Poem. 7723 & direction of mind

                           & direction of mind 

Step bring new light to our smile which show new route towards thought of soul & direction of mind 

Step bring new move to our strength which form new appeal towards knowledge of route & direction of mind

Step bring new path to our chapter which start new world towards dream of feeling & direction of mind 

Step bring new soul to our shine which give new thought towards way of concept & direction of mind 

Step bring new dream to our touch which start new shine towards soul of appeal & direction of mind 

Step bring new touch to our world which create new smile towards hope of spirit & direction of mind 

Step bring new song to our appeal which form new move towards path of light & direction of mind 

Step bring new way to our meaning which give new touch towards route of world & direction of mind 

Step bring new appeal to our hope which show new word towards touch of start & direction of mind 

Step bring new shine to our light which start new smile towards concept of soul & direction of mind 

Step bring new thought to our spirit which form new song towards knowledge of dream & direction of mind 

Step bring new smile to our appeal which give new move towards strength of chapter & direction of mind

Step bring new route to our soul which start new concept towards touch of dream & direction of mind

Step bring new world to our thought which form new light towards path of appeal & direction of mind 

Step bring new concept to our touch which show new route towards word of chapter & direction of mind 

Step bring new song to our word which give new strength towards learning of touch & direction of mind

Step bring new hope to our route which form new touch towards smile of move & direction of mind 

Step bring new spirit to our path which create new appeal towards light of route & direction of mind

Step bring new route to our dream which start new thought towards world of path & direction of mind

Step bring new chapter to our strength which give new way towards shine of word & direction of mind.

 

 

 

Poem. 7722 Way from chapter

                             Way from chapter 

Way from chapter bring new shine which give new direction to smile that show new route to path of mind 

Way from chapter start new soul which form new learning to touch that start new move to path of mind 

Way from chapter form new step which create new appeal to spirit that give new strength to path of mind 

Way from chapter create new move which show new knowledge to word that form new song to path of mind 

Way from chapter show new dream which start new thought to route that create new appeal to path of mind 

Way from chapter open new touch which create new strength to soul that show new hope to path of mind 

Way from chapter create new route which give new light to feeling that start new dream to path of mind 

Way from chapter bring new appeal which form new song to world that create new touch to path of mind 

Way from chapter start new path which create new smile to step that form new world to path of mind 

Way from chapter form new smile which show new thought to soul that give new feeling to path of mind 

Way from chapter create new light which give new word to move that start new word to path of mind 

Way from chapter show new thought which start new route to appeal that create new move to path of mind 

Way from chapter give new knowledge which form new word to hope that show new route to path of mind 

Way from chapter form new concept which create new direction to touch that start new light to path of mind 

Way from chapter create new hope which show new strength to word that form new feeling to path of mind 

Way from chapter start new thought which give new route to shine that open new smile to path of mind 

Way from chapter show new shine which start new world to path that show new direction to path of mind 

Way from chapter form new appeal which create new move to hope that start new touch to path of mind 

Way from chapter give new light which form new meaning to soul that open new route to path of mind 

Way from chapter bring new song which show new direction to hope that give new world to path of mind.

Adventure story. 782 Finding wonderful life

                         Finding wonderful life

Tanuja began to write on laptop. Her brother told her to create record of entire family details. She began to write them on laptop step by step. She was typing everything carefully. She was storing every sort of details in it. She knew that they didn’t have extraordinary wealth. They got just normal wealth. She was trying to think positively about all. But still she kept feeling negative. She was keeping balance sheet of her entire house. She needed to keep this in correct way. She was trying to manage all. She began to watch details. Soon she sensed that something was wrong. Her Dad was taking out too much amount. She didn’t know what was the cause. She decided to call her brother Pradip. But Pradip didn’t take her call. She was frustrated. She needed to continue. She kept doing her work. She didn’t understand how could they permitted this to happen for so many years. It was so upsetting. She could see in that balance sheet that she was saving hard her entire family was saving hard except her dad. Her dad was wasting his money. Then she sensed what her dad would say. Her dad would say he earn it so he would waste it. She was not planning to stop him. She knew that she could manage her life without it. She needed to write down every transaction on balance sheet. She could see that she still had enough money to live her life happily. So, she decided to just write down everything. After sometime Pradip called her back. Pradip immediately came to point “What do you want?” “I observe in this accounts that Dad is spending too much.” “It is his earning so don’t see his expenses. Just observe expenses of other family members.” She didn’t say anything for some time. So, she was supposed to just observe her own expenses & her mom’s expenses. Then she sensed that Pradip just wanted her to do this all work to show her how much she spent. “OH! Don’t worry. I will manage to do our budget.” “Great” Then Pradip disconnected all. She sensed that she just supposed to reduce her spending. She decided to forget this budgeting. She didn’t need to do this all to convince herself to reduce her spendings. She felt so sad. She wasted so many hours without cause. She returned to kitchen. Her Mom was busy in cooking tasty food. She decided that she might needed to help her mom. She smiled sweetly & asked “Mom, do you want me to cook something?” “No need. Just do what your brother told you to do.” “Mom it is useless. I did most of it. But when I completed brother just told me to reduce our expenses.” “OH! Then we can do that.” She wanted to argue but she didn’t since it was just useless.

