Divorce papers
Tushar started to think different letters he needed to read. He was studying different emotions from each word. He began to hear stories from those letters. He knew that his imagination was running wild but sometimes he wanted it to do that. He felt so upset when he sensed that those letters were getting yellow. He knew that paper couldn’t survive permanently. Then he suddenly began to think about emails. He felt so sad. He didn’t have any type of emails. He kept watching those letters carefully. He knew that those letters didn’t belong to him. Those letters belonged to his brother. His Mom wrote them to his brother Mohit for years when he was in abroad. Those letters were so interesting. He knew that these affectionate words were not for him. But still he began to get attached to them since his childhood. They became important for him. He started to get upset when he couldn’t hear those words from his Mom so he started to read these letters & began to assume that they belonged to him. He never thought what would be it’s effect on him. He just kept admiring them. He felt so sad when he tried to tell himself that those words were not written for him but still he kept reading them. Suddenly his wife and Nisha called him from behind. He turned to look back. He was shocked in heart. He was expecting Nisha to dress decently for their lunch. But she was wearing modern dress & dark red lipstick. He knew that for her it was perfect choice. He didn’t like it at all. He wanted to tell it to her but he knew that it would just increase their argument. He just gave her smile. Nisha “ I just lost few kilos so that dress is perfect for me.” She began to laugh happily. He knew that she was doing all this to impress him. But he didn’t like it. He never tried to even explain it to her. He knew that it was useless & tiring process. He smiled & just nodded. He didn’t even bother to change shirt to impress her. He never did it. He didn’t sense when he lost his interest in these things. But he had already lost it. He was no longer interested in impressing her. He didn’t even looked towards her face. Nisha was trying to put on her necklace. She was hoping that Tushar help her to wear it . She wanted her evening to be romantic. But soon she sensed that it was not going to happen. She made angry sound but even that sound didn’t got attention. Tushar was feeling so frustrated. He was so restless. Nisha began to observe her face in mirror carefully. She sensed that she was looking beautiful still Tushar didn’t care. She decided that she needed to find some people who would tell him this. She knew that wherever she would go people would start looking towards her. She knew that her beauty was so impressive that she could gather crowd around her. She decided that she needed to prove it to Tushar again. They went out. Tushar went towards their car. He sat in it. She could see that his eyes were emotionless. It seemed as if her presence didn’t matter much. She was so frustrated. She didn’t understand he was equally frustrated. He wanted a peaceful lunch. He wanted to discuss his troubles. He wanted to talk with a friend than lover. But Nisha didn’t want anything except romance. He wanted to express his feelings but she wanted to hear just his romantic feelings. He didn’t understand when she would get tired of this romance. It was great at beginning but after three four years he started to get irritated. He was expecting entry of kid due to which this romance would reduce but kid never came. He never discussed it. He didn’t want to hurt Nisha but he knew finally on one point they needed to discuss. They might need to visit Doctors. But until now he avoided it & she didn’t mentioned it. They were scared. None of them wanted to be blamed. They didn’t want to left each other. Their marriage was not happy one but they didn’t want to take second chance. They were happy in this relationship. Tushar kept ignoring her while she kept trying her best to instigate him. Today once again they went out. Nisha smiled sweetly towards any person on road. Many men took interest in her. But Tushar didn’t mind. It was clear that he didn’t care but Nisha was not ready to give up. Nisha began to get tense. She needed to show how much beautiful she was. She kept showing off herself to world. She needed to find ways to impress people. She began to try it. Soon she sensed that when she reached to restaurant plenty of men were looking towards her. In fact many wives & girl friends were upset by it. But Tushar was so unconcerned. She began to feel hurt. She wanted to feel happy. She needed to do something. She decided that she might just start to flirt with someone. It was only option to protect her ego. She choose a man on right corner table. He was sitting alone. She smiled towards him. He immediately returned her smile. He started making gestures to her which managed to scare her. She immediately looked away. She sensed that she did big mistake. Soon that man stood up. That man was coming towards her table. She started to feel scared but suddenly a woman came. That woman asked angrily “ Where are you going?” That man gave guilty smile & looked away. She sensed that this woman was his wife. She smiled with relief but that woman gave her angry look. Clearly that woman was angry with her. She was acting like some woman who was inviting men to herself. She started to get conscious about her entire dress. She was no longer confident. She wanted to run out of restaurant but waiter came. Tushar ordered lunch peacefully. In his view nothing had happened. He confirmed with her twice that he didn’t miss items she wanted. She nodded. She tried to eat but she kept sensing that this man was observing her for long time. Finally she had enough. She turned to give that man angry look. She saw that table was empty. She sensed that his wife might have taken him out of restaurant immediately. She was little tense. She knew that this man was not observing her at all. It was just in her mind. She tried to laugh & eat with relaxed mood. But soon she sensed that magic of that lunch had already vanished for her. She was depressed.
