was in one room. She used to cook & do other house chores. But he decided to keep servants to help. Soon his Mom just began to stay in room. She stopped working. He tried to suggest Psychiatrist but she wasn’t ready. Finally his treatment was over. He began to enjoy his life. His Mom kept big photo of his father in main Hall. He didn’t get upset by it. He no longer cared. He was living happy life & he already forgotten his bad past. He began to admire just his factory & it became his life.

                                       The End 

Friday, November 29, 2024

Poem. 7137. Touch of one word bring

                          Touch of one word bring 

Touch of one word bring new route which give new dream to knowledge that show new route to move of life

Touch of one word bring new path which show new light to strength that form new brightness to word of life

Touch of one word bring new soul which start new path to concept that create new thought to direction of life

Touch of one word bring new smile which form new hope to shine that open new chapter to appeal of life

Touch of one word bring new spirit which create new way to smile that show new strength to shine of life

Touch of one word bring new world which show new move to thought that start new soul to concept of life

Touch of one word bring new shine which give new dream to spirit that form new chapter to thought of life

Touch of one word bring new thought which form new brightness to light that create new path to thought of life

Touch of one word bring new move which start new direction to way that show new route to start of life

Touch of one word bring new world which show new smile to hope that give new knowledge to spirit of life

Touch of one word bring new concept which give new step to soul that create new light to route of life

Touch of one word bring new chapter which form new appeal to path that show new hope to shine of life

Touch of one word bring new strength which give new hope to chapter that open new way to soul of life

Touch of one word bring new thought which show new route to light that form new path to move of life

Touch of one word bring new path which start new strength to move that show new route to step of life

Touch of one word bring new direction which form new concept to shine that open new hope to smile of life

Touch of one word bring new appeal which give new dream to spirit that form new brightness to soul of life

Touch of one word bring new start which form new thought to light that give new knowledge to step of life

Touch of one word bring new path which show new route to appeal that start new direction to thought of life

Touch of one word bring new shine which start new chapter to soul that create new light to knowledge of life.


Thursday, November 28, 2024

Poem. 7136. Smile form new

                              Smile form new 

Smile form new day to life which start new direction of thought that create new word to chapter of mind

Smile form new route to life which form new appeal of word that bring new soul to thought of mind

Smile form new move to life which create new light of strength that form new shine to concept of mind

Smile form new path to life which show new move of concept that give new hope to touch of mind

Smile form new word to life which start new touch of step that form new brightness to path of mind

Smile form new concept to life which give new knowledge of dream that bring new way to thought of mind

Smile form new strength to life which show new chapter of light that create new appeal to concept of mind

Smile form new world to life which start new direction of soul that form new brightness to thought of mind

Smile form new route to life which give new appeal of step that start new chapter to spirit of mind

Smile form new appeal to life which create new touch of hope that show new appeal to move of mind

Smile form new spirit to life which show new route of feeling that create new knowledge to concept of mind

Smile form new touch to life which start new word of concept that open new way to direction of mind

Smile form new brightness to life which create new light of thought that start new word to path of mind

Smile form new feeling to life which start new knowledge of soul that give new dream to hope of mind

Smile form new thought to life which give new appeal of concept that show new route of mind

Smile form new chapter to life which create new step of strength that bring new concept to move of mind 

Smile form new strength to life which show new dream of route that create new thought to dream of mind

Smile form new hope to life which start new appeal of concept that open new knowledge to step of mind

Smile form new move to life which create new path of chapter that start new strength to way of mind

Smile form new dream to life which show new move of world that create new light to path of mind.


Wednesday, November 27, 2024

Poem. 7135. Spirit of touch which

                            Spirit of touch which 

Spirit of touch which form new brightness to chapter of way that bring new route towards hope of mind

Spirit of touch which give new knowledge to concept of move that create new appeal towards light of mind

Spirit of touch which show new touch to direction of word that form new thought towards shine of mind

Spirit of touch which start new path to strength of soul that show new direction towards strength of mind

Spirit of touch which form new route to thought of smile that give new concept towards word of mind

Spirit of touch which create new move to appeal of thought that start new chapter towards move of mind

Spirit of touch which give new dream to strength of path that show new route towards world of mind

Spirit of touch which start new thought to start of hope that create new direction towards shine of mind

Spirit of touch which form new world to path of concept that open new strength towards soul of mind

Spirit of touch which create new light to chapter of way that show new smile towards hope of mind

Spirit of touch which show new appeal to smile of route that give new knowledge towards word of mind

Spirit of touch which start new concept to soul of direction that form new thought towards move of mind

Spirit of touch which give new touch to step of chapter that start new learning towards strength of mind

Spirit of touch which form new thought to route of concept that open new dream towards appeal of mind

Spirit of touch which create new light to direction of soul that show new route towards thought of mind

Spirit of touch which show new smile to chapter of step that form new brightness towards hope of mind

Spirit of touch which give new route to hope of way that create new strength towards concept of mind

Spirit of touch which form new direction to path of hope that show new shine towards direction of mind

Spirit of touch which create new shine to soul of knowledge that start new way towards shine of mind

Spirit of touch which start new appeal to move of strength that bring new soul towards light of mind.


Tuesday, November 26, 2024

Poem. 7134. I hold one dream in

                             I hold one dream in

I hold one dream in hand that can change life just due to that one I feel I can smile for entire life

I hold one dream in thought that can show light just due to that one I sense I can laugh for entire life

I hold one dream in soul that can bring path just due to that one I show I can achieve for entire life

I hold one dream in step that can create way just due to that one I feel I can enjoy for entire life

I hold one dream in start that can show word just due to that one I sense I can hope for entire life

I hold one dream in route that can form world just due to that one I show I can cherish for entire life

I hold one dream in path that can start concept just due to that one I feel I can positive for entire life

I hold one dream in appeal that can give strength just due to that one I sense I can dream for entire life

I hold one dream in chapter that can form just due to that one I show I can develop meaning for entire life

I hold one dream in thought that can sense just due to that one I start I can read feeling for entire life

I hold one dream in direction that can give just due to that one I create I can show path for entire life

I hold one dream in strength that can show just due to that one I show I can sense route for entire life

I hold one dream in touch that can create just due to that one I form I can show word for entire life

I hold one dream in path that can form just due to that one I give I can start knowledge for entire life

I hold one dream in spirit that can give just due to that one I create I can give direction for entire life

I hold one dream in move that can start just due to that one I show I can form appeal to feeling for entire life

I hold one dream in way that can create just due to that one I form I can give understanding for entire life

I hold one dream in word that can show just due to that one I give I can show concept towards step for entire life

I hold one dream in thought that can give just due to that one I form I can show direction for entire life

I hold one dream in soul that can start just due to that one I create I can give strength for entire life.


