Seema's fairy godmother
Seema was studying her paperwork when she sensed that someone was running from behind. She smiled. She thought that it was her son Raja again. He was so naughty. He never acted like nice boy how hard she might try to show off that her son was not good boy and nice obedient child. He kept harassing and targeting kids. It was scary for her when she received his complaints. He always said one thing that Mom I didn't do it. Then when she asked " Then tell me who did it?" He kept watching her. He used to act naughty in school too. Once they found plastic snake in his school bag. One day his home work was missing. She still remembered that day. He did everything and kept sad face entire time. She kept holding his hand tightly as punishment. She didn't understand how did she supposed to punish him. He had his special face just to convince others that he was innocent. But he didn't understand why did he do that. She still remembered that day. She was literally dragging him out of school. " What did you want Raja? You want to be thrown out of school?" Raja gave her angry look and said " You told me to do so!" " Really why did I tell you that?! Mom never told you something like that?" " You tell it when you are in different mood. When you are fairy godmother you can do miracle." She started laughing. She didn't want to specifically when she was trying to discipline him. But he sensed it. She thought that he would laugh. But he didn't. He was so tense and angry. " Mom I don't understand you. Sometimes you say one thing then you start to pretend you don't." " I never do that! You are calling me dishonest? " " Yes, because you acted like that!" She was so shocked. Such small kid could lie like that! She couldn't believe it. But it was truth. Raja was lying to her on daily basis. She was in such complicated situation that she didn't understand what she supposed to do. It was all started since her separation. Her husband Varun seemed so nice and promising in beginning. But then step by step all went in wrong way. Varun didn't seem as nice and faithful. She began to sense that he was going out. He was not going out daily but sometimes. She could see gifts. She sensed that those gifts were not for her. She tried to ask but he lied. She kept believing his lies. She was so scared to face truth that she kept pretending that she was just jealous wife. Then after sometime their arguments began. He began to complaint about her every thing. First he pointed her weight. She was little bit overweight and she knew it but he never minded it until that day. She cried for entire night on that day. She did diet then her weight seemed to reduce It seemed to work for few days but then once again he began to taunt on her dressing style. She didn't understand what was wrong in her. But he didn't like her face at all. At beginning she tried to deal sweetly but then slowly she started to sense that he didn't want her. It was so upsetting. She used to go in many shops. She used to try many dresses which was upsetting for many shopkeepers. She wanted to buy something to impress Varun but nothing helped much. She tried different make ups. Then she tried different hairstyles. She tried her best to look young and energetic. But he didn't appreciate. One day finally Varun came to her. Varun told her to sit down. Varun was so confused and shattered. Varun " I tried. You know!" Then he took hold of her hand so lovingly. She felt her all troubles were over. She smiled but he didn't look towards her the way she thought. He sensed that he meant something different. He wanted something different. He kept her hand in his hand and said " You know very well. How much I tried to fall in love with you?!" She was so confused. She didn't understand what did he meant. They married with each other on their parent's consent but she never sensed that he was forced in it. But it seemed as if he was pretending that happiness. She was never attached to anyone before him. She never dated. She always thought that if she married by her parent's advice her future would be safe and perfect. But it turned upside down when Varun told that he had affair. Varun " I tried to convince my parents but they didn't agree so finally I married to you." She felt so nervous. She knew that he was planning to divorce him. But she didn't knew that she was pregnant. She started to live on separation when she understood that she was pregnant. She told him about it. She was expecting he might get excited. But he got angry. He started screaming on her " You did it to win me back then I tell you I don't want your child. I want you to abort it." She was so shocked. She hoped that he might patch but this kid was her child and she was not carrying a baby just to win him back! She loved it. She said clearly " I want baby. You have enough money to provide me alimony. Just make arrangements and you will never see my face." He was so shocked. But he agreed. She remained truthful to her word. Now Varun didn't even knew that he had son. He was paying money in back. She was single parent so she was always so tense. Every day Raja kept telling her that she said something. But nowadays he didn't obey that fairy godmother. He told her that she was not as nice as she seemed at beginning. He told her that she was little bit crazy. Once he even told her that she was suggesting to jump in swimming pool to show off. But he didn't do it. She was so upset after hearing it. She was so tense. She didn't understand from whom she could get advise. She knew even today that shadow was of Raja. He was doing this to irritate her. She wanted to scream on him. She wanted to tell him to shut up and go in room. But she took deep breath. She decided that this time she would catch him red handed so she went after him without noise. Then she opened closet door. She was so sure that he was inside but no one was there. It seemed like some horror movie. She didn't believe that she missed him. She ran back to his bedroom he was sleeping peacefully. She was just like his father. Varun cheated her but she never found it. Now he was cheating her but she couldn't catch him. She felt strange anger. She controlled herself. She was talking about her son Raja, her child! She couldn't think this way. He was just naughty. She watched him with frustration and then she closed door.