Tushar didn’t observe anything. He was busy in selecting suitable lunch & observing hotel. He was not interested in watching Nisha. He didn’t even sense that she wanted his attention. He knew that their relationship had changed. He couldn’t demand change in her. He didn’t like the way she dressed. But he didn’t want to keep asking for things which he couldn’t get. He knew that she was not interested in fulfilling his demands. He decided to ignore them but he couldn’t appreciate what he disliked so he found one solution. He started ignoring when he disliked thing. Nisha began to feel restless when he ignored her. He didn’t sense it or at beginning he sensed but he began to prefer to ignore it. He needed to concentrate on keeping his positivity so he didn’t notice that man or anything else. According to him lunch was excellent. He liked atmosphere of restaurant. He didn’t feel that anything was missing. Nisha was already on verge of crying. He immediately sensed it. He didn’t understand cause but he could see tears rising in her eyes. Now he sensed that he did something wrong. By that time lunch arrived. Tushar asked slowly “ Did I ordered wrong items? Do you want to eat something else?” Nisha was so angry. She wanted to control her anger but she couldn’t. She just threw water from glass on his face & started screaming “ You are doing this just to torture me, don’t you?” He was so shocked. He took one napkin & started to clean his face nervously. He didn’t understand her tantrums. She kept doing strange things. He didn’t understand cause. He kept watching her nervously. He didn’t understand how to control her. He always permitted her to scream as much as she likes. It always worked. But this time waiter came running towards table. Waiter “ What happened Sir? Did something went wrong with lunch?” Nisha started crying loudly & began to say “ Lunch is okay but my marriage is not. My marriage is my biggest mistake...” she started crying loudly. He didn’t understand what he supposed to do. He started eating his lunch. He kept eating it. He didn’t sense when he managed to empty all. She kept crying & he kept eating. They were such a odd couple. But waiter didn’t complaint. He paid bill & stood up to go. He observed that she didn’t eat anything but any way he managed to finish all. He wanted to say let’s go but he was too scared to say. Finally she looked towards him with red eyes full of sorrow. He didn’t understand how did she manage to cry this way in such small time. But he sensed that she observed that lunch was over & went away on road. She was looking peaceful when she reached on road. It seemed as if her entire struggle was gone. He didn’t understand how did it went away but he was happy that he did. He smiled. He stopped Taxi. They came back in home. He returned to his work. He started working on computer. He kept typing properly every thing. He tried his best to solve all troubles. He was so nervous when Nisha was angry. Now she was normal again. Her moods were swinging time to time. But he didn’t mind. Nisha kept acting in a way which suggest nothing wrong had happened. She kept getting restless. Nisha was so happy when she came out. He never questioned her happiness or her sorrows. He just kept moving around her without comment. Finally Taxi came. They sat inside. They reached home. Luckily nothing bad happened during this time. He thanked God for plenty of times. Then when they reached home, he immediately found excuse of office work & ran out of house. He didn’t want to face Nisha. Nisha observed him going out. She smiled happily. She wanted him to go out. She didn’t like him around. She knew that he didn’t like her that much. He never appreciated her. He wanted kids. She knew it. She could see it in his eyes. She knew that he disliked her since she couldn’t able to give him a baby. She knew that he wanted baby to prove that he was perfect to world. He could hear people taunt him just same way as they taunted her. She knew that he didn’t like her. He was not saying it since he was not sure that he could get another wife. He was so boring. She started laughing at this thought. She didn’t understand why she decided to marry him! But on that time she was different. She began to watch herself in mirror. She sensed for first time her lipstick was too bright. But she knew that it was nice. Then she started to remember old times when she used to avoid make up. Her old days were so different. She started to watch herself in mirror. She wanted to feel happy from soul & for it she needed to find a partner who would love her. She suddenly began to think that she needed to get divorce. She could easily find another partner. She began to find lawyers. She found one nice lawyer. She called him & told about her life. She said “ You can see we are not compatible!” “ So you want divorce on mutual consent.” Now she totally forgot to ask Tushar but still she said “ Yes.” Lawyer looked convinced. Lawyer gave her appointment. She smiled. She decided to take Divorce. She went in kitchen. She noticed Tushar’s favourite vegetable. She decided to cook his favourite lunch. She didn’t feel anything wrong in it. She started to get ready in perfect way as his wife. She wanted to entertain him. She managed to make him angry so she needed to compensate. She was planning to do for it. She wanted to make him happy. She didn’t understand why but she wanted to do it. So she started cooking his favourite food. She decorated their house to make perfect atmosphere for their date. She wanted all arrangements to be made in proper way. She wanted a perfect house which would make Tushar happy. She worked hard to make it perfect. She took breathe of relief when it was finally over. She began to think something was missing then she remembered perfume. She forgot to spray it. She sprayed it around house. It seemed like house on their first night. She smiled happily. She did all in perfect way.