Monday, November 25, 2024

Poem. 7133. Soul create new

                             Soul create new 

Soul create new way towards touch which form new world to strength that give new smile to light

Soul create new move towards path which start new direction to touch that show new route to light

Soul create new word towards shine which create new move to thinking that form new appeal to light

Soul create new spirit towards thought which give new hope to feel that start new step to light

Soul create new hope towards appeal which start new knowledge to step that give new dream to light

Soul create new path towards strength which form new appeal to learn that give new start to light

Soul create new dream towards touch which give new direction to understanding that show new hope to light

Soul create new world towards step which show new strength to word that create new thought to light

Soul create new shine towards spirit which form new touch to meaning that show new route to light

Soul create new appeal towards path which start new direction to smile that give new hope to light

Soul create new touch towards hope which give new smile to thought that form new appeal to light

Soul create new spirit towards route which form new brightness to path that start new shine to light

Soul create new shine towards step which give new knowledge to hope that show new touch to light

Soul create new move towards touch which start new direction to thought that form new route to light

Soul create new way towards appeal which give new smile to chapter that open new strength to light

Soul create new step towards hope which show new route to appeal that give new knowledge to light

Soul create new route towards spirit which form new brightness to way that show new smile to light

Soul create new path towards shine which start new strength to word that bring new route to light

Soul create new world towards step which give new hope to knowledge that form new move to light

Soul create new chapter towards path which form new brightness to world that give new hope to light.


Sunday, November 24, 2024

Poem. 7132. Spirit to smile bring

                            Spirit to smile bring 

Spirit to smile bring new hope to direction of mind which start new knowledge to word of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new path to appeal of mind which form new brightness to hope of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new word to chapter of mind which show new touch to concept of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new move to light of mind which give new feeling to touch of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new soul to concept of mind which create new thought to route of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new route to thought of mind which form new direction to step of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new shine to touch of mind which show new hope to appeal of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new chapter to knowledge of mind which start new world to touch of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new light to direction of mind which create new dream to chapter of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new word to appeal of mind which form new brightness to way of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new soul to concept of mind which show new route to direction of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new way to learning of mind which give new knowledge to step of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new word to light of mind which start new concept to path of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new step to chapter of mind which create new touch to route of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new dream to light of mind which form new chapter to hope of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new soul to shine of mind which show new appeal to world of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new touch to concept of mind which start new thought to route of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new route to thought of mind which give new knowledge to step of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new hope to appeal of mind which create new start to word of strength in life

Spirit to smile bring new move to chapter of mind which form new brightness to soul of strength in life.


Saturday, November 23, 2024

Adventure story. 685. Her own smile

                                     Her own smile 

Charu was arranging dresses of shop carefully. She was so excited to get chance to sell her dresses. She worked hard to select dresses for her shop. She went around in all wholesale shops & waited for hours until they didn’t got all their new designs. Some stores took some time to show their design but she waited with patience. She worked so hard to set up her shop. Her clothes boutique was special to her. She kept all clothes which she loved or wanted to wear. It was as if she was creating her wardrobe. It was really wonderful thought. She felt so happy at that thought. She began to imagine her life with wonderful dreams. She wanted unique life. She started to imagine different styles of dresses which were so artistic. She kept creating pleasant looks with each dress that unique look began to improve boutique. She began to admire every corner of her shop. It had her dream hidden inside. She could see pleasant look in every dress. She kept watching them. She was admiring those dresses so much. It was nice to have that beautiful boutique for herself. She was dreaming it for so many years. But she was so scared that there wouldn’t be any chance for her but finally she managed to get loan. Her husband Ramesh arranged it for her. She was so happy. He told her that she didn’t need to worry about repayment. She was on top of the world. She married to Ramesh for five years. He was never nice towards her. He always taunted her. She tried to please him but nothing was enough for him. Her cooking wasn’t impressive. Whenever she tried to talk he immediately started to joke on her intelligence. She felt so nervous before people. She didn’t want to remember those times when she talked & every guest laughed on her. She was stupid in their eyes. She didn’t understand why she didn’t have enough intelligence to impress people. She kept trying. Her in-laws were calling her burden from beginning. Her in-laws were expecting some gifts from her family. Her parents gave few things but they were not enough. After giving few gifts her parents stopped. One day her father called her & told her to visit him. On that visit her parents sat in their house with her & her brother. Her father told her peacefully “ We decided to married off you to Ramesh.” She gave confused look. She didn’t where was this conversation going. Her Mom “ I mean you dated Ramesh due to our mistake.” She was so upset. She was happy with Ramesh now. She loved her husband. She didn’t choose him just for her parents. She dated him since she loved it. It was upsetting for her when her parents began to describe it as mistake. “ What is this nonsense? I love him.” Her brother gave shocked look. Her brother asked “ You love him?” “ With all my heart?” Her brother laughed. “ Then this settled it. Actually our parents couldn’t give more gift to your husband.” Her parents nodded. She was so angry. She said “ I don’t need them to survive my marriage. We love each other.” “ Fine. No problem. But no more gifts.” “ Okay!” She said loudly & left house. After that she didn’t visited her parent’s house much. They met only on functions. But she still remembered how angry Ramesh was when she told him what her parents told. He screamed “ They want me to just carry your burden & not ready to pay for it. You are just burden. Now you need to at least earn some money.” She felt so nervous. She didn’t want to try anything. She was totally sure that she was stupid so she wouldn’t be successful on any point. He kept screaming on her. He kept taunting her. She didn’t understand but then she felt that he was hurt since her parents considered him greedy. She kept apologising. After that she began to try her best to avoid  doing anything against Ramesh & his family. She did whatever work they told her to do. She obeyed them in every way. She didn’t able to please them. But still she tried her best. She knew that Ramesh loved her. He was upset just due to financial stress. She kept trying her best. She was trying so hard but according to all she was useless thing in house. She wasn’t earning & according to them maids were actually doing all work. Soon Ramesh suggested that she should start cooking snacks for his meeting. She immediately agreed so Ramesh started inviting around 20 people sometimes after two weeks or once month. She didn’t feel it was too much burden. Then his sister who was doing job started dropping her son to babysit. Her mother-in-law used to come on that time. They said that Ramesh’s house was near school. So it was convenient. That little boy was nice child. She enjoyed his company so she never objected taking care of her boy. She was so happy in doing all. She knew sometimes she felt exhausted. But she was so happy when that boy started to treat her affection which was just like affection towards mother. That boy was so affectionate. She gave so many hours in taking care of house Ramesh always encouraged it. She stated to feel hopeful when she played with child. She was so tense. She needed child. She began her treatment just few time ago. She found out that she had issues but it could be handled. She told it to Ramesh. He nodded. Clearly he wasn’t interested in her. For long time she was hoping to become pregnant. This time she was so hopeful. She was smiling towards dresses while arranging. Suddenly she sensed what was happening. Ramesh was giving her all since he was hoping to become father. She kept arranging when she sensed that it was night she decided to sleep in that boutique only. It was so late. She called Ramesh & told him about her hopes of child. She thought that was why she got his support. She smiled happily. But Ramesh said “ It’s okay you can stay in boutique. But regarding that child? Frankly I am not interested. Don’t you sense it? I am not taking much interest in you.” She did sense it but she felt that was due to not having child. “ But now I can give birth to child.” He said “ But I don’t want child from you. My Mom will pack your things send them in boutique. Don’t come back. Bye.” Then he disconnected her call. It was end of conversation. It was over. She wanted to argue but she knew that it wasn’t possible. She needed her items. She immediately called him back & said “ I will come & take away my things.” Ramesh talked sweetly with her after long time “ It’s great idea. Honestly you were nice wife but we are not suitable for each other.” She said slowly “ I understand. I will come tomorrow.” “ No problem. Just give your keys to neighbours.” Indirectly he didn’t want her to keep key of their house. It was just his house now. She said automatically “ Of course.” & he disconnected call.