Raja heard voice of door closing. He was trying so hard to sleep. His Mom was getting irritating day by day. He didn't understand what did she wanted. It was so upsetting. She always kept walking around rooms. Their house was big. Actually it was an old building which his Dad managed to buy cheap. His Dad was not interested in him or his Mom. He knew it from his birth. His Dad hated him and his Mom. Actually his Dad didn't like his Mom so he hated him. Overall Raja knew one thing that his Dad was not nice man. Otherwise he shouldn't have left him like that. Raja was so upset. He never missed his Dad that much. Other boys said that their Dad were fun but mostly said that their Dad punish them. His Mom was great on that point. She never punished him. But she was strange. She didn't understand that she was acting strange. She always felt sure that she was perfect. She never had any doubt about herself. She was so sure that she did everything in right way. He didn't understand why she didn't remember. He knew that she was forgetting. He loved her so much. She was so affectionate and loving. At beginning he thought that he had two mothers. He was used to feel that one was hiding in one room and another in other. He saw some movie on TV of twin and thought that his Mom had twin. Soon he sensed that this twin was not evil but naughty. This twin was so funny. She used to tell him different tricks. He used to think those tricks were cool but then slowly his teacher taught him that they are evil things. It was not right to knock on neighbour's door and ran away. It was not right to throw rock on neighbour's window and broke it. He did once on his mother's recommendation. She was fairy godmother on that day. She didn't need to act right as she normally did. Fairy godmother of Cinderella supposed to nice but his Mom was different kind of fairy. She was naughty. She used to tell him how did he supposed to irritate people. She began to feel that he needed to tease people. He didn't like it much. At beginning he thought that Mom was pretending. But then he realised that she truly thought that he did it. He didn't understand how long she would keep acting like that. He shivered with fear. He didn't want to imagine his life without his Mom. She was need of his life. He saw his friend whose Mom was dead. His father remarried. New Mom was not bad woman. She kept getting upset since his father kept talking about his dead Mom. Raja was so scared by this entire story. He had never seen his Dad and he didn't want to see him too. He hated idea of seeing face of that man who lied to his Mom. Raja just wanted his Mom to be fine. He knew that she was once again searching someone. He was sure that she imagined all. She was sure that when she returned to her room. She began to blame it all on him. She was doing all and blaming him. He didn't understand how could he convince it to her. He was so scared that if he asked for help then that person might tell it to someone important and all blame would fall on his Mom. People would blame Mom and sent him to Dad. He shivered at thought of going to Dad. He hated his Dad. He had not met him but he didn't want to meet him. He heard him on mobile when Mom demanded some extra money for him. Mom never demanded like that. She did it only once when his school suddenly demanded some extra amount. It was some school field trip. They were going to teach while showing. It was truly wonderful. He still remembered every moment of it. At beginning Mom denied permission due to lack of money. But then teacher convinced her. Teacher said " Your husband is providing all to his kids why don't he pay little bit amount for Raja?! His kids are going to foreign trip of school while your kid is not permitted for small educational school trip!" Mom was shocked. First time Mom sensed that Varun's kids from that woman where elder than Raja! So Varun was cheating her from beginning. She sensed that entire marriage was just drama to please his parents and get property. She controlled her tears. But that time she demanded money from His Dad. His Dad didn't like it. He could sense Varun's abusive language towards his Mom. Raja hated Varun. Many times he felt so angry that he kept one Dad doll in his play house. He didn't play with dolls but he always went there. Then he took Mom doll and kid dolls with them he beat Dad's doll. He felt so happy. He wished only if his Mom tried it. But she never. She just went in room and cry for hours. He felt so helpless. He just knew one thing. His Dad made his Mom sick and mad. She became fairy godmother just to fight for justice and revenge on his Dad. But he knew that it was not easy. She was doing wrong thing. Her every effort to make things right was doing