Sameer's friend
Sameer started to feel so happy with positive thought in life. He began to feel so happy with positive attitude. He knew that whenever he meet Nisha his spirit began to sing wonderful song. She was his positivity. He was so attached to her. Actually he couldn’t say it was love since he knew that she was already engaged with other boy. He never felt even jealous towards that boy. He knew that Dilip was perfect match for her. He was not that much suitable. He was too young & he was too modern too. He liked parties while she didn’t. But he always went to jogging in park & they always did it together. They never talked much during walking but her smile gave him spirit. He lost so much weight due to her encouragement. She was special for him. Sameer was so happy when he met Dilip & found out that Dilip was friendly person too. He began to think that he could get friendly with Nisha as much as he want. Nisha was special for him. She was God’s wonderful gift. He began to jog with hope to meet her. He went in park. He looked around. He was hoping she would come. He waited for sometime. Then finally after some hours he began to do jogging. He started to feel so upset by all. He needed to find someway to relax but after her memories were giving her positivity. It was strange obsession. He began to walk with hope that she would join him soon. He began to get stressed. He didn’t understand why she was not coming. He knew that he was not her friend. He was friend but not a friend who could show any authority over her. It was so upsetting. He wanted to call her but he couldn’t. He needed to wait for her. It was going to be frustrating. He kept looking behind towards gate. He kept dumping in people. He sensed that he was not moving properly so he started to concentrate on walking. He knew that he came there to walk not to talk with Nisha. He kept controlling his emotions. He was so upset. He didn’t understand why she was not coming. Finally she came. He smiled towards her. Nisha didn’t return smile properly. Clearly she was stressed. Then she slowly looked towards him. She gave one sad smile. He asked “ What happened?” She didn’t say anything. Then slowly Nisha told him. “ I am not planning to marry Dilip.” Now this was shocking he didn’t plan change in her life. “ What happened?” She began to cry slowly. Nisha “ His family is demanding things..” she said it & looked around. Then she added slowly “ This is secret. Don’t tell anyone.” He nodded. “ I don’t want to call Cops in this case. I don’t want to file Police Complaint against Dilip. But you can see how much involved we are?!” Now this was complicated. He didn’t know how much. He assumed just dates but now she began to suggest that it might be more than that. “ I don’t get it. Dilip need to speak up or you need to change..” “ I know. I need to find someone else.” She looked towards him with eyes full of tears. For moment he thought that she would ask him to marry. He began to dream again. He started to imagine. But soon he sensed that she was not even thinking about him. Nisha “ I needed someone who can convince Dilip.” She looked towards him. Then she gave sad smile. “ You are so stupid & innocent. You never understand these things in life. You always wanted to stay without stress.” He was so hurt. She was hurting him. She was calling him stupid. He wanted to cry but he couldn’t. He knew that he didn’t know much about love & marriage so she was right. He was stupid in those things. Then she suddenly smiled & asked “ When your elder brother is coming back?” He was so shocked. He introduced her to his brother Vikrant just once. He didn’t know that she was in contact with Vikrant. “ Vikrant is not coming so soon.” She gave nervous smile. “ Actually he told me on chat yesterday that he was getting promoted so he might get transferred here as Boss next week.” He felt so shocked. His brother was telling all to his friend. He suddenly sensed not his friend any more. He gave her hurt look but she didn’t sense it. She smiled & patted on his cheek. “ I don’t know if this work out but I need to get out of this mess.” Then she stood up & vanished. He began to cry slowly. She was planning to dump Dilip for his brother since he was stupid. It was so odd. He went home. He didn’t understand how did he reached home. His Mom gave confused look. His father’s face started to look upset. It was frustrating. He didn’t want to tell them anything. He decided let his brother Vikrant to tell all. Then suddenly his Mobile rang. It was Vikrant. Vikrant asked angrily “ Why did you introduced me to Nisha? You stupid boy!” It was horrible in a day twice he was called stupid. He wanted to object but he couldn’t. He felt so stressed. He just disconnected call & started crying. He felt so lucky that his room was locked. He didn’t want to cry before his parents. He wanted to appear as brave. It was so upsetting. He needed to cry today. He closed door. He was so frustrated by all. He was no longer small boy. He got one nice job but he knew that job was not with big salary like Vikrant’s job. Nisha was after Vikrant now. He didn’t understand that how could he judged her so wrong. It was confusing. He didn’t feel that she was so selfish. She was so bad. He looked towards mobile. Vikrant was calling again. He didn’t want to take his call any more. Sameer began to feel so sad. Sameer was no longer interested in talking with his brother. It was upsetting to be called inferior. He just switched off his mobile. He controlled his tears & went ahead with his day. He came out & told Mom that he wanted to order something from hotel. His Mom looked confused but she nodded. His Dad agreed too. His parents were nice not complaining. But he knew that his Mom hated Nisha. His Mom felt that she was too old for him. He knew that she was too old but still he hoped that one day they might accept. But he knew that she was going to be Dilip’s wife & Dilip was nice man so he never discussed it. But now situation was changed & he was confused. But he knew one thing. He needed to order something from hotel. He needed to feel relaxed & enjoy himself before getting stressed.