         Charu was observing her boutique. It was only gift from her husband Ramesh. She never felt so upset. She knew that she needed to thank him for it. She didn’t give him anything. She was just burden. She didn’t done house chores or she didn’t give any baby which would have considered important as heir. She didn’t know if it had helped but she hoped that baby would. She was thinking that baby would give her place in that house. She began to look towards herself. She was hoping to get pregnant. Then she thought. She didn’t confirm that she wasn’t pregnant. If she was pregnant he wouldn’t divorce her. She smiled with hope. She immediately took appointment of doctor. She wanted to tell herself that she could still remain wife of Ramesh. She called him again & asked “ If I am pregnant then you will come back don’t you?” Ramesh didn’t answer for sometime then he declared “ No..no I hate you. I don’t want you. Just come & take your things out of this house. I don’t want any child from you. If you had given birth to child I might have just decided to keep child but I never going to keep you. You are most disgusting & embarrassing person In life. I don’t have you back.” She felt so sad. She didn’t want to stop talking but he disconnected her call. She knew that if she called him again, she wouldn’t able to go inside house next day. She was so sad & confused. She looked around. Suddenly she started to feel so happy. She was in her dream store. She started to dance after wearing one dress. She got another idea. She began to record it. She slowly lost sense of time & began to dance on each step with full concentration. She was so happy. She began to take different dance steps. Every dance step was so meaningful & pleasant. She started to form different concepts on each dance. On every dance her dream was becoming pleasant. Slowly she became so exhausted. She came to her senses when her door knocked. She went to open. There was food parcel. She ordered but she totally forgot. She smiled nervously & immediately paid. That delivery man looked towards shop & asked “ Are you new owner?” She nodded. Delivery man gave sad look & said “ This shop didn’t got success last time.” “ Why? What happened?” “ That woman was trying so hard  but she didn’t manage much. Her husband used to come & beat her.” She felt so nervous. She asked “ Where is she now?” Delivery man looked frustrated “ How did I know? Madam I am just delivery man I use to just deliver Pizza.” She nodded. She felt so nervous once again she did mistake. She never learnt to act properly. Then that delivery man left. She took parcel. She began to eat. Once again she began to think. She started to think how could she had managed to stay in Ramesh’s house. It was important to her. She didn’t believe what happened. She just needed a reason. She began to cry. She kept crying. In morning she woke up, she was sleeping on floor. She suddenly sensed her mobile was ringing. She looked towards mobile. It was Ramesh calling. She immediately took it. “ When you going to come & take back your things?” “ You could have kept me if I have something which can take hold of you.” Ramesh didn’t say anything. Her call was disconnected. She sat peacefully. She started to get freshen up. She got ready after breakfast. She looked in boutique. She just wanted to start it. She called Ramesh but he didn’t took it. She decided to call his Mom. His Mom took call. She immediately started talking “ I don’t want to go back. It will odd. If you can tell me time when..” “ I will pack your luggage I will shift cupboard directly. I send all to boutique.” She said “ Thanks.” “ You were nice daughter-in-law but you were not skilled. I saw how hard you tried & I respect it too. But still it wasn’t enough. I hope you will understand.” “ I can’t able to get pregnant.” Her mother-in-law didn’t say anything then added slowly “ It might be one cause but I don’t feel it could have saved marriage. You could have dragged marriage but it wasn’t enough.” Charu didn’t say anything. Charu disconnected call. She looked inside her boutique. She arranged all. She waited for customers. But they didn’t come. She kept feeling nervous. She didn’t have much option. She tried so hard to relax. But she started to feel that she was going to fail in her business too. She didn’t see much hope for her future. She felt feeling upset didn’t help her. She suddenly got ready. She decided to find some disco. She never visited one. So she decided to skip that idea. Then she decided to go to some bar. She thought that she would have some fun there. She began to get ready. Then she started searching. She soon sensed that it wasn’t easy. She needed to feel happy in her heart. She was feeling more tense. She began to get hopeful when she decided that she would just go in restaurant. She got dressed & went there. She closed door of boutique. She was went out happily. She started searching for restaurants. Finally she found one. She looked around. There wasn’t suitable man with whom she could chat. She sat there waiter asked for order. She just began to chat with waiter. She began to get friendly with waiter. After all she needed friend. She didn’t sense that in few minutes in that restaurant she managed to make so many friends who she didn’t manage to make in her entire life. She was so happy. She began to feel that finally she was entering in her new unique world. She began to dream about it. She kept chatting & enjoying. She was no longer concerned about her divorce. She just forgot all. She started to pretend that she didn’t have anyone in life. It was just her boutique & even it wasn’t doing much business wise. They all appeared such nice people she enjoyed her life.