worng. He was glad that he didn't got kicked from school. It was truely worst idea. She didn't think twice before doing it. She didn't thought that he might get in trouble. She never thought when she was fairy godmother. She always cared for him but she didn't sense those threats when she was in that mood. She just wanted to enjoy. She didn't care what might be results if he got stuck in that mess. She never felt upset anything. She felt that entire world belonged to her and she could do anything. She kept telling same thing to him but he never believed it. He didn't obey her now. Once he used to permit her to decide for him. Now he didn't dare. She was strange and inhuman towards others. He felt sometimes she might kill for him. He shivered by this thought. Now his normal Mom was searching for something. It was so upsetting. He knew that now she would say that he did something. He didn't understand how could he explain her. He kept trying but he didn't understand how could he convince. He needed help and he had no one. He started crying. He didn't understand when this would end. He felt so scared by thinking this might be just beginning.
Seema came back in her room. She didn't understand why she didn't able to catch Raja red handed until now. She was so sure that he was acting naguhty but he was managing to get away with it every time. He was acting so innocent as if he had done nothing. She knew that he was lying. She didn't understand what did she supposed to do. She didn't even able to work peacefully now. Raja kept irritating her again and again. She didn't understand how could he ran from one place to another so quickly. She was feeling so restless due to these happenings. She didn't understand who would advise her in best way. She needed to stop him. She was planning to send him on field trip of school. She didn't want him to do any practical joke during it. She knew that if something wrong happened on it then they would inform Varun. She didn't want to look fail before him. She wanted to prove herself a wonderful mother. She began to think when she suddenly remembered counseling his teacher suggested. It was clearly important for them. She decided that she would call that teacher in morning. Then she suddenly noticed that she was on line in chat room. She knew that it was teacher's personal time but she decided to interfere. She entered in chat room and requested for sometime. Then teacher came in private chat for her. She knew that talking face to face was hard for her. Seema was scared that if she said something wrong they might throw her son out of school but she needed to confess for getting help. She told teacher everything step by step. She told her how did Raja managed to hide in rooms and then he kept scaring her. Teacher just sent smiley and said that he was good boy. Then when Seema kept insisting then teacher informed come and meet tomorrow. Seema felt so relieved. Finally she was going to meet someone who could help. She went to bed and slept. After sometime Seema was woke up. She was not actual woke up but fairy godmother was awake. Seema didn't even knew that she was staying with her. This was Seema's Christmas wish when she was 10 years old. On that day she wanted a barbie doll. She tried hard to get it. But her Dad didn't give it. She cried. Then she wanted to watch her cartoon. She went for TV remote but her Dad snatched it. She cried hard. Then her Mom came. She patted her with affection and said " Don't carry. Today on Christmas Santa came and you can wish something you want!" " Who is Santa?" She said loudly. But her Mom told her to talk in slow voice. Mom " Your Dad must not hear it. He didn't believe in Santa! In fact he didn't like if we talk about it. He didn't like those concepts." " Why?" " Because they are from different religion!" " But in school they tell all Gods are not different. They all belong to same positive thinking. We must respect all." " Yes.. yes. But did all agree with it in school?" Seema kept quiet for long time. She knew that all didn't agree. But she didn't say anything. She just nodded. " Then today I will ask for fairy godmother!" And on that day she came to stay in her body. She didn't understand how did she helped her. She was asleep. But on that Christmas day for first time her Dad found a cockroach in his wine. He was screaming so loudly. She laughed. But then she sensed that due to those screams that she could control Seema's Dad. She needed to teach him lesson. She smiled so much. It was wonderful day. She was so happy to give justice to Seema. She could sense Seema that was sleeping peacefully inside. She knew that Seema was so innocent. From beginning she sensed that training to Seema was impossible. Seema wanted to