When Tushar came towards door, he immediately smelt perfume. He was so happy. He felt that argument was over. Their lunch might be disturbed but their dinner would be perfect. He was so happy. He wanted happiness but it was not entering in their life. Today he felt that finally it entered. When Nisha opened door, she dressed like she used to dress in old days. She wore simple clothes & make up was vanished. He loved her this way. He wanted to admire her. He started admiring her. “ Wow you are looking so great.” Nisha began to get upset now. She didn’t want him to admire her. But then she suddenly forgot about lawyer. She started talking nicely. As that night went ahead. They spent it like perfect couple. Tushar was so happy. She didn’t mention lawyer at all. But in morning she suddenly remembered all. She wanted divorce. She decided to discuss it on breakfast. On breakfast table while serving him coffee she asked “ Tushar I want divorce will you give it to me?” She said it in such a flat tone that at beginning he felt that he heard it totally wrong. He kept looking at her then he asked her to repeat herself. She asked again. “ Will you give divorce to me?” Tushar felt so shocked. “ But last night I felt everything was perfect between us.” She started to look confused. She began to insist “ No it is not. I want divorce.” Until now Tushar was giving up before her every tantrum but this time he needed to argue. He couldn’t give her divorce just because she wanted it or she was in bad mood. “ Do you understand what you are saying?” She gave him angry look & started abusing. It was worst. Once again he started to feel helpless. He began to sense that he couldn’t stop her. So he gave up & nodded. She smiled happily. She called lawyer & told lawyer that Tushar was willing. Then lawyer told her that they needed to live separate for 6 months. She agreed. He didn’t argue. She packed her bags & went to her parent’s house. Tushar was so shocked. He started to pick his plates. He didn’t understand what was happening in his life. Last night everything was perfect & on next night his wife wanted divorce. He wanted to cry but he was not even feeling sad. His all emotions were locked. He started acting like some machine. He did all that needed. Then he went in office. He did his work. Finally when he came back to his house that night, he cried. He expressed his pains. He decided that he would get over it. For few days he needed to adjust. He started to accept what happened. He even called lawyer & started to decide what he supposed to give as alimony. He began to plan. He started to settle. He felt that he did all perfectly & suddenly she returned back one day after one month. He was so upset. He was so angry. He even told his parents. Tushar screamed on her “ Why did you come here?” “ Since I wanted to! I am still your wife! Remember!” “ But you wanted divorce.” She started to look confused. “ Yes I wanted.. but let wait for sometime.” She went back in her room. She started acting like wife again. He didn’t want to get involved so he avoided her. He decided to call lawyer again. He told all to lawyer. Immediately lawyer called Nisha. Lawyer was very upset. Tushar didn’t heard argument from other side but Nisha was abusing lawyer. Tushar immediately called lawyer to apologise. Lawyer clearly declared “ Tushar your wife doesn’t need lawyer she need psychiatrist. I send you number. If she don’t go there I will give you divorce on ground of her mental sickness..” “ I don’t want it. Actually she was not like that..it all began when people started to taunt us about not having kid. I know she took it to her heart. They taunt & harass me too. But I learn to ignore...but I feel depressed too.” “ You went to which Doctor?” He didn’t say anything. “ You don’t even went to Doctor?” “She didn’t want & I am scared too.” “ Come on!.. I feel you must go first to psychiatrist. Psychiatrist will prepare you to go for treatment of infertility.” Tushar agreed. He waited for number then he called. He took appointment. Then he told it to Nisha. He was thinking that she would argue. But she didn’t. She just started to cry. She said in slow voice “ My Mom feel same way. She was telling me to visit Doctor too.” Then he took her to psychiatrist. He went inside with her. Then he told to wait outside. She talked with Psychiatrist for long time. Then he was called inside. Psychiatrist told him “ Don’t worry. This all happened due to trouble of pregnancy to your wife. But with my help you can handle. Give me sometime. I will arrange all with my Doctor friend. Nothing will come out. If you can’t able to conceive child you can adopt it. I will arrange all.” Slowly with Psychiatrist’s treatment Nisha became mentally strong. They went to Doctor. Soon they found out problem. They didn’t tell anyone who had it. They just continued treatment. Finally Nisha became pregnant. But during this time they felt so stressed that they adopted one child too. So they managed to get two kids. Now their family was perfect. Nisha still went to Psychiatrist for sometimes when she felt stressed. It was not regular visit. But she needed help on some stressful movements. Specially when people started to treat her adopted child differently and child whom she gave birth. But psychiatrist taught her & Tushar how to deal with them. Even psychiatrist talked with kids. So they managed to handle all so easily. Their family was perfect but that lawyer whom they called for Divorce became their best family friend. They were thankful to him since he didn’t tried to encourage divorce to get fees instead he helped them by suggesting psychiatrist. Now whenever they wanted some legal help he was their perfect help. That Lawyer managed to make their family perfect. Now they laughed at thought once they were planning for divorce it seemed like madness to them.
The End
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