           Ramesh’s Mom was shocked when mover & packers told her that boutique was locked. Now this was frustrating. Ramesh’s Mom said “ What? Didn’t she picking up your call?” “ Madam you didn’t give her number.” Then Ramesh’s Mom remembered Charu’s mobile wasn’t working. This time Ramesh didn’t fill balance. She said “ I will come with keys.” Ramesh’s Mom was so frustrated. She was so stressed. She immediately called Ramesh. Ramesh “ This woman keep doing drama.” Ramesh was so angry. He began to left office. On that point mover & packer called once again Ramesh’s Mom & told Charu was there. Mom told Ramesh again. It was sort of upsetting. Ramesh decided to ignore. Charu was so nervous when she came back. She totally forgot about this delivery. She opened door. She suddenly looked beside her. She brought one man called Satish with her for coffee. She didn’t understand what was she doing. It was too early to keep so much faith on him. But Satish smiled & said “ So you told me to come here for helping with this.” She nodded nervously. Satish “ Don’t worry. I will help you.” Then he helped delivery people. Satish was nice person. He helped her in handling things. But she suddenly began to feel scared of him. They managed to arrange all. On that point Ramesh came. He looked towards Satish & asked “ Who are you?” “ I came to help her.” “ So you have male friends too.” “ I didn’t actually I just called.” On that point Satish interfered “ What are you talking? This lady was alone so I came to help ask his mover & packer people. I just helped this needy woman whose husband didn’t seem to care for her.” All people from mover & packer already nodded in support of Satish. One man said “ We were waiting for so much time. No one came. Finally this fellow came with this lady to help us to unpack. We need some assistance too.” Ramesh gave angry look & said “ My Mom paid you for it.” Satish “ Come on! Accept your mistake.” “ We are getting divorced.” “ Ohh so you are creating this issue to get some allegations in divorce. Like you want to show as if I had affair with her.” Charu started to cry slowly. People of mover & packer also started giving angry look. Ramesh “ This is enough. I will go now. I made remaining payment.” Ramesh went away. Charu started crying uncontrollably. She never felt so nervous. All people around her were watching her. Then Satish said “ Can I call someone?” “ I don’t have anyone. My family broke all relationships with me.” “ Why?” “ He was asking for gifts so they wanted me to divorce him. I was in love with him. At beginning they supported then suddenly they wanted me to throw him out of life. I married to him. I love…” then she started crying again. Satish said “ I call my wife.” Packer mover’s people nodded too. Satish was nervous. He knew that his wife didn’t like it. Then he suddenly got another idea. “ I got another idea. This one is better I call my doctor.” All nodded. Charu didn’t understand what was happening. She nodded. Then Satish called his Doctor & explained all. Immediately his Doctor gave another number. Satish took it. Then Satish told Charu “ Doctor said you need psychiatrist.” Other man immediately said “ Of course if a woman get such a horrible husband she would surely have mental issues. It’s her luck that she survived so long.” Charu suddenly began to feel new energy. She suddenly wanted to arrange boutique. She stood up & said “ Let’s begin our work.” Soon she began to arrange all properly. She began to keep all on proper places. She looked around in room. Charu looked inside that flat. It was beautiful. She began to feel so positive. It had her boutique & house. She managed to arrange. Then she looked towards Satish. She remembered how did she met him in restaurant. She told about boutique. He told her that he would bring customers. She was so happy that she remembered every part. But then she sensed that she forgotten it for sometime. It was odd. She didn’t remember Satish so much. She was so tense. Then Satish came near her. She shivered in fear. He gave her one number. He said “ This is Doctor’s number you must visit him.” “ Why?” “ Since you keep feeling stressed & you also kept forgetting don’t you?” She nodded. One visit to psychiatrist didn’t do much harm.” She once again nodded. But then she remembered that she didn’t have balance in mobile for recharging. Ramesh already managed to close her debit card so she didn’t have card. She had card. But she couldn’t recharge with it. She told Satish & Satish immediately did it. She thanked Satish then all other mover packer people also went away after she gave them nice tip for such hard work. Then she sat & peacefully called Psychiatrist. She discussed about appointment. She got one for next morning. She tried her best to control her negativity for that night. She worked so hard to keep herself calm. It was problematic for her. She took breath of relief when finally next morning came & she managed to go to psychiatrist. She was so scared but she wanted to go there. Finally she entered in room of Psychiatrist. She told everything. Psychiatrist explained her how did her broken marriage impacted on her mind. She understood step by step what she supposed to do to calm herself. Finally she decided that she wanted to feel positive. She decided to follow all procedures of Psychiatrist. At beginning she didn’t got customers. But she kept running store to just keep herself engaged. Slowly step by step her store began to get customer. It wasn’t much income but still she started to enjoy her life. When Ramesh called her in Court, she went there with pleasant smile. She easily declared that their marriage was mistake they were not compatible on any point. So their divorce procedures went ahead without any negativity. She sensed sometimes Ramesh kept giving her angry look but she didn’t permitted herself to intimidated by him. Finally they got divorced. Charu kept running her store. She even managed to make some friends from restaurant. Her life was pleasant & nice. She wasn’t married but she was enjoying her divorced life. She felt that it was relief to live by herself. She didn’t kept much contact with her parents or brother too. She preferred privacy & they respected that thought. She was happy with her life. She learnt to live for herself & value her own smile.