              Tanuja returned to her room. She immediately completed budgeting. She did it as fast as possible & informed Pradip that she had done it. Pradip “Great. Now you can know how to reduce your expenses.” “Yes. I will do that.” She felt so sad. She knew her dad was wasting so much money. She wasted some amount too. But her amount was nothing compared to amount wasted on her dad. Still, she was the one who needed to reduce her expenses. She agreed to do that. She slowly started to budget her things. She began to feel that it was better at least she was not wasting money. She began to find things which were cheaper. She needed to change all her branded items. But soon she began to feel this would be compromise with quality. It might impact her health. She began to remove unnecessary items. She just purchased those things which were needed. She started to feel so stressed by everything. She wanted to feel positive in her thoughts. She started to feel so happy when she reduced her budget. Then She called her mom. Her mom also started to reduce her budget. They both began to reduce their expenses. Tanuja began to feel so confident. She would live in her limited budget. She was feeling so happy. She managed to show that she was spending less. She began to feel certain that now her father & brother wouldn’t taunt her. She started to get nervous. She asked Mom “Are you certain that this will help?” “Of course. We reduce our budget so much!” She smiled. She waited for her dad with hope of admiration. She even cooked some tasty food. She was so happy about all. She prepared table the way her dad liked. They always did all to please him. They showed maximum respect to him. They knew that his earning was very important for their household. She understood perfectly that it was necessary to permit full freedom to her dad. She arranged all before time. Then she sat in her room with book. Their house was not big but she got small room. She was happy in it. She knew that many people were not so lucky. She looked around in her room. It was perfect. She knew that her dad might discuss budget. She would need to explain all. She must convince him that she was not wasting money then every thought would be fine. She smiled happily. She took out her canvas & began to paint. Her painting was her life. She tried hard to develop source of earning with it but sadly she couldn’t.

            Tanuja was so involved in her painting that door bell managed to make her nervous. She sensed that her dad arrived. She hated that moment mostly. When she was child, he used to stay out of his way but now it was becoming more & harder for her. She slowly stood & went out. Her dad came in home. He sat on sofa. Her Mom came out. Mom brought some fruit juice for dad. Dad looked towards Mom & said “I don’t want juice. Give me tea or coffee.” “But you told me to prepare juice for you!” “I told you to bring coffee or tea?! Don’t you dare to question me! You must listen to me & do whatever I order. I don’t like when anyone answer back to me.” Tanuja knew very well that this just apply to her & mom whenever Pradip answered back Dad answer him nicely. She didn’t say anything. She just kept standing quietly in corner. She began to feel so frustrated. She needed to keep her positivity alive. Then her mom said “Tanuja drink this juice. Dad wants to drink some tea or coffee.” Tanuja nodded happily. She was able to take that glass of juice but on that point suddenly her dad took it. Her Dad drank it. Dad “I drank it today. I don’t want it to be wasted.” “But Tanuja was drinking it.” “That is wastage only. She doesn’t need juices to stay in house whole time. She is not working. Her earnings are equal to nothing.” She felt so sad. Her earning were not much still they were important for her. She began to feel so upset. She knew that if she ate anything it would be wrong. Her dad continued “& she is not also slim. Her weight keeps increasing.” She felt so nervous. She was so stressed. She felt that she would no longer want to eat anything. It took her few minutes & then she found herself opening refrigerator. She didn’t sense how fast she managed to reach to chocolates & began to remove wrappers. She started to eat them that sweetness was so pleasant on tongue. It was so nice. She began to feel as if it was reducing her stress. She started to think her tension would be gone. But still her mind was not happy. She sat on chair & she started to eat chocolates. Her Mom was so shocked. Her mom came running towards her & screamed “What are you doing? Don’t eat chocolates like that.” “But Mom, I need them. I feel so happy…” Mom took away remaining chocolates. Mom “Your weight is increasing. They are not healthy for you.” Tanuja looked towards mom. “I can’t stop mom.” She started crying. On that time for first time her mom sensed that her daughter need help. Mom wanted to say it clearly but she was too scared to say it before Tanuja’s dad. Mom decided one thing. Mom needed to do it on her own. Mom began to plan what would be help for her daughter. She needed to find help & Mom was planning to get it for her.