Nisha came inside her home. She was so upset. She needed one husband now. She knew her parents done all arrangements for her marriage. She didn’t want to waste their money. If Dilip was not ready she wanted another boy. It was so hard to find new one. She didn’t care how hard it would be but she was planning to fight back. She needed to save that money. She tried to talk with Vikrant but clearly he was not ready to marry. She was so upset. She began to search for boys. She knew that she would find one. But it was hard to suggest marriage just within month. They would want some time to talk with her & coordinate. She didn’t care about anything. She just wanted to get married as soon as possible. She began to search for boys. Then she found one. That boy was planning to go back abroad. Clearly he was in hurry to get married too. She began to send message. That boy didn’t answer right a way. She went in kitchen cooked some noodles for herself. She started to make them as per her test. She wanted little less spicy today. She didn’t make much noise. She knew that her Parents didn’t approve this type of food. They considered it junk food not healthy. They wanted her to eat home made healthy food. Her Mom cooked lots of stuff. She saw her Mom daily in kitchen. Her Mom spent her entire life just in kitchen since her family didn’t approve junk food or never order anything from outside. She didn’t understand her Mom’s attitude. But it might be due to her Mom’s stressed about their finances. Dilip was always demanding. She sensed it but she never thought that he would cross all limits this way. They wanted a flat! It was impossible for them. They had small house which they inherited but they were not so rich. In fact even in this situation her Dad suggested gifting a car. But still Dilip didn’t agree he wanted that flat. He felt so sad. He didn’t understand those sorrows. He needed to feel happy so he wanted all from her parents. She began to search for boys. She tried her best but she couldn’t find any suitable. No one was ready to marry her on such a short notice. She sensed that those who agreed what something in return too. She was so upset. She started crying. She didn’t want to waste money of her marriage. She didn’t understand what she supposed to do. She knew that she had one month. She took noodles in plate after they cooked properly. She went in her room back. She took all names & numbers. She knew one thing that she didn’t want to waste her money. She kept working hard to find a boy. Nisha didn’t sensed that she was too exhausted. It was not night but she locked all windows in such a way that it seemed like night. She didn’t even sense that it was morning so her Mom would surely go in kitchen to make some tea or snacks. Her Mom was shocked when her Mom noticed she cooked noodles for lunch. Nisha never did it. Nisha’s Mom knew sometimes she used that shortcut for dinner but Nisha never ate it when Mom cooked for her. It was clear that Nisha wasted lot of food. Mom wanted to complain but Nisha was once again locked in her room. It was frustrating since Nisha’s marriage fixed with Dilip they were facing just troubles. They didn’t understand cause of them. At beginning Dilip seemed like perfect match but then he started to demand. Now Nisha’s Mom felt as if he was demanding just to avoid marriage. She knew that Dilip knew very well that Nisha’s parents were not so rich & they wouldn’t able to give a flat. Still he kept asking for one. Nisha’s Mom was thinking that Dilip might be interested in some other girl. They noticed Dilip with many girls in office. He met many models & boutique owners daily for business. It was easily possible that he found one he liked. But Nisha’s Mom didn’t understand why he was not confessing it. Then she felt that Dilip didn’t want to Nisha to complaint about it. It was possible that Dilip didn’t want to drag that girl. Mom knew that they arranged for her marriage but she had convinced Dad that they could waste that amount but they couldn’t take risk of gifting flat. It would be risky. But she sensed one thing that Nisha was getting obsessed with this marriage. Her Mom waited for Nisha to come out. Then when it was around 2 of afternoon Mom decided to knock on door. Mom kept knocking but Nisha didn’t