                                      The End 


Friday, November 22, 2024

Poem. 7131. Path create one dream

                          Path create one dream 

Path create one dream to thinking of hope which start new direction to touch that form new route towards move of life

Path create one dream to learning of soul which form new knowledge to step that create new word towards start of life 

Path create one dream to meaning of shine which give new appeal to light that show new spirit towards hope of life 

Path create one dream to feeling of touch which show new thought to world that bring new smile towards touch of life 

Path create one dream to understanding of way which start new shine to route that form new way towards world of life 

Path create one dream to thinking of route which form new touch to move that create new spirit towards chapter of life 

Path create one dream to meaning of light which give new strength to way that start new soul towards concept of life 

Path create one dream to learning of route which start new thought to step that show new appeal towards touch of life 

Path create one dream to understanding of way which form new light to way that give strength towards start of life 

Path create one dream to thinking of world which create new chapter to shine that start direction towards smile of life 

Path create one dream to meaning of soul which show new spirit to thought that form chapter towards world of life 

Path create one dream to learning of step which give new direction to smile that create concept towards soul of life 

Path create one dream to understanding of shine which start new light to route that show strength towards touch of life 

Path create one dream to feeling of strength which form new direction to way that give knowledge towards step of life 

Path create one dream to thinking of route which show new knowledge to shine that start light towards move of life 

Path create one dream to meaning of world which start new strength to world that form smile towards route of life 

Path create one dream to learning of concept which give new smile to concept that create way towards touch of life 

Path create one dream to feeling of shine which create new thought to world that show soul towards step of life 

Path create one dream to understanding of step which form new chapter to way that start route towards route of life

Path create one dream to thinking of appeal which show new strength to touch that give appeal towards move of life.


Thursday, November 21, 2024

Poem. 7130. Way bring new

                                Way bring new 

Way bring new thought to step which create new dream to route of move towards spirit in life

Way bring new world to route which form new brightness to light of chapter towards move in life

Way bring new knowledge to word which show new appeal to feel of strength towards shine in life

Way bring new appeal to move which start new strength to word of concept towards route in life

Way bring new chapter to step which form new touch to direction of world towards light in life

Way bring new concept to soul which give new knowledge to shine of path towards appeal in life

Way bring new touch to route which show new strength to word of light towards direction in life

Way bring new smile to path which form new touch to spirit of strength towards world in life

Way bring new shine to touch which start new appeal to soul of concept towards hope in life

Way bring new dream to step which give new strength to word of chapter towards route in life

Way bring new appeal to path which form new shine to touch of thought towards light in life

Way bring new move to world which start new concept to path of route towards direction in life

Way bring new light to soul which create new appeal to word of chapter towards strength in life

Way bring new word to step which give new knowledge to soul of concept towards move in life

Way bring new route to chapter which start new move to strength of touch towards concept in life

Way bring new path to concept which form new brightness to step of dream towards hope in life

Way bring new start to direction which give new hope to understanding of word towards shine in life

Way bring new touch to spirit which create new light to thought of world towards chapter in life

Way bring new world to path which form new soul to step of concept towards thought in life

Way bring new chapter to soul which give new knowledge to route of smile towards world in life.


Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Poem. 7129. Smile to move open

                         Smile to move open

Smile to move open new way to thought which show new direction towards step of word that bring light

Smile to move open new touch to spirit which create new knowledge towards soul of route that bring light

Smile to move open new path to strength which give new chapter towards hope of direction that bring light

Smile to move open new soul to concept which start new word towards touch of appeal that bring light

Smile to move open new shine to dream which form new brightness towards way of route that bring light

Smile to move open new step to chapter which start new concept towards word of soul that bring light

Smile to move open new route to thought which show new feeling towards shine of route  that bring light

Smile to move open new world to concept which give new strength towards spirit of hope that bring light

Smile to move open new direction to path which start new dream towards word of concept that bring light

Smile to move open new soul to word which form new brightness towards appeal of route that bring light

Smile to move open new dream to touch which show new thought towards shine of chapter that bring light

Smile to move open new step to concept which form new feel towards step of move that bring light

Smile to move open new hope to thought which start new appeal towards route of appeal that bring light

Smile to move open new word to strength which give new dream towards spirit of way that bring light

Smile to move open new spirit to concept which show new direction towards hope of touch that bring light

Smile to move open new world to path which start new concept towards spirit of step that bring light

Smile to move open new chapter to step which form new hope towards way of direction that bring light 

Smile to move open new strength to soul which give new knowledge towards word of start that bring light

Smile to move open new touch to route which create new appeal towards soul of dream that bring light

Smile to move open new hope to direction which show new chapter towards path of move that bring light.


Tuesday, November 19, 2024

Poem. 7128. Sunshine bring new smile

                      Sunshine bring new smile

Sunshine bring new smile to thought which form new brightness to way that create new touch to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to chapter which give new knowledge to soul that form new appeal to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to strength which show new light to touch that start new concept to way of mind 

Sunshine bring new smile to appeal which start new direction to path that show new route to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to dream which create new appeal to move that give new thought to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to hope which form new concept to word that form new light to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to word which give new strength to route that create new move to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to touch which show new dream to knowledge that start new word to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to world which start new soul to thought that form new appeal to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to thought which give new hope to direction that show new spirit to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to concept which form new light to touch that create new strength to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to spirit which create new word to chapter that form new route to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to hope which show new soul to strength that start new touch to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to path which start new move to appeal that show new step to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to move which form new brightness to step that open new soul to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to word which show new touch to route that create new light to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to touch which start new direction to spirit that form new move to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to step which form new brightness to soul that give new hope to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to route which show new thought to step that create new appeal to way of mind

Sunshine bring new smile to path which create new light to concept that open new touch to way of mind.