        Tanuja’s mom called her one friend next day. Her Mom was certain that relatives were not going to help them. They all were too impressed by Tanuja’s dad. She decided to call her friend. Her friend knew all about their family. She chatted about normal things at beginning then slowly she told her friend & Tanuja’s issue. Her friend “I feel your daughter need psychiatrist. She is having mental issues due to your husband. If she keeps eating like that, issue would increase more & more.” Mom didn’t say anything for some time. Then Mom decided to do it. “Do you know any psychiatrist?” “Yes.” Then they discussed for some time. Mom took information about psychiatrist. Mom had some saved money. She decided that she would give Tanuja treatment. She took appointment. Then she told Tanuja to get ready. Tanuja didn’t question her. Tanuja just nodded. Tanuja got ready. Tanuja knew that something was wrong with her. She was not acting normal. She was feeling so stressed. She tried hard to think positively about everything but nothing was working. Tanuja didn’t ask any question. She decided to follow her mom’s order. She got ready when her mom told her to get ready. She didn’t feel need to ask where. She was little upset when she saw that it was psychiatrist. But she took her mind to that point where she didn’t feel anything. She just sat. When her mom took inside, she went. She decided to do as her mom said. She was thinking that she wouldn’t talk but when she began to talk with Psychiatrist. She slowly began to tell everything. She didn’t sense when she began to trust. Psychiatrist explained “Due to attitude of your father & brother you have depression which started to move towards eating disorder. It called Binge eating Disorder. You don’t need to worry after treatment your depression will be reduced & this Binge eating disorder would be gone too.” She smiled happily; first time she felt hopeful. After that she continued her treatment. Slowly she learnt to ignore her brother Pradip & her dad. She began to develop confidence. She took job as cook in one restaurant which belonged to her mom’s friend. Slowly her life began to turn in right way. She started to feel positive. She became a nice cook. She no longer cared about her dad’s opinion. She learnt to ignore him & she moved ahead in her life. She managed to reduce her weight too. Her life became wonderful for her which was most important for her. After sometime her treatment stopped but she always felt same confidence & positivity in herself.

                                                     The End

Poem. 7721 Story of smile

                                 Story of smile

Story of smile bring new route which form new light towards move that open new touch to step of mind 

Story of smile open new world which give new knowledge towards move that show new appeal to step of mind 

Story of smile start new chapter which show new thought towards spirit that create new strength to step of mind 

Story of smile form new direction which open new route towards move that bring new shine to step of mind 

Story of smile give new appeal which start new direction towards soul that show new hope to step of mind 

Story of smile create new touch which form new strength towards step that give new world to step of mind 

Story of smile show new path which create new touch towards strength that form new move to step of mind 

Story of smile bring new light which give new dream towards shine that open new route to step of mind 

Story of smile open new concept which show new route towards word that create new soul to step of mind 

Story of smile start new hope which form new chapter towards spirit that open new smile to step of mind 

Story of smile form new way which give new word towards appeal that bring new route to step of mind 

Story of smile create new dream which show new appeal towards light that form new chapter to step of mind

Story of smile show new strength which start new direction towards soul that give new dream to step of mind 

Story of smile give new world which create new meaning towards step that show new word to step of mind 

Story of smile start new path which give new touch towards hope that create new appeal to step of mind 

Story of smile form new shine which show new feeling towards way that form new move to step of mind

Story of smile open new spirit which form new soul towards chapter that create new route to step of mind 

Story of smile show new step which create new move towards strength that start new thought to step of mind 

Story of smile bring new word which start new appeal towards route that open new shine to step of mind 

Story of smile show new knowledge which form new world towards hope that give new dream to step of mind.