respond for long time & Mom started to get tense. Mom didn’t understand what she was doing. Nisha’s Mom started screaming her name. Luckily her father was not at home so he didn’t come running. Her father had just mild heart attack some years ago & now they didn’t want any stress for him. But due to Dilip they kept getting it. Nisha woke up before computer due to calling of her Mom. She was so confused. In clock it seemed like 2 of midnight. She didn’t understand why did her Mom calling her. She looked towards her dress. She was in nightgown. She tied her lace & opened door. Afternoon sun immediately came on her eyes & told her that she missed timing totally. It was not midnight. Nisha “ Sorry Mom I fall asleep.” Her Mom gave her nervous look. Mom “ Honey I want to talk with you..” Nisha knew that her Mom wanted to discuss issue of her wedding planning. “ Don’t worry Mom I will find some boy.” “ Boy? For what?” Nisha started laughing. Nisha “ To get married! We can’t waste money.” Mom was so shocked. Mom sensed that Nisha was not acting normal. She couldn’t just marry random boy since she planned money. Mom “ Don’t worry we can cancel arrangements.” Nisha looked so angry. “ Don’t be ridiculous we can’t do that! We need to find some boy who will agree to marry me.” Mom forced Nisha to sit down. Mom “ Listen to me Nisha. You can’t marry like that.” Nisha “ Why not?..many girls marry to unknown boys in arranged marriage! What’s wrong with it?!” “ They don’t marry just like that. They talk with each other understand each other…” “ In few days! Nonsense. Then we have a month too.” Nisha’s Mom was totally upset. Nisha’s Mom this was going in totally wrong way. It was frustrating.
Sameer tried to relax himself but it was not working. He was feeling so stressed. He knew that he couldn’t relax himself with just luxurious food. He knew that he wouldn’t marry to Nisha but he couldn’t deny his attachment. He wanted her to be happy but it was not happening. He was feeling so stressed. He knew that he must call her. He called Nisha. Nisha was crying so much. He knew that she was moving in wrong way. His heart began to tell him that she needed counselling. She couldn’t go on running after boys like that. But he knew that Nisha needed help. He also knew that it was impossible to convince this to Nisha. Still he decided to try it. He called Nisha. Nisha immediately took his call. “ Does Vikrant agreed to marry me?” He took deep breath to control his anger. He was trying to do so much for her but she didn’t care. He said “ No. He told me to break contact with you.” She screamed on him “ Then why did you call me?” He was so upset. “ I was concerned.” He answered while controlling his anger. She just disconnected call. He was so upset. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He tried his best to calm her. But now he knew that Nisha was inviting disaster. He decided that he would ignore it. He started to act like normal day. He did whatever needed. But still he didn’t want to go for jogging. He felt so scared. He began to feel so upset. He wanted that morning walk but whenever he did it. He began to think about her. Nisha never came for morning walk. But slowly he started to gain weight. His muscles started to get stiff so he began to need walk. One day he began to feel so sick. He started to feel uneasy. His Dad took him to Doctor. Doctor checked BP. It was high. It was due to overweight. Doctor suggested diet & walk. For sometime he did diet. It was okay but after some limit he needed to go for jogging again. But it was stressful for him. He kept searching for Nisha. He kept doing it for long time. Then one day he was shocked when he saw Dilip was jogging. He didn’t want to talk with him. Dilip came near him. Dilip gave him angry look & asked “ So you are planning to get married?” He gave confused & angry look & said “ No!” He wanted to insult Dilip further but he decided to ignore. Dilip came again beside him. Dilip just kept looking towards him in odd way. Sameer decided to ignore & kept jogging. Sameer needed to jog but slowly step by step jogging began to get complicated for him. Sameer was feeling so stressed. Finally he decided to skip that jogging park entirely. He began to take walk. Slowly his life began to get normal. But