Monday, November 18, 2024

Poem. 7127. Ask your soul what it

                         Ask your soul what it

Ask your soul what it want & it can change life since spirit open new tide to thought of mind

Ask your soul what it desire & it can give smile since strength give new path to concept of mind

Ask your soul what it give & it can start direction since touch show new route to appeal of mind

Ask your soul what it create & it can show light since move start new smile to touch of mind

Ask your soul what it show & it can form word since appeal give new knowledge to strength of mind

Ask your soul what it start & it can give knowledge since light show new world to hope of mind

Ask your soul what it form & it can start thought since dream create new light to world of mind

Ask your soul what it sense & it can create move since thought give new appeal to dream of mind

Ask your soul what it show & it can start touch since feeling form new strength to word of mind

Ask your soul what it want & it can show route since direction show new appeal to spirit of mind

Ask your soul what it form & it can give dream since strength start new world to shine of mind

Ask your soul what it give & it can form word since knowledge create new move to route of mind

Ask your soul what it start & it can create touch since smile give new strength to world of mind

Ask your soul what it show & it can give direction since touch form new brightness to path of mind

Ask your soul what it form & it can show path since thought start new knowledge to shine of mind

Ask your soul what it give & it can start appeal since direction form new thought to path of mind

Ask your soul what it create & it can form spirit since strength show new appeal to word of mind

Ask your soul what it desire & it can show route since light give new direction to knowledge of mind

Ask your soul what it want & it can give thought since touch start new concept to smile of mind

Ask your soul what it show & it can form knowledge since path create new hope to soul of mind.


Sunday, November 17, 2024

Poem. 7126. Light bring new dream

                      Light bring new dream 

Light bring new dream to thought of move which start new knowledge to way that show new move

Light bring new dream to chapter of soul which form new brightness to path that start new move

Light bring new dream to strength of route which give new shine to touch that form new move

Light bring new dream to appeal of concept which show new route to direction that give new move

Light bring new dream to touch of knowledge which start new path to route that create new move

Light bring new dream to hope of direction which form new appeal to understanding that show new move

Light bring new dream to path of strength which start new concept to direction that give new move

Light bring new dream to world of touch which show new path to chapter that open new move

Light bring new dream to shine of route which form new brightness to spirit that form new move

Light bring new dream to step of strength which give new direction to shine that open new move

Light bring new dream to way of feeling which start new smile to concept that show new move

Light bring new dream to thought of route which create new way to appeal that bring new move 

Light bring new dream to soul of concept which form new hope to strength that start new move

Light bring new dream to hope of route which show new touch to step that bring new move

Light bring new dream to word of world which create new path to way that form new move

Light bring new dream to chapter of step which form new appeal to spirit that give new move

Light bring new dream to concept of route which show new touch to word that bring new move

Light bring new dream to strength of word which create new smile to path that show new move

Light bring new dream to touch of world which start new direction to soul that form new move

Light bring new dream to step of direction which form new brightness to hope that start new move.


Saturday, November 16, 2024

Adventure story. 684. Ajit's poverty

                                   Ajit's poverty 

Ajit was too busy in his thoughts. He didn’t understand that he reached to his destination. It was important for him. He was feeling so upset by entire incidence. Ajit was working so hard for such a long time. He needed to work hard for hours to get success in his store. No it wasn’t his store. It was store of his father. Actually that store belonged to his grandfather. But since death of his grandfather it was shifted in name of his father. He was working hard in it. In fact from childhood he just worked for that store. His grandfather was so proud of his work. He got education. But he never tried to get any job. He just wanted to work in store. That store had enough earnings too. He was so sure that he didn’t need any help. He always kept working in it but since his father took over he sensed the change. He tried his best to ignore but still he couldn’t keep ignoring. He worked there for hours & his father kept screaming on his every mistake. It was so upsetting. He tried to appear positive on every angle but his father kept considering him negative. His father didn’t talk nicely even once. But today his father started talking in different tone. His father was counting items which he wanted to sell all was fine but suddenly his father began to ask him “ Why did you order this extra boxes of noddles?” “ Dad customer told me..” “ You are working in my store. I own this store. You need to ask me before your order have you understood?” He nodded immediately. He didn’t like to argue. He wanted to feel positive about life. He said “ Sorry I will be careful next time.” “ You are such a burden on me. You never did any job always remained working in house. You are such a useless person. Look at others they are earning on their own not dependent on store.” Ajit didn’t understand what he supposed to say. His cousins & brother didn’t work in shop but they took share from shop & never gave share of their income. Still his father was appreciating them. Ajit was so nervous. He began to think about finding some other job but that thought was scary too. He was so stressed. He began to remember his old days. He still remembered how did his father used to go out with his friends & during that time he used to sell items. He used to work in store as child too. He never ignored his studies. He always paid attention to them. He was studious boy. But in final he didn’t score so good. He didn’t tried for job since he felt that it would be hard to find one & most importantly he didn’t want to stop working in store. He loved it. Life was becoming so problematic. On that point he saw message. It was from his friend. Sapana was his friend on internet. He used to write her sometimes. He didn’t know surely but he felt that Sapana might fall in love with him. But he was not going to write positively. It was not as if Sapana was not special for him but he didn’t have his own earning. He was working in his father’s store. His father kept making comments to make it clear to him that he would never get that store. He wasn’t sure how could he would survive if he married to someone. Sapana seemed financially secure. But he was not planning to drag her in this mess with him. It looked so wrong to drag her in this mess. He decided that he would keep friendship. But he had another fear in his heart what if she married to someone else & that person didn’t permitted that friendship. He wanted to keep that friendship but he knew that it was selfish. He didn’t understand what he was exactly feeling. He didn’t want anyone to be dragged in his crisis with him. He was feeling so sad. He didn’t want Sapana to feel that he was rejecting her. Then he suddenly began to hope that his father might die after some years & he would get that store or at least some capital to start his life. He knew that it was wrong to wish for anyone’s death. But he saw before his eyes how did his Dad harassed his grandparents for money. His Dad was monster. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He kept obeying every word of his father. Then he suddenly remembered his hobby of painting. He decided that he might paint some canvas & try to sell them. He was hoping to get some money out of them. He felt so excited. He immediately called his one friend “ Ravi it’s Ajit.” “ Ajit! How are you?” “ Fine. Actually I want to ask you about selling my canvas. Do you remember once your Uncle use to sell?” “ Yes but he stopped it. He suffered big loss in it. You don’t need to even think about selling canvas. If you suffer losses it’s difficult to manage to survive in life. My Uncle was rich man so he managed to survive. I don’t advise you to even try it.” “ No..no I want to just keep my one canvas.” “ Ohh!” “ Actually I wanted to show my art of painting to Public.” “ I can understand. It’s for publicity. Sadly if my Uncle was still running that shop it was possible to show your canvas now.” He nodded with positivity. He knew that he was talking on mobile so he immediately began to talk with sweet voice. “ It’s okay. I was just thinking I am acting too shy. I need to act brave.” His friend laughed. “ Don’t worry you are brave enough & what about your life? Did you find some friends?” He felt so nervous but he began to talk about his internet friends. He avoided Sapana at beginning then he finally talked about her. His friend “ Now she seem like special friend!” “ Nothing special she is just nice friend.” “ Really? It always began that way. Then slowly it started to get serious. Just give it sometime.” He just gave one nervous laugh. He didn’t want to hope but he already started. Then he reached home so he said “ Bye I reached home.” “ Okay.” Call was disconnected & he entered home. His Mom was in kitchen. She was making dinner for him. He never ate anything else. He just took dinner & go to sleep. But his father needed lots of items to eat. His Mom used to cook them at beginning but now his Mom stopped cooking them. It was too much work. His father didn’t give any respect to her work anyway. So he could see his father managed to fill entire cupboard with snacks from market. His father kept eating nonstop. But in his father’s eyes other people were overweight. His father admired his health. His father was strange person who felt that he was great & Ajit was dust. 