Poem. 7720 One wave of hope

                               One wave of hope 

One wave of hope bring new appeal to thought of life that form new chapter towards soul in mind 

One wave of hope start new world to touch of life that create new knowledge towards strength in mind 

One wave of hope form new song to thought of life that give new direction towards concept in mind 

One wave of hope give new smile to spirit of life that show new meaning towards appeal in mind 

One wave of hope create new path to move of life that start new appeal towards knowledge in mind 

One wave of hope show new route to chapter of life that form new move towards light in mind

One wave of hope start new concept to shine of life that create new direction towards world in mind 

One wave of hope open new step to dream of life that show new strength towards move in mind 

One wave of hope form new thought to route of life that start new light towards spirit in mind 

One wave of hope give new world to touch of life that create new concept towards touch in mind 

One wave of hope show new appeal to step of life that form new shine towards strength in mind 

One wave of hope start new smile to path of life that give new learning towards feeling in mind 

One wave of hope open new start to way of life that show new appeal towards soul in mind 

One wave of hope create new touch to spirit of life that start new knowledge towards step in mind 

One wave of hope form new song to route of life that create new direction towards concept in mind 

One wave of hope show new thought to step of life that form new hope towards learning in mind 

One wave of hope start new chapter to route of life that show new thought towards direction in mind

One wave of hope give new smile to light of life that create new light towards word in mind 

One wave of hope show new appeal to way of life that give new knowledge towards shine in mind 

One wave of hope form new direction to soul of life that start new touch towards world in mind.

Poem. 7719 Concept of one dream

                            Concept of one dream 

Concept of one dream window show new light to life which start new route to feeling of soul give new step to spirit of life

Concept of one dream window start new direction to life which form new strength to world of hope give new way to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window give new touch to life which show new thought to smile of way give new word to spirit of life

Concept of one dream window form new path to life which create new move to appeal of step give new touch to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window create new appeal to life which start new word to touch of path show new route to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window show new step to life which form new knowledge to way of light start new shine to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window give new hope to life which create new smile to touch of move form new world to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window form new start to life which show new appeal to route of light create new hope to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window start new step to life which form new chapter to soul of way show new word to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window create new touch to life which give new feeling to path of route start new touch to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window show new appeal to life which create new step to move of shine form new thought to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window form new move to life which show new thought to word of step create new soul to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window start new thought to life which form new hope to step of path show new route to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window create new light to life which give new direction to route of way form new hope to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window give new strength to life which create new soul to smile of route give new word to spirit of life

Concept of one dream window show new appeal to life which form new world to path of feeling start new move to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window start new soul to life which show new thought to way of world form new word to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window form new world to life which start new hope to move of light create new path to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window create new way to life which form new knowledge to shine of word show new way to spirit of life 

Concept of one dream window show new touch to life which give new strength to step of direction form new light to spirit of life.

 

Poem. 7718 Soul of step

                                    Soul of step 

Soul of step bring new song to mind which form new direction to smile that open new path to shine of life 

Soul of step create new touch to mind which start new knowledge to route that start new light to shine of life 

Soul of step form new chapter to mind which show new appeal to move that form new route to shine of life 

Soul of step give new direction to mind which create new thought to hope that start new smile to shine of life

Soul of step show new path to mind which start new feeling to spirit that form new song to shine of life

Soul of step open new feeling to mind which give new way to world that create new word to shine of life 

Soul of step start new hope to mind which form new meaning to path that show new appeal to shine of life 

Soul of step create new move to mind which give new route to concept that open new world to shine of life 

Soul of step bring new smile to mind which create new way to strength that start new word to shine of life 

Soul of step form new route to mind which start new thought to dream that give new hope to shine of life 

Soul of step show new appeal to mind which form new way to feeling that create new light to shine of life 

Soul of step start new spirit to mind which give new touch to light that show new route to shine of life

Soul of step create new word to mind which create new path to touch that form new smile to shine of life 

Soul of step give new start to mind which form new light to concept that open new way to shine of life 

Soul of step form new world to mind which show new chapter to hope that start new path to shine of life 

Soul of step show new touch to mind which give new word to route that create new move to shine of life 

Soul of step start new chapter to mind which create new path to strength that bring new world to shine of life 

Soul of step create new path to mind which form new song to feeling that show new spirit to shine of life

Soul of step form new thought to mind which show new route to world that give new direction to shine of life 

Soul of step give new light to mind which create new appeal to strength that bring new hope to shine of life.