one day he suddenly received one call in his office. While during this time Nisha kept searching for boys. She didn’t found any then she began to get one idea. She came out & told her Mom that Sameer was interested in her. Nisha’s Mom didn’t like that idea such. Nisha knew that her parents wouldn’t appreciate so it would give her time to search. She kept pretending. She was pretending it for half month. Now she even did shopping for all wedding plans. She felt so scared that one day her Mom might ask Sameer to come. But she didn’t expecting her Mom to call Sameer directly. One day her Mom searched for Sameer’s number & she called. Sameer was in office when he received this call. Nisha’s Mom “ Are you planning to marry Nisha?” Sameer was confused. He didn’t wanted to say no but he had not met Nisha for long time. He had not decided anything. Sameer “ Well I like to but we never discussed it.” Nisha’s Mom sounded more upset. Nisha’s Mom started to cry slowly. Then Nisha’s Mom told him entire incidence. He felt so upset. He told her slowly “ I feel she need psychiatrist. I love her but I don’t feel she does. She is doing all just in her madness. She doesn’t love anyone at this moment. She is just upset.” Nisha’s Mom didn’t say anything for sometime. Then slowly Nisha’s Mom said “ Will you arrange appointment for her as friend? I will bring her with some excuse.” He felt confused but he said “ Okay.” Then he did his work. When he reached home on mobile he called Psychiatrist’s number. He tried to tell all to receptionist but she just suggested that he needed to discuss all with Psychiatrist & for it he needed appointment. She asked him directly “Patient never come willingly. You need to force indirectly. If you are ready then I will give appointment.” He decided to go for it & he just took appointment. Then he told Nisha’s Mom. He did all in normal way but inside his heart he was scared. He didn’t want to marry Nisha any more. He just wanted to get over it. He even suggested his Mom that she could start suggesting her friends to send girls for him. His brother Vikrant was not interested in marriage but he showed willingness. His income was not enough so he couldn’t get suitable girls. He wanted to move ahead. Somewhere in his heart he wanted to deny help to Nisha. Then finally that day came. He went in Psychiatrist’s clinic & waited. He kept waiting for Nisha. But they didn’t appear. Finally Nisha called to cancel appointment. He felt so upset. It was call on last minute. He told receptionist & he was about to turn back when receptionist told him that Doctor wanted to see him. He nodded nervously & went inside. Psychiatrist told him to sit down. Psychiatrist started to talking with him. Slowly he told all. Psychiatrist took deep breath & said “ I can see you are over eating due to stress. Aren’t you?” He nodded. “ So forget about her. What about your problem? She is creating problems for you & you needed to handle them!” He agreed. He was getting tempted to eat whenever he get tense. He was scared to go to jogging too. He began to talk with Psychiatrist. Then Psychiatrist discussed. He felt so relaxed. He asked “ Do you feel I need treatment?” “ What do you feel?” “ I feel I need it counselling.” “ Then in two or three appointments we will manage all.” He nodded. He didn’t tell anyone but he went to those appointments. Step by step he started to feel relaxed. He began to handle all as per his choice. He even started to disconnect calls. He received from Nisha. He knew that she wanted to start some new drama again. He was so upset. One day he called Psychiatrist & told about it. Psychiatrist gave one appointment. Then they discussed all. Psychiatrist called Nisha & told her don't call Sameer. Nisha had mental problems but she was scared of mad people. According to her Sameer was mad man. Sameer was happy about it. Finally Nisha was no longer part of his life. After sometime he saw Nisha arguing on road with some man. Clearly it was her husband. He felt so relieved. Finally she was out of his life. He never thought his inspiration would become his nightmare in such way. But life was not predictable & he learnt to accept it & started jogging once again every day.
The End
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