       Ajit’s father was sitting in restaurant. He didn’t like when Ajit enjoyed life. Ajit’s father wanted Ajit to keep suffering. Ajit didn’t deserve happiness. Ajit’s father didn’t like Ajit. Ajit’s father just decided that he hated Ajit & that was enough. Ajit’s father knew that Ajit’s Mom was planning for Ajit’s marriage. Now Ajit’s father didn’t want it. If Ajit was planning to marry then that daughter-in-law must be by choice of Ajit’s father. It was odd idea but Ajit’s father was certain about it. Ajit’s father wasn’t planning to let Ajit marry some girl who would give Ajit power. Ajit needed to stay under his control. He didn’t permit Ajit to have his way in life. He never permitted his any child. He was very careful. On that point one friend joined him. His friend “ I want to discuss with you about one girl.” “ Yes?” “ Her father will help a lot to our club.” Now Ajit’s father was part of one club. He admired it. He kept going in it while Ajit used to work in store as child. Ajit’s father wanted success & money for this club. Ajit’s father needed money for it. That man told name of girl’s father now immediately Ajit’s father decided that Ajit needed to date her. Ajit’s father sat for some time in restaurant then he left for home. When he reached home, Ajit was eating dinner. He looked towards Ajit. He began to plan how did he would convince Ajit that he was inferior. Ajit was dependent on him so Ajit must marry to girl he decided. In eyes of Ajit’s father Ajit was his slave. Ajit’s father sat on table exactly on opposite side of Ajit. Ajit began to concentrate on food in his plate. Ajit’s father began talking “ There is one girl..” Ajit suddenly began to feel one cold shiver in his body. It was so odd. He was feeling okay until few seconds & now he was feeling as if he had fever. He didn’t want to sneeze or cough. He didn’t want to feel sick at all. But he was feeling that he would faint if he stood up. He started to get so nervous. He knew that he didn’t have enough earnings. He couldn’t get married. He immediately said “ I am not going to marry.” His father gave him angry look & screamed “ You are such disgusting failure that no one would want to marry you. You are alive just because of this store. You never have any capacity to stand on your own feet.” He didn’t say anything. He was so nervous & upset. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He said slowly in weak voice. “ I know. I don’t plan to marry at all.” “ Ohh & you are doing favour to me by it?!” He didn’t say anything. He didn’t understand what did he want. He was feeling so uneasy. He knew that he was burden on his family. He was told it again & again by his father. His grandparents were so excited about thought of his marriage. But his family didn’t manage to find right sort of girl. He knew that he liked few but none of them seemed to be suitable for him. They always wanted something different from him. They wanted him to demand more from his father. On that point his grandfather was alive so he told them with confidence that his grandfather would give him suitable support but still they didn’t feel enough. They kept telling him that he needed few things on his own name. He said slowly “ I will not marry.” His father was so angry. He was trying to eat. But his father suddenly began to throw some food items & began to scream on top of his lung. “ You must understand how useless you are.” Then his father started abusing him. His Mom came out & tried to take his side but it was useless. He looked towards food. It was his favourite. He wanted to eat it but his father threw it away. He said slowly “ I loved that food.” He didn’t understand why his father was doing it. He wanted to eat it. His father was so angry. Then his father went in bedroom to sleep. His Mom was so sad. His Mom said slowly “ He threw away all dessert. You loved it so much.” He didn’t want to cry but he started crying. It was so painful. He didn’t understand how could he control his feelings. He knew that crying was sign of weakness but it was so painful that his father threw away dessert. His father did it on purpose. He could see satisfaction in eyes of his father. His father was so happy when he was hurt. He wanted to eat that dessert but it was all on floor. He began to get so restless. He started to feel so sad. He told himself that his father owned everything so he couldn’t argue. It was so painful. He went back on his table & he began to eat his dinner. He wanted to cry but he didn’t permit himself to feel sad. He kept eating. His Mom started to feel so sad. From bedroom his father kept screaming “ Such useless boy. I never wanted son like him.” His father wanted him to listen it. His father wasn’t planning to give up. His father was trying to harass Ajit so much that he would agree to this marriage. His father wanted his marriage as per own choice. He fed Ajit as child so his father wanted every rupee spend on him back. His father didn’t think same way when question of his grandparents came. According to his father all supposed to serve him. Ajit, Ajit’s Mom & Ajit’s grandparents were his servants. Ajit’s father started to plan in different way for revenge. Ajit’s father wasn’t going to stop harassing Ajit until he didn’t decide to marry as per his wishes. Ajit needed to obey him. While Ajit & his Mom were trying to understand why did his father wasted all dessert his father was planning to get money for his favourite club. His club must get served. His entire family needed to be punished if needed since they didn’t do everything to bring money in his club. Ajit’s father could do anything for his club. Ajit’s father wanted to give all to just club. His elder son wasn’t going to be much help in finance but his elder son was obedient. His elder son bowed to every wish. His elder son kept admiring club for whole time. His elder son was even willing to abuse people to support his club. Ajit wasn’t ready to abuse. His elder son wasn’t selected by any rich girl who could give money to his club. But younger one Ajit was selected so Ajit must do this marriage. Ajit must obey every desire of his wife. Ajit needed to serve his father’s club.