become Cindrella but it was not possible. She needed to fight back. She couldn't just keep crying and remained locked in room. So this fairy Godmother took responsibility. At beginning Dad didn't sense but then slowly he began to doubt and one day he did worst thing. He hit Seema for thing which Fairy godmother did. Then she was so angry. That night Seema's Dad had his first fracture. After it he started to be careful about everything. He didn't use his hand without thinking. He was scared. He sensed it. He knew that someone was protecting Seema. He didn't understand whom. But he kept away from Seema but he didn't give him all things which she wanted. Seema cried. But when fairy godmother started teaching his lessons. He slowly learnt to share. Then after some time she decided that she was too tired. She needed rest so she went to sleep. She didn't want to hurt innocent people without cause. Like one day she managed to hurt one of the teacher who screamed on Seema for not doing homework. She put frog in her purse. But she sensed one thing that all suspected Seema. After that day Seema was disliked by all. But still she kept trying to help her. Fairy godmother wanted to do good but sometimes it all just went wrong. It always hurt fairy godmother when she didn't get treatment she wanted. She felt so upset. But then she decided that she wanted good for Seema and Seema should have respected her if she knew about her. She took rest after it for sometime. Then she didn't understand when she fall asleep totally and she was happy that way but her ignorance proved big mistake. During that time Seema's Dad convinced her to marry Varun who already had one girlfriend and kids. Seema didn't knew it. She felt so nervous and upset. When she woke again, this time due to Raja. Varun was telling to kill him. She woke up on that day. She still remembered how did she harassed Varun by calling daily until he didn't agreed. She even used few people to threaten him. She wanted some money from him. He used Seema for getting property. Then she started helping Raja. She needed to find fairy godmother of Raja. She supposed to be around here. But she didn't find her. She tried so hard to find Raja's angel in him but nothing worked. She was frustrated. Now she needed to handle by herself. She took deep breath and called Varun.
When Varun married Seema he felt that he did good trick, he got nice girl to enjoy for few days then he would go back to his old wife. Seema was nice and beautiful. He enjoyed her but he never sensed that she was mad. He always thought that she was perfect daughter and perfect wife. But he never thought that she could do so many worst thing. He told Seema about his affair and went out after it his worst nightmare started. Few people started calling him for ransom. He tried to understand why did he supposed to pay. But they said since they had chosen him at random. But soon he sensed that same people had chosen Seema's Dad to beat too. They kept harassing him. One day they broke his store and finally due to fear he paid money. They took it and then they hit Seema's Dad. When Cops caught them,they pointed towards him. He tried to deny but they showed money to Cops. He tried to convince Cops that he didn't pay it. They forcibly took it. Cops didn't believed him. He was stuck in custody for long time. He didn't want to remember those memories. Then Seema told Cops that she didn't want to drag matter. She told him that he should make payment for kid. He nodded. He agreed to all without second thought. He was so scared. He never thought that she could have such criminal contacts. She was so irritating. He began to feel scared of her. Still he kept telling that she needed more money. He knew that he was not paying enough. But he needed to give more to his present family. He hardly spend few days of lie with her. He never wanted her. Once he tried to tell her this during argument with her. She laughed and said " Then why did you kept relation? Why she become pregnant?" He was so confused. "Who? I don't have any third woman in my life." Then she didn't say anything for long time. But when she came back on mobile again her voice was changed. " I am her Fairy godmother! I protect her if you cheat her then you will pay for it." Then she disconnected call. He was so scared. He immediately paid money. He was always scared of her. He didn't understand why did he married to her. Now he had one who kept screaming for money. Another divorce wife who kept screaming for more alimony. He kept thinking that he was better off without this marriage. His parent's entire property was getting wasted on Seema only. His wife had began to show signs of jealousy too. It was turning in worst way daily. He knew that he did