       Ajit was so upset. On that point message from Sapana was such a relief. Ajit was no longer permitted to sleep on bed since his father didn’t want it. Ajit was sitting on mattress when Sapana messaged. Ajit was so happy to see her message but in his heart he was feeling strange fear. He didn’t feel his father would permit Sapana to become daughter-in-law & most importantly after seeing his father Sapana would surely began to hate him. It’s odd but when he talked with people around him. He kept seeing those who admired his father & club but when it came to choosing life partner suitors didn’t like his father. Girls wanted to stay away from his family. It was clear that he didn’t have enough money to settle on his own. He didn’t want to discuss this with Sapana. He knew one thing that Sapana would have better future if she married to someone else. He looked towards her message. She needed his answer so he controlled his emotions & started typing positively. Sapana had her issues & she needed his mental support. Sapana’s father was sick due to cancer. So Sapana needed to enter in business. She wasn’t exactly fond of business but she wanted to carry ahead her father’s legacy. Her entire family was supportive but sadly there were few people in business who wanted to throw their family out of business. They were using her father’s sickness as an excuse. She needed his support. He kept writing to her. He was writing to her & he was so happy when suddenly his father came & sat in chair next to his mattress. His father began to scream “ I want to make one thing clear to you. I am feeding you & it’s enough now. I want you to marry that girl.” He felt so tense. He said slowly “ I don’t want to marry.” His father kept insisting. His Mom started to try to convince. On that point he felt suddenly one strange feeling. He didn’t understand what was happening but he suddenly lost all sense. Ajit’s father was shocked when Ajit’s expression were changed. He was no longer normal Ajit. He began to cry in strange way. He was crying like small child. He began to talk like one too. Ajit ran to Mom & began to say “ Mom I want to go to grandpa. I miss him. Mom please call Grandpa.” He began to talk like child. Now Ajit’s father got scared. He didn’t want mentally damaged Ajit. He started to scream on Ajit & began to tell “ Stop this drama.” His father kept abusing him. But nothing was changed. Ajit kept talking like child. Slowly his Mom convinced him to go to sleep. She slept in her lap like small child. He was no longer adult. He was child again. Ajit’s Mom was scared by this change. It was shocking & unexpected. Ajit’s Mom didn’t expect him to give up like that. Ajit’s Mom was fighting so hard to get normal life for Ajit but his father was worst person. After marriage his Mom never enjoyed happiness of even one day. His father whole time just thought about himself. His father didn’t just thought about himself but he was also abusing her since he wanted her to keep working for him. Ajit’s Mom was housewife so she never had much chance to make contact with other ladies or his father always managed to make sure that his Mom couldn’t make any contact with anyone who didn’t belong to his club. His father was worst type of manipulative person. But now she knew that Ajit would need psychiatrist. His father was expecting Ajit to become normal next day. But as Ajit’s Mom suspected Ajit didn’t become normal. His Mom started to talk about Psychiatrist but his father denied. “ I don’t want to waste my money. Your son is mad from beginning. You can’t cure him with treatment.” His Mom screamed “ I want money for Psychiatrist do you hear me? I have right.” “ What right? You work in house I even kept maids. I am feeding you that my favour. I will not give more money.” Mom was watching his father was wasting money as per his choice but he wasn’t ready to give anything to her for even medical treatment. Mom cried entire night. Then Mom decided to sell her jewellery next morning. She sold her jewellery & contacted Psychiatrist. Psychiatrist gave appointment. When she brought Ajit to Psychiatrist, Psychiatrist discussed all. Psychiatrist told his Mom to admit him in hospital for some time. It was costly but Mom decided to do it anyway. When Mom came back home his father started creating big issue even Ajit's brother joined in abusing but his Mom didn’t give up. She said “ I did what I wanted to do for my son.” “ But that jewellery was supposed to be inherited by your elder daughter-in-law.” Now his Mom gave angry look to his father & told him “ Do you want me to go legally?” His father laughed & said “ Legally you don’t have any rights.” “ Do you want me to try?” But Ajit’s brother felt scared & said “ Dad it’s her jewellery let her waste it as she wants.” After sometime Ajit came out. Ajit was normal now. His father tried to abuse but Ajit began to handle. Most importantly he began to message Sapana daily. He told her all. Still she decided to marry him. He was scared but he decided to try it. When he told this to his father. His father began to abuse. “ So you want to become servant in her house?” Ajit said slowly “ I am servant in your store now I will become servant in her house. What’s difference? There is one chance that she might give respect to me.” His father was so angry. His father created big dramas but they decided to ignore them. 

        Finally one day Sapana & Ajit got married. Ajit’s father didn’t dare to exactly argue with rich girl like Sapana. Ajit’s Mom kept admiring her. Sapana clearly managed to create more influence in his house since she was rich. Ajit found it so funny. Sapana who was really rich wanted love so married Ajit who was poor just for love while Ajit’s father who wasn’t so rich kept abusing Ajit since he wasn’t enough capable. Ajit was capable & nice person for rich girl like Sapana but not enough for his father & his club. He hated his father & his club but Sapana advised him to control anger so he kept controlling it. He wanted happiness for himself & his Mom. His Mom sold her jewellery for him but now his Mom had new one & Sapana was acting like her daughter. He decided that he would concentrate on positive. That club would keep irritating him but now he was mentally strong to fight back.

                                         The End 

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