crime by cheating a woman but he thought that many did it. But for him it was turning in worst way. He lived with Seema for few years but he never saw her that way. She was so sweet and nice. Few times he even thoughu that he should keep two wives. But he knew that it was risky since his first wife was threatening to send him in jail so he decided to take divorce from Seema. He didn't married to his present wife in court but he did it in temple before many witness. He lived with her as husband. It was clearly complicated for him. He did let Seema knew it. He managed to get divorce without disclosing but now Seema was threatening him. He was so frustrated. He didn't want to see face of Raja but he was paying so much money for him. One day he tried to convince it to Raja's teacher. But she said that he was paying money for his other kids. But they were his kids. Raja was his unwanted son. He never wanted Raja. He wanted to scream to entire world now. He didn't understand why didn't world sense it. This was so upsetting. He took deep breath and started writing cheque for Raja. He did it with heavy heart. Sometimes he just wished that he should talk with Seema. She might handle this fairy godmother. But then he felt that Seema was lying. Seema knew very well what she was doing. Life was not movie. Varun kept writing cheque after completing it. He decided that he would talk with Seema this time. On that point his wife came. His wife " How long are you planning to pay for that child?" Then she started abusing Raja. Varun knew that she hated him. He also didn't have much affection for that kid. But he was too irritated to encourage or discourage her. He said " I think I must talk with her. Let's get over this once for all." It was night so he decided to call in morning. He put down mobile and his wife immediately asked " Why don't you call her now?" " Look at the time. I am not going to call her on this odd time." " Really? Do you feel that it will look wrong?" " Yes it will." He said with determination. He didn't want more complications and misunderstanding. He didn't want Seema to think that he was in love with her. He didn't understand why he was so scared of her. But he was. In morning he felt that it was safe to discuss. So he went to sleep. His sleep was restless that night. He didn't feel peace of mind. Then his mobile rang. Seema was calling. He shivered. He took mobile and said " I have written that cheque!" " I tell you simple thing. Why don't you just kill yourself? Or I might arrange it?" He was so scared. She didn't talk directly like that. He took deep breath and said " I will give that money in Fixed Deposit. You don't need to tolerate." She laughed and disconnected. Fairy godmother was asking one bangalow of his parents. His wife didn't knew about it. He wanted to give it but he knew that his wife would know when he started deal since lawyer would ask about her too. He didn't want her to think that he was having affair. He was scared that Seema was trying to destroy his marriage. He knew one thing. He needed to talk so he recorded her mobile call. He knew that in morning he would show Seema and ask her questions. He went to sleep with determination.
Next morning Seema woke up with smile. She told Raja about psychiatrist. Raja was so happy. Raja felt that now doctor would handle all. They were getting ready to go there when door bell rang. Seema felt so upset when she saw Varun. Varun " Why you are playing these games of fairy godmother?" She was so shocked. " I don't Raja did." Raja kept sitting in corner. He was so scared. Then Varun started recording. She knew that she was acting strange. She wanted to cry but not before Varun. But before she could say anything Raja spoke " We have taken appointment of psychiatrist. She will be fine. She just need time. You can block her calls!" Varun looked towards kid with shock. That boy was so smart. Varun knew that it was better to keep quiet. Varun nodded and said " Okay bye." When he left, Seema cried. She kept apologizing to her son. Then she called psychiatrist and told him whole truth. Psychiatrist said peacefully " Relax. I have handled many complicated cases just let handle your case too. You will be fine again." Seema felt so much relief by those words. She knew her journey was hard. But then she looked at Raja. He was patting her. Raja was honest. He was not like his father. He was her son! She hugged him and cried. She knew one thing. That Raja was her son not Varun's. She was going to fight all her mental troubles until he didn't grow up and became man who would be kind & honest like her not cruel and dishonest like his father. She smiled even out of her tears.
The End
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